Load 2013-4

After feeling a bit melancholy the past week, I finally got back in the saddle and fucked someone today. When I first started looking there were some hot choices, but they all wanted me to travel and I just wasn’t in the mood to go out in the cold. Then there was a lot of nothing, then as is typical, when it rains it pours – all of a sudden there were several guys who wanted to come over. I opted for the black guy I’ve fucked on many occasions in the past. It’s not that the other options wouldn’t have been great fucks, it’s just he was what I was in the mood for today.

What was a little surprising was the reaction from the other guys. One responded with “not cool” when I said I had made other plans. Seriously? There are many ways one can be “not cool” when hooking up. Talking to two people at once and picking one and then being honest with the others isn’t really in the “not cool” category. It’s just the nature of the game. Then another one called me (guess I’d given him my number previously). But when I didn’t answer and texted back reminding him that calling me was not OK, he was all pissy with me. Whatever… Guys, it’s just sex – don’t take it so seriously…

Then there was the guy who unlocked FOUR times and kept relocking. He wouldn’t respond to questions like “looking?” Instead he’d just unlock again and then relock before you actually had a chance to look. I did manage to see his pics once and he was hot, but after the 4th unlocked I was the one who was bitchy… I just flat out asked him if he was high on meth, and told him I wasn’t into guys are tweaked out of their brains and playing games. I mean, is there another explanation for unlocking and relocking FOUR times in the course of maybe 30 minutes? [IMHO, my bitchiness was semi-justified.]

Anyway, the hookup… There were a few details I won’t go into, but on the whole it was pretty much my regular hookup with him. There’s something about his hole that always gets me to cum – can’t really define it. I wondered at first if I was going to be able to cum (I’ve been jacking off too much lately), but after a few minutes I knew my load was coming. The only other thing of note was we were sort of face to face when he was cumming and he closed his eyes and didn’t look at me… Interesting… I would have loved to have been a mind reader in that moment – to know what fantasy he was jacking off to…

Load 2013-1 & 2013-2

This was a really weird year for gangbangs at MAL (Mid-Atlantic Leather). One of my readers suggested that I may be a victim of my own success – I’ve advertised MAL as a good place for sex parties and as a result tons of bottoms show up and schedule their own gangbangs and tops have too many choices  –  so there’s fewer tops at each gangbang and fewer loads given.

IMHO, there were too many bottoms at MAL this year and not enough tops. Apparently DC is a city of bottoms – people joked about how many of the “versatile tops” are actually total bottoms. But there were lots of out-of-towners too. Wherever they came from, the number of “gangbangs” at any given time was rather amazing. At one point I was getting emails asking if I had canceled my gangbang for the evening because people didn’t see it on the first page of parties listed in BBRT – it was well onto the 2nd page there were so many scheduled.

The competition among bottoms was pretty intense. Of of my favorite bottoms came down from NYC and scheduled 2 or 3 gangbangs for himself. Between those parties and 1-on-1 hookups he only got 12 loads. Hell, I’ve had gangbangs in the past where bottoms walked away with 15+ loads just from the one gangbang. And I’ve known bottoms who got 100+ loads over a weekend.

I was trying to sorta have a theme of neg gangbang bottoms this year. That didn’t always happen and I did have some poz guys in the mix. But I wonder if one of the reasons why my gangbangs weren’t as popular this year was because my guys tended to be more “average”. I’ve seen it before – “hot” bottoms are popular. A few years ago there was a gaggle of tops following a particularly hot bottom down the hall seeing which room he’d end up in. So unfortunately, in order to compete in the highly competitive gangbang market that MAL has become I guess I’m going to have to prioritize “hot” bottoms. I put it in quotes because hot is such a subjective word. But what I mean is the jocks with tight bodies that everyone seems to want to fuck – or guys somewhat close to that ideal.

I already talked a bit about the Thursday gangbang. That was chaotic due to picking bottoms at the last minute. But to my point – the lean jockish bottom got half the loads given (5), and the sk8r twink came in 2nd with 3 loads. The guys who came off more as “sex pigs” got one and two loads. Of course it helped that the jockish bottom got there first and was the only bottom at the very beginning.

Still over 140 people had said they wanted to come to the gangbang. Usually I’d expect about 50 tops in a case like that (1/3rd). But only 27 showed up, and only 11 loads were given (including mine – and I’m not counted in the 27). So only about 1/3rd of the tops that showed up gave a load – that’s pretty bad…

It seemed morning gangbangs had better ratios, but smaller numbers. The Friday morning gangbang had 7 guys show up, and 6 loads were given. That’s a good ratio. The Monday morning gangbang 3 tops showed up and 2 loads were given. Actually two tops were turned away ’cause they arrived too late… One of them was actually really cute… Maybe I should have extended it for him 😉

Friday night 14 tops showed up, but only 4 loads were given – that’s fewer than 1 in 3… In that case the bottoms were a bearish/cubbish guy and a Latino with a bit of a sex pig vibe to him. That gangbang was actually a complete disaster. There were tons of spectators. If there had been a critical mass of true tops I would have thrown out all the spectators, but there wasn’t, and every now and then one of the spectators would join in. Then this gaggle of 20-somethings showed up. The funny part was I had thought for the orgies I had scheduled that anyone who showed up in just a jockstrap would be a good participant. But all the 20-somehthings were just wandering the halls in their underwear or in a jockstrap. They had no intention of getting fucked (or fucking). They were just exhibitionists and wanted to jack their dicks and suck each other’s cocks while watching sex pigs fuck. For god’s sake – MAL is not a spectator sport…

It was after that gangbang that I decided to definitely cancel the afternoon orgies I had planned. There were many reasons for cancelling, but one of the core ones was that I just didn’t want to have parties for that crowd of 20-somethings who weren’t really going to participate. Actually seeing all that and thinking about it really helped. In the future I probably will organize orgies and I’ll have a rather strict door. Thing is, even that is difficult… There’s a bottom in one of the later gangbangs who was as cute and twinky as they come, but he was also an excellent pig…

It’s too bad Friday night’s gangbang was such a failure. Both the bottoms were neg. The bearish guy had actually started PrEP a few months before. The piggy guy used to be more of a top and had recently gotten into bottoming and it was clear he was going whole hog on the bottoming… Monday just before I left I went over to his room to retrieve a hood I had lent him – the room was almost completely dark and there was a guy fucking him. So basically he had become one of those bottoms who turns off the lights (or wears a hood) and just lets anyone breed his ass.

Anyway moving on… Saturday’s gangbang had a MUCH better vibe. The guys who came were there to fuck and breed. It wasn’t a big gangbang. If I understand PortaUrinal’s notes (he was keeping track of numbers) – it seems 10 guys came and 10 1/2 loads were given. (There were more loads than tops because my boy for the weekend gave a load before he left for work). So every top who came gave a load (how it should be). Though one top didn’t want to fuck – I wanted him to cum on a bottom’s ass and I’d push it in, but he insisted on cumming on the bottom’s face. I scooped up a little of it and lubed my cock with it and shoved it in the bottom’s hole. So it wasn’t much of a load – probably more like 1/10th or 1/20th of a load. Still, all the tops gave a load.

For that gangbang I brought back the hot poz Latino from the first gangbang. He got another 5 loads. And then there was this very hot bug chasing jock. It was odd though… For one reason or another the bug chasing jock just wasn’t into me. I mean I fucked him, but he seemed continually distracted. The first time I fucked him he started sucking a guy’s dick and was paying more attention to the dick in his mouth than my dick in his ass. The second time he kept moving around. It’s possible his being so distracted was because he was on something. The only tops who really had a good time with him were ones who were extremely controlling. Actually my boy fit into that category – he was all over the bottom like white on rice and forced him to do what he wanted. I’m not really like that when I fuck.

So it was good gangbang, but 5 loads for each bottom means it wasn’t a great gangbang – there just weren’t enough tops.

Sunday’s gangbang got 14 tops to show up, but only 4 loads were given – and that includes my load, and I wasn’t counted in the 14. That’s a lame ratio – just barely better than 1 in 5 tops gave a load. So it was the same in terms of attendance and loads as the Friday failure, but at least this time there was lots of fucking going on. A lot of black guys showed up for some reason which gave the gangbang a very interracial tone, but the problem was I don’t think any of the black guys came. I think they were more into each other than into the designated bottoms. At one point one of them was sucking the other. I put a stop to that when they started fucking and the top went back to fucking one of the designated bottoms.

Actually, just finding bottoms for this gangbang was a challenge. I had two guys lined up and confirmed, but neither of them showed up. Then there were two guys who were really interested – I told them to come around the start time and if I needed a bottom they could bottom. So there I was 5 minutes before the start with no bottoms. The one good thing about there being too many bottoms at MAL is that it wasn’t hard to find bottoms at the last minute.

The first bottom to show up had been a top at one of my other gangbangs. He filled in as a bottom initially but when he wasn’t getting any loads and the tops migrated to other bottoms he bowed out as a bottom, acted as a top for a bit and then left. Then there was a stocky Latino with long hair who came over. He had said his hole was sore and he didn’t know if he could take very much. I fucked him and his hole did the job and got me to cum after days of not being able to cum with my cub. But then almost no one else was interested in him since he’s such a particular type – so eventually he left.

One of the bottoms who was supposed to be at my Saturday gangbang but didn’t make it (’cause of communication issues), wound up coming to the Sunday gangbang. He’s a hot lean jock with a bit of a punk edge to him. He managed to get 3 loads. Given that only 4 loads were given, that says something. He was neg and chasing.

Last to show up was this deaf guy. The gay deaf community is pretty small in DC, but given that Gallaudet isn’t far away, there are more deaf guys in DC than you might expect. I noticed them the first night when we went out to a bar for drinks. In fact, I think I saw the particular guy who showed up – he’s totally my type and sorta stood out in the crowd to me. The guy had a bit of an innocent look to him, but looks can be deceiving – he got right in there and went to work sucking dick and offering his ass to tops. Unfortunately he got there a bit late and the guys who fucked him were just doing marathon fucking. He got fucked good, but didn’t get any loads. I was a little disappointed I came so soon that night. I did fuck him, but not as much as I would have liked since I had just cum and my dick wasn’t completely cooperating.

So all, not the best weekend for gangbangs. Either the turn out was small, or tops weren’t giving loads, or both. I think next year I’ll stick closer to the “hot jock” type – they seem to be the most popular with the tops – they definitely get the most loads.

So after the flop with the bottom I intended to have as my fuck boy for the weekend, I wound up making a connection with the bottom who was at the Friday morning gangbang. In many ways he wasn’t at all my “ideal type”, but what I find is that on weekends like MAL I tend to go for guys who have a certain approach to sex – in particular they respond very strongly to touch. Caress them and they just snuggle up to you. That, and an intense desire to get fucked trumps having a perfect body, etc.

Here are some pics of him that I snapped one morning…

You can see he’s even got a hairy back – something which is usually a turn off for me, but somehow I didn’t mind it with him…

You can’t see it in the pics so much, but he had some muscle on him. It felt nice to feel the curves in his shoulders and arms. And he had pretty powerful legs. In many ways he was built sorta like I am now, only with a bit more of a gut.

But what attracted me to him was that he seemed emotionally needy. I know that may sound like a weird compliment, but he craved attention and I liked giving it to him.  I remember a similar (though brief) connection with a pup I met at the first MAL I went to 3 years, and then with the beefy “Canadian Sub” I hung out with at the last MAL I went to 2 years ago. While the pup was cute and young, it usually seems rare for me to have connections like that with young “hot” guys.

And it wasn’t like I was giving him all that much attention. I mean he was constantly making (positive) comments about my body, my dick, my musky body odor, etc. but I wasn’t all that verbal with him. Instead, the attention I showed him was more physical – lots of touch, and just wanting to spend time with him…

One thing about him that was a bit amusing was his love of bear/pup stuff. He loved to say “woof”. I wasn’t quite sure how to respond. I mean that level of bear play isn’t something I really get into. At the same time it was sorta cute that he was doing it. I just wasn’t going to “woof” back at him. I probably should have gotten into a little puppy play with him. I tried flogging him at one point but my mojo was rattled a bit when he told me my aim was off and I was wrapping his neck/shoulder. I pride myself in not doing stuff like that. The conditions weren’t quite right – it was hard to get a good swing in with all the furniture in the way, but still I shouldn’t have made that mistake. And I definitely should have videotaped some of our fucks. He said he would be into it, but I never set up the camera for one reason or another. There were a number of things I coulda/shoulda done with him that I didn’t, but I was happy just to spend quiet time with him, fucking him…

The first day after he got the 6 loads in the morning gangbang he went with PortaUrinal and me to a diner he knew about for breakfast. He needed to get some sleep before going to work. I needed some sleep too, so we came back to my room and slept much of the afternoon. Whenever I’d have a hardon I’d just wake him up by sticking my dick in his ass and fucking him. That pretty much was typical of the entire weekend. We spent a lot of time togehter – he was with me Friday during the day. Then he went to work, then he was with me from the wee hours of the morning on Saturday until he had to work that night. Then he came back after work and stayed all of Sunday. Sunday night I slept alone ’cause I needed a good sleep for the drive back to NYC, but he came by after I got up, got a couple loads, and then we went out for brunch. So he was nearly my constant companion for MAL… It was nice… I mean we fucked A LOT, and there was a good connection…

He had a nice hole – it felt good. But there was something about his hole that never got me to cum in his ass – it just didn’t rub my dick quite right or something. That’s actually sorta typical for me with beefy guys – I’m not sure why. I mean other guys had no problem cumming in him – so it wasn’t him per se. We tried all sorts of stuff. I tried a pig hole on him – but it seemed a bit big for him. Then we tried my cock sheath on him. I was surprised at how easily he could take that. That actually felt really good – and the head of my dick was hitting something and I nearly came. Then one morning he decided he would get the pig hole in him, so he put it up there, but when I stuck my dick in him he had this intense sensation and came without even touching himself like 10 seconds later. I never really got to fuck him properly that time.

I now wonder if I didn’t cum in his ass at some point – I mean I fucked him a lot and I got close a number of times – and there have been times in the past when I cum and don’t realize it. It was a bit of a bummer that I couldn’t cum easily with him. I would have liked to have given him load after load. But he seemed happy just with all the fucking. And in a way I did give him loads – they just weren’t mine. He got 6 loads Friday morning, and then another 2 loads Monday morning. He was good about taking loads – he wasn’t really into some of the tops (especially the black guys), but he took their loads to please me…

In hindsight one thing I would have like to do would be give him a sleeping pill and invite guys over to fuck him while he was semi-knocked out. Thing was, I didn’t think I had sleeping pills, when I actually did have them. I had seen this little container on the floor after one of the gangbangs and didn’t really investigate was it was. Finally I looked at it and saw a bunch of pills, but didn’t google their markings to figure out what they were. The morning I was leaving DC I finally looked up the markings on the pills. Turns out there 3 types of sleep aids in there, including Ambien, plus some other stuff. If I had known I had Ambien I would have given him one and watched as guys fucked him when he was just semi-conscious. I gotta say I did like see him getting fucked by other guys – it always seem to get me hard…

The one confusing thing about him was that he told me he was neg, but he didn’t really want to talk about it. I brought the subject up a few times in different ways, but he never really shared how he felt. So I’m thinking either he just doesn’t want to think about the risk he’s taking, or he’s actually poz and lied just to be one of my gangbang bottoms. He did tell me that he had talked to someone who told him I only hooked up with neg guys. That’s not true – what was true was that my goal was to only have neg guys as my gangbang bottoms, but I’m fine with fucking poz guys… I’d say most of the guys I fuck are poz.

The one load he did get from me was a piss load – I filled his ass with piss at one point. It was  big load too… Like PortaUrinal, he’s a piss bottom, but after hearing PortaUrinal say my piss was too strong for him, the cub didn’t want to drink any either – which was too bad…

He was actually pretty versatile. He kept playing with my ass and suggesting he should fuck me. Now that the doctor says my fissure is healed, I guess I could have let him fuck me, but it’s rare for me to even think about bottoming let alone do it. And that weekend wasn’t one of those times…

So all in all it was a good weekend in part because of the cub… I like having these sort of “weekend boyfriends” on sex party weekends. PortaUrinal is great company (we had adjoining rooms and spent a lot of time together), but having someone to sleep with and stick your dick in every time it gets hard, is pretty nice 😉

Load 2013-1

The gangbangs at MAL were a mixed lot this year. I didn’t have time to write them up while I was there, so I’ll go through them now and give some highlights…

The first two gangbangs were centered around this twink who was supposed to be my boy for the weekend. He was a mid-20s, tall, sk8r twink. He had bottomed at one of my gangbangs 2 years ago, and at that gangbang he got freaked out and left early (after getting 7 loads in his ass). This past fall he mentioned to me that he wished he had gone through with the entire gangbang, so I figured he was now in a mindset to do it again and I offered that he could stay with me for the weekend and we’d see how many loads we could get in his ass.

Well, Thursday I left NYC 2 hours later than I had wanted to, which meant I got into DC later than I wanted to – just a couple hours before the gangbang. As I was arriving I texted the twink and asked what his ETA was. He said he got off work at 5pm. I knew it took him over an hour to get there, and then he’d need time to clean out. Problem was, the gangbang started at 5:30. And the second problem was he was the only bottom I had scheduled. Over 140 tops had signed up for the gangbang, so at 1/3rd show up rate – that meant up to 50 tops were arriving and there I was 2 hours before with basically no bottoms for them to fuck.

So I sent out the room number to the invited tops, but given that it was only 2 hours before the gangbang I knew that meant I’d have some drop off on attendance. Then I scrambled to find bottoms. One bottom said he could come, but had to leave early – that was fine with me – I just needed coverage. Then two other bottoms agreed to come.

The bottom who had to leave early showed up first, and I fucked him before the gangbang started. His hole felt really good and I blew my load in him. It helped that he was very much my type – shorter, thin, Latino…

I started the gangbang with him and then the other two bottoms showed up. They were both pretty good, but since I’d cum, I couldn’t give them the best fuck or a load. One of them drank my piss, which was cool. @PortaUrinal had the adjoining room and helped immensely with all the gangbangs over the weekend. But, despite his experience he gave up on that first night trying to drink my piss – saying it’s some of the strongest piss he’s ever had… So it’s saying something that the bottom drank it down without hesitation… 😉

The sk8r twink did finally show up, and then it took him a while to clean out. When he finally came out it was almost funny to watch – I think most of the tops knew he was the neg bottom in the room and they circled him like sharks going in for a kill. Like a good dutiful bottom he put on a blindfold and was taking anonymous cock at both ends. One top in particular was this poz muscular ex-Marine Latino – he loved fucking the twink. During the gangbang I actually got my dick up the ex-Marine briefly… I figured it was my gangbang and I could fuck who I wanted to fuck.

Then all of a sudden it was announced that the twink wasn’t quite clean he needed to clean out some more. Unfortunately he had taken a couple loads and they got washed out in the process. After re-cleaning the twink said he was actually clean – he thinks what they saw was blood, not scat. He then went back to bottoming, but the thrill of the chase was gone for the tops. I think he got one more load and that was it. But a bigger problem cropped up – he tightened up and couldn’t really take dick. I tried several times to get in him and he’d resist and not let me fuck him. I knew then that he probably wasn’t going to last the weekend.

When all was said and done only 27 tops showed up (not including me), and only 11 loads were given (including mine). That’s a pretty lame tops-to-loads ratio. The early bird got the worm – the hot Latino who I gave my load to got 5 loads. One of the other bottoms got 1, the other got 2, and the twink got 3, but at least two of those got washed out when he did his re-cleaning.

So a decent gangbang for the Latino who got 5 loads, but overall not the best gangbang.

PortaUrinal, the twink and I then went out to a bar that was doing free drinks. The ex-Marine top had told us about it. The twink dressed in his sk8r ware and was really cute. We talked a bit at the bar – bottom line he still just wasn’t ready. He had lied about how much sex he’d been having – he hadn’t gotten fucked in months when he said he was taking loads all the time. And on top of that he was scared of becoming poz. He lives in a rural area where people aren’t cool with guys being poz. A guy he has the hots for just dumped a guy for being poz… When I heard all that, all I could say was “well, you need to decide whether you want to go through with this or not…”

The twink stayed the night and there was a gangbang the next morning. There are only some of us who like morning sex, 7 guys showed up, and 6 loads were given (a much better ratio of tops to loads). There were two bottoms – the sk8r twink and a beefy muscle cub. The twink basically shut down and didn’t get fucked. Which meant the cub got all 6 loads. Before the gangbang was over the sk8r twink dressed and left. There was no point in him staying if he wasn’t going to get fucked – that was sort of the deal.

Load 2013-3

Today I was on BBRT, not particularly looking, but still up for hooking up… This black guy hit me up, asked where I was and whether I was looking. All I saw was a body pic – and he had a nice sorta muscular jock body (and a nice dick – not that that matters). He said he’d send more pics via email. The fact that he offered meant to me that his pic was probably real. And based on the body, that was all I really needed to see.

He was late, but he finally showed up and he was MUCH thuggier than I was expecting – complete with a doo-rag and baseball cap. I had told him I just wanted a quick fuck and he was fine with that. He started stripping as soon as he got to the bedroom. His body was quite nice, but not quite as muscular as I was expecting – guess the pic was taken from an angle that accentuated his muscles.

He sucked my dick, but that wasn’t really getting me hard, so I had him get on the bed on all fours and I rimmed his hole. I could tell from his hole that he was going to be a pretty good fuck. It didn’t take long to get hard, and since he was up for a quickie I just fucked him as soon as I was hard enough to fuck. His hole was loose and silky – seemed to me he probably got fucked a lot.

His hole felt good – I kept hitting bottom in his ass, which worked the right part of my dick. There was no tenderness – he was there to get fucked and I just thought of him as a piece of meat. A few minutes later I blew my load in his hole. I laid on top of him for a minute or so afterwards, and then when I rolled off he said something like “well, now I can get on with the rest of my day” and he got up went to the bathroom to clean up and then put on his clothes and he was on his way. He did try to make a little conversation, but it’s not like there was some magic connection or anything…

All in all a good, fairly anonymous, quickie… 🙂

I’m heading down to MAL (Mid Atlantic Leather) tomorrow. My buddy PortaUrinal is driving with me both ways and will have a room next to mine. Should be fun.

I haven’t been posting here because 1) I had family in for Christmas, and then 2) got a nasty cold from the family. Bottom line I’ve been effectively out of commission for weeks.

Believe it or not, I haven’t fucked anyone in a month! MAL will break that trend in a big way. I’ve got multiple gangbangs and orgies planned every day I’m there. Given that BreedingZone had become the biggest bug chasing site anywhere, I figured I’d just feature neg bottoms at my gangbangs this year. I’ve got just about every gangbang covered with 2 or 3 bottoms – just have one big one on Thursday night where I’m a little short and may need to bring in a poz bottom to cover the number of tops (I’m expecting 50+ tops).

I’m also giving out Breeding Zone wristbands (stop by my room to pick up yours) – they’ll help you identify other guys who are there for barebacking.

The other semi-big thing I’m doing is a “cum exchange” where gangbang bottoms share their loads with other bottoms by dumping loads from one ass to another with funnels. For that matter tops can take loads this way too – without getting fucked… Basically this lets bottoms get MANY more loads than they would otherwise and means a top’s load can be passed on to bottom after bottom… It also means that even if I use poz bottoms on Thursday, all the loads can still wind up in the one neg bottom I do have signed up (plus anyone else I want).

And for the first time I’m organizing orgies. I didn’t want anything too crazy, so I’m doing them in the afternoon. Should be interesting, but I can tell I’ll have to turn people away and/or be really selective. I’m mandating a jockstrap & boots (or less) policy – that should weed out the spectators. And I’ll charge a “clothes check fee”. Charging will reduce the numbers further. Anyone who walks the halls in a jockstrap and doesn’t need a clothes check can get in for free – guys like that are sexually uninhibited and will be fun at an orgy.

And with all that going on, I still hope to have some time to do some fisting and flogging…

I’ll see how much of it I can videotape and get up on my tube site – Raunchy Fuckers…

I’m still not 100% recovered from the cold. So hopefully I won’t overdo it and get sick again…