I am such an idiot…

13 September 2008 | 5 Comments

The gangbang I told you about in the last post… Well, it was a shoot for Treasure Island. I was really psyched to be in another Treasure Island film. I got all ready. Had my boyfriend help me figure out what I should wear, etc… I couldn’t find my leather cock ring and needed to leave, so I grabbed one of those soft rubber ones.

I get down there and this cute cub greets me at the door. It’s a small hotel room and they were in the middle of filming the top who was just before me. He was this massive black guy – very hot. Max waved ‘hi’ and they continued on…

The room was stifling hot ’cause it was small and there were 6 people (plus me) and really bright, hot lights for filming. On top of that I had taken a part of one of my pills and was feeling a little flush which just exaggerated the heat. I went into the bathroom to get ready and found it was the coolest place there. I put on the cock ring and sat down on the edge of the tub and waited.

The black guy was taking his time cumming… After about 10 minutes I checked my dick ’cause I was worried the cock ring was a little tight and didn’t want to have a purple dick. Then I saw it – a blood vessel had burst on the top of my dick and it created a big dark spot, and there was a smaller one next to it. It was just in the wrong place for filming and would have looked like I had a KS lesion on my dick or something…

When they took a break Max came over and I showed it to him. He went back to filming while he thought about what to do. But I knew the result – you just can’t film around something like that…

Dammit! I am so fucking bummed… The bottom was this early-20s twinkish jock. He was a newbie to porn and it would have been really cool to fuck him. He had 5 loads in him already and they were expecting to get about a dozen loads in him today…

And it was such a stupid mistake for me. I’ve had problems like that with metal cock rings before, but never with the soft rubber ones. I really should have known better – I could tell it was tight going on…

Hopefully Max will use me again soon… We’ll see. It sounds like that was the last in the current round of filming for him, so it might be a while…

On top of it I now have an ugly spot on my dick that’s not going to go away for a week or so. Who’s going to want to have me fuck them with my dick looking like that?

Oh well… That’s life I guess…