Load 2013-4

After feeling a bit melancholy the past week, I finally got back in the saddle and fucked someone today. When I first started looking there were some hot choices, but they all wanted me to travel and I just wasn’t in the mood to go out in the cold. Then there was a lot of nothing, then as is typical, when it rains it pours – all of a sudden there were several guys who wanted to come over. I opted for the black guy I’ve fucked on many occasions in the past. It’s not that the other options wouldn’t have been great fucks, it’s just he was what I was in the mood for today.

What was a little surprising was the reaction from the other guys. One responded with “not cool” when I said I had made other plans. Seriously? There are many ways one can be “not cool” when hooking up. Talking to two people at once and picking one and then being honest with the others isn’t really in the “not cool” category. It’s just the nature of the game. Then another one called me (guess I’d given him my number previously). But when I didn’t answer and texted back reminding him that calling me was not OK, he was all pissy with me. Whatever… Guys, it’s just sex – don’t take it so seriously…

Then there was the guy who unlocked FOUR times and kept relocking. He wouldn’t respond to questions like “looking?” Instead he’d just unlock again and then relock before you actually had a chance to look. I did manage to see his pics once and he was hot, but after the 4th unlocked I was the one who was bitchy… I just flat out asked him if he was high on meth, and told him I wasn’t into guys are tweaked out of their brains and playing games. I mean, is there another explanation for unlocking and relocking FOUR times in the course of maybe 30 minutes? [IMHO, my bitchiness was semi-justified.]

Anyway, the hookup… There were a few details I won’t go into, but on the whole it was pretty much my regular hookup with him. There’s something about his hole that always gets me to cum – can’t really define it. I wondered at first if I was going to be able to cum (I’ve been jacking off too much lately), but after a few minutes I knew my load was coming. The only other thing of note was we were sort of face to face when he was cumming and he closed his eyes and didn’t look at me… Interesting… I would have loved to have been a mind reader in that moment – to know what fantasy he was jacking off to…