Last night, the guy who used to clean for us came over. He's moved on in his life and doesn't clean apartments anymore, but the industry he's in now is pretty calm in January, so he said if we needed him to come over and clean a few times this month, he'd be happy to.

So I come home to him cleaning and after I grab myself a glass of wine and relax a bit I go into the bedroom where he's cleaning my bf's desk. I initiate and we play around just a little… The guy is a smoker – a serious smoker (unfiltered cigarettes he rolls himself). He's tried to mask it by chewing gum or something, but it's not all that effective – and the issue is that he likes to frenchh kiss with tounge and it's just not working for me. I like the guy and think of him as a friend, so I play along a little. About the time he's sucking my dick my bf comes in to see what we're up to, and gets his dick sucked a bit too before he has to go back and check on dinner that's cooking on the stove.

We play a bit more – I feel up his hole and when I get to his dick I realize he's into CBT 'cause he's got a neoprene ring around his dick and balls. Then my bf wants a cigarette which is a production since he rolls them, so we take a break and then have dinner…

After dinner he's cleaning a bit more and we play some more. I finally get my cock in his ass, but I'm not totally hard 'cause the chemistry is off for me. My bf didn't join us this time so he went out and got him. My bf wasn't totally into the situation so he did like I did the other day and just layed there and was one of those "do me" tops… I got it up enough to fuck him while he was sucking my bf, but it didn't last all that long and I didn't cum. After that he rode my bf but my dick never got hard again…

So, it was and OK experience, and I don't mind a little affection and maybe a blowjob next time he comes over, but that's about all I'm interested in…

Adam4Adam does seem to supply plenty of bottoms…

This latin guy on there hit me up last week. His ass shot was beautiful and his face pic made him seem really cute. So today he e-mails me and asks if I want to hookup. I knew he wasn't into my bf 'cause he doesn't like little guys, and since my bf was into him it wouldn't be cool for me to hookup with him and not include my bf. BUT, today my bf had scheduled a hookup with a really hot black guy, so since he was doing the black guy, I could do a 1-on-1…

The latin guy's profile said he was HIV- and looking for "safe sex only", but when he called me before he left he asked point blank "You're looking to bareback, right?"…

Long story short, he came over. When he walked in the door he wasn't so much cute (like his pic), but he was really handsome – definitely a hot guy. We went into the bedroom, kissed a little. His body felt well toned… Then we took off our clothes and he starts sucking my dick. I hadn't been all that horny today and my dick wasn't responding all that well. But the other thing was that while he was in good shape, and he was latin, there was something about his body that wasn't quite my type. The best way to describe it was that he was "thick" and not very curvey…

Meanwhile, I start playing with his ass and notice he's already lubed up with an oil based lube… Since the blow job wasn't going so well, and I'm playing with his ass, he stops blowing me and just bends over and gets in position so I can fuck him. It hadn't been two minutes since he came into the bedroom… But I like that sort of eagerness to get fucked and my dick was hard enough to fuck (just not rock hard).

Right after I started fucking him his cell phone rang. When I took a little break, he leans over picks up his phone and calls the person back. I figure, we're in the middle of sex, and I'm not stopping and he's got his ass in the air, so I start rimming him. He starts moaning a bit so I take it a little easier so the person on the other end doesn't figure out he's in the middle of having sex.

We fucked for a while in a bunch of different positions, but I never did cum and it never did feel quite "right"… It just seems like it's that way with some guys… Finally, he had had a good fuck and I was tired, so I stopped. I was disappointed I hadn't cum, but that's how it goes sometimes. He calls back the guy he was chatting with, so of course I ate out his hole while he was on the phone…

I did find out before he left that the person he was calling was his coach and he needed to leave and go to a game (low level professional sports).

[Written from memory, after I managed to delete my blog…]

Usually, I don’t hookup with guys from BNSkin, not ’cause I don’t think they’re hot, but because most of them are poz, but there was a latin guy on there that wanted to hookup and his pics looked really good…

I had wanted to see a face pic, but he said he had a new computer and didn’t have a face pic on it. The other pics were good enough I thought, “what the hell” and went for it. The guy lived somewhere that I could stop by on my way home from work, but he got home late, so we kept finding it difficult to hookup. Finally, he had the day off so we set a time.

When I arrived I saw why he didn’t show a face pic – it was the weakest part of his body. Based on his face he was 1) either older than he said, or 2) poz. I had asked him a couple of times about being neg, and latin guys sometimes look like that as they get older, so I figured he just lied about his age. He still had a fuckable body so I figured, ‘what the hell’…

We went into his bedroom, he sucked my cock while I played with his hole… Since I was in a little bit of a hurry to get home, I progressed to fucking him pretty quickly. It took 3 times to get into him ’cause the first couple of times he was pretty tight and it hurt him to take my dick (I learned later he usually tops). Once I was in I fucked him for a while, came in his ass and then left…

One thing I noticed while we were playing was he had the most beautiful legs, really cute feet, and great arms. His torso and his face were the parts that weren’t so great… But he had enough good parts to be a good fuck. Still, since he wasn’t upfront about giving me a face pic, I felt a little weird about the hookup. Not sure whether I’d fuck him again or not…

I wasn’t intending on hooking up today (really, I wasn’t)… I got onto Manhunt just to check messages and this guy IMs me. We chat for a while, he sends a face pic, etc… I tell him I need to go to a doctor’s appointment and that I’ll contact him when I get back. Then when I get back we keep missing connections, but the good part is that I wasn’t horny enough to arrange anything with anyone else, so when he finally got back to me, it was still possible…

So anyway, his profile said “safe only”, and mentions that he needs to be discrete ’cause he’s got a boyfriend (his boyfriend knows he’s hooking up, but doesn’t want to participate). His profile also contains a pic of his dick which is quite big (9+). He mentions that his boyfriend thinks his dick is going to waste, and I ask what happens when he tops and he says it goes soft. I ask if he fucks wrapped or raw and he says it goes soft no matter what, but he fucks with a condom ’cause he’s scared of HIV and other STDs. “You do realize if you hookup with us that we’re going to fuck you raw and you’ll take our loads” – “Yeah, I understand”…

So here’s someone who’s scared to be a bb top, but will get fucked raw sometimes and take loads. Go figure… Incidentally, he says he usually gets fucked “safely” and that he hooks up with other guys about once a week. [Who really knows].

His pics made it seem like he might be a little chubby, but when he showed up he wasn’t. Turns out he had a nice man’s body, but more about that later…

I started out by having him strip, get in the shower so I could piss on him. I was somewhat hard, so I couldn’t really get a good stream going, but what little I did piss went into his hair and a bit down his shoulders… Since there wasn’t that much piss on him (his hair soaked up most of it), I had him get out of the shower without rinsing off. I put down a towel on the bed so what piss did come off him didn’t get anywhere, then put him in leather wrist restraints and had him lay down.

He turned out to be a really good bottom – his dick was hard the whole time, and it was big and meaty and fun to play with, though he didn’t seem too anxious to cum. His hole was a little “used” ’cause he mentioned that he gets into fisting sometimes, but it was definitely his erogenous zone – he just moaned whenever I got near it. I rimmed him for a while, then fucked him in a couple positions until I came in his ass. Despite the fact that he was a little loose, it still felt really good.

After cumming, I stayed in him for a while and then played with his dick and hole. Eventually I just layed down behind him and held him. I was pleasantly surprised – his hair had an odor to it, but it wasn’t too bad. After some time cuddling, I got dressed, he took a shower (though he would have gone home without one if I had told him to), and that was it.

There were a number of nice things about the hookup. 1) He was really submissive – I could have done anything I felt like with him and he would have been OK with it. 2) I liked his body – which is surprising actually. Normally short lean bodies are what turns me on, but this guy had a man’s body and it was really nice… He was still shorter and lighter than me, but it wasn’t the pseudo-twinky/jock body that normally turns me on.

Frankly, at one point I realized how nice it would be to have a guy like him for a boyfriend – he’s wonderfully submissive, and his body is one that I could see growing old with… Little twinky guys are just so high maintenance sometimes, and this guy was so low maintenance. Of course, real relationships are very different than a 45 minute hookup, but there were nice qualities about him…

And the best part of the hookup was that he’s game to come back when my bf‘s around. We need fuck buddies – hopefully my bf will like him and he can be a regular.

Fucked a guy on my way home from work… Pretty much a completely anonymous encounter off Craigslist. It felt good to cum in a hole, but all in all I’m not sure I’d fuck him again… It didn’t take long – played with his hole for a minute or so (didn’t rim him much), fucked him and came REALLY quickly (I needed to cum bad, which is why it felt so good to cum in his ass)… Fucking him was a hormonal thing – hard to explain…

Well, I got some…

A guy paged me yesterday saying he wanted to hookup, said I couldn’t but maybe tomorrow. So I paged him this morning and we set something up. I knew he wanted it to be pretty anonymous (dark room, etc), so I asked if I could wear my hood and he said yeah. So I show up put on my hood, leave my clothes on and rim him. He said he had taken a load about an hour earlier, but I didn’t really taste cum… So I fuck him, cum in him, and then rim him again and suck out some of my cum (and possibly the cum of the other guy), and then take his head and spit it into his mouth… I was loving it, so I kept fucking him and gave him a second load, then I tucked everything back in my pants and left.

So I guess I definitely like anonymous scenes – shot two loads in about 10 or 15 minutes…

The guy was a bit overweight, but when my eyes adjusted to the dark he seemed to have a pretty cute face (definitely not disgusting or anything). It was sort of hot knowing this guy who says he’s neg and puts “must be negative” in his profile is laying there there in the dark taking loads.

But the weird part is I just went to check his profile and he’s changed it – cleaned it up. His original handle was something like stickitinmyeasyhole (something like that – I remember it was misspelled), and now it’s “LoveYourself” and there’s no reference to anonymous, dark room hookups… He changed it less than an hour after I fucked him – hope I didn’t scare him… He got what he asked for… If I did scare him I’m thinking he was really neg and taking 3 loads from two anonymous guys in a couple of hours was a bit too much for him… But he’ll be back. It’s what he wanted and he’ll have a love/hate attraction to it, but I knew he’d be back…

So I e-mailed him asking if I freaked him out and he wrote back…

No, not really. I dont want to bareback any more. Nothing against you but its not really for me. You were my first hook-up in a really long time and, later, I didnt feel good about myself. I lied yesterday when I said I had someone come over before you. Shortly after you left I changed my screen name and deleted my info. I wanted to delete my entire profile but had to leave and just forgot to. Anyway, take care and thanks for being, or at least sounding, concerned.