The Sunday Fiasco & Some Puppy Play @ Mid-Atlantic Leather
19 January 2010 | 20 Comments
I woke up earlier than I wanted to on Sunday, but then tried to stay in bed and rest. When I did finally get up my bottom and I went to breakfast. It was better than the day before – the eggs weren’t runny and the hot food was actually hot (and it was free for me since I had bought the weekend pass).
When we got back to the room I thought it was odd that tops would come to the door hoping to fuck the bottom and he’d answer the door and say he wasn’t up for being fucked. His rib was still hurting from the rough fuck at the gangbang the prior day, but I got the sense that it was more than that.
Then he mentioned that the hot vers top jock who was at the gangbang wanted to come and “hang out” with us. He then mentioned that he had stayed up late IMing him and had been IMing in the morning as well. I could tell he was infatuated with him. Honestly, I think it’s great if a cumdump finds a gangbang top and falls in love. It’s sorta the perfect combination. Far better than meeting someone socially who’s going to freak out when they find out you like being an anonymous bareback gangbang bottom.
I said yes to the guy coming over, but I was apprehensive. There were a number of scenarios where it could work out great, and a few that would be a problem. It would have worked if he had come over, thrown the bottom on the bed, fucked him, and then spent the afternoon hunting for more tops to fuck the bottom. Or since he’s vers, maybe he’d spend the afternoon taking loads with my bottom – that would have been cool too… But there was something in the bottom’s eyes that worried me – love.
The guy came over and I was busy writing up the first blog post about Friday night. They laid on the bed and talked and sometimes would involve me in the discussion, but then things got more intense between them. They were kissing and cuddling and making out… Frankly, it was just the wrong time and place for that. I got to the end of my blog post and wondered what in the fuck I was supposed to do. It wasn’t comfortable sitting in the chair and I really wanted to be doing some filming – that was one of my primary objectives for the weekend and I hadn’t done any of it yet.
There was an older bottom online who wanted to come over and was up for being videotaped. I pushed him off a bit thinking I’d give the two love birds time to finish what they started, but when the bottom showed up they were taking things so slow they had just gotten naked and were getting ready to fuck. The trick took off his clothes and the two of them on the bed suddenly realized that it wasn’t just about the two of them any more. “My bottom” (I’m using those words loosely) asked “Should we leave” and I just said “Yeah”. I was fuming by this point because things had gotten so awkward. They got their clothes on while I got the camera and lights ready and then they left.
I had an interesting hookup with the trick in which I fisted him. It was my first time fisting and I got totally boned doing it – but I’ll save that for a separate blog post.
When the trick was gone I texted “my bottom” and told him I wanted to talk face to face. He was eating and got there like 30 minutes later. We had what I thought was a really good, honest talk. A lot of issues came out and I thought everything was back on track by the end of it.
A little after we were done talking this young sub texted me. He’d been wanting to hookup for a while and it just hadn’t happened, and he was interested in having sex with both me and “my bottom” even though he swore he was neg and he knew “my bottom” was a cum dump.
“My bottom” started cleaning up a bit (said it was in preparation for the gangbang), and then the young sub bottom showed up. He liked being a puppy and started nuzzling his head on my belly and getting me to pet him. He was really sweet and while he wasn’t very verbal, he did a fair amount of non-verbal communication (“my bottom” could have learned a lot from the kid). The young sub started sucking my dick and I got “my bottom” to come over and the puppy seemed really excited to service him.
I got behind the puppy and he pulled down his pants and exposed his hole for me. Then he took off his pants and shoes completely as it got more serious. I fucked him a bit, but the position was a little awkward. I knew the perfect position would be doggy style (how appropriate) with the puppy on all fours, one of us behind and one of us on his knees in front. So I got up and figured I’d switch with “my bottom”. I got on my knees and got the puppy on all fours and “my bottom” started to fuck him. It seemed like just a minute or two later when “my bottom” announced he was really close and about to blow his load. I just asked “so you’re going to lube his hole for me?”, and then he blew his load up the puppy’s ass. [The sub bottom knew it was happening, knew he was about to take a load from a cumhole bottom and didn’t do anything to say or indicate ‘no’.]
Then “my bottom” went back to cleaning up the room as I fucked the puppy’s now cummy hole. At least that’s what I thought he was doing.
I was having a great time with the puppy – I loved how submissive he was. I had put a collar on him early on, and then he picked a hood and put that on (he LOVED hoods). I fucked him for quite a while but never did cum. The odd part was that he seemed a little hesitant to take my (neg) load, even though he had been fine taking “my bottom’s” poz load. When I had him on his back he’d stiffen his legs which made it difficult to really fuck him. It’s not like that’s puppy play – if you’ve ever seen a dog roll on his back and be submissive their legs are never straight.
We had a good session that was really tender and intimate. I loved how tactile he was to the point where I’d really love to do more puppy play (hint, hint to any of you in the NY area who identify as puppies).
I tried to get “my bottom” to get back into the play, but he resisted. I suggested having the puppy rim his hole (dogs like ass, right?), but he wasn’t even willing to do that.
As we were winding up “my bottom” left and said he was going downstairs for a drink or something. I was still concentrating on the puppy and didn’t really think twice about it. I asked him to do final approvals for the gangbang and send out the final e-mail with details, which he did before he left.
The puppy took off his hood which was his non-verbal signal that he was done. I took off his collar releasing him and he got ready and went. He had told me that the load he got from “my bottom” was his first one at MAL. I asked him how MAL was going for him and he said something like “it’s going great now” and then rubbed his head in my lap. I was seriously falling for the pup… He said he’d try to come to the gangbang. He’d mentioned hed’ be up for it previously as long as he was hooded since he didn’t want anyone to recognize him.
Then he left and I went and had dinner and a beer with Jayson Park. (Actually, he didn’t have dinner – just drank a beer while he watched me eat).
Then I went back up to the room to prep for the gangbang and “my bottom” wasn’t back and he hadn’t responded to a couple of text messages I had sent. Then about 30 minutes before the gangbang was supposed to start I noticed that his stuff was missing. While I had been fucking the puppy he had packed up and left. How he could sit there and do the final approvals and sent out the confirmation for the gangbang when he knew he was leaving is beyond me.
Later I found he had sent me an e-mail after he left…
On my way back to NYC via train. I just needed to leave…
Thanks for letting me join you this weekend. Had a blast.
That e-mail sorta sums up his contradictions. He had a great time, but he had to leave without saying anything.
There’s so much I could say about him, but it would all be conjecture. I really don’t feel like I understand him much at all. I know deep down he’s a good guy, but he seems horribly conflicted. I’ve seen his personal Facebook page and in his profile pic he’s this completely normal, happy regular gay guy. But then he likes to get gangbanged, but then he also seems to have issues with getting gangbanged. He seems like he’s got a lot to work out, and I hope for his sake he gets to the bottom of it all.
With everything that had already happened that day I wasn’t really looking forward to the gangbang anyway. I knew Jayson was headed off drinking for the evening so after sending out a cancellation notice on BBRT, I called him up and we went out to the Eagle and then to the Reaction dance party later that night (but that’s another blog post).
And a couple postscripts to this post…
First, when it was done the day was actually a good day. I fisted someone for the first time, and found I really love playing with puppies, and Jayson and I had fun when we went out and a good fuck when we got back. So yeah, there was drama, but the sum total of the day was really good.
Second, the sub bottom texted me later and asked what “my bottom’s” HIV status was. Silly boy. I reiterated what I told him before – that the guy had taken 15 loads so far during the weekend and then later told him the load was “undetectable” but that if he was concerned he should be more careful and tell his limits to his tops. Personally, I think the sub bottom is doing a weird form of bug chasing where he puts himself in situations where he will take poz cum, but he does it in a way which is completely submissive so it’s done to him rather than him actively doing it – which sorta fits with his submissiveness. From my perspective I knew “my bottom” was on meds so there was almost a zero chance the sub bottom would get pozzed.
thanks, Rawtop, for your terrific reporting…with all that poz cum being churned out and sucked in by willing assholes, I’m getting hard as I write this. From writing my own blog, I know how much time and thought goes into blogging, and rest assured, those of us who were unable to make it to MAL, are deeply grateful.
What could anyone expect from this bottom. He doesn’t care enough about himself to make good decisions. Why would he care about anyone else?
Have you guys considered growing up and making something out of your life beyond disease spreading animals? I mean really…get a fucking life!
Really appreciate the details of the MAL weekend. Would like to know two more things–1) how old was the “wannabe cum-slut” and 2) how did u answer his e-mail that you found after he left town ?
I dont really consider myself a bug chaser but I think I have a lot in common with that puppy guy…. Im very submissive and dont speak up when I know something risky is happening (and in fact get really turned on by, e.g., someone barebacking me without asking it its ok or asking about statys)… I think on some level I want it to happen to me!
You were more than decent with him. In other posts as well, you’ve demonstrated a far greater capacity for graciousness than many guys would (i.e. with the guy who shit on your sheets and most likely knew it).
So gracious in fact, that I could almost believe that you are really a southerner !
My guess is that the sub bottom got 15 loads plus and was sexually sated.
I fantasize about being a gangbang bottom, but I doubt if I could handle more than 10 cocks.
One thing I’m genuinely curious about: how do those bottoms who don’t eat for a few days suppress the hunger pangs?
Wow! I know exactly how you felt, RawTop. I’ve been there… and it’s a pretty bad feeling when you feel like a third wheel in your own home or hotel room. I’ve even had tops come over the use “my bottom” and go into MY bedroom to fuck and close the door! No, no, no… you don’t close me out of any room in my own house without asking! So, I generally just don’t allow cuddling, etc. at my parties. It gets the emotions flowing a bit too much. I’ve fucked “your bottom” before and he definitely does have some issues… but it was a pretty sweet ass from what I remember. Thanks for the quick write-ups.
doesn’t matter what i meant. you still have your bf, right?
Gay Slut—NO one should be allowed to close you out of any room in your place. Period.
Bathroom exception applies.
So you’ve been talking about getting some vids together from this weekend to post here, but there are none posted. What gives?
In that darkest hour, its the loneliest you feel from spreading so much seed and being so empty of it all, that really defines who you have become.
The mirror becomes a terrible place to look, doesn’t it?
OMG A part of me says how can they have sex with strangers without caring about “gettin pozzed”, and a part of me is like so hot!!!, although I’d never be a cumdump bottom, I do find it hot, to read about these things, lol. I do love when you (rawTOP) say you kinda fall for your bottoms, I think is sweet. I have one question though, from what I’ve been reading your favorite type of guys are Latin, then Asian and then White or Black, am I right? One thing I can tell, you love slim ligthskinned Latinos- I think you’re hot rawTOP 😉
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