Load 2008-11

Wasn’t sure I was up for hooking up today after the hotel pump-and-dump last night, but more of the pills I tried the other day came in the mail today – they actually screwed up the order. They didn’t have the bottle of 30 pills I ordered, so they gave me 30 packets of 3 pills each – 3 times what I was expecting.

So when this beefy latin muscle head who lived a few blocks away messaged me on Adam4Adam I popped a couple pills hoping something would happen (need 45+ minutes for them to kick in), but then he backed out pretty quickly. Think the prospect of taking a load got a little too real for him as soon as he knew I was local and wanting to hookup right then.

So since I was ready to fuck, I went looking for someone else. I had seen the Brazilian guy on all day, so I contacted him since I wanted something easy. After a little bit he came over. I had only taken two pills (instead of the full dose of three) – it was a good amount – no weird effects, just a nice chubby dick…

He started by kneeling on the floor and blowing me, then we moved to the bed where he continued to blow me. I wasn’t in any rush to hurry things along – just wanted a nice, relaxing time with a familiar bottom…

Eventually he moved on to sitting on my dick. It had been a while since I’d really had someone site on my dick for more than a few seconds. I used to go soft in that position, but that wasn’t really a problem. When he was bending over kissing me the sensation on my dick was unremarkable, but as soon as he sat back and ground my dick nice and deep into his ass it felt pretty great…

Then I flipped him over and fucked him missionary style (legs in the air). It felt really good. I pounded him, but not too hard… It didn’t take long before I was flooding his ass with cum. I stayed in him and bent over him and held him for a while. Thanks to the pills my dick wasn’t going soft…

After a while of that I pulled out and we laid next to each other and talked. He’s going through sexual issues with his boyfriend. They’re trying 3-ways and having a lot of the issues my bf and I have gone through. And they’re also finding it necessary to be honest with friends about the fact that they have an open relationship to stop them from thinking something bad is happening in their relationship (been there too). When we moved onto discussing movies I started playing with my dick and got another chubby.

So I rolled him over onto his belly and pounded away at his ass. This time I could tell I wasn’t going to cum, but it just felt good to fuck. After a bit of that we spooned, and then fucked some more before the dogs started whining at the door of the bedroom telling me they needed to go out… I walked with him (and the dogs) most of the way back to his apartment before turning around.

It was just what I needed – a relaxed, easy-going fuck…

Later that night I logged into Manhunt to find this message from him…

I have enjoyed our fucks but this last one has been my favorite, you must have cum alot to make my legs drip with cum as I walked down back to my place

And he was looking for more guys to fuck him – even posted an ad on Craigslist. He didn’t mention they would be getting sloppy seconds…

Load 2008-3

I’m happy to report the Brazilian guy who I fucked five times last year (1, 2, 3, 4, 5) is back on the fuck buddy list. The last two times I just couldn’t cum when I fucked him and I had sorta stopped trying to hookup with him ’cause I figured the chemistry had changed or something.

So earlier this week we were chatting on Manhunt and we got past the weirdness of not having hooked up in months. He thought I wasn’t into him, but I made it clear I wanted to give it another shot. So we figured out tonight would be a good night, and oddly enough my attempt to schedule a hookup in advance (something I almost never do) actually worked out…

I went over to his place after work and after stripping down (I left on my shirt), I asked him if he wanted me to leave my PA in or take it out. He said “whatever you want”. I took it out ’cause I didn’t want there to be any complications… I wanted things to work between us.

As soon as I took it out he got down on his knees and gave me a great blowjob. I’ve been good about my New Year’s resolution and haven’t been cumming between fucks, so I was a little worried I’d cum while he was blowing me – something I’ve only done a handful of times, but with a 4 day load in my balls I could have cum if I had let myself. But I wasn’t going to give an oral load when I could get my load up his butt…

Every time in the past when we went to fuck he’d throw his legs up and only later get on his stomach. This time he did something different – got on all fours. His legs are longer than mine so is was difficult to fuck him doggy style so I pushed him down onto his belly. His hole felt really good… Since I hadn’t cum in 4 days it was only maybe 5 minutes before I felt the orgasm coming. The weird part is that it took a while after that point for me to actually cum. But I did and gave him a nice big load. (BTW, guys have been commenting lately about how much cum I get in their ass – something I can’t confirm since I never actually see my cum anymore…)

I rolled him onto his side with my dick still in his butt and we laid there spooning. It felt nice. We caught up on each other’s lives – stuff like that. He seemed like he was in a different headspace than he had been last year. Previously he was really hungry for cum. He’d try really hard to get me going again – hoping for a second load up his ass. This time he just wanted to cuddle and be affectionate, which was fine with me – being mellow after a good fuck is nice…

I had to get home since I knew my bf was cooking dinner – so after a while I excused myself, got dressed and left. But it was a good hookup and I’m glad I’ve got a good, neg bottom available again – and so close too…

Went over to the Brazilian guy’s place today… Long story short, didn’t cum in his ass. Not sure why he’s not doing it for me lately…

He really wants to take my load, which I like a lot… And he mentioned that he’s interested in a 3-way with me and my bf, which should be cool… I’d like to see him taking loads other than mine. Given how much he wants my cum in his ass he’s gotta have other guys who seed him, but I don’t know that he’d want to talk about it. Last time I asked him he made it sound like he plays safe with the other guys he hooks up with…

Oh well, gave him a good fuck (minus the cum). When I can’t cum I tend to fuck for longer than when I can cum, so at least he got something out of it…

Last Tuesday I was feeling a bit weird (I could have done one of those Pepto-Bismol commercials – the only symptom I was missing was heartburn). Wednesday I was feeling a little better but not 100%. Thing is, I get horny when I’m not feeling well, so I was crusing a bit and noticed that the Brazilian was on-line. I had a meeting I had to go to mid-day, so we set a time so I could fuck him on my way to my meeting.

On my way there I was looking forward to it since I’ve always cum the other 4 times I’ve fucked him. I figured after two recent hookups where I couldn’t cum, he’d get me back on track…

I get there early and we start messing around. When I go to fuck him his hole feels so good… It’s like a wonderful, fleshy tube… I flip him over (we always start with his legs in the air and then wind up with him on his belly). At this point I remembered that while I’ve always cum with him, I usually have to start fantasizing about other shit and just treat him like a piece of meat. I may always cum with him, but it’s not particularly easy to cum. Given that I didn’t have 100% to put into it, it just wasn’t happening… I gave him a decent fuck and then rolled over, pulled out, and we cuddled a bit. I tried to get him to sit on my dick, but he seemed to know I couldn’t cum.

He had a business phone call come in (good thing I didn’t show up on time), so I got dressed, said good bye and left…

I gotta get out of this rut of bad sex… Have a guy coming over at noon for a 3-way, let’s hope that goes better…

Load 2007-12

Well FINALLY I broke my streak of not having sex and finally got my cum up someone’s ass… There were a couple guys who were interested who lived downtown, but I didn’t feel like going that far to have sex, then I got a note from the Brazilian guy I’ve fucked twice before.

You might be wondering what happened to “round 3″… Well, a 2 or 3 months ago I was supposed to hookup with him, I had just had foot surgery and wasn’t able to walk to his place (he didn’t want to come to my place), so I took the bus (it’s not that far). I get there, ring the bell, ring it again, and ring it again and no one answers. I then follow someone into the building, and knock on his door a few times and still no answer. I hang out in the hallway for a while thinking he must have run out for something and he’d be right back… Still no answer. UGH! I get home and there he is on-line. I ask what happened and he said he fell asleep. OK, whatever…

So I was a little leery going over there today. He had seemed to freak out a little when I told him a few weeks ago that I might have had chlamydia when I fucked him last, but he’s the one who got back to me telling me he had gotten tested and everything was negative.

But he was horny today, so things worked out…

I got to his place and like before, he’s just wearing underwear. I take off my clothes, we kiss a little and then get down to business. This guy LOVES to get fucked and he’s always the same – lubes up his hole, throws his legs in the air and gets right into fucking pretty quick. And like usual, I can’t seem to cum with him unless he’s on his belly, so after we kiss and fuck for a while I flipped him over and just pounded his ass until I came.

And like usual that wasn’t the end of it – he really wants the fucking to go on and on, but it never does with me. So we just laid around cuddled and talked a little until I could get hard again and keep fucking him. In the middle of it he checks messages on his phone and takes no fewer than 3 incoming calls. It doesn’t really bother me, ’cause he’s pretty clear about still being into playing with me – even while he’s on his phone.

I think the first call was a friend, the next was a friend who was a DJ who he had been out with the previous night since the guy DJ’d at some club. And the last call was his boyfriend. During most of the calls he’d snuggle with me, kiss me or lick my balls, and he was doing the same while his boyfriend was on the phone. It was sorta funny. The guy definitely likes the idea of cheating on his boyfriend.

After a while I finally got hard enough to fuck him a bit more, but it was a pretty lame fuck (I have to admit), then I dressed and left. While I was getting up I mentioned that I need to lose some weight ’cause with all the work and no exercise I’ve packed on a few more pounds. But he was nice and said he liked me this way…

Load 2007-4

Hooked up with the Brazillian tonight. His boyfriend is away visiting his parents for the next week or so and he wants to get as many loads from me during that time as possible. He's such a good bottom – totally focused on getting fucked. He didn't even give me a blowjob – just kissed me when I came in the door, we stripped, got into bed, kissed a little more and up went his legs and my cock found it's home up his hole…

Kissing and fucking pretty much summed up the hookup. He's still doesn't want me to rim him, and when I went to suck his cock (nice, uncut and thick) he went soft. I know I'm not the best cocksucker, but seriously – I'm not that bad… I'm guessing he wants me to be a total top and my sucking dick killed that for him…

After I came in his ass we layed around and kissed and talked a little… He mentioned he really liked my body (go figure), and he asked if I'd be into doing a home video of me fucking him (I said I would if I could wear a mask). When I had arrived I had my PA in and immediately took it out 'cause I figured he wouldn't be interested in it and it might turn him off, but while we're talking he said he asked whether it was possible to fuck with it, and when he heard it was he said he wanted me to keep it in next time…

Which reminds me, the friend of a friend also wants me to fuck him with the new, bigger PA. He also is getting a little obsessed by the idea of me fucking him when he's already got a load in his ass from someone else, so he's turning out to be a good little pig.

Anyway, the point of all the cuddling and kissing was to get me in the mood to fuck again. I put it in a little more, but wasn't doing all that well, but then a little later I turned him on his belly and gave him another good solid fuck… That got him going – and he jacked himself off right after that. I tasted his cum (a bit bitter), then licked it up and got it all in my beard and let him lick it off my face…

So, with him looking to get fucked a lot this week, I shouldn't have a problem finding a hole to fuck whenever I need one…

One final note on boyfriends… Mine has been getting plenty of action lately – doing several hookups a week on his own, which makes me quite happy… The Brazillian had to use his boyfriend's computer the other day and found he had left open his "alternate" e-mail and there were a whole bunch of messages about ads on Craigslist… So his boyfriend is out sowing his oats too…