After FOREVER, Finally Fucked Someone
18 April 2009 | 5 Comments
It’s sorta awful that it’s been a month and a half since I last fucked someone and over two months since I actually came in someone’s ass. But that’s just typical for how things have been lately. I’m actually surprised I didn’t have a dry spell last year – they’re actually normal for me, but hopefully the dry spell is ending…
Yesterday I finally had the time and energy to get out there and get my dick wet. I was meeting my bf downtown after work so I figured I’d do a pump-and-dump on the way down to meet him. The first bottom I thought I was going to hookup with was a guy I fucked once before (back in Jan ’04), but it turns out he was only hosting during the day. Then a guy I’ve fucked on an off for 5 years contacts me – good cumhole – loves anonymous fucks, so I arrange to go to his place.
I got to his place and the door was locked, but then I heard him unlock, so I waited a couple seconds and went in. He lives in an SRO – just a room and a bathroom, so as soon as you open his door he’s right there on all fours on his bed just inside the door. This time he was still pulling down his pants. Guess he’s gotten into not taking off his clothes to get fucked.
I had taken part of a pill before going down and getting hard wasn’t a problem. I rimmed his ass for a while and then went to fuck him. Long story short I never really found my groove with him. It’s happened before with him where I can fuck him pretty hard but just can’t cum. That’s what happened yesterday as well. I just never really found a position that could get me to cum. I mostly fucked him on his belly, a little on all fours and a little with his legs in the air, but nothing was really doing it for me.
I had to run and couldn’t stay around long enough to try to make it work, so I left. Before I left he hugged me really tight for a pretty long time. In the past he’s asked me to lay on top of him after I cum in him. I think he really likes the connection with the top after the fuck, even though he likes it to start completely anonymous…
This afternoon I’ve got plans to hook up with the masculine piss pig I fucked last year. Like last year I’ll be videotaping it, so it may take a few days to get the post up…
Your blog/posts have become quite boring. Used to be hot but now it’s usually a limp dick at best, weeks of nothing at most. I’ve finally cut you off. Good luck.
Yeah, and why do you always whine about your sex life. We’re looking for hot sex stories, not “oh I couldn’t get hard, “oh it’s been such a hard dry spell”, “oh I couldn’t find the right position”.
The progress of sex addiction can be a slow one. It takes a long time before it burns through the person who took to it in the first place as a refuge from his or her feelings. it took me years to get to where you are now. In the meantime, a person will put him/herself into more and more extreme situations in order to just get something near the original high….and finally: there is just no HIGH left, only a nagging feeling that one is ‘missing something’ incredibly intense. drugs can’t retrieve that original high. life has moved on; only the addict has not. ….coming in a warm wet used asshole isn’t IT, whatever it is a person longs for. it never was.
good luck to you! there are alternatives to sex addiction and a google search will take you a long way. all the best.
Maybe Chase is right….