Load 2012-17

The very first entry in my spreadsheet of fucks was this hot Korean guy who I fucked back in January of 2006. (It’s just the first in the spreadsheet – hardly the first guy I fucked). My load was the first one he ever took, which was sort of a cool way to start the spreadsheet. I LOVED fucking him back then. He had this perfect body – slim, but muscled, and a great hole.

I fucked him another time in 2008, but we haven’t fucked since – until this past Sunday and once again he was a hot fuck. The years have been kinder to him than they have to me. I’m a lot more of a bear than I was back then. He’s not quite as muscley – now he’s more just smooth and lean – but he’s still totally my type…

A few years ago I noticed his profile status changed from “neg” to “not sure” and then to “undetectable”. It’s a progression… Being a neg top I’m often fucking guys when they’re first starting out with bareback. When I give them a load I know they’ll want another load, and then another… After a few years (if not sooner) their status changes…It’s just the way it is…

Anyway, this time I go down to his building and there’s a doorman out in front. That’s a bit of a problem ’cause I forgot his name and he didn’t give it to me again. I check and he’s offline. I’m pretty sure I have his name/number in my phone from years ago, so I start going through my address book. As I get to the end of the list – there it is… So I go in and tell the doorman the name and apartment number and it turns out he’s lazy and I didn’t really need the name – he has me push the button. Guess he was just outside to get some fresh air.

My fuck buddy meets me at the door stark naked. He’s got this hot little body – he’s just adorable. I strip down. Given that I’ve gained a few since we last fucked, I kept my shirt on – but he told me to take it off.

He wanted porn to be playing on the computer, so while he was picking a video I start eating his ass… He’s so smooth – it was cool. And he was nice and clean – so it was a great hole to eat out.

He then gets on the bed and we wind up with him sorta on his side and me fucking him. His nipple was sort of in the perfect spot for me to suck on a little, so I did… Turns out getting his nipples worked while getting fucked is sorta nirvana for him. I suck on and off (’cause I’m not there to service him), and his hole is feeling SO good on my dick. He didn’t want me to fuck him too deeply, so the shallow strokes helped me last a bit longer.

But soon there was just no way to hold back. I haven’t jacked off for over a month (I only cum when I’m fucking a guy), so I had a 7 day load in me – there’s just no way to hold on for too long when I haven’t cum in that many days and the hole feels that good… I could feel it as I came – he got a big, thick load… 🙂

I slowed down a bit, but I kept thrusting in and out of his ass. Finally I spooned with him and kept working my dick up his ass… He was a bit clingy, but not in a bad way – he wanted me to hold him tight, and when my dick finally popped out of his ass maybe 10 minutes later he seemed a little disappointed.

We laid there talking a bit. Then he wanted me to suck on his nipples. He’s aware of the blog and knows that I’m not really into servicing bottoms – so he kept apologizing for asking me to work his nipples. I didn’t mind (much), so I did it for a while until I had sorta had enough.

Then we talked a bit more. Then I got hard and fucked him some more (but didn’t cum).Then I started sucking (and lightly biting) his nipples. I added to that fingering his ass and after a little bit he blew a decent size load on his belly which I licked up. I don’t taste cum often enough…

By that time we were hot and sweaty, so we wrapped things up and I was on my way… It was good to see him again – and see how he’s developed as a bareback bottom.

Load 2012-14

Well, it seems I’m on a bit of a roll. This fuck makes 7 fucks and 6 loads in 14 days – I’m averaging one every two days…

So this sub boy contacted me on Adam4Adam, his profile said “safe sex only” but I asked if he was OK with getting fucked raw. He said he’d done it before and was OK with it. But (long story short), he stood me up. He said he was leaving his place – it should have been a half hour for him to get here and an hour later he wasn’t here.

While I was waiting for a message or something from him I got on A4A Radar (their iPhone app) and this other guy contacted me asking for my load. He was a young Latin cub – not exactly my type, but when he said he was 2 blocks and an avenue away and was cleaned out and ready to go, I sent a message to the first guy and said yes to the 2nd guy.

10 min or so later he was at my place. We stripped down and he sucked my dick for a while. He was a good cocksucker, but if you’ve been reading this for a while you’ll know oral doesn’t quite do it for me. It wasn’t until I started feeling his hole that I got completely hard. He sucked my dick some more and then we got to fucking.

He asked for poppers. I had no clue where mine were so I couldn’t give him any. He seemed unusually sensitive and inhibited as I was pushing in. He kept pulling away and pretending like he couldn’t take it. I’ve fucked enough bottoms to know once my dick is in a certain amount, I can go the rest of the way without any trouble – I don’t have a tapered dick or anything. But he kept pulling off.

FINALLY I got him on his belly and got all the way into him. I’m really hit or miss with cubs and I tried a few positions and just couldn’t find one that worked right. The whole time he was being verbal and telling me how he wanted my load. Finally I was overheated and could feel my dick deflating, so I pulled out and laid beside him. He was wondering if anything was wrong, but accepted it when I said I just needed a breather. He said he really hoped he could get my load.

As I was laying there I thought there was a pretty slim chance of cumming with him, but after about 5 minutes I got a 2nd wind and when my dick was semi-hard and hard enough to fuck I pushed back in. This time I had him on his belly, legs spread and finally got that feeling on the head of my dick that meant there was a good chance I’d cum.

Given that I was already overheated, I came as quickly as I could. Since I had cum the night before it wasn’t the biggest load, but he still got it nice and deep.

We laid there for a couple minutes and then got up and he went to the bathroom where he stayed FOREVER. I made the bed, folded some towels that had come out of the laundry, got mostly dressed and finally had to ask if everything was OK, at which point he came out of the bathroom. I’m thinking he was trying to shit the cum out of his ass. Later I looked at his profile on the web version of A4A and it said “neg, safe sex only”… I’m guessing he got freaked out being a cumdump for a complete stranger.

My boyfriend has been really horny lately and wanted to go out to a sex party. He picked the party – it was one he’s known about for years. I think he hooked up with one of the organizers years ago, but never actually went to a party.

The party is advertised as “RAW” on multiple hookup sites, but when I told that to my bf (who usually rubbers up for tricks), he said that wasn’t what the promoter told him.

So we show up and I’m not really into the crowd. A lot of guys would have hated the crowd, but I gave it a shot. I think my bf had beer goggles or something, ’cause he didn’t seem to mind the crowd and usually he’s pickier than I am.

Like most sex parties there’s a relaxation room and a sex room. We go into the sex room and not much is going on. One or two guys are sucking dick and there are a few other guys standing around jacking their dicks. A few guys come up to me and play with my dick. One black guy in particular was pretty aggressive about it and got on his knees and started sucking my cock.

Long story short, there was a lot of cocksucking, but very little fucking at the party. What fucking there was all seemed to be safe sex with condoms – which was disappointing to say the least.

There was only one guy there I really wanted to fuck – nice body and an incredible ass (found out later he was visiting from Barcelona). When I first saw him he didn’t even notice me. He got fucked by a hot hairy daddy and had a bunch of other guys fawning over him. Later in the evening I saw him again and this time he was wanting me to fuck him. So after rimming him a bit (which guys seemed to think was a bit edgy), I shoved in. It took me a little while to get completely hard. The position was a little off ’cause he was standing up, so I couldn’t quite get to the point of cumming before he had some other guy fuck him. Then when he switched back to me he wanted me to rubber up. I said ‘no’ and that was the end of that.

There was one other guy there getting fucked by whoever. I think he was taking loads ’cause I heard him tell a top to cum and that he’d like it if the guy didn’t pull out. But the bottom wasn’t really my type. By the that time I was sorta over it.

In the end I was there for my bf’s benefit and he managed to fuck the hairy daddy who fucked the hot Spanish guy – so my bf had a good night, so all’s well that ends well… 🙂

Load 2012-11

Well, I’m cranking out my backlog of blog posts… After this, just one more to go 🙂

Two nights ago I was up for fucking but wanted something simple. Simple comes in a lot of different forms, but it’s one of the primary reasons why I turn down guys when I’m looking. Simple often means quick, and I don’t want someone traveling 45+ min from Brooklyn for a 10 or 15 minute fuck. And if someone says they want an extended session, that sorta kills it too. You get the idea.

Well, this particular bottom I’ve been fucking since I think it was 2004. Usually it’s just an anonymous pump-n-dump at his place, but the last few fucks he’s opened up to me and been more interactive. Even so, he always likes to get directly to the fucking – which I like a lot. So when he hit me up and volunteered to come to my place (we almost always meet at his), I said yes.

It wasn’t quite dark when he got here and we don’t have shades on the windows. I could tell he was a little freaked out about fucking with big, uncovered windows like 8 feet away. But I assured him that from the outside the windows looked dark and uninteresting and also I’ve noticed folks in Harlem keep their blinds closed. It’s weird – ’cause it means they live in dark apartments, but it’s how it is. So as you looked out all the windows with lights on had their curtains drawn.

He got right on the bed and got in a doggy position – no sucking dick first… I got behind him and ate out his ass. As usual, he had lubed up with some oily lube. Not my favorite taste, but it didn’t distract me from the task at hand. I got hard pretty quickly, got on the bed and pushed him onto his belly as I went in.

I don’t always cum with him – sometimes the feel of his hole is a little off for me, but that wasn’t the case that night. It felt good, and it didn’t hurt that I hadn’t cum in 4 days. (I’m still keeping to my ‘no wasted cum’ pledge and I’m not jacking off between fucks). End result was it wasn’t long before I was pumping a load in his hole. I asked him if I was his first for the night. He said “No, there’s already one in there… You know me.” And indeed I do know him – he loves taking multiple loads. I’d love for him to keep count – he must take well over 1000 loads each year.

We chatted a little bit afterwards – it’s not totally anonymous with him anymore… Then he left. All in all a good, easy fuck – just like I like them.

Load 2012-9

A week after fucking the beefy muscular black guy, I got hit up by a guy on BBRT who wanted to fuck. It was unusually simple to set up – it was about the 2nd email where he agreed to come over and then I just had to give him directions.

I’ll sorta jump to stuff I learned later in the hookup ’cause it makes what I’m about to say more interesting. Turns out the guy just got married a month ago and he promised his husband he’d be monogamous. But a month later he was traveling and horny and decided to take a load from a complete stranger. There was something that was semi-important that he was supposed to be doing that evening, but instead he was off taking a load. On top of everything else, his BarebackRT profile said HIV Status: Not Sure – I wonder if his new husband knows that detail as well? I would say he proved the addage “men are pigs”, but the guy wasn’t like that at all. He was this sweet, unassuming, well-mannered guy… Who just happens to be a slut. 😉

Having been married now for 7 years, and domestic partners for 6+ more years I do worry about the whole gay marriage thing. Mind you, we need gay marriage rather desperately, but gay marriage isn’t a political statement and it’s not something you do ’cause you think it will be cool or fun. People forget that it’s easy to get married, but much often harder to get divorced. Straight folk often have the prospect of kids – which in an of itself is a long-term commitment. Sometimes I feel like that long-term commitment is missing in some of the gay marriages – not all, just some. I didn’t delve into all that with this trick, so I can’t say how much of what I’ve just said applies to him. It’s more like he made me think about it and wonder.

Getting back to the story it turns out he’s a reader of my blog and has a profile on my forum site – Breeding Zone, but didn’t realize until after he said he’d come over that I was who I was (he was on the mobile app where it’s harder to see stuff like profile names). So he tells me he’s a reader of my blog upfront when he finally figured it out.

Since he was supposed to be off doing other things and the hookup was spur of the moment, he asked where he could find a pharmacy. I knew that meant he wasn’t cleaned out and he was buying an enema. So when he got here first thing he did was go to the bathroom and clean out a bit.  I always worry about situations like that – my dick is long enough that bottoms typically have to clean out properly or else I’ll dig up shit. But luckily that wasn’t the case with him, but it did mean I didn’t rim him… Instead he just sucked my dick. He got flat on the bed face down and I fed him my cock. Then I lubed up and we fucked.

While he was cute, he was a bit stockier than I usually go for. Hookups with guys like that can be unpredictable, but it went well with him. In fact since I had a 7 day load (since I’m avoiding jacking off), I came really quickly. I was a little apologetic when I came ’cause it’s not like I gave him a very good fuck. But at the same time I knew I gave him a big thick load which ultimately is more important than the fuck.

After the fuck we cuddled and talked a little. He’s a genuinely nice guy…

As he went out my bf was in the kitchen. They exchanged hellos and afterwards my bf said he thought the guy was cute. I just wonder how things will go when his husband finds out he’s been taking loads from strangers and doesn’t know his HIV status…

Load 2011-8

Sorry I haven’t been keeping up with the blog. There are three recent fucks I need to write up for you guys… I’ll see how many I can pump out tonight… 🙂

[UPDATE: Well, I only got part through this post when another guy hit me up and I fucked him – so that put it to 4 posts, then the next night my bf wanted to go to a sex party so now I’m at 5 posts that I’m behind…]

Part of the reason why I haven’t been blogging is ’cause I’ve been a bit overwhelmed with everything involved in the move into our new place in Harlem. My bf hates packing and isn’t very good at it anyway, so most of the packing fell on my shoulders. And the renovation work (which was substantial and took forever) still isn’t quite done, so on top of everything else I had to do a fair amount to keep that going smoothly. Once we were in the new place there was sense of relief. It’s been incredibly stressful for 6 to 9 months now and I just needed some downtime – both mentally and physically. Blogging just wasn’t high on my list of things to do.

Anyway, back to the sex…

A little over two weeks ago my bf was off at work. There were workers around the place, but I still had a little privacy, so I went on Adam4Adam and there was this beefy black guy who wanted to come over. His profile says he lives in another city, but he actually lives a few blocks from me.

After he cleaned out he came right over. He was big and looked like he used to be really well built. Still had a lot of muscles, but also had a bit of a belly now. He was pretty big and a bit imposing. If you saw him on the street you’d never know he was gay, and you’d definitely never guess he likes to get fucked.

So we strip down and I could start to get the sense that he’s aggressive sexually and versatile. He wanted me to play with his nipples – I would a little, but it wasn’t really what I was looking for. (He played with my nipples to the point they were sore). He wanted me to suck his dick. I did a little, but again, it’s not really my thing.

I should backup a little and say that after the move into the new place I started something I think I’ll try to do from here on – not jacking off. From here on out I want all my cum to go inside guys’ asses. Thing is, I was so wiped and just wanting down time that by the point this had happened it was a week since I had cum…

Anyway, after he sucks my dick a bit we get to the fucking. He lays on the bed, legs in the air. I lube up and shove in. His hole felt good, but I wanted him in a different position. Since he wasn’t a sub bottom I couldn’t just stop right there and tell him to get on his belly, so I gradually sorta rolled him over. First I fuck him with one leg down and the other vertical. Then I fucked him a little on his side, then a bit more on his belly, but not quite face down.

The entire time I was fucking him in all those positions my load was building up in my balls. But I needed him face down to actually unload. Finally I got him on his belly. It only took a few strokes to start blowing my load, but the guy didn’t like being on his belly – or maybe he knew I was cumming and he didn’t want to take my load – not sure which it was. Anyway, as I was blowing my load, he starts squirming trying to change positions (or get my dick out of his ass to avoid the load). I wasn’t going to have the cum wasted, so there I am trying to force this muscular black guy back into the position I wanted him or at least keep my dick up his ass.

He finally succeeded in changing positions, but once my load was blown I didn’t really care. At that point he was on his side and I just used the cum that didn’t get in his ass as lube as I kept fucking him. The whole thing was done without recognition that I came. Since I had taken a Cialis I was hard enough to keep fucking him for a while, but as is typical after I cum I didn’t fuck him with the same intensity.

After a while we slowed down, and I sorta held him as he jacked off. It took a while and he wanted to be serviced while he was jacking – wanted his nipples played with and his dick sucked. I did a little, but I’m not a bottom so it was admittedly half-hearted and not as good as he probably wanted.

So the first fuck in the place after the move was a bit of a mixed bag… I’d like to think I got my cum (even if it wasn’t the full load) into a butch guy who didn’t really intend to get cum in his ass. From that perspective it was hot…