Load 2008-21

I was going to hookup with the cub I fucked last week – he had contacted me and it was clear he was hungry for more cum. I asked him if he had gotten any other loads since I fucked him and he said he doesn’t usually get fucked bareback, but he thought it was really hot and wanted a repeat. I could tell where his mind was at. He’s the worried neg bottom who thinks barebacking is hot, but usually doesn’t act on his feelings. Anyway, I wanted to give him another load to get him a little more comfortable with the idea of letting guys breed him – so maybe he’d get hungry enough that he’d start having other guys give him loads…

But when I logged into Manhunt to see if he was online this really hot, hairy, muscular Latino e-mails me and says he wants my cum in his ass. I look at his profile – he lists himself as a versatile top and I can see why – his dick looks like it’s practically beer can thick… He didn’t have a face pic, but he e-mailed me his ass pic… It was pretty much perfect as well. He was way downtown, but I really wanted to fuck him. So I told him I needed to take care of few things and then I’d drive down.

I take care of what I need to do, hop in the car and head down. When I get there he hides behind the door as he opens it. He’s naked… He leads me into his apartment and I practically fall in love… I hadn’t realized he was a little guy – about 5’8″. His pictures were perfectly accurate, but what they didn’t show was his back… It had a huge, exquisite tattoo on it that went all the way down to the top of his ass. And his ass was incredible as well.

While he’s looking around for something, I start undressing. He asks if I want my dick sucked. I tell him I want to rim his ass first… He gets on all fours at the edge of the bed and I dive in and enjoy his ass. I knew he wanted to suck dick, so when I was rock hard, I offer him my dick. He has me lay down on the bed and he starts sucking my cock. It goes on, and on, and on… At one point he tells me to just relax and enjoy. He has his hand on my belly and I’m feeling his hairy forearm with my hand… At one point he has me reposition to the edge of the bed he can be kneeling on the floor. But he just keeps sucking and sucking. And it’s a decent blow job…

Finally I tell him I want his ass. I really wanted to rim him and then fuck him, but he gets on his back and immediately reaches for the hand lotion and puts a bunch all over his hole (so much for rimming)… I push back his legs and shove in… He feels good. It’s just really hot having this little, hairy Brazilian musle boy under me. His big dick just isn’t in the mood (he must have jacked off or something earlier), but I didn’t care. I just liked fucking a prime piece of meat…

I have to actually work not to cum. I had a five day load in me and he just gave me a really long blow job… I flip him over and fuck him on his belly. After a little while I can’t hold it any more. I tell him he’s a good pussy boy bottom and blow my 5 day load up his ass…

I wanna keep on fucking him, so I get him up into doggy position and continue to fuck him. He takes this as a queue and starts jacking off, and then blows his load pretty quickly. He must have been jacking off a lot ’cause there wasn’t much on the bed when he had me pull out and we laid down. Problem was there were brown spots on the bed – he was dirty… So I get up and go into the bathroom and wash off my dick. He turned on the TV, so I sit down and watch the local news on NY1, not sure what he wanted to do next.

When he comes back we play around a little more, but it was clear it was time to go… All in all a pretty good hookup. Definitely like some of the hot guys I’ve been fucking lately…

BTW, I’ve now cum in as many asses so far this year as I did in all of 2006. I’m definitely enjoying things this year!

Load 2008-16

Had a nice hookup with the Brazilian guy tonight. It was pretty much like the last time though shorter. I was waiting for him naked with all the lights out in the apartment except those in the bedroom.

He sucked me, we made out, he rode my dick, I fucked him in the missionary position and then on his belly before shooting a nice load deep up his ass. We laid around and talked about life and then he was on his way…

Nice, simple, relaxed…

I had to go downtown today on an errand. Tried to find some new hole to fuck, but finally just wound up with the dependable Latin slut I’ve fucked on and off for a few years now…

As usual, he was bent over just inside the door, hole greased up, ready to get fucked. I pulled down my pants, jacked my dick until it was pretty hard, and started fucking him. For some reason I was just in the mood to completely slam his hole – over and over and over. It was a pretty rough and relentless fuck. I wasn’t able to cum for some reason, but I was able to stay hard. A couple times I felt my orgasm cumming, but then nothing actually came of it. So I just kept pounding and pounding and pounding away. If he weren’t such an experienced bottom I might have worried whether he could take it, but I knew that shouldn’t be a problem for him. It lasted for a quite a while and my tempo was a lot like the Energizer Bunny – really consistent… We would change positions but always the same relentless fuck.

Finally I was dripping with sweat and he was worn out. He said “unless you’re going to cum, can you stop now?” I did, went into the bathroom and cleaned off my dick. While I didn’t cum, it was still an OK hookup…

This hurts my batting average a little bit. I was doing really well this year – only a 13% failure rate before today (down from 43% the last two years). This puts it up to 18%, but still pretty good considering how things have gone in the past.

Load 2008-13

Well, the pills that were making me feel so shitty for over a week are done. UGH. They were getting rid of parasites – don’t know if I got them from rimming or a restaurant worker who didn’t wash his hands after going to the bathroom. Either way I was one of the 16% of people who have pretty bad nausea. I just felt like I was about to throw up – for a whole week…

While the pills will take a few days to get out of my system, I hadn’t seeded any ass for a 10 days, so yesterday I hooked up with this Latino in the Bronx who was on my way home… He had contacted me on Saturday saying he and his buddy were hanging out at his place, both were bareback bottoms, did I want to come over? So when I saw him online yesterday I sent him a message…

I get there – it’s a “decent” neighborhood, I found parking right away, not far from his building. I get up to his place and it’s pretty spartan, but decent and clean… He was pretty much just like his pics – a nice looking, pretty thin, light-skinned Puerto Rican around my age. But he was also really pretty timid and nervous. Said he didn’t do this very much but I could have anything I wanted. I wasn’t quite sure what he meant by “this” – hooking up? taking loads? pump-and-dumps?

So we start taking off our clothes (I left my dress shirt on the whole time and just took off my pants and underwear). When he takes off his pants this HUGE dick plops out. My mind went to BikeGuy’s post the other day… It must have been 7 inches “soft” and it was thick too with a big head… I usually don’t suck much cock, but this one I had to try out… So I get down on my knees and start blowing him… It was a really nice cock. I wonder if the guy doesn’t get fucked much simply because when versatile tops see his dick they turn into big bottoms… Even though it was a great cock, I wasn’t there to suck dick. When he reiterated that I could have anything I wanted I had him lay on his back and started rimming him. (Yeah, I know, with what I just went through, I shouldn’t rim as much as I do – but I love eating ass…)

When I got his hole all sloppy with spit I gave him his poppers and started fucking him. Now I should back track – his hole was one of those holes that looks like it’s seen a lot of use and pretty loose. Could have been dildo use, but still, it’s not the type of hole that’s going to have problems taking a dick. But even so he wanted me to go slow and had me wait for his hole to relax.

As we fucked he kept pausing to sniff more poppers so his hole was loose enough, but the fact of the matter was it was pretty much completely loose as it was. The poppers were a pretty big distraction ’cause it meant we kept stopping so he wouldn’t spill… But at the same time his hole did feel really great. It was loose and really wet. So wet that I wondered if he hadn’t squirted a bunch of lube up there. If he hadn’t been so awkward about hooking up I would have thought he had a bunch of loads in him… Either way, it was a great hole – so the popper interruptions were something I was OK with putting up with.

Finally I got him on his belly which was good ’cause it was a position that I could fuck him while he was sniffing his poppers. I just wanted to cum and before long I felt it building and then let loose like 4 or 5 big squirts of cum in his ass… It felt good to finally put my cum where it belonged – up an ass rather than jacking off like I was doing when I wasn’t feeling so great the past 10 days…

He was so awkward about hooking up things sorta ended there. No after fuck cuddle – nothing. He was laying there on the bed looking at me with his huge dick, but sucking him off didn’t seem like the right thing in the moment. He was a sub bottom, I was his dom top. His orgasm didn’t seem all that important to him…

As I was getting dressed he mentioned that he was glad we’d hooked up. He’d been trying all weekend without any luck…

Load 2008-11

Wasn’t sure I was up for hooking up today after the hotel pump-and-dump last night, but more of the pills I tried the other day came in the mail today – they actually screwed up the order. They didn’t have the bottle of 30 pills I ordered, so they gave me 30 packets of 3 pills each – 3 times what I was expecting.

So when this beefy latin muscle head who lived a few blocks away messaged me on Adam4Adam I popped a couple pills hoping something would happen (need 45+ minutes for them to kick in), but then he backed out pretty quickly. Think the prospect of taking a load got a little too real for him as soon as he knew I was local and wanting to hookup right then.

So since I was ready to fuck, I went looking for someone else. I had seen the Brazilian guy on all day, so I contacted him since I wanted something easy. After a little bit he came over. I had only taken two pills (instead of the full dose of three) – it was a good amount – no weird effects, just a nice chubby dick…

He started by kneeling on the floor and blowing me, then we moved to the bed where he continued to blow me. I wasn’t in any rush to hurry things along – just wanted a nice, relaxing time with a familiar bottom…

Eventually he moved on to sitting on my dick. It had been a while since I’d really had someone site on my dick for more than a few seconds. I used to go soft in that position, but that wasn’t really a problem. When he was bending over kissing me the sensation on my dick was unremarkable, but as soon as he sat back and ground my dick nice and deep into his ass it felt pretty great…

Then I flipped him over and fucked him missionary style (legs in the air). It felt really good. I pounded him, but not too hard… It didn’t take long before I was flooding his ass with cum. I stayed in him and bent over him and held him for a while. Thanks to the pills my dick wasn’t going soft…

After a while of that I pulled out and we laid next to each other and talked. He’s going through sexual issues with his boyfriend. They’re trying 3-ways and having a lot of the issues my bf and I have gone through. And they’re also finding it necessary to be honest with friends about the fact that they have an open relationship to stop them from thinking something bad is happening in their relationship (been there too). When we moved onto discussing movies I started playing with my dick and got another chubby.

So I rolled him over onto his belly and pounded away at his ass. This time I could tell I wasn’t going to cum, but it just felt good to fuck. After a bit of that we spooned, and then fucked some more before the dogs started whining at the door of the bedroom telling me they needed to go out… I walked with him (and the dogs) most of the way back to his apartment before turning around.

It was just what I needed – a relaxed, easy-going fuck…

Later that night I logged into Manhunt to find this message from him…

I have enjoyed our fucks but this last one has been my favorite, you must have cum alot to make my legs drip with cum as I walked down back to my place

And he was looking for more guys to fuck him – even posted an ad on Craigslist. He didn’t mention they would be getting sloppy seconds…

So this latin guy who lives across the GW Bridge in NJ contacted me the other day on Manhunt. Hot guy – a little heavy, but not in a bad way (beefy)… So he says he wants to come over this morning, which is fine with me. He sends a message saying he’s leaving and he’ll be here in 25 minutes even before he gets my address – all he had was my phone number. I’m thinking he’s not really coming, but I tell my bf there might be someone coming over.

Then he calls and he’s over the bridge a few blocks away. I give him directions and after a few minutes he arrives while my bf is out jogging. He’s incredibly hot and seems like a genuinely nice guy. He might be a bit ‘beefy’ but he wears his clothes really well… I’m really looking forward to it…

We undress, and he almost immediately jumps on the bed on his back and wants me to give him a blow job. OK, whatever… He doesn’t have the biggest dick, but I’ll suck sometimes. Don’t pretend to be a good cock sucker, but I can still suck dick… Then he tries to be all rough with me forcing my head down on his dick. I keep pushing his hands away from my head eventually he sorta gets the message.

Meanwhile his legs are clamped together like a vice. That alone told me this wasn’t going anywhere… I’m still going between “pretty hard” and “a nice chubby” hoping things will improve. I mean after all, what part of “Looking for a good submissive bottom who likes to get fucked raw” did he not understand in my profile?

I finally manage to get him to put his legs in the air so I could rim him, but he keeps wanting me to suck his cock. We go back and forth a few times and every time I pause in rimming him his legs clamp together. At one point he gets on all fours and lets me really eat out his ass, but that was about the most of it.

Finally he figures out I’m not going to “cum with him”, so he jacks off and cums on his belly. I lick a bit of it up (it’s a bit bitter)… Then he wants to clean up. So he goes into the bathroom and washes his ass…

As he’s getting dressed we talk a little more. He tries out my scale – he’s 158.8 lbs and 32.2% body fat – which is higher than I expected him to be looking at him. He says he’s 13% bodyfat, I don’t correct him – but that would make him really lean, which he isn’t. He asks if I’m single – I say “no” I have a boyfriend (my profile says as much), he asks where my boyfriend is and I say out running. Then he tells me he has a boyfriend and they got “married” a few months ago (actually a NJ civil union). Then almost on queue my boyfriend gets back from running. The guy looks horrified – I tell him it’s OK, and he winds up meeting my boyfriend as he leaves.

Now, I just don’t get it… Why in the hell did he choose me to hookup with? I’m wondering if he’s not very good at reading or something (he was a 1st generation immigrant)? I mean if he had actually read my profile he’d know what I was looking for and it’s nothing like what he was looking for.

Oh well… It was a let down, but not a horrible experience…