{"id":1908,"date":"2012-08-26T16:37:49","date_gmt":"2012-08-26T21:37:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.rawtop.com\/blog\/?p=1908"},"modified":"2012-08-26T16:37:49","modified_gmt":"2012-08-26T21:37:49","slug":"if-you-like-me-as-a-bear-you-may-be-disappointed","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rawtop.com\/sex\/2012-08\/if-you-like-me-as-a-bear-you-may-be-disappointed","title":{"rendered":"If You Like Me As A Bear, You May Be Disappointed…"},"content":{"rendered":"

I’ve been slowly losing weight this year. I maxed out around 253 lbs – a weight which I hit and held a number of times before going down. But more typically my weight would fluctuate around 248 – stayed around that weight for a probably a couple years.<\/p>\n

If you read this you’ll know I’m not really into bears, which means I didn’t really like my own body. And honestly, I remember what it used to be like to have a thin body with some muscle definition<\/a>. That pic is way old, but I was in even better shape in 1997 when went from 236 down to about 180. You just feel more alive when you’re thin. You’re not carrying around so much.<\/p>\n

I mean I like to fuck bottoms when they’re on their bellies, but one of the reasons why I cum so quickly (or don’t come at all) is because it’s an incredible amount of work to support 200+ pounds in the air above the bottom while you fuck. That wears me out pretty quickly. I’ll just be a better top if I’m thinner.<\/p>\n

Well, I didn’t think much of it, but for some reason my body decided early this year to start loosing weight. I won’t even claim credit for it, and at first I didn’t think much of it. But instead of hovering around 248, I was hovering a few pounds lower, then another few pounds lower. I always figured it would just go back up – but it didn’t. I didn’t really change much of anything in my diet or anything – other than I wasn’t eating because I was bored or nervous – which I used to do a lot.<\/p>\n

When I got into the 230s I started taking the weight loss seriously and I’d consciously eat less to the point of being hungry at times. Every now an then I’d hit 229, but I was finally hovering\/plateauing around 231. A week ago I got a couple 229 readings, so I knew I was entering the 220s.<\/p>\n

Then I got sick with viral gastroenteritis – ran a high fever for a few days, couldn’t think about eating much of anything ’cause I had diarrhea that even Immodium couldn’t control sometimes. I’m on day #6 of that and slowly returning to the land of the living.<\/p>\n

My weight the last few days has been in 225 or below. Today it was actually 221.4. I know a lot of that is water weight and may come back, but I’m guessing with all the fever and not eating much I probably lost an honest 2 pounds this week since you need a 3500 calorie deficit to loose a pound of fat – and when you do the math you just can’t physically loose 8 pounds of fat in a week (unless you do liposuction).<\/p>\n

My goal is to loose 60-75 pounds. So far I’ve lost about 25 of that – so I’m well on my way. If you liked me as a bear, I’m sorry to disappoint, but in future videos I’m going to be getting thinner and thinner (insh’Allah).<\/p>\n

If you’re wondering what I’ll look like when I’m thinner… Here are some body shots of me from +\/- 10 years ago when I was around 190 – I think I can get to something pretty close to this…<\/p>\n

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So there you have it – what I’m shooting for… Let’s say I regain the water weight and go up to 227 at some point this week. That means about 35 pounds to go. At 3-4 pounds a month – so hopefully I’ll be there early next summer. It’s a long process, but the end result is a hell of a lot better than the fat slob I had let myself become<\/a>. I know some of you liked that fat slob – apologies… But with any luck he’ll be going away and won’t be back.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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