This weekend I fucked two black guys, the Craigslist Cumhole I’d fucked before and another guy from Brooklyn… I videotaped both of them, but didn’t manage to cum either time, which was sorta disappointing… In both cases we fucked in this building that’s under construction – it’s sorta a cool place to shoot – very raw, but the problem is I don’t tend to cum when I’m standing up. If I could have gotten them on their stomachs I could have cum but I didn’t bring a towel and they would have gotten filthy dirty without one. The other issue was that it was pretty hot both days and I kept overheating – which also makes it near impossible for me to cum. But the one thing about not cumming is that I fuck and fuck and fuck… When I cum I tend to cum quickly, but when I don’t cum I’m able to fuck for a fairly long time. In each case I think it was close to a half hour of solid fucking.

Saturday was the Craigslist Cumhole… Nice guy with a sorta tall lanky athletic build. Like last time his hole was sorta loose. I had cum a couple times the day before, which is always a bad idea for me. So that and his loose hole and the fact that I was standing up meant I couldn’t cum. It was sorta sweet rimming him though. He had put “Devil’s Dick” (frozen cum) up his ass before he came over so his ass tasted like cum. Too bad I couldn’t add my load to the mix. Given the sweet taste of his ass I’d fuck for a while, then rim him some more, then fuck, then rim… I’d keep pulling out more of the cum that was in his ass – it tasted good. (It helped that he was perfectly clean). When I started with him he was in a jockstrap and I just had my fly open. But then I started overheating so I took off my shirt and then finally took off my pants and my hood. Didn’t cool me down enough though (damn summer heat).

Sunday was a guy from Brooklyn. He had a more muscular body than the Craigslist guy. It was hot seeing this little black muscle boy bent over wanting my load. I gotta say some “racial dominance” thoughts went through my head, but they were just “play/fetish” and I didn’t verbalize them since I didn’t know how he’d take them. It’s not like it was really about race for me – I like thinking of the guys I fuck as inferior while I’m fucking them. It’s just part of being a dom top for me… There are some guys who are into it (in fact I’m making plans with another black guy to specifically get into calling him names and degrading him while I fuck him). Thing is, you don’t start verbally degrading a guy while you’re fucking him unless you know he’s into it.

Initially he put on a mask, but when I took mine off he took his off. That’s the problem with hoods – when the guys take them off you realize they actually pretty cute… He had this adorable face… His ass was tighter than the guy the day before and given that I hadn’t cum in two days there was one point where I almost came with him. But I was overheating (even with my clothes off) and the position was less than optimal for me. He was in some weird positions trying to get his hole at just the right height. The positions that were best for me were the most uncomfortable for him. The one time I almost came he shifted positions right before I came and it threw me off. So we just fucked and fucked…

Usually when I don’t cum I’m horny immediately afterwards, but that wasn’t the case. Even though I didn’t cum I had had my fill of sex for the day.