Went over to the Brazilian guy’s place today… Long story short, didn’t cum in his ass. Not sure why he’s not doing it for me lately…

He really wants to take my load, which I like a lot… And he mentioned that he’s interested in a 3-way with me and my bf, which should be cool… I’d like to see him taking loads other than mine. Given how much he wants my cum in his ass he’s gotta have other guys who seed him, but I don’t know that he’d want to talk about it. Last time I asked him he made it sound like he plays safe with the other guys he hooks up with…

Oh well, gave him a good fuck (minus the cum). When I can’t cum I tend to fuck for longer than when I can cum, so at least he got something out of it…

Last Tuesday I was feeling a bit weird (I could have done one of those Pepto-Bismol commercials – the only symptom I was missing was heartburn). Wednesday I was feeling a little better but not 100%. Thing is, I get horny when I’m not feeling well, so I was crusing a bit and noticed that the Brazilian was on-line. I had a meeting I had to go to mid-day, so we set a time so I could fuck him on my way to my meeting.

On my way there I was looking forward to it since I’ve always cum the other 4 times I’ve fucked him. I figured after two recent hookups where I couldn’t cum, he’d get me back on track…

I get there early and we start messing around. When I go to fuck him his hole feels so good… It’s like a wonderful, fleshy tube… I flip him over (we always start with his legs in the air and then wind up with him on his belly). At this point I remembered that while I’ve always cum with him, I usually have to start fantasizing about other shit and just treat him like a piece of meat. I may always cum with him, but it’s not particularly easy to cum. Given that I didn’t have 100% to put into it, it just wasn’t happening… I gave him a decent fuck and then rolled over, pulled out, and we cuddled a bit. I tried to get him to sit on my dick, but he seemed to know I couldn’t cum.

He had a business phone call come in (good thing I didn’t show up on time), so I got dressed, said good bye and left…

I gotta get out of this rut of bad sex… Have a guy coming over at noon for a 3-way, let’s hope that goes better…

Load 2007-12

Well FINALLY I broke my streak of not having sex and finally got my cum up someone’s ass… There were a couple guys who were interested who lived downtown, but I didn’t feel like going that far to have sex, then I got a note from the Brazilian guy I’ve fucked twice before.

You might be wondering what happened to “round 3″… Well, a 2 or 3 months ago I was supposed to hookup with him, I had just had foot surgery and wasn’t able to walk to his place (he didn’t want to come to my place), so I took the bus (it’s not that far). I get there, ring the bell, ring it again, and ring it again and no one answers. I then follow someone into the building, and knock on his door a few times and still no answer. I hang out in the hallway for a while thinking he must have run out for something and he’d be right back… Still no answer. UGH! I get home and there he is on-line. I ask what happened and he said he fell asleep. OK, whatever…

So I was a little leery going over there today. He had seemed to freak out a little when I told him a few weeks ago that I might have had chlamydia when I fucked him last, but he’s the one who got back to me telling me he had gotten tested and everything was negative.

But he was horny today, so things worked out…

I got to his place and like before, he’s just wearing underwear. I take off my clothes, we kiss a little and then get down to business. This guy LOVES to get fucked and he’s always the same – lubes up his hole, throws his legs in the air and gets right into fucking pretty quick. And like usual, I can’t seem to cum with him unless he’s on his belly, so after we kiss and fuck for a while I flipped him over and just pounded his ass until I came.

And like usual that wasn’t the end of it – he really wants the fucking to go on and on, but it never does with me. So we just laid around cuddled and talked a little until I could get hard again and keep fucking him. In the middle of it he checks messages on his phone and takes no fewer than 3 incoming calls. It doesn’t really bother me, ’cause he’s pretty clear about still being into playing with me – even while he’s on his phone.

I think the first call was a friend, the next was a friend who was a DJ who he had been out with the previous night since the guy DJ’d at some club. And the last call was his boyfriend. During most of the calls he’d snuggle with me, kiss me or lick my balls, and he was doing the same while his boyfriend was on the phone. It was sorta funny. The guy definitely likes the idea of cheating on his boyfriend.

After a while I finally got hard enough to fuck him a bit more, but it was a pretty lame fuck (I have to admit), then I dressed and left. While I was getting up I mentioned that I need to lose some weight ’cause with all the work and no exercise I’ve packed on a few more pounds. But he was nice and said he liked me this way…

I’m not having the best luck with hooking up these days – I’m way behind on my target of 100 loads for the year – should be up to 13 and I’ve only gotten 10. Oh well it’s early in the year – maybe I’ll catch up… I’m also sorta not totally in the mood to hookup these days – at least not in the mood to work for it.

Tonight a 22 y.o. latin guy contacted me on Adam4Adam and said he was in the neighborhood and looking to hookup. His pics were hot enough, though he didnt have a body pic – just face pics. His profile mentioned “safe” twice so I told him I don’t use condoms ’cause they make me go soft. He didn’t really respond to that part, but we exchanged details and he came over. He asked if I had poppers and I said yes…

When he got here he was cute enough, though a bit hyper and wearing these baggy clothes that make it so you couldn’t see what his body was like. We got down to business pretty quickly. He turned out to have a bit of a belly, but I just wanted to fuck, so after we exchanged short blow jobs I moved on to his hole. I could tell he really liked getting rimmed. Then when I got up, I was totally hard (rimming does that for me), and he blew me some more.

Then I started lubing up my dick and he asked if I had a condom. I said ‘no’ (a lie – my bf has some), so he goes over to his pants and fishes around for one. Takes him a while but he finally finds one. I remind him that I go soft with condoms and he’s like “won’t you at least try?” “Ah… No…” I should have just thrown him out at that point, but I didn’t. I thought I’d be nice, so I went back to eating out his hole while he jacked off. Then he blew me some more and I fingered his hole until he blew his load.

After he was gone I was cleaning up and realized that there was only one bottle of poppers. I had just opened the other bottle that night and they were good ones – Jungle Juice Platinum – big bottle too… I looked all around and they were nowhere to be found. The little fuck had stolen them. UGH! I guess it could have been worse – he could have stolen my bf’s iPod or something…

Load 2007-4

Hooked up with the Brazillian tonight. His boyfriend is away visiting his parents for the next week or so and he wants to get as many loads from me during that time as possible. He's such a good bottom – totally focused on getting fucked. He didn't even give me a blowjob – just kissed me when I came in the door, we stripped, got into bed, kissed a little more and up went his legs and my cock found it's home up his hole…

Kissing and fucking pretty much summed up the hookup. He's still doesn't want me to rim him, and when I went to suck his cock (nice, uncut and thick) he went soft. I know I'm not the best cocksucker, but seriously – I'm not that bad… I'm guessing he wants me to be a total top and my sucking dick killed that for him…

After I came in his ass we layed around and kissed and talked a little… He mentioned he really liked my body (go figure), and he asked if I'd be into doing a home video of me fucking him (I said I would if I could wear a mask). When I had arrived I had my PA in and immediately took it out 'cause I figured he wouldn't be interested in it and it might turn him off, but while we're talking he said he asked whether it was possible to fuck with it, and when he heard it was he said he wanted me to keep it in next time…

Which reminds me, the friend of a friend also wants me to fuck him with the new, bigger PA. He also is getting a little obsessed by the idea of me fucking him when he's already got a load in his ass from someone else, so he's turning out to be a good little pig.

Anyway, the point of all the cuddling and kissing was to get me in the mood to fuck again. I put it in a little more, but wasn't doing all that well, but then a little later I turned him on his belly and gave him another good solid fuck… That got him going – and he jacked himself off right after that. I tasted his cum (a bit bitter), then licked it up and got it all in my beard and let him lick it off my face…

So, with him looking to get fucked a lot this week, I shouldn't have a problem finding a hole to fuck whenever I need one…

One final note on boyfriends… Mine has been getting plenty of action lately – doing several hookups a week on his own, which makes me quite happy… The Brazillian had to use his boyfriend's computer the other day and found he had left open his "alternate" e-mail and there were a whole bunch of messages about ads on Craigslist… So his boyfriend is out sowing his oats too…

Load 2007-3

Last night I fucked the hottest guy I've fucked since the Korean guy nearly a year ago – he was a perfect 10 – cute, short, latin, tight body, tattoos, great ass, wonderful hole, nicely dressed, and interested in both me and my bf.

Once again, I found him on Adam4Adam (I'm starting to love that site). His profile said he was neg but didn't say anything one way or the other about safe sex, and I was pleasantly surprised when we was game to do a 3-way with my bf.

When he showed up he was really hot and really well dressed, we went into the bedroom and he got right down to business by immediately getting out of all his clothes… He had on a 2ist thong and it looked better on him than it does in this picture:

IF this guy goes to sex parties and sex clubs I think he'd be the ass that everyone would want to dump their load into (you know the type – other guys may get raw dick in their ass, but the hottest guy in the room gets the loads provided he's not a prima donna) – his ass was that good… A hard, perky, real bubble butt that didn't have an ounce of fat on it.

We made out a little, I sucked his cock briefly (nice, long and uncut), he sucked my bf's cock and then mine a little. I ate out his ass – his hole felt like he had just been fucked or had used a dildo on it – slightly puffy lips, but since he was standing up and pretty short I couldn't really get in there and eat him out the way I wanted to… I put some gun oil on my dick and while we were still standing up playing, I went up behind him and slide my dick up in him as he was bent over giving my bf a blow job. It felt nice – took my dick real easy without being too loose.

I fucked him slow for a while as we stood there. Then I pulled out so we could reposition ourselves on the bed. He cleaned my dick off with the towel and then didn't want to lay on the bed until we put the towel down. (The fact that he's a clean freak is why I don't think he goes to sex parties, 'cause if he did go to sex parties he'd be poz by now). I pushed his legs up, put a little more gun oil on my dick and went in – all the way to the hilt… He felt good. We kissed a little while I was fucking him… I wasn't really pounding his so much as going in as deep as I could…

My bf looked a little left out at this point, so I gave him a turn… It was hot watching the guy take my bf's dick… After pounding him for a while my bf asked me if I wanted him to cum. I said I did, so he asked the guy whether he wanted the cum inside him and he said yes – so he got he the first load.

Now that he was lubed with my bf's cum, I had him turn over (my favorite position with small guys), put a little more lube on my dick and shoved in. His legs were spread and his but was these two perky mounds of muscle. That, and how his hole felt was a complete turn on. I fucked him for a few minutes and felt it coming… I had a 4 day load in me and he got all of it – wave after wave of cum.

I rolled onto my side with my dick still in him and he started jacking his dick. A minute or so later he came. I swirled my finger around in it and tasted it… We layed there for a few more minutes chatting – found out where he lived, what he did for a living, stuff like that… Nice guy.

Clean freak that he was, he wanted to take a shower, so I'm not sure whether he went home with our loads in his ass or not…

All in all, the best hookup in nearly a year. I hope he's hungry for cum and becomes a regular fuck.