A Bucket List Fuck…

There were three loads I didn’t write up plus some other fucks where I didn’t cum, so I’ll just summarize those really quickly before getting on to the fuck from a couple days ago…

7 weeks ago I went to a sex party with my bf and this hot black guy we’ve both fucked. I fucked 4 guys, but couldn’t manage to cum. The party was mostly oral – could have been better, but at least I got to fuck some hole. And yes, going with my bf marks a good transition in our relationship. Now we just need more friends like the black guy – where sex is part of the friendship with the guy (my bf and I tend to like different types of guys).

Load #22 was with my muscular Latino fuck bud. He’s one of my favorite fuck buddies. Totally my type, but the sex is pretty much always the same with him – just quickie pump-n-dumps – so not much to report. That was a month and a half ago now.

Load #23 was at bear night at a bathhouse. A lean cumdump Latino was ass up on his bed. He didn’t look back to see my face the whole time I fucked him. He just took the fuck and the load and then I left. That was just over a month ago now. Unfortunately he was pretty much the only guy there I wanted to fuck, so nothing else to report.

Load #24 was a bit of a disaster. I couldn’t get fully hard. I’m sure the bottom thought I was a lame fuck, but I did manage to nut in his ass. But in the grand scheme of things I’d rather give a load with a semi-hard cock than not give a load with a rock hard cock. That was about 3 weeks ago.

The next day I hosted a sex party. Just a few guys came, unfortunately. I fucked 3 guys but didn’t manage to cum (probably because I came the day before and was edging all day). Unfortunately I think one of those guys gave me gonorrhea. So getting that treated put me out of commission for a week. (And yes, I did let the guys at the party know – guys always appreciate it when you do).

Load 2014-25

I know 25 loads isn’t all that much – especially this far into the year. My spreadsheet tells me I’m only going to manage 31 for the year. But I figured it would be like that when the year started. The last month or two, especially, I just feel like programming. Programming is a pretty solitary activity – so when I’m in that mindset, I’d often rather jack off than deal with people. In fact, I haven’t even done a good job of moderating Breeding Zone – it feels like a distraction most days. But I’m learning a lot and starting to see the light the end of the tunnel on my projects – though the light is still pretty far down the tunnel.

On Friday I took a Cialis in the morning thinking I would hookup this weekend. (Cialis tends to work best for me the next day). But the end of the day came and I just wanted a break from all the work. The Cialis had kicked in and I was as hard as a rock. I needed a hole to fuck, so I went online.

A couple hours later the hole arrived ;) He was this 30-ish guy who’s been reading my blog since the very beginning 8 years ago. I think years ago we had tried to hookup and never actually did. Then he moved away, and now he’s back. We’ve been texting on and off for a number of months. I’m guessing I’m on his bucket list or something.

Best way I can describe him is that he looks like the type of guy you’d see in South Boston or New Jersey. I’m guessing Irish or Italian. Very “boy-next-door” – cute face, with a bit of a working class vibe about him (though that’s a gross stereotype that probably has no basis in reality).

When he took off his clothes he was pretty smooth, big boned, and “soft” but not fat. His dick, soft, was really small – but that’s something I like – makes the guy more of a bottom in my eyes.

We kissed a little, then he gave me a brief blowjob. But what I really wanted was his ass, so it wasn’t long before I had him on all fours and was rimming his hole. Did that for a little bit and then lubed up my cock and shoved in. I have relatively short legs, and he had pretty long legs so fucking doggy position didn’t really work, so I got him down on his belly and kept fucking.

His hole felt like a big open cavern. It’s funny how asses can be so different. Some are tight muscular tunnels that massage the whole length of my dick. But with him there was the sphincter and then nothing. I never asked, but I suspect he’s a fisting bottom or uses a lot of large toys on his hole.

But I did keep “hitting bottom” so the head of my dick was getting the attention it needed (which is what I think makes me cum). Different holes -> different styles of fucking. With him I was doing pretty long strokes and coming down semi-hard on top of him. Every time I did there was this loud slapping sound as my body hit his ass. It was pretty loud and I wondered whether I should change things up to be a little quieter, but my dick felt good, so I just continued on.

I knew he didn’t want me to rush it, so when I felt my orgasm building I just kept my pace steady to try to draw it out a little – but not so long that the moment would pass and I wouldn’t cum. Then it came. Felt good to finally give a load after not fucking for 2 1/2 weeks. He told me later that it was a pretty big load.

Then we rolled over on our sides and thanks to the Cialis my dick stayed pretty hard for a long time. So I just pumped in and out of his now cummy hole. Felt really good. Then 5-10 minutes later the cum must have found it’s way deeper into his hole or something ’cause it stopped being so wet and silky. I continued to fuck him, but my dick started to go soft.

When I finally pulled out. He had asked me before coming over whether I wanted to take his poz load. I had told him I might be up for him jacking off and putting the head of his cock in my ass as he came. He was rock hard when I pulled out (and not as small as I initially thought he’d be). I think he wanted me to blow him, but I generally hate oral sex. Plus I had blown my load and my sexual energy was a lot more mellow at that point. He said jacking off doesn’t really do it for him, so that meant that was sort of the end of things. It wasn’t a bad thing – just was what it was.

All in all it was a good fuck, but given the looseness of his hole I’m guessing he’s someone I need to fuck when I’ve recently taken Cialis. I doubt his hole would have gotten me off if I wasn’t 100% hard. With him I need to hit bottom, and that takes length and perfect hardness. Luckily we fucked on a day when that was the case.

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Ugh! Bad Bottoms…

Well, the last few days my attempts to give loads have run up against bad bottoms that sorta defeat my best intentions.

Sunday I was at the Eagle and was out in the backyard with a few friends. This skinny tattooed guy came out and hung out like he knew us – listening to our rather frank/personal discussion. Finally I just introduced myself. Then we continued on our conversation – but he still just stood there and listened. Finally he started getting frisky with one of my friends – grinding his ass into my friend’s crotch. Next thing I knew the back of his shorts were down and my friend was fucking him. It was sorta hot and I repositioned myself next to them so I could watch a bit more closely.

Then, right when things were getting hot and heavy, one of the barbacks comes out with a bunch of trash and castigates the guys saying “You can’t do that here! You’re on camera” – and he points to the camera right above them. My friend pulls out and my other friends start chatting with the barback – seems they knew him pretty well.

As soon as the barback was gone my friend didn’t seem interested in fucking anymore and he wandered away and the bottom started paying attention to me – he wanted to suck my dick which he did briefly but I told him I wanted to fuck. We got into a corner, away from the cameras (with friends watching the door), and the guy bent over and I spit on my dick ans shoved in.

Pretty soon I started smelling shit. I was hoping it wasn’t too bad. I kept fucking to see if I could cum quickly, but it wasn’t happening and the smell of shit was getting stronger. So I pulled out and my dick was covered in it. I had my 2 gauge PA in (the curved barbell, not th ring), and that only made things messier. I told him about the problem and he kept apologizing profusely. I told him I needed something to clean up with – preferably something moist. He disappeared and then one of my friends said he’d go get something. (The mark of a true friend is when they fetch clean up stuff when you’re in a situation like that). Meanwhile I was pissing – hoping that would clean things a little. But there was no way I was shoving a shit-covered dick back into my pants where it would mess up my pants.

My friend came back with a bunch of napkins. They helped a lot. I used the bottom’s beer for moisture. And generally got things more or less clean. Then the bottom came back with a little towel that was moist. It would never have been adequate on its own, but I was impressed he’d show his face again in order to make things better.

So that attempt to give a load ended rather disastrously. Unfortunately, tonight didn’t go any better.

Today I was in the mood to fuck and there were two gangbangs listed on BBRT. I did a request for both since what’s motivating me as a top lately is cummy holes and the best way to fuck a cummy hole is at a gangbang. I was a little surprised when the one guy who had 60+ attendees didn’t approve me. Maybe he was feeling overwhelmed with responses or something – who knows? But I was happy when, ‘TigerBeat’ a hot, late-20-something bottom approved me for his gangbang. I replied letting him know when I would try to get there, and he replied back something like “sounds good”.

I headed down a few minutes earlier than I had originally planned. He lived in the Lower East Side, so it was a bit of a hike – but the idea of a hot guy with a cummy hole made the trip worth it. I get there and ring the buzzer and heard a crackle on the intercom, but the door didn’t open. Then a guy came out of the building with his laundry and he let me in. I went up to the apartment (a 5th floor walk-up) and before I could ring the doorbell the door opened. The guy was in his underwear (nice tight body), there was music in the background, and he said something like “Sorry, I sent you an email asking you not to come”. Ugh! Seriously? He went on to say he knew about my blog and he “respected me, but [he] needed to be discreet”. All I could think to say was “Are you sure?” He was, so I turned around and left.

But in hindsight that’s total bullshit. I mean I look better in person than I do in my pics. If he wasn’t me, then he shouldn’t have approved me, given me his address, AND responded positively to my confirmation. There were plenty of chances to say “don’t come” prior to when I logged off. And the whole discretion thing… Please, discreet bottoms don’t post gangbang ads. Discreet bottoms don’t have public profiles with pics.

I protect the identities of the guys I fuck. The only time I mention a guy’s profile name / stage name is when he’s a porn star or he wants me to, and then I make a point to only say good things about him. A few times guys have told their friends that I fucked them and then the friends have figured out which write-up was about their friend. But that wasn’t me telling making the ID – that was the bottom giving out too many details. But when the guy makes me travel over an hour (round trip) for absolutely nothing – then I don’t really feel the need to (completely) protect his identity. So if discretion and anonymity was TigerBeat’s objective – then his plan backfired. You all now know who stood me up, and now that I’ve linked to it, Google will index his profile.

Ugh! I really hate bad bottoms. Seriously guys – if you’re grinding you ass on guys’ crotches at a bar – make sure you’re clean, and if you invite someone to a gangbang – don’t turn them away when they get there… Where is Miss Manners when we need her?

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Slow Progress @ The Gym

Well, I’ve been going to the gym for about 4 months now. It’s sorta weird – I notice a change. My boyfriend notices a change. But my weight has only gone down 2 or 3 pounds and the body fat percentage my scale reports is pretty much the same – maybe 1 or 2 percent less. The change you see in the pics is sorta minor, but it’s there…

Before - front view After 4 months - front view

Lighting and color are better, and I guess you can see a bit more definition in my shoulders and my gut doesn’t look as big.

Before - side view After 4 months - half turn

Once again – the difference in those pics is slight, but there is progress. It’s like a bit of my weight has shifted from my belly to my pecs and shoulders and I’m just a bit less dumpy.

Where I see the biggest progress is in my ass. I really hated how it looked before, now it’s getting close to “OK” – though it still clearly has a ways to go…

Before shot of my ass My ass after 4 months at the gym

So every so slowly I’m whipping myself into shape. I know I could work harder – both exercise-wise and diet-wise – and get faster results like I did back in 1997, but the pace I’m going is sustainable, and that’s more important than anything. The worst scenario is that I burn out and stop going to the gym.

My boyfriend is away thru Monday morning. Part of me wants to be a big slut while he’s gone, but a bigger part of me just wants a quiet, relaxes, productive weekend. To that end I think I’ll skip the sex party tonight and instead go to the gym and stay in, relax and do a little work. Boring, I know, but in a way body and work come before sex these days. I’ll do some parties on Friday and Saturday…

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Young Cumdump Got My Morning Load

Load 2014-21

I’ve given a couple loads since my last post including one at a sex party I hosted that was a lot of fun, but I just wanted to write up the load I gave this morning… It was totally a 10 out of 10!

I had some serious morning wood when I woke up today and wanted to fuck, but didn’t want to travel all that far for it. This young guy hit me up on BBRT and his profile said he was “0 miles” away. He said he had one load in him and was just looking for a pump-n-dump. Sounded perfect.

Unfortunately we were at opposite corners of the zip code. It was like a 20 min walk over to him – largely uphill. But when I got there it was totally worth it. The door was ajar, and this hot, young, little cumdump was on all fours with his hairy ass towards me and a blindfold on. There’s nothing I like better when I go for a hookup.

I took off my shorts and my shirt (kept on my high tops so I could leave quickly when it was done) and then pulled his ankles towards me so I could rim his hot hairy hole. You could tell he had just been fucked – his hole was loose. He seemed really clean so I sucked on his hole hoping to turn my rimming into felching, but never did taste any cum.

After a minute of two of that I was fully hard and put some spit on my dick and shoved in. Based on his profile he liked to be fucked hard, so I didn’t really have to worry much about whether I was being too rough. I fucked fairly hard and rapidly for maybe two minutes before I felt my load building. It had been 2 1/2 days since I last came, so my load was pretty big – I could feel spurt after spurt spewing into his hole.

Given the totally anonymous scene I stood up right after I came and put on my shirt and shorts and left. I loved fucking him – hopefully I can do it again soon.

The good part was that I didn’t need to put him down on his stomach for me to cum. In fact is wasn’t hard for me to cum at all. Yeah, I had taken half a Cialis yesterday, but ever since I’ve been working out my sexual abilities have improved. I have a bit more stamina (not really relevant in this case), but I can come in more positions, etc. At the sex party I gave a load to a guy who was standing up / bent over. That’s something that would have been nearly impossible before. In fact I’m so convinced about the “better fitness = better sex” that I’m going to build a fitness component into the hookup sites I’m building. Given that it will be pretty straightforward, I hope to have the fitness part up in the next month or so. The only downside to working out is I’m drained afterwards and don’t feel like having sex. But the next day I feel great.

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A 1-On-1 Hookup & A Sex Party…

Loads 2014-18 & 19

I’ve been bad about keeping up with my blogging. Nearly two weeks ago now I hooked up with this hot black guy. He didn’t love very close, but he was willing to travel, seemed serious about hooking up, and he said he already had a load in him and was looking for more.

I had seen some pics but wasn’t exactly sure what he was going to be like. I was pleasantly surprised – he was cute and short and had a nice body. We stripped down and I had him get on the bed so I could rim his ass. It seemed a bit “musky”, but it wasn’t like I tasted shit or anything, so after I knew it was good to go I did a bit of sucking on his hole, but never did even a hint of cum. Whatever loads he had in there were pretty deep.

Anyway, I was pretty horny that day and got hard pretty quickly, so when I figured out the rimming wasn’t going to turn into felching, I got up and started fucking him. He had one of those perky, muscular asses that rubs against your hip bones – you feel like you’re literally riding his ass. Oh, and when I got in all the way in the best word that I can think of that describes the sensation is “squish”. Whoever came inside him had dumped a BIG load in there. It felt great.

Needless to say between his perky ass, his cummy hole, and me being particularly horny, I came pretty quickly. I had taken a Cialis earlier that day, so I stayed nice and hard after cumming. So I put him on his side and slowly pumped in and out of his cummy hole for probably another 10-15 min before I finally got too soft to fuck.

The whole time I had him on his side he was slowly jacking his dick. About the only thing that sort kinda went wrong was that he came without warning. Not that I wanted him to fuck me (I liked the vibe of me as top and him as bottom), but it woulda been cool to have him stick the head of his dick in my ass as he came. There’s something about taking a load from a dedicated cumdump that’s a pretty hot.

Then a few days later I went to this sex party. The first 30-45 min were dead. There was almost no one there and the one or two other guys clearly weren’t interested in me. It was too bad, ’cause most of that time I had a raging hardon – I really wanted to fuck a hole. Then this gaggle of black guys showed up, but they only seemed interested in each other.

There was this one hot black muscle bottom who was pretty incredible and very hungry for cock. Eventually I did get to fuck him, but his M.O. was to pull off guys pretty quickly unless he was 110% into them. He seemed like he wanted to get fucked by as many guys as possible, but only wanted to take loads from guys he was really into.

I hate to say it, but I’ve forgotten who the second guy was that I fucked. But the third guy was this older piggy bottom with a decent body. I fucked him for a while. He had a good hole and liked taking dick. After fucking him my dick sorta lost all its energy, which makes me think I came in his ass and didn’t realize it.

Since my dick stopped cooperating, I finally just left and joined up with my boyfriend who had gone out drinking with friends. Wish I had fucked more guys though – that’s the problem with paying $20 for a sex party – it’s sort of a waste of money if you just stay an hour or two.

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Didn’t Want To Waste A Cialis…

Load 2014-16

Sunday there was this mid-day gangbang I wanted to go to. The bottom seemed hot – a lean, youngish black / mixed race guy. He had asked people when they planned to arrive and I told him towards the end of the 2 hours he was going to take loads since I like fucking a cummy hole.

So Sunday morning I woke up and realized the gangbang was in a few hours and I hadn’t taken my (daily) Cialis in a few days, so I went and took one of my full strength ones – giving me about 4 hours for it to kick in. When we got up my bf asked what the plans were for the day and I told him there was a hookup I wanted to go to around 12:30 and then we could go to the gym. I didn’t want to go to the gym first since it was leg day and I knew I’d be wiped afterwards.

I drove down to Chelsea, and rang the bell and the guy on the other end trying to say something but I can’t understand him. He buzzed me up and told me the gangbang ended (prematurely) 20 or 30 min ago. Some top with a huge dick came in and gave a really rough fuck to the bottom who was “a little thing” and then the bottom couldn’t get fucked anymore.

I was bummed. I was all ready to fuck – had even taken a full Cialis and there was no gangbang. So I got online and was willing to fuck just about anything. There were a couple options. One I knew would be a decent fuck, but he didn’t get back to me in a timely manner. Then there was a guy who said he was usually a top but wanted to get fucked. He replying to me, but not with a full address. Finally this bottom hit me up – his pics looked a bit slutty. He said he had just taken two loads and wanted a third. Bingo! And he gave me his cell number, so I texted him and had an address almost immediately. I parked the car and as I walking to the bottom’s place the top finally gave me his address – too late.

I got to the bottom’s place and was a little surprised. The guy looked like an extremely clean-cut, preppy cub. And his apartment was immaculate. If he had told me he was renting the place on AirBnB I would have totally believed him. I kept thinking how the place was like hotel room that had just had maid service.

Anyway, we both took off our clothes. As I saw his body I was pleasantly surprised – the best way I could describe him is somewhere between “average” and “cub”, but with some muscles. His ass was muscular, with a deep hairy ass crack. I rimmed him hoping, with two loads in him, the rimming would turn into felching, but no such luck. In fact, if he hadn’t told me he’d just gotten fucked I would never have known – his hole was completely tight and dry.

Rimming him got me hard pretty quickly and then I lubed up and pushed in. I did my usual doggy -> then on his belly. Not sure if it was the loads in him, but his hole did feel really good and I came pretty quickly. The weird part was right before I came he told me he really liked my blog. The comment sorta came out of nowhere and given that I could feel my orgasm coming, the timing was pretty funny.

After collapsing on him for a little bit, I rolled him over and pumped in and out of his ass and then pulled out and tried to felch his ass. I didn’t try to hard, but once again his ass just wasn’t all that cummy. It’s like his hole is a sponge and hangs on dearly to every drop of cum put up it.

I had to run, so didn’t stick around. I needed to get home to go to the gym with my bf and was pushing the limit of when he expected me home.

Later he hit me up saying the previous hookups had been blindfolded, “poz cumdump” sorta hookups where he never got to see who was fucking him. While I like those types of hookups, I was glad I got to see his face. He also mentioned he does web development – so I may get together with him soon to fuck him and then discuss development stuff. It’s rare to find a proud pig who’s a competent programmer…

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