Load 2008-22

My apologies it’s been 10 days since I last fucked someone… Life’s been pretty busy…

A guy was supposed to come over after work last night to do a 3-way with my bf and me, but he didn’t show up. It’s not the first time plans with him have fallen through, so it didn’t surprise me when he didn’t show up. The guy I’ve fucked a couple times before – the one who’s a bit nervous and neurotic – had been e-mailing me pretty consistently since the last time we hooked up. He’d even e-mailed that morning. So when the other plans fell through I e-mailed him and then when I didn’t hear anything, I texted him. Immediately I get a call and he said he’d be over in a half hour. He could tell my bf was around and asked how many guys he’d be servicing. I said it would just be me since my bf had already jacked off after the first guy didn’t show up. For getting a text out of the blue he was immediately ready. Sorta felt like I was ordering pizza or something (“be there in under 30 minutes or your pizza’s free”)…

True to his word he was over here really quickly. In the meantime my bf had seen his pics and was interested in fucking him. When he got here I asked him if he was up for playing with my bf as well, and his response was like a little kid (even though he’s in his upper 40s) “OK, sure…” He then followed it up by “Is he neg?”

He stripped off his clothes, asked if he should keep his jockstrap on (I said yes), and he got on his knees and started sucking my dick. You could tell he was hungry for dick, but it wasn’t the best blowjob. After a while I turned him over to my bf and he sucked my bf’s dick while I played with his hole. His hole was all puffy – so I’m guessing he was playing with dildos when I called…

We then switch places and he’s sucking my dick again and this time my bf gets on his knees behind him and starts fucking him. Even though my bf had cum earlier, he was rock hard (which is typical for him)… We do that for a while and when my bf pulls out we reposition and this time I fuck him… We get him on the bed legs up, I spit on my dick and shove in. As usual, he’s a good bottom – takes my dick easily…

I gotta back up a little bit and say he’s been doing poppers almost constantly since he started sucking our dicks. So he asks my bf to administer the poppers. The problem was it wasn’t an easy task since he didn’t have his head turned to the side. My bf tried, but at one point he managed to spill a little bit of poppers on him and it ran into his eye. You can imagine how that would have felt. Everything stopped. We ran to the bathroom I got a handful of water, rand back to the bed and basically poured the water into the guy’s eyes. Then my bf followed up with a wet towel. The good news was that pretty quickly the crisis was over and I had my dick back up his ass…

I then flipped him over onto his belly (he could control the poppers himself in that position), and continued to fuck him until I came. It had been a few days since I had cum (yes, I jacked off – I know I shouldn’t waste my cum, but…) so I gave him a nice big load. When I was done my bf went back to fucking him, the guy was literally begging for another load, but since my bf had jacked off earlier, he couldn’t cum.

The weird part about this guy is that he’s really nervous and scattered. I tried to be affectionate with him as he dressed, but he didn’t respond. He was still really sweet and eager to please, but there’s a chemistry that’s lacking with him… In a way it would be really convenient to have him over on a regular basis since he’s up for serving me and my bf, but I think my bf wants more of a “connection” with the guys he fucks – he wants kissing, and eye contact, cuddling, stuff like that… So we’ll see if we do a repeat…

Load 2008-5

On my way to the gym last night I did a stop over to fuck the latin guy I first fucked 10 years ago. The door was ajar so I let myself in. I figured he’d be in the bedroom ass up or something. When I got to the bedroom I found him legs up, getting nailed by this beefy white guy. I love sluts, so the fact that this guy wanted me to see him getting fucked by someone else was hot.

I took off my clothes and joined them. Didn’t want to bother the other top so climbed on the bed and offered my dick to the bottom. He sucked it a little, but was being a good bottom and paying attention to the top who was fucking him. Incidentally the top was using a condom, which was too bad, but whatever…

Now I gotta tell you what the bottom looked like. I’ve known him for a long time and even though we haven’t fucked as often as we should have, I’ve seen him around the neighborhood a fair amount. Last night he was all tanned and dark with a nice tan line. He’s got a hot little body, a huge dick for a guy his size, and has always had a lot of tattoos, but he seemed to have more last night and I think it was because he had had full back wings put on… Given that we haven’t taken off our clothes and fucked in a bed for a long time (mostly parks and bathrooms), it has been a while since I’d seen him naked and I definitely liked what I saw…

The other top had to leave or something but hadn’t cum, which was too bad ’cause I was at least hoping to use the cum from the condom for lube… As he pulled out his dick I saw his dick was pretty small – the condom was like a loose bag on it… The bottom made a little small talk with him and then the guy left. The bottom then told me the other top was a “kid” from his building and this was the first time the kid had been there when someone else was around.

He then proceeded to sit on my dick, then we swapped positions with him on his stomach (my favorite position with little guys). You gotta realize – I’m a bit smitten with this guy – always have been – so fucking was really easy – he’s totally my type…

We switched again – this time with his legs in the air… His eyes were shut most of the time and he seemed to just want to concentrate on the sensation of getting fucked. The nice part for me was he was small enough that I was hitting bottom when I fucked him. I love this with little guys… With some I even get into the “2nd sphincter” – feels really good to me and incredibly intense for the bottom, but bottoms often don’t clean that far so it can be messy…

Then all of a sudden he says “you’re going to make me cum”… I look down and his big 8 1/2 inch uncut dick is spurting cum all over his belly… I stop for a second – pull out 1/2 way, scoop up his cum, wipe it on my dick and continue… Felt really good having cum for lube…

He was having a hard time taking it after he came, so while I had just been enjoying the fuck, I concentrated a little more on getting things done and cumming in his ass – which I did a minute or two later…

We chatted a little, I got dressed and then I was off to the gym…

[If only I could keep this pace up all year… 7 fucks, 5 loads in 17 days – spread over a year would be about 140 fucks and 100 loads… Something will get in the way and slow me down, but it would be nice. I know those numbers would seem high to some people, but they really aren’t all that high. A guy I’ve fucked before is going to Mid-Atlantic Leather (MAL) today. Last year he says he got 110 loads in his ass over the weekend at MAL – those are high numbers though I don’t really believe the guy (another friend says MAL is 99% bottoms and getting loads isn’t all that easy) – I’m pretty tame by comparison… I am seriously considering going to IML this year (made hotel reservations just in case) – so that might kick the numbers up a bit and help make up for slow times… Hopefully this will be a really good year for me sexually…]

This morning I was looking at XTube – I knew I shouldn’t cum, but I felt it building and figured I’d just let it happen ’cause I wasn’t planning on hooking up today.

Fast forward to this afternoon. My bf and I got home, I had to run to the bank and then I came home and collapsed in bed and tried to take a nap. Then my bf came in and asked if a guy we’d both fucked before could come over – and do a 4 way with 3 tops – he had a Puerto Rican guy who wanted to join us – and he wanted to get 3 loads in his hole. When I hooked up with him he had wanted to get tagged by me and my bf, but my bf hadn’t been in the mood. Then another time my bf had hooked up with him when I wasn’t in the mood… Since then there have been a few times when he wanted to hookup, but only seemed to want to if he could get fucked by more than just me and my bf… This guy seems to love to be a gangbang bottom. Keep in mind that he seems like he’s in the closet and when I hooked up with him in May he said he’s never been fucked by more than one guy at a time…

But the really amazing thing was my bf – that he was trying to set up a scenario where the guy could get three loads in his ass… Needless to say, I was fine with it, though I was regretting that I had cum this morning…

So the bottom and the other top arrive. The top was attractive, looked late 20s (but was actually early 30s), looked more middle-eastern than latin… The bottom looked nerdy as ever 😉

Every one stripped down, I ate out the bottom’s ass – he had a nice hole to eat… There wasn’t any oral – just sorta jacking off going on… The latin guy tried to fuck him but it hurt too much, so my bf (who’s smaller) started him off by having him sit on his dick while he was sitting on the side of the bed. Then he stood him up, bent him over the bed and fucked him properly. The latin guy fucked him next – legs in the air. Then I took a shot at his ass. It felt nice, silky and warm… I sorta felt like I might be able to cum, but I didn’t push it since I wanted to fuck him when he had two loads in him (I’ve been craving bottoms with loads in them lately)…

Then we did another round – my bf came, the other guy came, but when it was my turn I put him on his belly, but since I’d come earlier I couldn’t really cum. I gave him a good fuck, and I think he might have thought I came – not that I faked it or anything, but it might have seemed like I came by the way I ended it. I probably should have cum in the first round or had him change positions so it would be easier to cum…

So everyone left happy, and I got my dick in a raw hole again… But I really gotta stop jacking off…

Load 2007-24

There’s this guy in our general neighborhood who’s been wanting to hookup up with me for a few years – I think since sometime in 2005. At first it was when my bf and I wanted to do a 3-way, but the guy was into some serious kink and my bf didn’t trust him when he said he was neg. But over the years his ads always say he’s neg and that he’s looking for neg tops, so I’ve come to believe him when he says he’s neg… My bf still doesn’t trust him – but I think it’s ’cause my bf likes guys who are more vanilla…

So yesterday he contacts me (always calls me SIR – something I really like about him), but he starts throwing a few “issues” in…

i got pissed on and cummed on last night and my master isnt letting me shower yet… is that a problem for u SIR?

my master also made me write faggot cock on my cock with a marker SIR. and he asked that i get a mark on my right butt cheek for each top that uses me today

Needless to say none of that was a problem!

Problem was he couldn’t host and I didn’t want to bring him around my bf (even though my bf said I could hook up with him if I wanted to). So he tries to find a another top to host. The first two fall through, but he finally finds one, but says he has to leave right then… Meanwhile I had made plans to hook up with this hot little 22 y.o. latin bb bottom I’d found on Craigslist, but he hadn’t responded to my e-mail when I sent directions and asked him to confirm. Since he didn’t respond I figured what the fuck and told the submissive guy I’d join him…

Since he was a bit stinky with dried piss and cum, I figured I didn’t need to shower (though I did wipe up “down there” so I wasn’t too rank…) So I just dressed went out, found a cab, picked him up on the way. He looked pretty much like his pics, but rougher – probably from not showering. He was just wearing a hoodie and jeans. You could tell he didn’t have anything else on (other than shoes, of course). Even though the cabbie could see him really easily, as soon as he got into the cab he started unbuttoning his jeans and he showed me his cock which had writing on it. You could tell he was really proud of it…

When we got to the building I realized I hadn’t asked anything about the top. He just says “he’s hot” – that didn’t tell me much of anything, but whatever… He also said his master had him hook up with the same guy the night before. The buzzer wasn’t working, so he calls the top and he comes down to let us in. He’s a 30-something latino ‘papi’ – decent enough looking…

We get to the apartment and the bottom strips down and you can now clearly see FAGGOT COCK written on his dick. The other top puts a cheap leather collar and leash on him and gives him a silly little black thong to wear. Whatever… It’s his place and I’m not calling the shots – just there to enjoy some nice raw hole…

The other top has him suck his dick, I start playing with his hole (the bottom is on all fours with the other top sitting on the bed). I rim him for a while. I could smell a muskiness and then remembered he had been covered in piss and cum the night before and hadn’t showered. The smell reminded me of the guy I had fucked after pissing in his hair… It was a wonderful musky smell… The way a good pig should smell…

Since I had one of those spongy rubber cock rings in my jeans, I pull it out put it on and then go to fuck him. I’m not totally hard, but that usually doesn’t stop me from getting in a guy’s ass…

The other top says “You need to put on a rubber to fuck him – he doesn’t play raw.” I just say, “Yes he does” and keep shoving my dick in his ass. The other top may be calling the shots for the bottom, but not for me… But the bottom has a really tight hole and I’m not getting in. The other top then pulls the bottom off his dick and asks him “You play raw boy?” “Yes sir” was the answer. The other top shrugs and I continue trying to get my dick in the bottom’s ass.

Then I figure my cock ring is making my dick too thick (that seems to be the general effect), so I take it off. Rim his hole some more and get my dick up to half mast and try again. After a few attempts I’m just not getting it in.

We take a bit of a break and the other top has him get in the tub so we can piss on him. I start aiming for his mouth, but see the other top aiming for his chest, so I aim lower figuring he doesn’t like to drink piss. After we were done I notice the puddle of piss is dark yellow under where the other top was pissing – it was the really rank first piss of the morning.

The bottom is taken into the bedroom, a towel is put on the floor and he’s glistening with piss – really rank piss too… I play with his ass (don’t rim him – the piss is a bit rank). I figure I’m going to have to stretch him out so I put in my thumb, then two fingers… After a bit of that I try again and get it in this time… The bottom is still working on the other top’s dick…

I fuck for a while, but frankly it was a bit of a weird position and it took a while to figure out that it felt a lot better when his back was arched down, and not so great when he arched it up. Luckily he’s a good bottom who knows how to take a hint so all I had to do was push gently in the small of his back and when he was arched the right way say “yeah, that’s feels good” and he got the hint and pretty much stayed that way the rest of the time.

Then I smelled what I thought was a fart and pulled out a bit to find my dick had shit on it and there were a few drops of brown on the towel the other top had put down. I went into the bathroom to clean off my dick and went back into the bedroom.

Then the bottom went to clean up and I got to talk a bit with the other top. He mentioned that it was the bottom’s master who had set things up – I was surprised he had talked to the master since I never had. He was amazed the control the master had over him. From what he could tell the master whored him out every weekend – setting it up so he’d go around and get (ab)used by different tops. He thought the bottom was barebacking without his master’s permission ’cause the master had told him to use a condom if he fucked the bottom. I told him we had always talked about barebacking and I’d been talking to him for years now. He asked if I had found him through bear411.com and I say ‘no’ – that today we were chatting on Manhunt, but he had profiles on a bunch of other sites – he asked which ones – I said Adam4Adam, BarebackRT and he had posted something on Craigslist. The top was surprised about the bareback profile, but figured that sorta closed the issue of whether he played raw or not. I told him he’d always been really careful about only barebacking with neg guys and preferred total tops who got tested regularly.

The the top had to piss and since the bottom was in the bathroom already he went in and took a piss on the bottom. They came back and once again the bottom was covered in rank piss… I started playing with his hole again and then went back to fucking him. My knees were sore from being on the floor so much, but we got into a good groove (the bottom was still orally servicing the other top). After a while I could feel my orgasm building and then just came in his hole. Like usual these days it went on and on… It felt good. I told him “Good boy… Take my load…”

The room grew quiet and I caressed his back and kept repeating “Good boy, Good boy…” I’m not quite sure the other top expected me to give him a load. I just stayed in him while he kept sucking on the other top’s dick.

It was a few minutes before my dick got soft and I pulled out. Again, my dick had shit on it and there was “gunk” on the towel (more than last time). I went and cleaned up, came back and watched him serve the other top. Then the other top wanted to fuck him, he told the bottom to suck my dick, and went and got a rubber, took it out but didn’t put it on. He just rubbed his dick on the bottom’s ass and jacked off a bit. Then he went and got a dildo and started fucking the bottom with the dildo. I expected the dildo to come out covered in shit and cum, but it came out pretty clean.

After that they started kissing. It had been pretty clear the bottom was more into the other top than me the whole time – perhaps because they had made a connection the night before… I think they enjoyed having me there, but it was time for me to go. I put on my clothes and excused myself…

After I left I realized I hadn’t made a mark on his ass with a marker… I’d also meant for him to spend some time smelling my pits and hadn’t done that either (they had a really good, pungent smell that morning)…

Load 2007-9

There’s this other top that lives not far from me who I’ve been chatting with who wanted to do do a group or tag team a bottom. There have been a couple possibilities, but they’ve all fallen through. So today he e-mails me asking if I’m around and looking to hookup. I had a hookup scheduled for later in the afternoon, but my attitude lately is to double book, ’cause something always falls through. I ask whether the bottom is neg and looking for raw and he said yeah that he had actually fucked him the night before. He sent me pics and they were good enough, so I was off…

I get there and the bottom had just arrived before me. He’s naked and the host has clothes on. The host is packing a few extra pounds, but cute. The bottom had a decent body, and looked fuckable enough. He starts sucking the other top then I strip and take out my PA and he starts sucking me. I’m more interested in his ass than a blow job, so I turn him around and start eating his ass while he sucks the other top.

After eating his ass for a little bit, I get up and while I wanted to fuck him, I didn’t want to seem greedy, so I indicated that if the other top wanted to fuck, he was welcome, but make it clear that I should go for it. The guy’s hole was pretty nice. And I fucked for a while before blowing my load. Then I sat on the couch while the other top took his turn and it didn’t take him long to blow a load. I then went down hoping to felch out some cum but it seemed musty down there. Then I realized it was ’cause the guy was a smoker. It’s weird, but smoker’s asses just taste and smell different. So anyway, I rimmed him a little, but didn’t really get into it ’cause of the smell.

Even though I usually go soft after cumming, today my dick was cooperating and was staying sorta chubby, so I put my dick in and kept fucking him. I didn’t feel like I could cum or anything, but it felt good fucking a hole that was nice and wet with cum. I went on long enough that the other top got a second wind and took a turn. He was able to cum a second time. Then I went back down to try felching again, but even though he had these ‘picturesque’ dollops of cum on his ass cheeks, it was muskier than the last time, so I really didn’t do much. Just put my dick in for a little more fucking, but by this time I was getting pretty soft and then we called it quits.

As we were winding things up the bottom kept saying how much fun he had had. Then he made a strange comment to the other top – “it’s good you identified yourself, so I knew who you were”. I looked at them quizzically and they explained that he had been blindfolded by a buddy the night before. OK… So the bottom is basically a gangbang bottom…

We then wiped ourselves up, I went to the bathroom and pissed, we dressed, the bottom wanted to exchange numbers so I gave him my e-mail address, and we left.

A few minutes after I got home the bottom writes me a thank you note. I write back saying I enjoyed myself and since there was the prospect of hooking up again, I figured I’d ask him for myself whether he was neg or poz. He writes back saying he’s poz… That was a bit of a shocker, ’cause the top had told me he was neg.

Long story short, as I found out, the bottom is completely upfront about being poz when asked. Some how the “buddy” who had blindfolded him the night before was under the impression that he was neg and had told this to the other top, who then told me. That’s if you believe that everyone is basically telling the truth. The bottom actually said that the top who told me the bottom was neg had initially responded to a Craigslist ad where the bottom said he was poz. The top denies he’s ever responded to any ad that where the guy said he was poz. I’ll just give people the benefit of the doubt and say who knows. But all either of the other tops had to do was ask the bottom – the bottom clearly would admit to being poz when asked.

Now, before I start getting a bunch of “I hope you’re OK” responses to this post. I asked and the bottom has had an undetectable viral load for 2 years now, and has a healthy T-cell count. On average I think it takes something like 1,500 exposures for a top to get pozzed, and with an undetectable viral load that number goes up. That and the fact that I pissed afterwards (every little bit helps), means I’m really not worried about this.

I followed my rules of asking, and I’ll continue to follow them by not hooking up with him again since I now know he’s poz. And lesson learned – I’ll always ask the bottom from here on out.

Frankly I’m really pissed with the top. We were comparing notes on bottoms before this happened and he told me about a bottom who lives about 1/2 between the two of us who likes anonymous pump-and-dumps. I told him I’d fucked him in the past (even videotaped it), but I also knew the guy was poz now. His comment then was the same as it was this time – “if I had known he was poz I wouldn’t have fucked him”. Frankly, I’m not waiting for strike three – I don’t trust him anymore… All he had to do was ask…

Hooked up with a guy who had come over early last year. At the time he had warts "down there" and my bf and I didn't want to fuck him. He didn't even know he had warts and went a few weeks later to get them removed (a painful process). He even reported in at every step telling us how it was going (it was sorta cute).

A week or two ago he contacted us on Adam4Adam and reminded us who he was. He's now in a relationship with a guy – they have an open relationship but the boyfriend thinks he's the only one seeding the guy's hole (that's a common theme in my hookups, isn't it?)

I had sorta forgotten what he looked like. I remembered him being a nice guy, and attractive enough that I wanted to have sex with him. My bf remembered that he was hairy… When he got here he was attractive enough – nice body – lean and thin…

He came in, went into the bedroom stripped off his clothes and got right to business. He sucked on both our cocks for a while and then we got him up on the bed (doggy-style) and I fucked him while he gave my bf a blowjob. I pounded away at his hole, but I was pretty tired and just couldn't find it in me to cum. So I turned him over to my bf to fuck. He put the guy's legs up and fucked him pretty well. I was laying off to the side jacking. When my bf said he was getting close the guy told him to get off 'cause he wanted to try something. He had my bf lay down and I could tell that he wanted to get double fucked. I told him it's best to have the guy with the biggest dick lay down, so he crawled on top of me and my bf got behind him. This time double fucking a bottom felt better than the last time. My bf was rubbing the right parts of my dick and the guy was doing his job of making sure he didn't move forward and have my dick pop out of his hole.

After a couple minutes of double fucking my bf came, and the guy started riding my dick solo. It felt like a really good blowjob only better 'cause it was an ass that was lubed with cum. I put him on his belly and fucked him some more, but was starting to realize I just wasn't going to be able to cum. I'd been working on a tight deadline all day and had only finished what I had to do like 10 minutes before he got there – I was tired and not really in the mood to fuck. On top of that the guy was a smoker and a moaner. Either one would have been OK, but when he moaned he expelled air that smelled like an ashtray.

I tried a bit more with him on his back, but gave up. While I still had my cock in him he jacked off and came really quickly. It seems there are guys like this guy and my bf who can cum on queue several times a day, but they have really small loads. On the other hand, I cum a lot, but can't always cum. I sorta perfer my "problem" over theirs – I like to know that the bottom got "bred" really well with lots of cum…

While he was getting dressed he was talking a mile a minute. It was sorta funny…

If you're counting – that's the 7th guy I've fucked in 8 days, but I've only cum in 3 of them…