[I’m writing this from memory and a few notes over a year after it happened. I lost the original post when I screwed up the transition away from blogspot.com.]

I was aching to bust my nutt, ’cause I hadn’t cum in 5 days, so I posted the following ad on Craigslist

Want a 5 day load in your ass?

Need to cum badly, but wanna fuck and seed some ass…

If you can hookup this morning, let me know.

I’m 38 GWM, total top, stocky build (6′ 225), 8″ cut, neg

You should be HIV NEGATIVE and love to get fucked raw (bb) and take loads. Anything from skinny to a couple extra pounds is good, prefer my age or younger.

Had a few responses one was this eager Italian guy. He was older than me, not completely my type, but seemed really submissive and like he might be a good fuck, so I invited him over. In our conversations he seemed really nervous about taking a load – it was going to be his first…

Anyway, he came over, he seemed like had a general nervous personality, but also really submissive and eager to please. His body was nice for a guy his age and he had a fury muscular chest.

At the same time he seemed like a total freak. He brought along something like 6 bottles of poppers and kept sniffing them every 30 seconds. We started by him giving me a blow job. He knew he was going to get fucked raw and take my load and asked a few times whether I was really neg. The blow job felt good, but since I hadn’t cum in 5 days and didn’t want to cum in his mouth, I had to stop him after a while.

I had him lay on the floor on his belly on a towel. He asked again whether I was really neg… As I got in his ass it felt really good. The feeling, combined with not cumming in 5 days and having a good blow job leading up to the fuck made me cum after a couple of strokes. I didn’t say anything and tried to keep fucking him, but then after a little bit I went soft, so I stopped. I was a little embarrassed that I’d cum so quickly, but what could I do?

When I pulled out and it was clear I couldn’t keep going, he was visibly disappointed. He asked if I came and I said ‘yes’ and he seemed even more disappointed. He said something about how he had hoped taking a load in his ass for the first time would be more special. That made me feel really bad, but what could I do – that’s just how things went down… I mean I hadn’t cum in 5 days and desperately needed to cum…

He asked again if I was sure I was neg…

I had mixed feelings about it after the fact. I like giving guys their first load, but it didn’t go the way either of us had hoped. Yet he had gotten my load, which was a big step for him. But he was also a bit of a freak… Between all the bottles of poppers and constantly asking if I was neg – it set a weird tone to the hookup… Still, I was his first load and that’s worth something…