Well, I got some…

A guy paged me yesterday saying he wanted to hookup, said I couldn’t but maybe tomorrow. So I paged him this morning and we set something up. I knew he wanted it to be pretty anonymous (dark room, etc), so I asked if I could wear my hood and he said yeah. So I show up put on my hood, leave my clothes on and rim him. He said he had taken a load about an hour earlier, but I didn’t really taste cum… So I fuck him, cum in him, and then rim him again and suck out some of my cum (and possibly the cum of the other guy), and then take his head and spit it into his mouth… I was loving it, so I kept fucking him and gave him a second load, then I tucked everything back in my pants and left.

So I guess I definitely like anonymous scenes – shot two loads in about 10 or 15 minutes…

The guy was a bit overweight, but when my eyes adjusted to the dark he seemed to have a pretty cute face (definitely not disgusting or anything). It was sort of hot knowing this guy who says he’s neg and puts “must be negative” in his profile is laying there there in the dark taking loads.

But the weird part is I just went to check his profile and he’s changed it – cleaned it up. His original handle was something like stickitinmyeasyhole (something like that – I remember it was misspelled), and now it’s “LoveYourself” and there’s no reference to anonymous, dark room hookups… He changed it less than an hour after I fucked him – hope I didn’t scare him… He got what he asked for… If I did scare him I’m thinking he was really neg and taking 3 loads from two anonymous guys in a couple of hours was a bit too much for him… But he’ll be back. It’s what he wanted and he’ll have a love/hate attraction to it, but I knew he’d be back…

So I e-mailed him asking if I freaked him out and he wrote back…

No, not really. I dont want to bareback any more. Nothing against you but its not really for me. You were my first hook-up in a really long time and, later, I didnt feel good about myself. I lied yesterday when I said I had someone come over before you. Shortly after you left I changed my screen name and deleted my info. I wanted to delete my entire profile but had to leave and just forgot to. Anyway, take care and thanks for being, or at least sounding, concerned.

A post on another website made me think of a few times I’ve cum in guys’ asses without them realizing it…

The Virgin

I once fucked a virgin who asked me to use a condom (at first I thought the virgin thing was just a line, but later I realized it was the truth). Anyway, I told him he was so tight a condom would really hurt – that he’d be able to take me more easily if I fucked him raw. It took a bit of convincing, but he went for it at which point he asked me (several times) not to cum in his ass. So, AFTER I started cumming, I pulled out of his ass and shot the rest on his back. He had no clue he got 1/2 my load up his ass and even thanked me the next day for pulling out.

The Thug

A few years ago I was in a bathhouse in LA (Flex) and this hispanic guy came into my room, put a condom on my dick (which he had brought with him) and sat down on my dick. Hot guy actually – by the tattoos and muscles he looked like he was a gang member or something – a very tough exterior, but obviously he was all about getting fucked.

After a while I had him on his stomach (my favorite position), and was getting tired of the condom (I was there to bareback, not fuck guys with rubbers), so I started pulling out between strokes and on one pull out I quickly pulled off the condom. That did it – the extra sensation of barebacking sent me over the edge and I unloaded in his ass.

Not that he was checking, but I did a motion that mimicked taking off a condom, and then threw the condom in the trash. Since I knew I was neg, I didn’t feel all that bad about it since I knew I couldn’t do anything to make him poz (if he wasn’t already).

The odd part was that I saw him about an hour later (long enough that my cum should have started dribbling out of his ass), and he just smiled at me like he’d let me fuck him again if I wanted. I’m not sure whether he knew I came in his ass or not (you’d think he had to know SOMEONE came in his ass). If he did know he was definitely OK with it, but it’s not the reaction you’d expect from someone who carries condoms around with them.

The Guy-Next-Door

The bf and I once fucked a guy who lived in the apartment building next to ours. The bf had us using condoms, and the bottom was a “safe sex” bottom. While I was pounding his ass all of a sudden things felt a hell of a lot better. I was in a groove and didn’t think too much about it, but it felt good enough that I came pretty quickly after that. When I pulled out I realized the condom broke. The guy was sucking the bf’s dick and so he wasn’t aware of what was going on. I went into the bathroom and took off what was left of the rubber and flushed it down the toilet.

When the guy was cleaning up, I asked my bf whether we should say anything. He didn’t think it was necessary, so we didn’t. The next day we got an e-mail asking if a condom had broken ’cause when he got home and took a shit cum came out… I said yes, and he wanted to know whether I was neg. Bottom line he said he liked getting my cum…

Ooops…

Then there were a couple of times I can think of when I came in a couple guys’ asses when I wish I hadn’t… One was with an Asian guy, another time with a Latino, but they went pretty much the same…

My first boyfriend (1990), got me into a habit of doing a few strokes raw and then putting on the condom. If nothing else, it helped get me completely hard before putting the condom on. That’s pretty much how I practiced “safe sex” for the next 6 or 7 years…

Anyway, there were a couple of times when my bf wasn’t interested in the guy we were having over (back when we did a fair number of threesomes), so I’d be left alone with the guy… I’d do my old “safe sex” routine and start with a few raw strokes and then put on the condom. But since I was so starved for bb sex and I loved it so much, on two occasions I managed to cum on like the second or third stroke. The first time it happened, I remember thinking – “Shit – if I pull out now he’ll know I came and that will be really embarrassing since it’s only been a couple of strokes” (sex is supposed to last a little longer than that), so I came in their ass and then pulled out and put on a condom and kept fucking them. Problem is, if you have a hard time getting it up with a condom on, then it’s even worse when you just came, and needless to say it’s impossible to come a 2nd time in those circumstances. So the encounters were pretty much wash outs, but I wasn’t completely embarrassed by having them know I came so quickly.

One of the guys I’ve seen on-line since then when he’s responded to my ad that says I’m looking for guys who like cum in their ass – so I know he didn’t care – if anything he was happy to have my cum in his ass.

The Moral of the Story

If you’re a bottom you WILL get cum in your ass whether it’s from a horny top who doesn’t pull out in time, a purposeful act of “stealth breeding”, a condom breaking, or just a plain ‘ol accident. If staying negative is important to you, all you can do is try to reduce the number of times you get cum in your ass, but there’s no way to completely avoid it without giving up butt sex completely.

[This is from before I was an exclusive bareback top… But it gives you a sense of what my sex life was like back then. I wrote it shortly after the hookup, and have just edited out thing like names to post it here.]

My bf and I hooked up with a really hot, black, poz bottom. He had found my bf and I online in some gay group on Yahoo!. He was upfront with the fact that he was poz when we were arranging things. I think he thought we’d back out when told us.

He came over to our place, we had a beer chatted briefly and then when things got touchy feely we moved to the bedroom.

When he took off his clothes he had an incredible body. Being black, bald and short my bf didn’t quite get into him like I did, but he was good about giving both of us attention and my bf was fine with everything.

We kissed, sucked each other’s dick (he had this beautifully shaped dark black uncut cock), and then I started playing with his hole. All I could think is how much his hole felt like the ones I love to fuck raw. But even though I had noticed that he was on the nycbareback group on Yahoo!, I knew he was poz and that he wanted things to be “safe”. Nevertheless, his hole was like a long, silky, wet muscle… Not too tight and not too loose – just perfect…

The sex was laid back, but pretty intense. Our little black bottom loved sucking dick and we gave it to him from both ends at once. My bf fucked him to loosen him up, then I fucked him and came inside him. When I pulled out the rubber there was this enormous quantity of cum in it. I had him clean off my cummy dick, and then my bf fucked his face and shot his load in the bottom’s mouth.

Things were pretty casual after sex. We talked – he was “stepping out” on his lover (we knew that before he came over). This lover sounded pretty uptight – even wore a condom when he sucked his dick – so he was completely horny for the taste of cum.

Later we all wound up driving downtown to SoHo. We went shopping at Triple Five Soul (we had a store credit and the Spring merchandise was just in). Then we went to Lucky Strike Cafe for a light lunch, and then we split up.

By the end I just wanted to fuck him again… But everything was too public down in SoHo… We’ve e-mailed each other since, but haven’t hooked up again…