Just came across this… It’s a picture of my dorm room in grad school (1991 +/-). Notice the posters on the wall…

The funny part is when I’d fuck a guy back then I’d start with a few raw strokes and then put on a condom. Going raw helped get me hard. Looking back at that time I was way too inhibited…

I remember one time when this hot little trainer from Manhattan Plaza Gym and I hooked up he sat on my dick raw, no questions asked. I did everything I could do to avoid cumming in his ass. Then we flipped and he fucked me bareback. He came like a half second after pulling out of my ass. I didn’t feel comfortable about it, but didn’t say anything either. The next day I gave him an earful.

In hindsight I sorta wish I’d started fucking guys raw back then – seeing how far I could go before they’d ask for a condom. But I was too scared.

If you’re wondering what I looked like back then, here’s some pics…

Looking back I can’t believe how insecure I was in my looks. I constantly thought I needed to lose weight…

Those pics were taken by a john I met at a hustler bar who turned into a friend. He took me on vacations – paid for everything, and if we had sex I got some money out of it. But usually it was just hanging out, going to dinner or the theater. It was an interesting time in my life…