Reluctant Bottom Takes My Load
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5 November 2009 | 7 Comments
Load 2009-26
So a while back I fucked a submissive piss bottom – even videotaped my fucking him a couple times. Anyway, he’s neg and wants to stay neg, but at the same time he’s a submissive bottom who generally lets the tops call the shots. It’s a bit of a Catch-22 – if he’s a good sub bottom he’ll let the tops use him how they want and won’t even ask if they’re poz or neg – but he wants to stay neg. It’s like the two sides of him are in conflict. Anyway, he didn’t like some of the things I said in my write ups in the past and got a bit mad at me. So for the longest time he’d be friendly online, but wouldn’t actually hookup with me.
The other day we’re chatting and he’s telling me how he promised himself not to let me fuck him again. I could tell part of him wanted it, so I tried to reason with him. It took forever to get him to see my point, but finally I said – “sub bottoms are supposed to be more trusting. there were no permanent scars – that’s about all you should be worried about.” And it’s true – nothing bad happened. Finally he let down his guard and he was at my place a half hour later.
He asked if I wanted him to wear anything in particular, I didn’t really care. When he got here he literally reeked of dried piss. I mean there are homeless people who smell better. He headed into the bedroom and started taking off his clothes and I started thinking – there’s no fucking way he’s going to make my bed smell like that. So I had him go into the bathroom. I needed to piss anyway…
So he got naked and got into the tub and I pissed on him. It wasn’t easy – had a bit of a boner and my PA means I piss out of two holes so I don’t have much force when I piss. But he still got soaked half way decently. He was rubbing my piss all over him and the piss got him rock hard.
I’ve always seen him as a bit of a piece of meat – just something to piss on and load up with cum. So I had him get out of the tub and bend over the toilet and I just started fucking his hole. I usually cum with the bottom on his belly, but with all the craziness in my life lately it had been over a month since I’d fucked anyone. The bottom line was I was horny and had no problem getting hard or cumming (zero need for pills).
When I came it went on and on and on… It was like it just wouldn’t stop. He got a HUGE load of cum. When I pulled out he turned around and cleaned off my dick. He was feeling his hole a bit and could tell he got a big load.
At that point I was sorta done with him. He smelled too much to keep him around the apartment much longer, so I had him dress and leave. Total thing was maybe a little over 10 minutes – pretty much a pump-and-dump.
I immediately went and opened all the windows trying to get the smell of stale piss out of the apartment. Even so I smelled it for a few hours afterwards – and he hadn’t even really touched anything… Amazing.
I walked the dogs about 30-40 minutes later and saw him coming from the park near me. He had gone there hoping for more loads, but said he didn’t get any… Let’s see – taking anonymous loads in parks and wanting to stay neg – yeah, the guy is conflicted, but that angst is part of what makes him interesting…
Another neg, “safe sex only” bottom is on his way over to get fucked raw… Gotta say they’re fun to breed…
Hey “Raw” I TRULY get alotta joy from reading your past accounts.Actually I REALLY do enjoy everything in your blog, including the BBPorn/clips, BBBuds,the free video clips, all of it.
Wish we could SEE your face too,but oh well.
Hey if you would entertain resonding to a cpl. of questions for me, I’d be mighty appreciative.
1) I believe you’re presently neg, correct Sir ?
2)Thinking the answer is yes, my nest question is: how/why do you suppose you’ve managed not to contract HIV (as a top) throungh the postgandis (?) glandis(?) well, through your “main vein” ?
3) Would you mind taking a look at my pics via my BMB profile link, and tell me WHICH porn companies you think I’d be good for,or which ones would “go for” a guy with my kinda looks, PLEASE ?
4) Do you know, aside from Jake’s and Jake’s other site, Cocksuremen, do BB porn companies “test” and then pair ‘like’ status individuals together ? To lessen the chance of potential HIV/STD transmission ?
5) Does Dawson, your fave (?) still shoot for TIM ? Or any other companies ?
Well if you don’t mind responding I’d be PSYCHED and really appreciative. Another thing I find likable about your blog/site, is how you allow,print,and respond to opinions and thought contrary to your’s, and seemingly no editing or diminishment.
Thanks alot,
Kodi
http://www.bigmusclebears.com/~1am_Piggy_Porn_Model
@Kodi – Here are some answers…
1) My last test was neg. I think it was in May.
2) It’s difficult to become poz as a top – especially if you’re cut.
3) What’s your profile URL?
4) I think they all serosort at least to some degree even if it’s by not knowingly allowing a neg bottom to take a poz load. Jake Cruise is the only one I know that tests through AIM. I’d guess most of the others use self-reported HIV status – though I don’t know for sure.
5) I’m a little out of the loop on Dawson and TIM – ask the question on Paul Morris’ forum…
Take care!
WoW “Raw”, it feels GREAT getting a PERSONAL response from YOU !
Like getting a reply from a celeb.
Hey Sir, here’s my URL:
http://www.bigmusclebears.com/~1am_Piggy_Porn_Model. Snd so THANKS alot. So I STILL alot like most the pictures over there. So in the last (previous) comment, I guess I’m asking, which companies do you think are most LIKELY to accept me as a model?
Hope you don’t mind making a few criticisms, and some suggestions as to where I should apply.
THANKS ALOT for the reply,
-Kodi
@Kodi – VERY hot pics. I could see you doing stuff for HDK (Palm Springs), Ricky Raunch (Bareback That Hole – Toronto), and being a top in a Treasure Island gangbang. Then there’s Hot Older Male and Pantheon Bear – they have some bareback stuff. If you come to NYC I’d love to do a video with you.
Well RT, you’ve gotta know, that I’d full on would want to “get with” you, or more so, have YOU to FUCK my HOLE and (maybe?) felch me. Since topping is what you’re all about.
As far video taping goes, we’d have to have SEX twice.I’d LUV to have sex the first time, no cam just US so it would be more relaxing.The 2nd and beyond video ALL you want!
I’ll tell you what, my two faves, in nearly equal measures, are sucking, and getting my NIPS played with. Sucking while getting my nips worked, of course, is absolute NIRVANA.
Tho’ I should’ve said THIS first, THANK YOU SIR very,very muchfor the compliments on my pictures.
You know, another thing about your blog, writing to you, through here, is TRULY having a conversation (directly) with you fully in view of others.The cool thing is that “we” all share our thoughts and feelings with-in the “sanctuary and ‘safety'” of this site, kinda like group therapy. Similar to the way you share sooooo much of yourself, or your sexual being+ self.
But I don’t think I’m stretching it TOO far saying we’re all here because of our desire, or vicarious desire of BAREBACKING.
Cuz’ if someone was TRULY turned-off, put-off,grossed-out or disturbed about BBsex, they wouldn’t read far enough through your experiences to then write comments or multiple commemnts about different stories.
So THANKS again for providing, and hosting this informative and forum for yourself,and the rest of us.
Very sincerely,
Kodiak
(Possible BBB2B)
had a bit of a boner and my PA means I piss out of two holes
What does PA mean? I have seen that here and on other blogs.
@flintstone – A PA is a Prince Albert piercing – a pierced dick.