"That’s a scary question"
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8 February 2007 | 4 Comments
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Last week the guy who lives near where I work said his boyfriend was going out of town and he wanted to hookup and get as many loads from me as possible. I told him I’d probably only be out his way on Monday and so we say we’ll do three fucks that day so he can get as many loads as I can give – one before work, one at lunch (he’s that close), and another one after lunch.
Then, over the weekend, I notice an ad on Craigslist saying he’s looking for someone to host a gangbang. I ask him about it and he says a top wanted to organize a gangbang for him, but needed someone to host it… OK, no problem there… Then the ad disappeared…
Monday comes and I phone him when I’m 20 minutes away and wake him up, and he’s not up for hooking up – and he doesn’t come online that day, so all three fucks fall through. I was bummed – I was hoping for a “trifuckta” that day..
Then it turned out that I did go out his way a second time this week, and he was on-line so we set something up for this evening. We chatted a bit too… The prior week we had chatted and he mentioned that a lot of the guys who live near him do crystal ’cause their sex lives are so boring (he’s about an hour out of NYC in good traffic, and near a smaller city). I said that was sad ’cause crystal tends to control you, not the other way around…
This morning I saw an ad he posted that said in part “please be on point re: BB / PNP”. To me that suggested that he was into slamming, which worried me… So while we were chatting today I asked him whether he partied and he said he did. I then asked him whether he was into slamming and he said he’d done it in the past, had a bad experience, but was interested in trying it again. Hmmm…
It was at this point I asked said to him “when we first met you said you were neg, is that still true or are you poz now?” to which he responded “That’s a scary question”. I asked him when his last test was and he said October. I asked him whether he asked guys their status before they fucked him and he said yes…
Bottom line, I thought he’s probably “the worried well”. He lives sorta in the middle of nowhere sexually. It’s not like he’s slamming and going to sex clubs – there aren’t any around. It’s probably a lot tamer than that. Plus he’s got a boyfriend who restricts his ability to hookup (this I know from experience).
At the same time, even though he said he wanted to hookup, I didn’t take down the ad I had on Craigslist. I was sorta in the mood for something different, but I either wasn’t into the guys who responded or they weren’t serious enough to actually give me an address or phone number, so I figured ‘what the hell’ and went for the dependable hole that always makes me cum…
I get to his place and he has me go to a different bedroom. Like usual, he’s face down on the bed, naked. I eat out his hole. It’s a great hole – almost pussy like (not that I’ve ever eaten ‘real’ pussy). He’s loving it. Then I fuck him and he wants to make out while I’m fucking him. Let’s just say he looks like he had serious acne when he was younger and there are certain angles where he doesn’t look so good. But he’s a fuck buddy with a wonderful hole, so who cares, right?
Like usual, I cum in his ass pretty quickly, I pull out and start rimming his hole again. He musta said “Oh my God” 30 times… He was absolutely loving it. Then he asked me if my dick was still hard and I said sorta. I stick it back in him, but I’m not really in the mood to fuck. He wanted to suck my dick, so I pulled out and let him suck. He was loving my hands over his body, then I realized – he was tweaking…
We played a little more – I sucked his nipples, played with his dick (wonderful uncut dick), kissed him, stuff like that, but he was in a different headspace than me… He was needy and high. I needed to leave… I wondered what it was going to be like for him – he got all high and I was only there for maybe 15 or 20 minutes and his high was going to go on for a while – espeically if it was crystal…
It’s too bad… He’s got so much going for him – gorgeous home, good job, great body… He’s got a lot of what it takes to be a really excellent, ‘quality’ bottom. But the more I get to know him, the messier he seems. This week he seems especially messy ’cause he doesn’t have to be ‘clean’ when his bf comes home from work.
While he’s an awesome cumhole, part of me wonders whether I should keep playing with him… Then again, an awesome hole that always gets me to cum is hard to pass up…
You asked yourself about whether you should play with him again. Answered in your last sentence of the post.
I loved your scene in TI video Dawson 20 losd. When I bottom, I want a top to pound my ass hard, fast, at a steady pace, and that is exactly what you did. You got in, got the job done and did a great job. On one of your past posts, you regretted not felching his ass when done, that would been over the top hot. The leather hood also added to the scene. I hope to see you again in another video.
Thanks for stopping by recently on my somewhat barren patch of ground. I appreciate your comments. Also, a post like this reminds me of why I have always liked your blog: thoughtful, curious, sneaky (CL tracing, et al) and hot, of course. Sometimes I wonder if any of us know what we’re really doing, risk reduction, harm reduction, etc. (The we here being both the royal we of gay men or men who have sex with men or whatever, and the we as in sexual bloggers). We are trying to be sexual in a way that is true to ourselves yet negotiate risk. It’s one thing to do that sober. It’s a whole ‘nother to do that on Tina.
While I must admit I do prefer to get fucked after a nice glass of fine whiskey, I have seen too many mens’ lives completely fucked by Chrissy, and since my relatively sober negotiated risks already freak me out too much (some of the time), I figure why add more stress. Is this dude finding much on CL? Most likely not, in my experience. But who knows the secrets of the human heart? My own tendencies as a private dick, pardon the pun, mean I can trace the outlines of most of my tricks as they move across different platforms, and sometimes I have not been terribly happy at what I’ve found out. For some, that means they stop investigating. For others, and I guess I would include myself in this category, it increases the drive to know, to find out, to figure out.
IMHO, I would say stay away, but then again, I know the power of good sex… 😛
mmm its a tough cookie to crap, having an awesome bottom who is slowly spiralling down.
its one thing to bareback another thing to start tweaking and just being slopppy.
sorry my comment makes no sense, i drank a glass of vodka, cos i got a jackhammering latino guy over and i need to get his damn condom of.
I definitely think you should steer clear of this guy. He obviously doesn’t know what he wants, and the fact that he was actually tweaking while you were fucking him doesn’t seem very sexy.
I would want a bottom to be into it because he’s also into me, and not just tweaking on Tina.