Damn, the last month or two have been brutal – especially the last few weeks, but I’m starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel. My apologies for being a bit neglectful of the site, but the last few weeks it’s felt like there are always 3 high priority things that have to get done and if I worked really really hard I might be able to get 2 of them done. There has been zero spare time, or more accurately what little spare time I have has been spent collapsed out of exhaustion on the couch.

Needless to say there hasn’t been enough energy to hookup with anyone. I see that changing in the near future. This past week has generally been pretty good and I’m starting to catch up on all the things that got deferred. I’m starting to feel human again, but I’m still not back on top of everything.

All the pain has been a bit self-inflicted, however. When I first started drafting this a week ago I started writing up exactly what’s been going on, then I realized there was a bit too much personal information in what I was writing. I’ll tell you guys what’s been going on when it’s not a liability for me to say it. For now suffice it to say my boyfriend and I are working on a project that could be quite profitable and will make a big difference in our lives if everything goes well.

At the same time the project has been so intensive we’ve both had short fuses and there have been times when I wondered if I wouldn’t be happier if I were single. But in hindsight if I take out the stress of the situation my boyfriend has actually been really wonderful. If anything I’ve been more difficult to live with than he has. I’ve been a moody, bitchy mess. If I learned anything through all of this it’s that he’s 100% committed to the relationship and to me. That’s worth a lot.