The guy I fucked when I first got here set up a gangbang for himself and invited me to come. Since my loads are few, I didn’t really want to give the same bottom two loads, but I figured I’d go. I was especially sensitive on the loads issue ’cause the only other load I’ve given here at IML was to him – it’s not like he was going to get all my loads when I wanted to be able to give them to people like the hot Latin guy with the silky hole, or twinky bb porn star Jarod Steel. From the gangbang I set up a couple months ago I saw the importance of having a “doorman”, so I offered to act as doorman for him…

I got up there 10 minutes or so after it was scheduled to start figuring gangbangs never start on time. He tells me I just missed the first top who wanted to fuck him before the party. He said he was a little disappointed ’cause the guy came in his mouth, not his ass… He had also hooked up with one of the guys who was working down in the leather mart earlier in the day. The guy had taken him back to the room and used him as a punching bag – punching his chest and gut. The bottom was disappointed he didn’t have bruises yet… This was all a side of the bottom I hadn’t seen before…

We chat for a bit and then there’s a knock on the door… He jumps into bed and I answer the door. Honestly I don’t remember much about the first top physically. He came in, fucked him and came pretty quickly (in his ass) and left. I fuck the bottom a bit wanting to feel his now cummy hole.

My dick was pretty big and engorged ’cause I was wearing this Y harnass that was connected to a big thick (fairly hard) rubber cockring. It would have been really easy to cum, but I didn’t want to…

We then chat a bit more. I had worn my hood for the first top, but it was cutting across the bridge of my nose, I had taken it off when the second knock came. This guy was much more dominant. The first thing he wanted to establish was that the bottom was “more than just a hole”. For the next hour he put the guy through his paces… Choked him (fingers down his throat), flogged him, punched him, spanked him, worked his nipples to the point of serious pain, and generally kept control of him. He was a really good dom top. Really abusive (like the bottom likes), but not too abusive. He was about control and had a good ebb and flow to how he worked the bottom so it wasn’t just constantly abusive.

In the middle of that top another top arrived. This top was sort of a dark, swarthy bear. He took off all this clothes except his socks and just fucked the bottom and dumped a load in him. As he got dressed, I stepped up to fuck the bottom’s cummy hole again.

The other top didn’t want the bottom to see the other top, but the bottom looked so he instantly denied the bottom his cock (which he was sucking), and had him stand up and close his eyes. Then without warning he pushed the bottom forward so he fell onto the bed. It was sudden and sorta shocking, but at the same time it showed he was a really good top. There was punishment for disobenience, he thought quickly on his feet, and the punishment was more psychological and controlling than abusive (since the bottom wanted abuse)…

The whole time the dom top never once actually fucked the bottom. He liked seeing me and the other top fuck him, but he never used the bottom’s ass (other than getting it really red with hard spanking)…

The dom top also never seemed completely comfortable with me being there. I tried to keep reassuring the top I was fine and to stop worrying about me, but you could tell at a minimum I was a problem for him. Just before he left he made a comment of “since I’m boring you (referring to me), I’ll wrap this up”. Again, I tried to reassure him…

He did put me to some good use. Right after he got there he asked me what I was into. I said fucking and some watersports, so he told me he wanted me to give the boy my piss. It’s not like I can piss on demand, so I did trip after trip to the bathroom to drink water so I could piss. Finally after probably 20 or 30 minutes I had enough piss built up. I was a little confused ’cause the top kept asking me if I was ready to give the bottom my piss, but there was no move to go to the bathroom and everything was happing on top of the hotel sheets…

Finally it dawned on me the bottom wanted to drink the piss. So at one point I asked the bottom if he liked to drink piss, he said “yes”, then I asked if he liked to drink rank piss (’cause I know my piss tends to be pretty aweful). Again he said yes. Well, he was warned, so I stuck my dick in his mouth. It took me a while to be able to piss and the weird thing was I couldn’t tell how much I was pissing. I knew it wasn’t a huge amount, but he just kept swallowing…

Eventually the dom top left – he was late for a party, and the bottom and I talked about him. It’s funny – he’s what I think of when I think of “dominant top”. I’m not that – so much of what he’s about I just don’t have in me. I can get into flogging and the like, but it’s more structured and relaxed, not as spontaneous and intense. And I’ve always been told I’m horrible at spanking… Yet, the bottom insisted (as others have as well), that I’m a dominant top – but he also couldn’t define how exactly I’m dominant.

We thought that was the end of it since it was getting near the end of the 2 hour period the bottom had defined for his gangbang, but another knock came at the door. This guy was also dark and swarthy and somewhat bearish. He took off his shirt, and dropped his jeans around his ankles. He was different than the others in that he wanted me involved. He wanted to see me fuck the bottom, he wanted to touch me, play with my nipples, etc. But after fucking a while he wasn’t able to cum. More likely I think he chose not to cum. As he and the bottom were talking afterwards it was clear he was all about getting invited to as many sex parties as possible and he had more to do that night. The bottom was just another notch on his bedpost – someone he’d had his raw cock in. He was nice and friendly, but a bit of a slut for a top…

When he was done we thought we were really done. But after sort of a wrap up chat I was getting ready to go when there was another knock on the door. I told the bottom I’d open the door, but I was going to leave, but it turned out to be the dom top (he had forgotten his poppers and came back to get them) – only he was now in rubber – rubber muscle shirt and rubber shorts. He had changed costumes and was now off to be a piss bottom. His personna was completely different. Chatty, flirty, and very social. We stood around and talked for another 10 or 15 minutes. It was interesting seeing him in this different light. He was much more of a person. I trusted him a lot more seeing him this way.

But looking back on it I realized how we’re different but both dominant. The difference is my dominance (what there is of it), is just who I am. It’s deep rooted in how I interact with bottoms. I get my way and for the most part bottoms give me what I want. His dominance is more of an act. One moment he’s a dom top, the next he’s a watersports bottom. He’s shallow but wide, where I’m narrow but deep.

So the bottom got two loads, and I got a little more perspective on the issue of dominance and got to watch a great a great performance by a dom top. All in all, a lot of fun.

I still hadn’t cum. Originally my plan was to go to The Eagle and then Man’s Country (the bathhouse next door to The Eagle), but I just didn’t have the energy for it, so I decided to “order in”. I came home, found a bottom online and he came over and got fucked. But that’s another post… I need to get to bed to get some sleep. Hopefully there aren’t too many typos in this post, ’cause I don’t have the energy to proof it right now…

UPDATE: The bottom e-mailed me back about the rest of his night…

so from last night after you left: the dom came back less than 30 mins later and gave me a huge load of piss down my throat. i went back online, went upstairs and got fucked by another top who was with his boy (he didn’t come). then the last guy from my party texted me and came back upstairs (that was the ‘party guy’). he told me he had come inside me earlier. then he dumped another load. i had already messaged someone else my room number and he came up during and he fucked me and dumped his load. then party guy dumped another one inside me. then i went down to your floor and played with two leather guys, one of them fucked me with a condom, but we were all too tired!

so total of 6 loads from 4 guys, and two down my throat. not bad for a day.

I also forgot to mention that the last top in the original story fed the bottom a HUGE amount of piss – it went on and on and on. When the dom came back we talked about him drinking our piss. He said the other top had pretty watery piss, but (like I expectd) mine was pretty rank… He took it like a champ though…

UPDATE #2: The dom top (who goes by ‘Blu Moon’) has written up his perspective on things – you can read it here.