Gave An Oral Load…
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27 April 2009 | 12 Comments
Giving an oral load is almost unheard of for me. It’s usually anal or nothing, but here’s what happened…
There’s a guy in the neighborhood I fucked almost exactly a year ago we’ve been talking and just missing each other for hookups. But finally we were both available last Wednesday… Since we last fucked he had mentioned that he’s be up for videotaping, so I asked if he wanted to make a video of our hookup – and he did. [Sorry, you guys don’t get to see the video.]
I had taken a pill the day before, so didn’t feel like I needed another one, but I didn’t feel like I was at 100% either, so I grabbed a Gatorade on the way over. When he answered the door he was just wearing a shirt and his cock was hard and thick – it was sorta hot. He was really nonchalant about his hardon, which was curious…
He went into the kitchen to finish making some tea. I went behind him and felt him up. He’s just a nice relaxed guy. Then I went to unpack the video camera and get it ready. We started playing around a bit, and he was like “let’s get you out of these clothes”. I knew he really got into bears, so I didn’t have a problem getting naked – otherwise I might have been a little self-conscious.
We finally set the camera up and I sat down on his futon couch and he went down on me. He’s got long hair, so it was a bit of a trick to keep his hair out of his face so you could see who it was giving me a blowjob. My dick was sorta unpredictable as he was giving me the blowjob. It took a while to get hard, then it was nice and hard and thick, but it would lose it’s hardness from time to time. I just sat back and didn’t think about it and let things happen naturally… When I was at full mast he was using it to it’s maximum and getting as much of it as possible down his throat…
At one point he climbed up on the couch and basically got upside down and sucked my dick that way. His feet and ass were in the air, his head down sucking my cock. His ass was perfectly positioned for me to rim and I gotta say I rimmed him good – basically ate out his ass… He loved it.
He got up at one point and was jacking my dick and not long later I really wanted to fuck. So I got him on all fours and fucked him, but the position wasn’t quite right so I got him to lay down. Unfortunately the camera had to be repositioned which was a bit of a distraction. When I got back into it, it felt good, but wasn’t completely doing it for me. I hadn’t cum in anyone’s ass for over 2 months and really wanted to with him, but just couldn’t. I even put him on his back to try a different position, but gradually I was just losing it. I did give him a pretty good fuck, but just couldn’t complete the task.
So I pulled out and started playing with his dick. He got hard again and we jacked our dicks for a bit. I got into it and then I realized I was about to cum and this wasn’t how I wanted to cum. I tried to hold back, but couldn’t stop it completely and wound up cumming a bit on his chest… I hadn’t cum in 6 days at that point which sorta explains how it happened so easily…
I then went back to fucking him. At one point I wanted to switch positions and I had him stand up and bend over, but then I realized he was “dirty”. We cleaned up a bit, but long story short he just wasn’t clean enough for me to fuck, so that sorta ended that earlier than I had hoped (though we’d been playing for over a half an hour at that point)…
So I sat back down and jacked off. When I came the second time it seemed like a big load. His mouth was over my dick, so I wasn’t sure. But the weird part was I was pretty soft when I came.
We chatted for a bit, and then I was off…
dude, I’ve been catching your blog from time to time, and it sounds like you’re just a plain bad fuck. NYC has jaded you so much that you just can’t appreciate sex for the sake of sex. My advice would be to take a few months off of sex, get back in shape (i.e. work on your mind AND body) then try easing back into sex. Otherwise you are doomed to be one of those typical random city-fags who NEEDS drugs/pills/leather/etc to get off when all your should need is your mind and dick.
Correct me if I’m wrong, but you are taking time off from physically having sex. But you are working on porn 24/7 right? I mean giving your entire psyche a break from sex. It’s kind of how male gynocologists feel about pussy after the first 5 years of work. Anyway, take it worth a grain of salt. But seriously, at this rate don’t be surprised if you can’t get it up without “extras”, and even then if more and more of your performances end in hand jobs (by your own hand). Just sezzin.
This site is amazingly interesting. It started out with hearing about your raw sexual exploits back when you were a secret and sexy raw top. You became the premier raw top of New York.
And now the site is interesting because of all the insults you receive in the Comments section, based on your inability to get it up and your rapidly dwindling sex life. But I wish you wouldn’t delete the best negative comments, though! You moderate a little too much. And please remember that your honest activities are not worth printing just because they are honest. I went to the supermarket on Sunday and that is real. But just because it really happened hardly makes it compelling! And also, I begged you to stop using those pills a while ago. Seriously. If the person does not turn you on, do not f-ck them. People are upset because you are flat-out not delivering what you are supposed to deliver and they still trust you enough to click on your site.
You cannot say “Oh well, I am not going to be a hot top and have dangerous, raw and frequent sex just to please a bunch of random strangers”…….and then have a website devoted to being a hot top and having dangerous, raw and frequent sex that is viewed by random strangers. That’s it.
I’ve “bookmarked” about 10 blogs that I regularly cruise to see what is happening–including “raw top” and the “bb buds” section of raw top’s blog. I’m noticing that with increasing frequency that many of the blogs are not updated regularly after the newness (to the author) wears off, or that the content becomes less interesting as time goes on. This most recent (cluster) fuck about which you wrote, would best have been skipped–by you as to writing it, and certainly by me as to reading it. Duller than prime time, network television.
Maybe “blogging” is starting to run its course. Or, maybe true writing talent really is a gift, and is not present in everyone who decides to “blog”. I don’t doubt that this effort takes your time. But if your fucking is a dud, all the effort in the world isn’t going to hold the readers.
I disagree with the previous two comments. This site is interesting because it doesn’t airbrush out unpleasant details. If you want pure pornography where everything is HOT and WILD, there are a million sites you can visit instead. By this argument, perhaps rawtop should do like all other barebackers and pretend HIV doesn’t exist because it’s not sexy?
laughing my ass off… Dude can’t get his own cock up, now he is posting on Twitter how he is whoring out dudes at IML. Seriously…
Oh and, a supporter: This is not about HIV, it’s about Rawtop being the most boring top on the planet. You know, he is telling everyone he is neg, right? So, he is neg and can’t get his act together and be the hawt top he promises to be… Oh, he isn’t you say? What’s this site about?
I must say I have been reading your blog for some time now, and I just wanted to say how hot you are. Love your stories and videos. You are a dream top for sure. 🙂
Ding dong this blog is dead…