There were three loads I didn’t write up plus some other fucks where I didn’t cum, so I’ll just summarize those really quickly before getting on to the fuck from a couple days ago…

7 weeks ago I went to a sex party with my bf and this hot black guy we’ve both fucked. I fucked 4 guys, but couldn’t manage to cum. The party was mostly oral – could have been better, but at least I got to fuck some hole. And yes, going with my bf marks a good transition in our relationship. Now we just need more friends like the black guy – where sex is part of the friendship with the guy (my bf and I tend to like different types of guys).

Load #22 was with my muscular Latino fuck bud. He’s one of my favorite fuck buddies. Totally my type, but the sex is pretty much always the same with him – just quickie pump-n-dumps – so not much to report. That was a month and a half ago now.

Load #23 was at bear night at a bathhouse. A lean cumdump Latino was ass up on his bed. He didn’t look back to see my face the whole time I fucked him. He just took the fuck and the load and then I left. That was just over a month ago now. Unfortunately he was pretty much the only guy there I wanted to fuck, so nothing else to report.

Load #24 was a bit of a disaster. I couldn’t get fully hard. I’m sure the bottom thought I was a lame fuck, but I did manage to nut in his ass. But in the grand scheme of things I’d rather give a load with a semi-hard cock than not give a load with a rock hard cock. That was about 3 weeks ago.

The next day I hosted a sex party. Just a few guys came, unfortunately. I fucked 3 guys but didn’t manage to cum (probably because I came the day before and was edging all day). Unfortunately I think one of those guys gave me gonorrhea. So getting that treated put me out of commission for a week. (And yes, I did let the guys at the party know – guys always appreciate it when you do).

Load 2014-25

I know 25 loads isn’t all that much – especially this far into the year. My spreadsheet tells me I’m only going to manage 31 for the year. But I figured it would be like that when the year started. The last month or two, especially, I just feel like programming. Programming is a pretty solitary activity – so when I’m in that mindset, I’d often rather jack off than deal with people. In fact, I haven’t even done a good job of moderating Breeding Zone – it feels like a distraction most days. But I’m learning a lot and starting to see the light the end of the tunnel on my projects – though the light is still pretty far down the tunnel.

On Friday I took a Cialis in the morning thinking I would hookup this weekend. (Cialis tends to work best for me the next day). But the end of the day came and I just wanted a break from all the work. The Cialis had kicked in and I was as hard as a rock. I needed a hole to fuck, so I went online.

A couple hours later the hole arrived 😉 He was this 30-ish guy who’s been reading my blog since the very beginning 8 years ago. I think years ago we had tried to hookup and never actually did. Then he moved away, and now he’s back. We’ve been texting on and off for a number of months. I’m guessing I’m on his bucket list or something.

Best way I can describe him is that he looks like the type of guy you’d see in South Boston or New Jersey. I’m guessing Irish or Italian. Very “boy-next-door” – cute face, with a bit of a working class vibe about him (though that’s a gross stereotype that probably has no basis in reality).

When he took off his clothes he was pretty smooth, big boned, and “soft” but not fat. His dick, soft, was really small – but that’s something I like – makes the guy more of a bottom in my eyes.

We kissed a little, then he gave me a brief blowjob. But what I really wanted was his ass, so it wasn’t long before I had him on all fours and was rimming his hole. Did that for a little bit and then lubed up my cock and shoved in. I have relatively short legs, and he had pretty long legs so fucking doggy position didn’t really work, so I got him down on his belly and kept fucking.

His hole felt like a big open cavern. It’s funny how asses can be so different. Some are tight muscular tunnels that massage the whole length of my dick. But with him there was the sphincter and then nothing. I never asked, but I suspect he’s a fisting bottom or uses a lot of large toys on his hole.

But I did keep “hitting bottom” so the head of my dick was getting the attention it needed (which is what I think makes me cum). Different holes -> different styles of fucking. With him I was doing pretty long strokes and coming down semi-hard on top of him. Every time I did there was this loud slapping sound as my body hit his ass. It was pretty loud and I wondered whether I should change things up to be a little quieter, but my dick felt good, so I just continued on.

I knew he didn’t want me to rush it, so when I felt my orgasm building I just kept my pace steady to try to draw it out a little – but not so long that the moment would pass and I wouldn’t cum. Then it came. Felt good to finally give a load after not fucking for 2 1/2 weeks. He told me later that it was a pretty big load.

Then we rolled over on our sides and thanks to the Cialis my dick stayed pretty hard for a long time. So I just pumped in and out of his now cummy hole. Felt really good. Then 5-10 minutes later the cum must have found it’s way deeper into his hole or something ’cause it stopped being so wet and silky. I continued to fuck him, but my dick started to go soft.

When I finally pulled out. He had asked me before coming over whether I wanted to take his poz load. I had told him I might be up for him jacking off and putting the head of his cock in my ass as he came. He was rock hard when I pulled out (and not as small as I initially thought he’d be). I think he wanted me to blow him, but I generally hate oral sex. Plus I had blown my load and my sexual energy was a lot more mellow at that point. He said jacking off doesn’t really do it for him, so that meant that was sort of the end of things. It wasn’t a bad thing – just was what it was.

All in all it was a good fuck, but given the looseness of his hole I’m guessing he’s someone I need to fuck when I’ve recently taken Cialis. I doubt his hole would have gotten me off if I wasn’t 100% hard. With him I need to hit bottom, and that takes length and perfect hardness. Luckily we fucked on a day when that was the case.