Load 2009-21

[I’m really behind on writing things up. I’ll try to catch up over the next couple days…]

There’s a guy who has bee hitting me up on Adam4Adam for over a year – probably closer to two years. It was mostly a scheduling thing, but I also just didn’t get a clear vibe off his pics and profile and while I thought he’d probably be a good hole, I wasn’t sure if he was someone who was worth going out of my way for…

Well, we finally hooked up Saturday afternoon and I should have gone out of my way a long time ago… 😉  Initial impressions were that he was attractive, thin, and sorta preppy. We got undressed he had a great body – better than his pics. He got down and sucked my cock briefly, then I bent him over and rimmed his smooth hairless hole. He had the type of hole that looked like it was “experienced” but well maintained, if you know what I mean. He was perfectly clean and it was fun to eat out his hole…

Then he made it clear that he was up for more than just fucking. I forget exactly how he said it, but I remember him mentioning hoods and a few other things. That wasn’t what I was expecting, so I sorta had to scramble a bit. Went over to the chest by the side of the bed where I had my “toys” (the ones that aren’t in storage). He was laying on his belly on the bed and I just pulled things out and put them on him… collar, wrist restraints (locked together with a heavy lock), ankle restraints, a spreader bar between his legs, and a spandex hood over his face.

Even though he was all hooded and bound I wanted to start with just fucking him. I haven’t used my spreader bar in a long time. The thing I like about it is that I can have the bottom’s legs up in position that is easy to manage. I can either hold the bar with one hand or if I lean forward I can control it with my shoulders. Honestly I feel like I’ve become a one trick pony lately in that I always cum with the bottom on his belly. I was surprised how good it felt using the spreader bar. I mean the guy had a great hole, but it was rubbing my dick better than it usually does when the bottom has his legs in the air. I think part of it is that I can control the height of the guy’s hole by controlling his legs.

Anyway, felt good, but finally I flipped him over, legs still spread with the spreader bar, and fucked him. Given that he had a hood on it was pretty impersonal – like he was just a piece of meat. But I like it like that. One thing I have gotten into is fucking a guy from an angle. It feels different and on some guys it feels really great. It wasn’t all that long before I blew my load up his hole.

After I came he told me he wanted to clean off my dick, which is exactly what I had in mind… Then he wanted me to use my finger to get cum out of his ass and feed it to him, but I had been thinking before he got there that my finger nails needed trimming, so I didn’t really want to try that. I felched his hole a bit and then stuck my finger in but gave up quickly – afraid I was going to rip his ass with my fingernail.

So in terms of fucking I was sorta done, but I had a hot guy in restraints ass up on my bed so I couldn’t just stop there. I went over to the toy chest and pulled out a butt plug, spit on it and shoved it up his cummy ass. I then pulled out a small rubber paddle and a small wood paddle and tried them on him. But I could tell by the way he was reacting to them that it wasn’t pleasant for him. I don’t know what made me think he’d like flogging if he didn’t like paddling, but I figured I’d try. I think part of it was just me being insistent. So I got my softest flogger (made of deer skin) and started trying to flog him.

Flogging him was a little tricky given his position on the bed. I was having a hard time with my aim. Then when I figured out the aim part the flogger started sticking to the sweat on my back, so I had to grab my t-shirt and put it back on. Then I was able to get in a groove and did pretty well with landing the flogger where it was supposed to go.

At first he was pretty quiet and didn’t really react one way or the other. Flogging is partly about endurance. The experience changes as time goes on. I kept checking in with him and he seemed to be fine with it. Then there was a point at which I could tell he was more than “fine” with it – he was actually enjoying it. I was hitting him harder and harder with the flogger and if anything his reaction became more and more positive. Finally I was hitting him about as hard as I could with that flogger so I asked him if he wanted to step up to a different flogger that might hurt more. He seemed game for it, so I started light with that one.

As I hit harder and harder he just got more and more into it. At one point he said “I’m afraid to say this, but I’m actually really loving the pain”. That’s just what I wanted to hear. I love inflicting pain (if the bottom likes it as well), so I hit him harder. 😉  That got me sorta hard, so I pulled out the butt plug to fuck him. As I did this squirt of cum flew out of his ass and landed on my fingers. Of course, I licked it off my fingers – couldn’t let it go to waste! But when I went to fuck him I wasn’t really ready to fuck, so I stopped pretty quickly and went back to flogging.

I figured if he liked getting his ass flogged he’d like getting his back flogged. So I removed the spreader bar, took some art off the wall and had him stand up and lean against the wall. But he didn’t really like having his back flogged. Said he was very anally oriented and just wanted his ass flogged, so I put him back on the bed with his ass up on the edge of the bed. It was a pretty sight seeing his puckered fuck hole exposed like that. Later he told me he liked having the butt plug in ’cause every time the flogger it the butt plug would send the force deeper in his hole. But personally I liked seeing his hole winking at me.

I could tell he was really getting into it so I was hitting pretty much as hard as I could and making the sets longer and longer. The harder I hit him and the longer it went on the more he seemed to like it. After a while though I knew that if I kept going I’d stop enjoying it, so I wound it down and laid down beside him. We talked a bit and I could tell he was hungry for more, but I was sorta at my limit, so we talked.

At one point he was telling me how his ex used to fist him all weekend long – to the point that his hole would get sore and he couldn’t take anymore at which point his boyfriend was frustrated and wanted more, so they’d have guys over and sometimes his boyfriend would get fucked  – which is one of the messages I remember getting from him last year – wanting me to come over and fuck both of them… He asked me if I was into fisting and I said I’d never gotten into it ’cause I have really big hands. He didn’t seem to think that would be a problem and said his hole is really good about guiding a top’s fist… So maybe next time I’ll get to fist someone for the first time!

That discussion got me hard and so I lifted up his legs and just started fucking him again. It went on for a little while, but then that also wound down. We talked a little more and then I sorta wrapped things up. I could tell he could have gone on and on, but my bf was out in the living room and it had gone on pretty long (for me).

Oh, and next time I think he’ll be up for me videotaping it. Should be fun!

Load 2009-8

Yesterday afternoon was the perfect moment in my IML experience. While I have issues with how IML is run, it’s moments like this that will get me back here next year.

For starters the guys who were taking over my blackout party wanted to come by to talk to me (NotSoInnocent and BountyHunter from BarebackRT). Then while I was waiting for them a hot black bottom from LA contacts me and wants to come over. While I was chatting with him the straight married lawyer who I played around with last year called me and was in the hotel and wanted to stop by.

First the guys who were doing the party got here. One was in leather the other in street clothes. Nice guys. We chatted a bit and then there was a knock at the door – it was the straight lawyer. He came in and was curious that I had other guys in the room who were potential bottoms… After doing his forceful dominance thing with one of the guys – basically sitting on him like he was a horse or a dog or something, he saw that my gear was out on the desk from the session the day before and he picked through it and started putting a collar on one of the guys. Then he got one of the floggers and started using it on the guy’s ass…

The other guy decided he wanted to get into his leather and come back, so he left. It wasn’t long before the remaining guy was tied up and the lawyer and I were using him. I let the lawyer lead – he has this subtle but persistent energy to him where he forces you firmly but gently to do what he wants.

After a while he had the bottom on the bed pushing the bottom down with his legs as laid back on the bed. I was flogging the backside of the guy’s legs. (BTW, the “bottom” is usually a top.) After a bit I took some rope and some restraints and basically did a loose version of a hog tie with the guy on his belly and his ankles tied to his collar.

Then there was another knock on the door. I was expecting the other guy doing the party to come back, but it was the black guy. I had told him the straight guy was coming over so he asked if he was still there, and I brought him into the room… He’s not big on S/M and just wanted to get fucked. He stripped down and presented his ass to me. I ate out his ass for a while as the straight guy continued to play with the guy who was all tied up.

I started fucked the black guy with him in a doggy position, then I pushed him into the middle of the bed where he was right next to the guy tied up and the straight guy started forcing him down on the bed with his legs. That lasted for a bit but the black guy was a bit nervous and didn’t like being forced down so he pushed himself back up a bit.

The straight guy had already started feeling the scene was changing and I could tell he wasn’t 100% into what was going on. He’s about dominance and control. He seems more interested in the fact that he could fuck you if he wanted to than actually fucking. He’s simply not motivated to fuck at all – it’s all about dominance to him. When the black guy pushed himself back up that was sorta the end of his attention span. Plus the bottom who was tied up was getting to his limit as well.

The straight guy got up, we untied the bottom to the point he could get himself out of the rest of what he had on, and I went back to fucking the black guy. The straight guy then asked if he could take the whip he had left with me the year before – he wanted to go walk around the hotel. I figured that was the last I was going to see of him and the whip, and he left. Then the bottom got himself untied and he left too – wondering why his friend hadn’t come back…

At last the black guy and I were alone, which was a good thing. I can fuck when I’m around other people, but I’m better when I’m 1-on-1… Being watched makes me a bit nervous. He had a bubbly full ass (and a lean body). His ass felt good, but it was a bit of a challenge getting just the right part of my dick rubbed the right way. I was starting to think I wasn’t going to be able to cum when I had him change a bit and I fucked him on his belly with one leg bent – so I was sorta coming at his ass from an angle. That was better, but I still wondered if I could cum. Finally he was almost falling off the bed (supporting himself with his arms touching the floor) and I found the goove and knew I’d get my nut. A couple minutes later he got my 2 day load up his butt.

We talked for a bit and then he was on his way. One of the things he mentioned was that I needed new pics – that my pictures didn’t do me justice. So I pulled out the camera and had him take a few. The first couple didn’t come out very well (see pic to the right – lol) – I was backlit so the initial pics were completely useless. I tried to get the flash to work, but finally gave up and took a picture in a different location in the room.

I then laid down for a bit and thought that was a cool ending to the last afternoon at IML. But then there was a knock on the door – the guy who was hosting the party had come back in leather. I told him I had just come, but if he wanted to play with flogging or something I was up for that. He had never been flogged and was a versatile top, but was willing to give it a try.

I knew I had to be pretty gentle on him since it was his first time. He pulled out a video camera and a blindfold and so we recorded his flogging. Hopefully he’ll put it up on a tube site so I can embed it here.

It was a good session. Couldn’t go all that hard on him, but he took more than he thought he could and actually got off on the pain, which wasn’t something he was expecting. Eventually my wrist was getting tired and he was starting to reach his limit, so we stopped.

All in all, pretty much the perfect IML afternoon…

Load 2009-2

I know I haven’t been very good with fucking bottoms this year. That is what it is, but I’ve been really horny lately and feeling the need to fuck. Yesterday I was on BarebackRT and I was wondering whether or not I was actually going to get to hookup. But it always seems like it goes from drought to too many offers and I had a couple offers, but this one guy was super cute, hot body, 20-something Latino. His pics were pretty kinky so I knew hooking up with him could be pretty fun…

I was sorta wondering whether he was actually going to come over, but then he confirmed he was on his way. When he showed up he really was adorable. He seemed a little hesitant at first, but then he seemed to just go for it – put down his bag and started getting undressed.

Some of his pics showed him in leather gear so I asked if he was up for it. He said “whatever” (in a good way, not in a sulky way). So I dug around and got out a hood, some restraints and a few paddles. When I was ready he had stripped down to his underwear which was a stripperish bikini with studded leatherette in the front, and fabric in the back.

I put some puppy mitts on him, since he hadn’t worn them before I made sure he knew to keep moving his fingers around. Then I hooded him, and locked his hands together with a heavy padlock. I wasn’t really sure what his him limits were and didn’t want him to have a negative experience and not come back. I played with his body a bit and then had him take a few steps forward and bend over the bed.

I pulled down his underwear and went to rim him when I noticed it – a HUGE uncut cock swinging between his legs. But he was here to bottom, so I mostly paid attention to his hole. Every now and then I’d pull back his dick and give it some attention, and I did feel it up a bit. His hole looked like it had seen some serious action/abuse. I was getting the feeling I could do pretty much anything with him, but still didn’t know where his limits were.

When I got his hole wet with spit, I stood up and shoved my mostly dry cock up his ass. I figured if it hurt he wouldn’t mind much, and given what I saw of his hole I knew he’d adjust quickly enough. It felt good being inside him – it had been way too long since I had fucked.

To make a long story short(er)… Fucked him with his legs in the air a bit then rotated him around and got him on his belly. Hoods on cute guys are a weird thing – it makes the guy into this piece of meat – a total hole, not a person. I hadn’t cum in days and knew I wasn’t going to last all that long. Since he was just a piece of meat I fucked him however I felt like fucking him – I knew he wanted something pretty intense, but right then I just needed to fuck and blow my load up a hole. Eventually I came and gave him a nice load.

I had taken part of a pill and had no problem staying hard, so I just kept pumping his ass. Then I pulled out and felched my cum from his hole – didn’t go too deep – there was plenty of cum on his ass since I kept fucking him after blowing my load. Then I fucked him a little more and then felched a little more…

My cock was sorta getting “done”, so I put this small butt plug like thing in his ass and I figured I’d switch things up a bit. I started with something light – a cock and ball whip on his ass. The way he had been put down on the bed his dick was pointing down between his legs, so I started using the cock and ball whip on the head of his dick – lightly (didn’t know his limits), but I could see him getting harder as I did it… Then I switched to normal paddles and paddled his ass.

At one point I laid next to him and mentioned that I didn’t really know his limits. He said “I don’t have limits – you can do whatever you want”. My mind immediately jumped to the whip I picked up at IML (the one I have a video of me using). So I asked if he liked pain. He said something indicating that he did in fact have limits when it came to pain, but was game to try. I went over to my “toy chest” and rumaged around and found the whip.

That whip hurts like hell – I know, I’ve tried it on myself. It’s homemade – just wires with knots in them. The wire is thin enough that it really burns when it hits, and then the knots make it even more painful. I started a little light on him, but pretty quickly moved to full pretty painful strokes. I couldn’t tell how far I could go so I asked him and he said the pain was about a 5 out of 10 which gave me license to really go full out and whip him pretty hard.

As I whipped him I could see the red marks forming. I wasn’t hitting as hard as I could but still pretty hard. When I’d feel his ass between rounds I could feel the whelts forming – they were raised and his ass was starting to look like tenderized meat. My goal wasn’t to take him too far, just give him a good ride.

Eventually I stopped. We laid next to each other and I took off the leather hood. He really was so adorable and you can’t tell that when he’s got the hood on. We kissed and talked a little. I forget what we talked about but I remember his lips were really full and it was cool kissing him. Eventually I got hard again and went back to fucking him. While we were intimate a moment before I could tell when he’s getting fucked he just likes being a hole. He never really looked back – he just took the dick.

Things gradually wound down and we started talking. He had graduated recently from a really good school and has a killer internship coming up that will really jumpstart his career. The kid is going to go places. It’s sorta funny – he’s not the first no limits bottom who’s is (or will be) really successful. There’s something about people who enjoy being abused – in the right combination with other attributes they can be incredibly successful.

I hope we can meet up again. I’m wondering if he doesn’t prefer PNPing. He was telling me about a top who “got him fucked up and then fucked him and used him in a sling”. It was rough enough that he went home with a cut on his face. I’m not going to do the PNP thing, and wonder if he enjoys it as much when he’s sober. Great guy though. I really am hoping we hookup soon.

After the hookup I was SO relaxed. Felt really wonderful. I had wanted to get a little more work done, but just relaxed and watched action movies on FX instead.

Load 2008-63

UPDATE: The video is now embedded (see below)

Finally got my load up a bottom’s ass yesterday – the first time in 29 days! And it was a really great session too…

One of the readers of the blog contacted me a while back and wanted to hookup. But scheduling didn’t work out until yesterday. He was really determined to have me fuck him – actually volunteered to come up here on a weekend when the trains were running local and the last bit via shuttle buses. That makes for a pretty long and arduous trip. Having been stood up enough times I wasn’t quite sure he was going to actually make it, then I got a text saying he was on the 1 train at 125 (he opted for the long walk from the 1 train rather than deal with the A and shuttle buses).

He had said he wanted to film it and he was interested in leather and bondage. So I got things ready, but hadn’t quite gotten into my leather by the time rang the bell. I picked up the phone for the intercom and said “Hello” and my jaw sorta dropped when he said “Village Cumhole here” (his profile name). All I could think was I hoped there weren’t any of my neighbors within earshot. I asked him later if anyone heard him and he said there was a gay guy who was just opening the door who might have heard him. Oh well – probably put a smile on my neighbor’s face…

So he arrives at the apartment and he’s really cute – looks at least 5 years younger than the age in his profile. We didn’t get started right away ’cause I still had to get into my chaps, and he wanted me to take pics in addition to video, so I had to run and find the camera. But eventually we got started.

I’m always a little disappointed when I hood cute guys. While it’s hot to fuck a hooded guy, when they’re cute I sorta want to see their face. But we put the hood on so no one would recognize him in the video. And being hooded was a first time experience for him. And it is pretty intense to be hooded… After taking a few pics we got started…

He had told me he was going to get fucked earlier, but I didn’t know if he’d gotten any other loads as well. So I asked how many loads he had up there… He said the guy that morning had given him two loads, but he’d also gotten a load from a guy last night at the Eagle – so he had 3 load up there. I asked if the loads were poz or neg and he said he had no clue. He didn’t ask and really didn’t care. 😉

I tried to get him to suck my dick, but it was difficult with the hood on, so I went to rimming his ass. His butt was perfectly smooth and his hole looked like it was well fucked and just the right balance of loose, but not too loose. Even though he had three loads up there I couldn’t really taste them.

After rimming him I shoved my dick up his butt with just a little bit of spit. He winced a bit when I was shoving in, but as soon as I was in there I could feel the loads and they provided plenty of lube. I LOVE a cummy ass and this was the second one in a row I was fucking. It felt really great.

I fucked him for a while with his legs up (missionary position), then rolled him over and fucked him on his belly. I was determined to be able to cum this time and hadn’t jacked off in two days, so I had no problem cumming in his ass…

After I came I was still sorta hard so I kept fucking him slowly. Then I rimmed him a bit. Then I played a bit with paddling him. He had told me he wasn’t into pain, so I didn’t take it very far – just baby steps. Then I stopped and we cuddled for a while. He wanted me on top of him, so we had some quiet time that way too.

After I turned off the camera and turned down the lights we had some more quiet time. Eventually I took off his hood. He’s so damn cute! (I’ve sorta got a crush on him.) We laid there and talked. When he started telling me about his hunting for loads, that got me hard and I started fucking him again. Then his leg was cramping, so we stopped and we just laid there with his head on my chest. It almost seemed like he was falling asleep on my chest. It was really nice, intimate moment.

Eventually we wrapped things up. Hopefully I’ll see him again soon!

If you’re interested in fucking the bottom – you can e-mail him at villagecumhole@gmx.com – he’s always looking for loads, and he’s definitely a grea bottom!

Load 2008-30

I’ve been promising to write up this hookup for a while. It happened nearly a month ago – before I went to IML. Thing was, I had video of it, but didn’t have the time to edit it. Then I finally found the time to edit the video, put it up as a private video on XTube, but then the sub’s master never got back to him to approve the video… Finally the sub got enough other of his dom tops to say it was good, that I’m finally able to post it…

I should probably mention that I did a great hookup with another piss bottom yesterday and got a video of it – he was this masculine, musuclar Italian pig – very hot. But the video is going to be a pain in the ass to edit ’cause he has a bunch of tattoos and doesn’t want any of them to show in the video. But it’s coming and it’ll be pretty good…

So back to load 30… I’ve hooked up with this guy before – it was the hookup at the end of last year where I used him with another top. He’s a good, submissive bottom – he really gets into piss – but seems to like getting soaked in piss more than drinking it…

Last time it was mostly the other top’s scene, this time I wanted more control, so the hookup happened at my place. The bottom had already been fucked and pissed on by some other tops and had two loads in his ass. He made it clear that he wanted me to get other tops to use him, so when I saw this one guy online who was in the neighborhood I contacted him. The Brazilian guy had said he was interested in a 3-way. This was a very different scene than it would have been with the Brazilian guy but I contacted the top and he was game to come over, but he didn’t have much time.

The bottom was late getting here – in fact he contacted me when he should have been here already, but I told him about the other top and how he needed to get here right away if he wanted his load as well, so he hopped in a cab.

Turned out he got here just in time. I had never met the other top before. The bottom arrived, the top had been waiting outside and knew it was him. So the top came in right after the bottom. Since the other top was in a hurry I let him go first. The bottom got down on his knees and gave the guy a blowjob. I figured that would be a warm up for fucking him, but like 30 seconds later the guy had blown his load down the sub’s throat, zipped up and was outta there…

That was a bit of a weird start – but not in a bad way or anything. The sub knew I was going to film him, so I asked him if he wanted a hood. He said ‘no’ (I think they spook him).

He gets naked and I see another top has written “PIG” on his lower back with an arrow pointing down to his ass. Last time a top had written “Faggot Cock” on his dick – so getting stuff written on him is definitely something else this guy gets into.

I lead him to the shower ’cause I knew I wanted to piss on him, and we start off with a blowjob. Since he’s not wearing a hood I hold the camera up above him so you don’t see much of his face. And if you ever do see him from that angle – well, he’s already giving you a blowjob.

I had taken a couple pills before he came over and I think my dick looks pretty good in the video… I’m usually about fucking, but I gotta say I really like the oral parts in this video… I’m even using a screen capture from it as one of the pics in my online profiles.

Of course the point of putting him in the shower was watersports. We hadn’t discussed whether he’d drink the piss, but when it came time and I told him I wanted to piss, he leaned back and had me piss on him. I can’t show that part of the video ’cause it shows too much of his face. Plus, a lot of piss came out of the hole for my PA and since I was shooting from the top you can’t see that part. I had to try to piss in spurts so it would come out of the tip of my dick and show up on the video.

But you can see the puddle of piss in the video when I was done. The sub was all wet and had taken my piss and rubbed it all over his body. When I was pissing on him some of it even got in his hair… I should also mention my piss tends to be a bit rank and you could really smell it…

After I was done pissing on him, he dove onto my dick and kept sucking me… He was really turned on at this point – the piss does that for this pig. After a while I had him turn around. He starts fingering his hole and I ask him how many loads he had up there – “two Sir”… Love that part… I was thinking of fucking him, but figured it would be better in bed, so had him go into the bedroom.

I got him onto the bed, legs in the air. I was a little worried and had towels laid out. I didn’t want piss getting all over the sheets which would have disturbed my bf if he had noticed…

I fuck him a bit with his legs up, and then just didn’t want the distraction of the camera (I didn’t know where my tripod was, and didn’t think I could cum trying to hold a camera while I was fucking him), so I turned it off, flipped him over onto his belly and just fucked him.

It’s too bad you can’t transmit smells over the Internet ’cause the guy STANK! It was sorta like fucking someone in a public bathroom that hadn’t been cleaned in a month, only it wasn’t the bathroom that stank – it was him. I mean he really reeked… I can get into the musky smell of fresh piss, but this was piss gone bad. At first it was a bit off-putting, then I had the dirty bathroom picture in my head and I just fucked him like he was some piece of trash taking anonymous loads in some skanky bathroom. It was sorta hot actually…

Needless to say I got off and he took my load – the 3rd load he’d gotten in his ass that day…

I then had him go to the bathroom again and this time I told him to push out the loads he had in him. They just start running out. He catches some of them with his hand, and then licks the cum off his fingers. The guy proves he’s a good cumhole…

After we were done he put on his clothes and left. Needless to say he didn’t shower… He went out smelling even worse than when he arrived… Gotta love a pig like that (provided my neighbors don’t notice his smell)…

I’ve been chatting with him since then. He hasn’t taken any loads since that day. He’s always maintained that he’s neg and I’m inclined to believe him. Says he’s trying to be good and take less risk, but I know he’ll be back at it soon enough. You don’t walk away from barebacking when you get into it that much…

This one day I just about had him… He said he was wearing running shorts with no lining. I wanted to fuck him in the park next to me and then watch him walk around the park while my cum leaked out of his ass and down his legs for everyone to see…

Hopefully we’ll hookup again soon and I’ll douse him with more piss and put another creamy load up that sweet cunt of his…

Building on the last encounter where the straight lawyer did sort of a dominance battle with me where neither one of us was exactly in control, I contacted the bottom I’d hooked up with a couple times so far – he was my first load at IML, and then later I fucked him with 3 other guys plus watched a dom top use him. Anway, I contacted him to see if he wanted to hang out and have drinks at the bar. He said yes, so I went up to his room. We chatted briefly, I told him I hadn’t cum in a while and didn’t know if I could, but if he wanted to work for it he might get it. As you might expect he did want to work for it…

He unbuttons my pants and just as he starts sucking my dick my phone rings. It’s my bf. I answer (while the guy is sucking my dick), and chat with my bf a little and then he asks what I’m doing later and I tell him I’m going down to the bar to have drinks. He asks with who, I tell him, and then say I should probably go, ’cause the guy is sucking my dick. My bf takes it in good stride and I hang up the phone and get down to business.

Long story short (’cause this is just the beginning), I give him a half way decent fuck. Pound him pretty hard, but just can’t cum (in hindsight, since this post has taken a while to get up, I had the beginnings of a cold and was feeling run down). So we wind it up and head downstairs to the bar.

Most of the people going to IML had left earlier in the day – the crowd at the bar was pretty sparse. There’s a bunch of Treasure Island guys there, including Brad McGuire. In general the mood at the bar is about the best I had seen it all weekend. Guys were happy, goofing around (one group kept throwing each other over their shoulders and horsing around). It was groups of friends, things were over and everything was really relaxed.

After two pints of beer I had to piss, so we headed upstairs. As soon as we got to my room there was no need to go to the bathroom – the bottom just got on his knees and drank every drop. Since it was beer piss he said it tasted better than the other night – less rank. Right after he drank my piss he got up and wanted to kiss. I wasn’t so sure about that one (didn’t really want to taste my own piss) and made the kiss pretty superficial.

Then I showed him the whip the top from earlier in the day had left, and we decided to start playing again… I had the puppy mitts out from the session with the top, so I put them on him (he hadn’t worn puppy mitts before), then we tried on a few hoods. The bottom really doesn’t like hoods – he had told me as much before. So I tried to start with a really thin spandex hood, but it was too small for him. Then we tried the thicker spandex hood and that worked, but since we were trying things out I put the leather hood on him next.

I knew being hooded was a big step for him, so we took it really slow and easy, and it was good I was someone he trusted… His initial panic subsided and I decided since he was hooded I’d take advantage of the situation, take pictures, use him, and videotape it. I put his legs in the air, pull down his pants, exposed his butt and well, the rest you can see in the video below… It’s probably my best video yet – nearly 18 minutes long… Basically I fuck him, spank him, and whip him, and paddle him…

I didn’t realize at the time exactly how stinging the other top’s whip was, but I paid attention to the bottom and his reactions to what I was doing and managed to not go past his thresholds… Still what you saw in the video above hurts like hell. It’s just the bottom likes a certain level of pain – earlier at the bar he had been showing me the bruises he got that weekend and remarking how he wished he had gotten more and bigger ones.

So what you see in the video was my most S/M experience at IML – glad I got it on tape! And next time I want a lot more like that – and even before next time I’ll be looking for bottoms who get into this stuff… I’ve got the one sub bottom who will let me go there (he’s load #30 that I still haven’t gotten up yet), but if any of you want to volunteer, let me know…

The bottom and I got to be pretty good friends at IML – we even met for lunch the next day and went to the Art Institute of Chicago before we left town… He’s got an interesting story to tell and I’m hoping he’ll write up his thoughts so I can share them here… Let’s just say he’s pretty much given up with risk reduction and knows full well what that means… He’s a sane, rational guy in a long-term relationship and is completely responsible in just about every other aspect of his life… He’s not what you’d expect of some one taking such a big risk…

UPDATE: Well, the bottom liked the video…

the video is great. it’s almost exhilarating watching my ass get redder and redder as you’re beating it, knowing how much it was hurting me and how much i was enjoying it. and yet watching it as a viewer, detached from the pain now, is an interesting experience. i think it is a good video and a good scene, it’s not all the same thing, it shows a good view of my red ass, it shows you off well and shows you very much in control, and it succeeds in dehumanizing me by hiding my face and head almost all the time, while focusing on my ass.