{"id":1968,"date":"2012-09-26T15:53:48","date_gmt":"2012-09-26T20:53:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.rawtop.com\/blog\/?p=1968"},"modified":"2012-09-27T11:08:59","modified_gmt":"2012-09-27T16:08:59","slug":"im-redeveloping-an-underwear-fetish","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rawtop.com\/sex\/2012-09\/im-redeveloping-an-underwear-fetish","title":{"rendered":"I’m (re)developing an underwear fetish…"},"content":{"rendered":"

I did a bad thing yesterday. I jacked off twice. I’ve sort of (re)developed an underwear fetish. I remember even before I came out I used to get off on revealing underwear. I’d tan in the middle of campus at UT Austin in a bikini when all the other guys were wearing shorts.<\/p>\n

When I moved to NYC I’d wear thongs and skimpy bikinis when I’d go sailing and on vacations with a john\/friend of mine – after all, I had to give him what he was paying for. I actually had a bit of a thong tanline<\/a> that summer and it didn’t look all that bad. A few years later I’d take vacations to Puerto Rico where I’d lay on the beach in the skimpiest of string bikinis – literally just a triangular bit to cover your dick and balls and two strings that looped around your legs\/ass.<\/p>\n

I really should have taken it further and been even more of an exhibitionist while I had a nice tight young body, but I kept getting in relationships…<\/p>\n

Anyway, as I’ve been losing weight I’ve been thinking about what would be hot to wear when I’m thinner. I’ve gotta see what looks good on me when I get thinner (after all I’m 20+ years older and not nearly as tight and muscular), but in the meantime I’m cruising underwear sites sorta fantasizing that I can get the body to pull off some of the more daring stuff.<\/p>\n

The first load yesterday came when I saw this pic…<\/p>\n

\"Pubic<\/p>\n

It’s actually a pretty tame picture. I mean I can’t even imagine having sex with the model – he’s too pretty and probably pretty dull and boring in bed (If you saw his face you’d know what I mean). What got me was how much pubic hair was showing over the top of the bikini. The rather pronounced pouch for dick and balls is pretty hot too…<\/p>\n

I could actually see wearing something like that. But it would be pushing it for me to pull it off – even when I’m thinner (I’m a bit big boned and wide even when I’m thin<\/a> and the really skimpy stuff looks best on guys with little waists). I’m hoping next summer I can pull it off. That’s sorta the tanline I’d like next year.<\/p>\n

This picture got me going too… Imagine a runner running down the street shirtless showing that much pubic hair. I bet his ass crack would be showing too… So fuckin’ hot… I wish we could mandate runners wear this type of stuff…<\/p>\n

\"Running<\/p>\n

Today a jockstrap I had seen before sorta struck me in how hot it would be to wear… There’s the fabric version which seems to stretch and cover…<\/p>\n

\"Tiny<\/a><\/p>\n

But then there’s a glossy black version that doesn’t look like it has much stretch to it at all… With the slightest stirring of your dick you’d be totally popping out of this one…<\/p>\n

\"Skimpy<\/p>\n

Personally I think both of them would be hotter with some trimmed pubes showing… I generally don’t like the plucked chicken look (except on teens – but that’s why they call them ‘chicken’) – men are supposed to have pubes. If you click on the pic of the yellow one you’ll see pics of the jockstrap with a guy who’s fairly hairy – it’s much better than the shaved guy, IMHO.<\/p>\n

The problem that I encountered before is where do you wear this stuff? Back then I was too shy to wear the assless chaps I had made out to leather bars. I guess I could wear the jockstraps at sex parties, bathhouses, and on weekends like MAL\/IML. But on a daily basis I’d rather wear boxers under my jeans – they’re just more comfortable (they let my PA hang properly). IMHO, when you wear stuff like this the point is to be seen…<\/p>\n

The other day I bought a couple of jockstraps. I don’t have the body yet for the really skimpy ones, but got some that should look decent on a body like mine…<\/p>\n

I got the Intyman enhanced jock<\/a> (it has a piece of fabric in it that pushes out your dick and balls – appropriate for a top)…<\/p>\n

\"Intyman<\/a><\/p>\n

I got the white one so over weekends like MAL I can soak it with piss and turn it a nice yellow color… As it gets old and the fabric starts to pill it’ll look like a slutty old jock – which will be totally cool. It’ll also be hot seeing the outline of my big PA ring through the fabric.<\/p>\n

And then I got the Activeman vented jock<\/a>. What I liked about this one was how the site said the pouch was cut smaller than normal and didn’t have much stretch. I like the idea that I’ll pop out when I start getting hard.<\/p>\n

\"Activeman<\/a><\/p>\n

Once again, that will look good stained piss yellow… \ud83d\ude09\u00a0 I can totally see letting guys piss on me in the right circumstances. Walking around a place like MAL, smelling a bit musty from the piss would be sorta hot.<\/p>\n

Anyway, you can start to see why not being a bear suits me. I’m a bit of an exhibitionist when I’m thin. Problem is I seem stuck at 220 – been at that weight for a few weeks now. I really need to go thinner if I’m going to pull off these jockstraps. I ordered larges which might be too small (not sure). My goal is to get down to mediums. I’m hoping the larges at least fit by January when I go to MAL<\/a>. I’m thinking it would be fun to run around the halls at night in nothing but a jockstrap and military jump boots seeing what trouble I can get into. But that requires me to lose more weight.<\/p>\n

Speaking of MAL I’m going to go see David Menkes and have him cut down a leather jock he made for me years ago. I want it to barely cover my dick and balls and show some or all of my pubes…\u00a0 (Can you tell I’m getting into a pretty slutty mindset lately – it’s fun.)<\/p>\n

And yeah, I know wearing a jockstrap is like having a big sign on you saying “bottom”, but that’s why I went for the ones that accentuate my dick. And I’m also thinking of being a bit versatile after I get my ass healed up properly… Could be fun to experience loads dripping out of my hole every now and then \ud83d\ude09<\/p>\n

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