Load 2008-4

This guy hit me up on Manhunt a week or so ago said he had a bf and could only hookup on Sundays – except this week – his boyfriend would be out of town or something. He was really short (something I like), latino (another thing I like), had some great ass shots (bingo!), but he was older and his face pics made him look like a nice guy, but sort of average (in street clothes).

Long story short we decide to hookup and before he leaves to come over tonight he asks me if I have condoms and lube or whether he should bring them. I reiterate what I thought we went over before – that I was looking to bareback… He’s OK with it so he leaves.

Now, given my recent on again, off again problems with erections a few days ago I had seen a post on bnskin saying how this guy had taken some stuff and it really worked. So I google the product, find the site and see that they have a trial pack for free (just pay like $2.50 in shipping). I figure what the hell, and pay the $2.50 (via PayPal so they can’t hijack the credit card number) and a couple days later I get in in the mail. Only thing I was expecting a packet of power and instead there’s two boxes of 3 pills each and a letter saying there were some sort of manufacturing problems with the powder – they don’t know when, if ever, they’ll have the product again and please accept a double trial of some other product they had. OK, whatever…

So what I didn’t write up was how on Sunday I tried to hookup with this beefy masculine guy (the type you might be afraid of on a dark street) and just couldn’t get it up… My dick’s been pretty weird lately and even though there are moments when I have to stop myself from cumming, I wasn’t quite sure I’d be into the guy tonight, so before he arrived I took a packet of pills.

I had bought some “generic Cialis” a few years back – it made me feel a bit tingly, but didn’t really do anything. So there I am tonight feeling the tingle and noticing I can’t get an erection to save my life. I know they said to take it an hour before sex, but things didn’t look good… The guy was on his way and my dick was all shriveled up and I felt a bit weird…

Then he arrived, and wasn’t anything like his pics… His pics looked like they were maybe 5 years old and he was heavier and a lot less toned than he was in his pics. Whatever… I figured my dick wasn’t going to cooperate anyway, so I figured I’d start and see how things went. I mean if it did work with this guy – it would work whenever… And what do you know – we start taking off our clothes, I pull down my pants and my dick isn’t all shriveled and tiny… After a little kissing, he goes to give me a blow job and I go to full mast immediately.

Long story short. We fucked for a while – I gave him a big 5 day load – we cuddled for what seemed like a really long time and then he left. The funny part was how he told me right at the end that I looked younger than in my pics – that I looked like I could be in my 20s… I don’t look like I’m in my 20s, but it’s ironic he (of all people) would say that…

I was telling my bf about it afterwards and he was a little shocked that I’d taken some pills I ordered off the Internet without really knowing what was in them. In all honesty, I do have high blood pressure and need to be careful and they did make me feel a bit weird – even after the fact. I need to figure out what the ingredients are and see if there’s a problem and maybe talk to my doctor about it when I see him in a couple weeks. My bf wants me to go to one of the stores in Chinatown and get stuff there – says they’re more scientific about it and the ingredients are more likely to be quality ingredients…

All I know is it worked pretty well, but I don’t think I’ll take all three capsules next time – can probably do just fine on one or two…

Still, I don’t really like the fact of needing to take chemicals (or herbs) to have sex. But I guess that’s just part of being 40, and people have been doing it for centuries…