{"id":695,"date":"2009-04-10T08:25:00","date_gmt":"2009-04-10T13:25:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.rawtop.com\/blog\/?p=695"},"modified":"2009-04-10T08:25:00","modified_gmt":"2009-04-10T13:25:00","slug":"im-seeing-the-light-at-the-end-of-the-tunnel","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rawtop.com\/sex\/2009-04\/im-seeing-the-light-at-the-end-of-the-tunnel","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;m seeing the light at the end of the tunnel"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Damn, the last month or two have been brutal &#8211; especially the last few weeks, but I&#8217;m starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel. My apologies for being a bit neglectful of the site, but the last few weeks it&#8217;s felt like there are always 3 high priority things that have to get done and if I worked really really hard I might be able to get 2 of them done. There has been zero spare time, or more accurately what little spare time I have has been spent collapsed out of exhaustion on the couch.<\/p>\n<p>Needless to say there hasn&#8217;t been enough energy to hookup with anyone. I see that changing in the near future. This past week has generally been pretty good and I&#8217;m starting to catch up on all the things that got deferred. I&#8217;m starting to feel human again, but I&#8217;m still not back on top of everything.<\/p>\n<p>All the pain has been a bit self-inflicted, however. When I first started drafting this a week ago I started writing up exactly what&#8217;s been going on, then I realized there was a bit too much personal information in what I was writing. I&#8217;ll tell you guys what&#8217;s been going on when it&#8217;s not a liability for me to say it. For now suffice it to say my boyfriend and I are working on a project that could be quite profitable and will make a big difference in our lives <em>if everything goes well<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>At the same time the project has been so intensive we&#8217;ve both had short fuses and there have been times when I wondered if I wouldn&#8217;t be happier if I were single. But in hindsight if I take out the stress of the situation my boyfriend has actually been really wonderful. If anything I&#8217;ve been more difficult to live with than he has. I&#8217;ve been a moody, bitchy mess. If I learned anything through all of this it&#8217;s that he&#8217;s 100% committed to the relationship and to me. That&#8217;s worth a lot.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Damn, the last month or two have been brutal &#8211; especially the last few weeks, but I&#8217;m starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel. My apologies for being a bit neglectful of the site, but the last few weeks it&#8217;s felt like there are always 3 high priority things that have [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[59],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-695","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-commentary-news"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/rawtop.com\/sex\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/695","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/rawtop.com\/sex\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/rawtop.com\/sex\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rawtop.com\/sex\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rawtop.com\/sex\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=695"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/rawtop.com\/sex\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/695\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":701,"href":"https:\/\/rawtop.com\/sex\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/695\/revisions\/701"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/rawtop.com\/sex\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=695"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rawtop.com\/sex\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=695"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rawtop.com\/sex\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=695"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}