{"id":1963,"date":"2012-09-26T07:45:43","date_gmt":"2012-09-26T12:45:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.rawtop.com\/blog\/?p=1963"},"modified":"2012-09-26T07:45:43","modified_gmt":"2012-09-26T12:45:43","slug":"my-first-failure-in-6-months","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rawtop.com\/sex\/2012-09\/my-first-failure-in-6-months","title":{"rendered":"My first failure in 6 months"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Sunday morning I had a hookup with a guy in the neighborhood. He&#8217;s one of those &#8220;neg for neg&#8221; types who I wonder about. Probably is neg, but not sure how much longer&#8230; He made the comment before I went over that he&#8217;d been partying a bit. PNP + bareback isn&#8217;t a good formula for staying neg &#8211; especially when you&#8217;re a bottom&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>But I digress. When I woke up I had morning wood so I got online not really sure whether I wanted to hookup or just stay in bed and rest. The guy hit me up and he was so close I couldn&#8217;t really say &#8216;no&#8217;, so 5 minutes later I was at his place. He had a duplex and he went ahead of me down the stairs. As we got to the lower level things were really dark. I could barely see where I was going and actually walked into a side table at one point.<\/p>\n<p>We got to his bedroom and the blinds were drawn but there was still just enough light to see what was going on. The guy had a stocky build. Some might consider him a cub, but he definitely wasn&#8217;t a bear. That body type is hit or miss with me, but other than when I was sick, and the sex party where the guy wanted me to rubber up after I started fucking him raw, I&#8217;ve had a perfect streak of being able to cum every time for 6 months now. I had thought I was past my problems with not being able to cum every time.<\/p>\n<p>But that&#8217;s not how it went. For the most part my dick cooperated to the point where I&#8217;d get hard enough to fuck &#8211; I&#8217;d say it was about 80% hard. But I just couldn&#8217;t find a position with him that rubbed my dick the right way so I&#8217;d go the extra 20% and be hard as a rock and cum. Hell, I&#8217;ve even cum when I wasn&#8217;t fully hard, but that didn&#8217;t happen with him either.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not sure if we&#8217;re just not a good match physically, or if my dick just wasn&#8217;t in the mood that day, but I tried a number of times with him and couldn&#8217;t make it work. He definitely got a few decent fucks in there while I was trying (it wasn&#8217;t a complete waste of time), but the point of it all &#8211; cumming in his ass &#8211; just never happened.<\/p>\n<p>Finally I just gave up and left.<\/p>\n<p>Since he mentioned he&#8217;d been partying a little I asked if he&#8217;d gotten fucked by other guys. He said &#8216;no&#8217;. That actually worries me a little &#8211; I wonder if he&#8217;s partying by himself. Doing drugs solo is always a bad idea. Besides being a little sad, you could have a bad trip and need help and there won&#8217;t be anyone there with you to look out for you.<\/p>\n<p>Afterwards I realized he lives next door to someone I know socially. I&#8217;m sure they know each other. I&#8217;m starting to wonder whether fucking people who live so close is really a good idea. Verdict&#8217;s out on that one&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sunday morning I had a hookup with a guy in the neighborhood. He&#8217;s one of those &#8220;neg for neg&#8221; types who I wonder about. Probably is neg, but not sure how much longer&#8230; He made the comment before I went over that he&#8217;d been partying a bit. 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