Not all my hookups are hot – some are actually pretty bad. There was one like that this past Monday night. It was with the bottom who I fucked in December who didn’t seem to want my cum in his ass (but I gave it to him there anyway). I should say from the outset the fact that it was a bad hookup wasn’t his fault…

A huge part of the day my bf was being really pissy with me. Put me in a really really bad mood. When he left late afternoon I was able to get pretty hard ’cause I’d taken a part of a pill Sunday morning ’cause I thought I was going to hookup with this guy from Brooklyn (but it didn’t happen). But needless to say the spat with my bf put me in a weird mood and I didn’t know how it would go if I hooked up with someone.

He got here and my dick never really got above half mast. I just wasn’t in the mood. I was hoping I’d be up for taking my frustrations out on him, but it just didn’t work that way – and he would have been a perfect bottom for it. Turns out he likes it rough – he likes being degraded – treated like a pig. I told him he was a worthless piece of shit – that all he was to me a was a piece of meat and that totally turned him on. This time instead of resisting taking my load he really wanted it. He just wanted to be my cumdump.

I had some fun with him – pushing his face into the pillow until he couldn’t breathe, choking him a bit, and I did get hard enough to fuck him a couple times briefly… But it just wasn’t going to happen so after a while he went his way…

He lives just a few blocks from me so I gotta hookup with him again. I do really like how he likes to be degraded…