Load 2008-1

Had my first hookup of the year with a latin guy in the neighborhood. He was about a 10 minute walk away but it meant walking down one huge hill and up another (about the equivalent of an 8 story building).

He was a nice guy – we started with him giving me a blow job which lasted for a while, then he positioned me over him with his legs in the air and I shoved in. His hole that felt good – warm and wet and a bit loose. We moved around a bit, but always with his legs up. He had a big dick, and as I started cumming in him he jacked off faster and came just after me.

Afterwards we laid around and talked about work, the neighborhood, stuff like that…

It was a nice, relaxed hookup – I’d definitely fuck him again, and my not jacking off definitely helps me be able to cum…

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Load 2007-24

There’s this guy in our general neighborhood who’s been wanting to hookup up with me for a few years – I think since sometime in 2005. At first it was when my bf and I wanted to do a 3-way, but the guy was into some serious kink and my bf didn’t trust him when he said he was neg. But over the years his ads always say he’s neg and that he’s looking for neg tops, so I’ve come to believe him when he says he’s neg… My bf still doesn’t trust him – but I think it’s ’cause my bf likes guys who are more vanilla…

So yesterday he contacts me (always calls me SIR – something I really like about him), but he starts throwing a few “issues” in…

i got pissed on and cummed on last night and my master isnt letting me shower yet… is that a problem for u SIR?

my master also made me write faggot cock on my cock with a marker SIR. and he asked that i get a mark on my right butt cheek for each top that uses me today

Needless to say none of that was a problem!

Problem was he couldn’t host and I didn’t want to bring him around my bf (even though my bf said I could hook up with him if I wanted to). So he tries to find a another top to host. The first two fall through, but he finally finds one, but says he has to leave right then… Meanwhile I had made plans to hook up with this hot little 22 y.o. latin bb bottom I’d found on Craigslist, but he hadn’t responded to my e-mail when I sent directions and asked him to confirm. Since he didn’t respond I figured what the fuck and told the submissive guy I’d join him…

Since he was a bit stinky with dried piss and cum, I figured I didn’t need to shower (though I did wipe up “down there” so I wasn’t too rank…) So I just dressed went out, found a cab, picked him up on the way. He looked pretty much like his pics, but rougher – probably from not showering. He was just wearing a hoodie and jeans. You could tell he didn’t have anything else on (other than shoes, of course). Even though the cabbie could see him really easily, as soon as he got into the cab he started unbuttoning his jeans and he showed me his cock which had writing on it. You could tell he was really proud of it…

When we got to the building I realized I hadn’t asked anything about the top. He just says “he’s hot” – that didn’t tell me much of anything, but whatever… He also said his master had him hook up with the same guy the night before. The buzzer wasn’t working, so he calls the top and he comes down to let us in. He’s a 30-something latino ‘papi’ – decent enough looking…

We get to the apartment and the bottom strips down and you can now clearly see FAGGOT COCK written on his dick. The other top puts a cheap leather collar and leash on him and gives him a silly little black thong to wear. Whatever… It’s his place and I’m not calling the shots – just there to enjoy some nice raw hole…

The other top has him suck his dick, I start playing with his hole (the bottom is on all fours with the other top sitting on the bed). I rim him for a while. I could smell a muskiness and then remembered he had been covered in piss and cum the night before and hadn’t showered. The smell reminded me of the guy I had fucked after pissing in his hair… It was a wonderful musky smell… The way a good pig should smell…

Since I had one of those spongy rubber cock rings in my jeans, I pull it out put it on and then go to fuck him. I’m not totally hard, but that usually doesn’t stop me from getting in a guy’s ass…

The other top says “You need to put on a rubber to fuck him – he doesn’t play raw.” I just say, “Yes he does” and keep shoving my dick in his ass. The other top may be calling the shots for the bottom, but not for me… But the bottom has a really tight hole and I’m not getting in. The other top then pulls the bottom off his dick and asks him “You play raw boy?” “Yes sir” was the answer. The other top shrugs and I continue trying to get my dick in the bottom’s ass.

Then I figure my cock ring is making my dick too thick (that seems to be the general effect), so I take it off. Rim his hole some more and get my dick up to half mast and try again. After a few attempts I’m just not getting it in.

We take a bit of a break and the other top has him get in the tub so we can piss on him. I start aiming for his mouth, but see the other top aiming for his chest, so I aim lower figuring he doesn’t like to drink piss. After we were done I notice the puddle of piss is dark yellow under where the other top was pissing – it was the really rank first piss of the morning.

The bottom is taken into the bedroom, a towel is put on the floor and he’s glistening with piss – really rank piss too… I play with his ass (don’t rim him – the piss is a bit rank). I figure I’m going to have to stretch him out so I put in my thumb, then two fingers… After a bit of that I try again and get it in this time… The bottom is still working on the other top’s dick…

I fuck for a while, but frankly it was a bit of a weird position and it took a while to figure out that it felt a lot better when his back was arched down, and not so great when he arched it up. Luckily he’s a good bottom who knows how to take a hint so all I had to do was push gently in the small of his back and when he was arched the right way say “yeah, that’s feels good” and he got the hint and pretty much stayed that way the rest of the time.

Then I smelled what I thought was a fart and pulled out a bit to find my dick had shit on it and there were a few drops of brown on the towel the other top had put down. I went into the bathroom to clean off my dick and went back into the bedroom.

Then the bottom went to clean up and I got to talk a bit with the other top. He mentioned that it was the bottom’s master who had set things up – I was surprised he had talked to the master since I never had. He was amazed the control the master had over him. From what he could tell the master whored him out every weekend – setting it up so he’d go around and get (ab)used by different tops. He thought the bottom was barebacking without his master’s permission ’cause the master had told him to use a condom if he fucked the bottom. I told him we had always talked about barebacking and I’d been talking to him for years now. He asked if I had found him through bear411.com and I say ‘no’ – that today we were chatting on Manhunt, but he had profiles on a bunch of other sites – he asked which ones – I said Adam4Adam, BarebackRT and he had posted something on Craigslist. The top was surprised about the bareback profile, but figured that sorta closed the issue of whether he played raw or not. I told him he’d always been really careful about only barebacking with neg guys and preferred total tops who got tested regularly.

The the top had to piss and since the bottom was in the bathroom already he went in and took a piss on the bottom. They came back and once again the bottom was covered in rank piss… I started playing with his hole again and then went back to fucking him. My knees were sore from being on the floor so much, but we got into a good groove (the bottom was still orally servicing the other top). After a while I could feel my orgasm building and then just came in his hole. Like usual these days it went on and on… It felt good. I told him “Good boy… Take my load…”

The room grew quiet and I caressed his back and kept repeating “Good boy, Good boy…” I’m not quite sure the other top expected me to give him a load. I just stayed in him while he kept sucking on the other top’s dick.

It was a few minutes before my dick got soft and I pulled out. Again, my dick had shit on it and there was “gunk” on the towel (more than last time). I went and cleaned up, came back and watched him serve the other top. Then the other top wanted to fuck him, he told the bottom to suck my dick, and went and got a rubber, took it out but didn’t put it on. He just rubbed his dick on the bottom’s ass and jacked off a bit. Then he went and got a dildo and started fucking the bottom with the dildo. I expected the dildo to come out covered in shit and cum, but it came out pretty clean.

After that they started kissing. It had been pretty clear the bottom was more into the other top than me the whole time – perhaps because they had made a connection the night before… I think they enjoyed having me there, but it was time for me to go. I put on my clothes and excused myself…

After I left I realized I hadn’t made a mark on his ass with a marker… I’d also meant for him to spend some time smelling my pits and hadn’t done that either (they had a really good, pungent smell that morning)…

Load 2007-21

So there’s this latin guy on the Upper West Side who I fucked a couple of times over 3 years ago. He was a good bottom who liked it anonymous and simple. I’d show up at his place, he’d be on his knees, ass up. I’d fuck him, cum in him, and leave.

Since then I’ve seen him online a lot – he has a lot of ads on Craigslist for anonymous, “no questions asked”, pump and dump encounters. I kept meaning to hookup with him, but things always fell through. I’m sure he thought I was a complete flake… But one thing that really made me want to hook up with him was that he got fucked enough that half the time we’d talk he had a load or two in his ass already and I’ve been wanting “sloppy seconds” lately…

Anyway… Today was a bit frustrating. There was a blog reader who wanted to hookup – he’s been talking about it for a while, but things always fell through. Finally I think it came down to him not being ready to get cum in his ass. Then there was a 21 y.o. kid who logged off Adam4Adam as soon as things got serious (again the issue was probably taking loads). And the top who I tagged the bottom with (the guy who said the bottom was neg when he was actually poz) keeps saying he wants to hook up with me and my bf and get fucked, but I can never get him to actually come over. Then there was a willing black guy, but he wasn’t online when I actually wanted to hookup…

So I contacted the latin guy I fucked before. He got back to me pretty quickly and I went over. When I got there not much had changed. He lives in an SRO, which for those of you who aren’t New Yorkers, is a “Single Room Occupancy” building (technically a hotel). Basically they were low end hotels that the poor moved into and they became residential – decades later they’re still low end, one room apartments that don’t have kitchens – they’re just a room and a bathroom.

Not only does he live in a little room, but it’s one that’s low down in the building and the only light he has is a dingy light well… It’s always dark in his apartment – no matter what time of day it is. And from what I can tell he spends a lot of time in his apartment watching TV and online looking for guys to fuck him… It’s a little depressing when I think about it.

Like before, he left the door to his apartment ajar, and when I opened the door he was there like 3 feet inside the door on his bed, head down, ass up. I unzipped, got on my knees and started eating out his ass. He was a little guy, really smooth, and had a great ass and a nice hole. This was the kind of hookup I like, so I took my time and just ate his ass for a while. He had greased it up a little, but not so much that it was unpleasant to eat out.

I then took my hard raw cock that I’d been jacking a bit and shoved it in his ass (I’m still fully clothed, BTW). Like when I rimmed him, I took my time fucking him. He kept moving around a bit – adjusting himself to make things more comfortable but the whole time he was basically head down ass up. He never once turned around to look at me, and neither one of us said anything. He was just a piece of meat – and a good one at that…

I was actually a bit surprised with myself. Usually I get to the point and cum pretty quickly, but I just kept fucking him and fucking him… It felt good. Finally I could feel it building and I could tell I was sorta “leaking” in his ass. Finally I came in his ass. I wouldn’t say it was a long fuck, but it wasn’t a quick fuck either…

When I was done I kept my dick in him and he finally looked back at me and asked me to lay down with him. I went forward on the bed and laid on top of him – still keeping my dick in him. I wasn’t sure how things were going to go at this point. I figured he wanted to feel me on him, covering him, dominating him (in a tender way). I started kissing his neck and he started responding. He turned his head and I saw his face and he was actually pretty cute (which is more or less what I remembered).

We started cuddling and talking a little bit. He had this big grin on his face. I think he was enjoying himself – I know I was… Here was a short, inshape, latin bottom who loves getting cum in his ass, who was simultaneously a cumhole and a really sweet guy… Other than the fact that I find his life a little depressing, there was a lot I liked about the guy…

It was pretty surprising that an anonymous, “no questions asked” bottom who doesn’t even bother to look at who’s fucking him would be so affectionate and personable. But it was nice at the same time…

He finally suggested he get me a towel and we both sorta got up, but then I went back to eating his ass. I was hoping to taste my cum, but I guess I came pretty deep in him, and I didn’t have him sit on my face or anything that would made it come out… Then he cleaned off my cock with a blow job. I think he was hoping for round two, but I didn’t get hard enough for that. Finally I tucked my dick in, zipped up, and left…

I gotta say, it was one of the most satisfying fucks I’ve had in a really long time… Ah, the irony of having a really good bareback fuck on World AIDS Day…

Got home yesterday and wanted to hookup since I hadn’t cum in a few days. Didn’t manage to hookup with anyone, so this morning I get online. When nothing happens on Adam4Adam I pull out my credit card and cough up the money for Manhunt. Since bareback.com sucks now, and I’m stopping my paid membership there, I figure I’ll spend the money on Manhunt instead…

There were a couple of options, but one guy had contacted me before – looked like a small muscular latino and said he liked stocky guys. (Sounded like a pefect match). [I now know he’s light skinned black or mixed race, but whatever…]

So I go over to his place – full floor in a renovated brownstone in one of the best parts of Harlem. The name on his buzzer was Dr. John Doe (named changed of course) – a little pretentious, but maybe it meant he wasn’t a skanky cum dump…

He comes down to meet me – just like his pics – cute, lean, muscular… He was wearing a tank top and jeans that were riding low and showing his ass… Things were looking good.

We get into the apartment and start to kiss and feel each other up. Long story short, I get his pants off, and start eating his ass. Now the problems start. He just stands there. He obviously likes me eating his ass, but he doesn’t bend over or make it easy for me in any way… As a result, I have to keep ‘coming up for air’ since the way he’s standing I can’t breathe at the same time I’m rimming him.

He asks me if I like his ass and I say it’s pretty incredible. I play at poking my dick at his hole and then suggest we find somewhere more comfortable (since we were still standing next to the door). We go over to the bed and he sits on the bed, I raise up his legs and go to eat him out again. When I stop for a moment he tells me to keep rimming him. Demanding, but whatever… The whole time he’s jacking his dick.

I then go to fuck him. I don’t usually like missionary position when I’m fucking someone I just met, but whatever… The problem is, he won’t let his legs go back towards his chest – he keeps them straight up. I push, and he pushes back. This makes fucking him difficult. And he keeps repeatedly asking me to tell him how much I like his ass.

I try to flip him over and fuck him on all fours (since he never stopped stroking his dick) – but he’s still a bit rigid.

I’m losing it pretty quickly. He then says he wants to suck my dick, but won’t get up from laying flat on his back to do it – he makes me get in this weird position.

I try a little more to get hard, but it’s just not going to happen. I figure I’d suck his dick, but when I go down to do it, he doesn’t move his hand.

He starts asking what’s wrong. He obviously thinks I’m not into him, which is true, but it’s not a physical thing – it’s a chemistry thing. When you start talking about what’s going wrong in a hookup – it’s time to leave. So I say as much. On top of everything else I hadn’t gotten enough sleep, didn’t feel 100%, and the apartment was pretty warm (which always puts me off my game).

He keeps asking what’s wrong – if it was him… I keep deflecting the question… Oh well. I really wanted him to be a good cumhole, but that about sums it up – he doesn’t see himself as a cumhole. If I had to guess – he wants stocky guys who go gaga over him and keep telling him how wonderful he and his body is. He did have a great body – but to me it was just the perfect piece of meat…

Oh yeah, as I was leaving I noticed he had a painting of himself in the living room… It was one of the only pieces of art…

I googled his name when I got home. Let’s just say he’s doing well… Head of something at a pretty important institution…

So now I’ve got a 3+ day load in my balls and need to cum, but don’t want to waste it by jacking off. I’ll rest a little and look for a good bottom in a few hours…

Load 2007-17

Believe it or not, it’s been 95 days since I’ve cum in a new ass. Well, that ended today – and a fine ass it was too…

Last night two different three-ways with my bf fell through. My bf wound up hooking up with this guy and an Asian guy was supposed to come over for me, but never called back…

So I was horny this morning. Got online just after 7am and there was a guy on Adam4Adam I had talked to in the past that was about 25 blocks away. So I went over to his place. He was latin, fairly muscular, not much fat on him, and he had a killer ass. He had to come down to the lobby to get me ’cause his buzzer was broken and by the time I was up at his place I had a serious chubby just thinking about getting in such a great ass.

He was a little distracted. He said his room was a mess, so he had put a blanket out in the living room. He fumbled around with putting on porn (something by S/X video where a guy was trying to take as many loads as possible). As he was setting up the DVD I started eating his ass. Great ass – hole didn’t look all that used, he had a muscular bubble butt (“perky” would be a good description), and his skin color was just about perfect as well… His dick wasn’t hard ’cause he had been ‘partying’ with his friends the night before, but I like it when a bottom has a small soft dick, so that just went in his favor.

He looked back, saw my hard dick and commented on how big it was. My dick’s above average, but not huge… Whatever.

I stood up and he sucked my dick for a while, but I wasn’t there to have oral, so I got down and blew him briefly (he got a little hard). Then I went to fuck him…

He lubed his ass while he was blowing me, so I spit on my dick a bit and he guided it in. We fucked doggy style briefly. I love having my hands around a small muscular waist with my dick in a hot ass… When I pulled out I looked at my dick, he asked if it was OK and I said ‘yeah’, but I smelled something so I put on my glasses and looked a little more closely and saw a small amount of shit on my dick. I usually hate getting shit on my dick, but it happens when you fuck raw. I got up, went to the bathroom and washed off my dick in the sink. He went in and cleaned up a little (nothing major).

I wasn’t going to let a little shit get in the way of fucking a hot ass (it’s not like my dick came out covered in shit). So when he came back he acted like it was over – he sat down on the floor and watched the porn on the TV. I told him I still wanted to fuck him and got him on his belly. I figured this way I wouldn’t go in so deep and shit would be less of a problem.

I don’t think he really likes getting fucked on his belly, but I wasn’t really asking him how he wanted it. I needed to blow my load and it was going up his ass… He seemed like he was really feeling it as I fucked him, and it didn’t take long at all – just a minute or two – before I blew a really huge load in his ass – it just kept cumming and cumming and from the feel of it, it was pretty thick too…

I stayed in him for a minute, pulled out and went to the bathroom to clean off my dick. He commented again on how big my dick was and I said, “it’s not that big”, and he said “no, it’s big…” (glad he liked it). He asked if I wanted a shower, but I didn’t feel like I needed it. I dressed, and left pretty quickly afterwards. I’m not sure if he wanted me to stick around, but I wanted to get my day started…

All that before 8am… Not bad. I’m horniest in the morning anyway – just wish there were more bottoms around here looking for morning loads.

As I walked home I could smell his ass on my beard… I like that – it’s like this pleasant musky reminder of what you just did…

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So I went to the Eagle with my bf and the friend of a friend last night. I love leather bars. Everyone’s attractive to someone and there’s no telling who’s going to be into you.

I had heard online that there’s some sex going on there, and for a while I didn’t see much activity. Then I went to the bathroom and found it… The guys at the urinals weren’t really there to piss and this lean, light-skinned black guy had his pants down and a couple of us were feeling it up (quite nice – muscular, perky with a bit of fuzz on it).

Then the security guard came in and started telling everyone who wasn’t there to piss to leave. Since I was there to piss, I stayed and waited for a urinal.

This other guy seemed interested in playing, so I went over to one of the stalls (didn’t have a door), and was feeling up his ass and hole (pretty nice). When I started aiming my dick at his hole he didn’t really seem into it. He had a nice big dick and seemed to want someone to pay attention to it, not get fucked.

The lean light-skinned black guy came over pushed his pant down exposing his but and backed up to me. I felt his hole and it seemed like it was lubed, so I just pushed in. I had only fucked for a few strokes when the security guard came back. Not wanting to get kicked out of the bar (since my bf and friend were there), I complied and stuffed my hard dick into my pants, zipped up and left.

A while later, since I still hadn’t pissed, I went back to the bathroom and didn’t see much going on, though our friend said he saw people hooking up in the bathroom when he went.

Later we were on the roof deck and I noticed this latin guy who kept looking at me. He was definitely cute, and my bf thought so as well. He walked away and kept looking at me. When I saw him motion for me to follow him I mentioned it to my bf and he said I should go, so I did… We talked, went downstairs and made out a bit… He’s fucking adorable and totally my type. I just wanted to fuck him and seed him right there. He wanted me to leave with him (said he’d “give me everything”), and I wished I could, but it just wasn’t a good idea given my bf (who didn’t have any cash, keys or ID on him), and our friend (who was hoping for some action with me).

So I exchanged numbers with the guy… Hopefully I’ll get my cum in his hole soon. I’m wondering how raunchy he is. I was wearing something last night that was clearly visible and made me look slightly severe. So I’m guessing while he’s pretty assertive he actually likes being dominated and giving tops whatever they want.