Load 2008-3

I’m happy to report the Brazilian guy who I fucked five times last year (1, 2, 3, 4, 5) is back on the fuck buddy list. The last two times I just couldn’t cum when I fucked him and I had sorta stopped trying to hookup with him ’cause I figured the chemistry had changed or something.

So earlier this week we were chatting on Manhunt and we got past the weirdness of not having hooked up in months. He thought I wasn’t into him, but I made it clear I wanted to give it another shot. So we figured out tonight would be a good night, and oddly enough my attempt to schedule a hookup in advance (something I almost never do) actually worked out…

I went over to his place after work and after stripping down (I left on my shirt), I asked him if he wanted me to leave my PA in or take it out. He said “whatever you want”. I took it out ’cause I didn’t want there to be any complications… I wanted things to work between us.

As soon as I took it out he got down on his knees and gave me a great blowjob. I’ve been good about my New Year’s resolution and haven’t been cumming between fucks, so I was a little worried I’d cum while he was blowing me – something I’ve only done a handful of times, but with a 4 day load in my balls I could have cum if I had let myself. But I wasn’t going to give an oral load when I could get my load up his butt…

Every time in the past when we went to fuck he’d throw his legs up and only later get on his stomach. This time he did something different – got on all fours. His legs are longer than mine so is was difficult to fuck him doggy style so I pushed him down onto his belly. His hole felt really good… Since I hadn’t cum in 4 days it was only maybe 5 minutes before I felt the orgasm coming. The weird part is that it took a while after that point for me to actually cum. But I did and gave him a nice big load. (BTW, guys have been commenting lately about how much cum I get in their ass – something I can’t confirm since I never actually see my cum anymore…)

I rolled him onto his side with my dick still in his butt and we laid there spooning. It felt nice. We caught up on each other’s lives – stuff like that. He seemed like he was in a different headspace than he had been last year. Previously he was really hungry for cum. He’d try really hard to get me going again – hoping for a second load up his ass. This time he just wanted to cuddle and be affectionate, which was fine with me – being mellow after a good fuck is nice…

I had to get home since I knew my bf was cooking dinner – so after a while I excused myself, got dressed and left. But it was a good hookup and I’m glad I’ve got a good, neg bottom available again – and so close too…

Load 2008-2

After not cumming last night I had a 4 day load and needed to find a hole… I got online in the morning, but there weren’t any real prospects. There were a couple downtown or in Brooklyn, but I was really looking for something local or to host. Of course, I just start getting prospects when I’ve been online so long that my bf is pissed off with me being online so much… On top of that there were some day-to-day issues we needed to deal with, so we took some time out to deal with those (I had to say ‘no’ to one guy as a result)…

Anyway, when it rains it pours and all of a sudden I had 2 or 3 guys who wanted to hookup. One was this short Asian guy who was up for driving here (he lives up in Westchester – north of the City). I said yes to him and no to this cute 20-something Asian/Latin mix guy who I also really wanted to fuck and who’d been contacting me on and off for over a year now – never quite ready to get cum in his ass, but wanting it.

So the guy gets here and he looks pretty much exactly like his pics – like a straight-laced Asian guy. But I knew from his e-mails that he was definitely into getting barebacked. He stripped down and had a nice body. His cock was rock hard and maybe 3″ (though it would have been bigger in Internet inches). The little cock was a total turn on for me – I mean it just shows he’s all bottom…

He gives me a good blowjob and I’m totally hard thinking about fucking him. Then I put him on the bed and start eating out his hole. He’s got a really flat ass which makes for a great hole to eat and fuck. His body was completely smooth (felt really good) so his ass was smooth and silky as well. His hole looked like it had seen some use, but not too much use – it was easy to dive in with my tongue. Needless to say, I was having a great time.

Keeping his legs up, I sank into his ass. It felt good to get so nice and deep into a great ass… He started talking a bit dirty about how he loved raw cock, taking loads and getting bred. I started realizing this guy was a serious cumhole, which turned me on even more – I mean true Asian cumholes are hard to come by in New York…

I loved fucking this guy – since his legs were up I’d lean in for a kiss now and then, but was just enjoying my dick in a great silky hole. Then I rolled him over, and kept fucking… I didn’t want it to end, but I started to cum and unloaded my 4 day load deep into his ass.

I kept my dick in him as long as possible – it felt good to slowly continue to fuck his now cummy hole. I rolled him onto his back (my dick still in him), and he started jacking his little dick. Gradually I got soft and fell out of his ass, and then I just played with his body while he jacked off and came.

We laid there talking – about his job, his sex life, how he got started taking loads… Turns out he used to have a boyfriend in another city who loved to seed his ass several times a day. The boyfriend even liked to do 3-ways where he’d share the guy’s hole with some of his friends. This was back in the mid-90s and the guy was a young twink (I’m seriously jealous)… Anyway, after the relationship ended he craved cum in his hole and the rest is history. That’s sorta why I laugh when guys say they only bareback with their boyfriends and/or close friends… It doesn’t just stay that way. Lots of us get addicted to barebacking by barebacking boyfriends – and then the barebacking continues after the relationship is over…

Anyway, I was seriously into this guy so I put on a cock ring, got a full chubby and kept fucking him on and off for the next 30 or 40 minutes… He kept wanting another load, but I just didn’t have it in me. I cum a lot when I cum and multiple loads have happened, but they’re rare.

Eventually it was over – hopefully he’ll be back again and again…

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Last night “friend of a friend” came over for dinner. For all you guys who say I don’t care about bottoms – well, there are some I care about and I can truly say I love this guy and think the world of him. I’ve fucked him two (or three?) times but I hadn’t been able to cum in his ass… This time I figured I’d give it another shot – I had a 3 day load and figured I should be able to cum this time…

Since my bf was taking a nap on the couch we went into the bedroom where I had pulled out some leather gear I figured he’d be into. Turns out he hadn’t done much of any BDSM before, but he was game. After a quick blow job I put a collar on him. Then I gave him a choice of a spandex hood or a leather hood (he chose spandex). And then once he was hooded I put puppy mitts and ankle restraints on him. Then I locked the puppy mitts together with a really heavy lock. I did this in part to make things less personal and more sexual. I hate to say I tried to make a piece of meat out of him, but if you took a coarse view of it you could say that. I wondered whether the reason I couldn’t cum before was because of the personal connection – so I wanted to remove that from the equation…

It was hot seeing him on all fours on the bed. I ate out his hole for a while and then went to fuck him. Earlier that day I had gone downtown and picked up a new 2 gauge PA to replace the one I had dropped on the sidewalk and scratched one time when I took it off before going through a metal detector. One of the other times I had fucked him I fucked him with a PA – so I knew he was OK with it. I had to manually shove the PA into his ass ’cause he was pretty tight and then once it was in there it hurt a little bit (but not as much as the one time with the black guy a year ago), so I figured I’d pull out, take it off and continue on without it…

When I pulled out it had some shit on it, so I went into the bathroom to quickly clean up. I also brought out a wet wash cloth to clean him up with since he couldn’t do much for himself – being hooded and with no use of his hands…

Long story short, things were difficult after that point. I kept trying different things, but nothing was really working for me… Finally, I sorta gave up, and we just laid next to each other cuddling.

I took off his hood (he was cuter with it off), and had him give me a blowjob (with the PA out). I had one of those spongy rubber cock rings on and got a nice big fat hardon from the blowjob. I had him get back on his knees and gave him a nice long, hard fuck. It went on and on, but somehow “that spot” on my dick that, when massaged just right makes me cum, wasn’t getting rubbed the right way… So after a while I could tell it just wasn’t going to happen – as much as I wanted it to… Finally, I tried with him on his back, but it just wasn’t happening…

We wrapped things up (sexually) and then had a great dinner and sat around (with my head in his lap) and watched a foreign film he brought over… All in all a great evening… I wish I could give him a load, but it seems like it’s just not meant to be…

Load 2008-1

Had my first hookup of the year with a latin guy in the neighborhood. He was about a 10 minute walk away but it meant walking down one huge hill and up another (about the equivalent of an 8 story building).

He was a nice guy – we started with him giving me a blow job which lasted for a while, then he positioned me over him with his legs in the air and I shoved in. His hole that felt good – warm and wet and a bit loose. We moved around a bit, but always with his legs up. He had a big dick, and as I started cumming in him he jacked off faster and came just after me.

Afterwards we laid around and talked about work, the neighborhood, stuff like that…

It was a nice, relaxed hookup – I’d definitely fuck him again, and my not jacking off definitely helps me be able to cum…

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This morning I was looking at XTube – I knew I shouldn’t cum, but I felt it building and figured I’d just let it happen ’cause I wasn’t planning on hooking up today.

Fast forward to this afternoon. My bf and I got home, I had to run to the bank and then I came home and collapsed in bed and tried to take a nap. Then my bf came in and asked if a guy we’d both fucked before could come over – and do a 4 way with 3 tops – he had a Puerto Rican guy who wanted to join us – and he wanted to get 3 loads in his hole. When I hooked up with him he had wanted to get tagged by me and my bf, but my bf hadn’t been in the mood. Then another time my bf had hooked up with him when I wasn’t in the mood… Since then there have been a few times when he wanted to hookup, but only seemed to want to if he could get fucked by more than just me and my bf… This guy seems to love to be a gangbang bottom. Keep in mind that he seems like he’s in the closet and when I hooked up with him in May he said he’s never been fucked by more than one guy at a time…

But the really amazing thing was my bf – that he was trying to set up a scenario where the guy could get three loads in his ass… Needless to say, I was fine with it, though I was regretting that I had cum this morning…

So the bottom and the other top arrive. The top was attractive, looked late 20s (but was actually early 30s), looked more middle-eastern than latin… The bottom looked nerdy as ever 😉

Every one stripped down, I ate out the bottom’s ass – he had a nice hole to eat… There wasn’t any oral – just sorta jacking off going on… The latin guy tried to fuck him but it hurt too much, so my bf (who’s smaller) started him off by having him sit on his dick while he was sitting on the side of the bed. Then he stood him up, bent him over the bed and fucked him properly. The latin guy fucked him next – legs in the air. Then I took a shot at his ass. It felt nice, silky and warm… I sorta felt like I might be able to cum, but I didn’t push it since I wanted to fuck him when he had two loads in him (I’ve been craving bottoms with loads in them lately)…

Then we did another round – my bf came, the other guy came, but when it was my turn I put him on his belly, but since I’d come earlier I couldn’t really cum. I gave him a good fuck, and I think he might have thought I came – not that I faked it or anything, but it might have seemed like I came by the way I ended it. I probably should have cum in the first round or had him change positions so it would be easier to cum…

So everyone left happy, and I got my dick in a raw hole again… But I really gotta stop jacking off…

Load 2007-24

There’s this guy in our general neighborhood who’s been wanting to hookup up with me for a few years – I think since sometime in 2005. At first it was when my bf and I wanted to do a 3-way, but the guy was into some serious kink and my bf didn’t trust him when he said he was neg. But over the years his ads always say he’s neg and that he’s looking for neg tops, so I’ve come to believe him when he says he’s neg… My bf still doesn’t trust him – but I think it’s ’cause my bf likes guys who are more vanilla…

So yesterday he contacts me (always calls me SIR – something I really like about him), but he starts throwing a few “issues” in…

i got pissed on and cummed on last night and my master isnt letting me shower yet… is that a problem for u SIR?

my master also made me write faggot cock on my cock with a marker SIR. and he asked that i get a mark on my right butt cheek for each top that uses me today

Needless to say none of that was a problem!

Problem was he couldn’t host and I didn’t want to bring him around my bf (even though my bf said I could hook up with him if I wanted to). So he tries to find a another top to host. The first two fall through, but he finally finds one, but says he has to leave right then… Meanwhile I had made plans to hook up with this hot little 22 y.o. latin bb bottom I’d found on Craigslist, but he hadn’t responded to my e-mail when I sent directions and asked him to confirm. Since he didn’t respond I figured what the fuck and told the submissive guy I’d join him…

Since he was a bit stinky with dried piss and cum, I figured I didn’t need to shower (though I did wipe up “down there” so I wasn’t too rank…) So I just dressed went out, found a cab, picked him up on the way. He looked pretty much like his pics, but rougher – probably from not showering. He was just wearing a hoodie and jeans. You could tell he didn’t have anything else on (other than shoes, of course). Even though the cabbie could see him really easily, as soon as he got into the cab he started unbuttoning his jeans and he showed me his cock which had writing on it. You could tell he was really proud of it…

When we got to the building I realized I hadn’t asked anything about the top. He just says “he’s hot” – that didn’t tell me much of anything, but whatever… He also said his master had him hook up with the same guy the night before. The buzzer wasn’t working, so he calls the top and he comes down to let us in. He’s a 30-something latino ‘papi’ – decent enough looking…

We get to the apartment and the bottom strips down and you can now clearly see FAGGOT COCK written on his dick. The other top puts a cheap leather collar and leash on him and gives him a silly little black thong to wear. Whatever… It’s his place and I’m not calling the shots – just there to enjoy some nice raw hole…

The other top has him suck his dick, I start playing with his hole (the bottom is on all fours with the other top sitting on the bed). I rim him for a while. I could smell a muskiness and then remembered he had been covered in piss and cum the night before and hadn’t showered. The smell reminded me of the guy I had fucked after pissing in his hair… It was a wonderful musky smell… The way a good pig should smell…

Since I had one of those spongy rubber cock rings in my jeans, I pull it out put it on and then go to fuck him. I’m not totally hard, but that usually doesn’t stop me from getting in a guy’s ass…

The other top says “You need to put on a rubber to fuck him – he doesn’t play raw.” I just say, “Yes he does” and keep shoving my dick in his ass. The other top may be calling the shots for the bottom, but not for me… But the bottom has a really tight hole and I’m not getting in. The other top then pulls the bottom off his dick and asks him “You play raw boy?” “Yes sir” was the answer. The other top shrugs and I continue trying to get my dick in the bottom’s ass.

Then I figure my cock ring is making my dick too thick (that seems to be the general effect), so I take it off. Rim his hole some more and get my dick up to half mast and try again. After a few attempts I’m just not getting it in.

We take a bit of a break and the other top has him get in the tub so we can piss on him. I start aiming for his mouth, but see the other top aiming for his chest, so I aim lower figuring he doesn’t like to drink piss. After we were done I notice the puddle of piss is dark yellow under where the other top was pissing – it was the really rank first piss of the morning.

The bottom is taken into the bedroom, a towel is put on the floor and he’s glistening with piss – really rank piss too… I play with his ass (don’t rim him – the piss is a bit rank). I figure I’m going to have to stretch him out so I put in my thumb, then two fingers… After a bit of that I try again and get it in this time… The bottom is still working on the other top’s dick…

I fuck for a while, but frankly it was a bit of a weird position and it took a while to figure out that it felt a lot better when his back was arched down, and not so great when he arched it up. Luckily he’s a good bottom who knows how to take a hint so all I had to do was push gently in the small of his back and when he was arched the right way say “yeah, that’s feels good” and he got the hint and pretty much stayed that way the rest of the time.

Then I smelled what I thought was a fart and pulled out a bit to find my dick had shit on it and there were a few drops of brown on the towel the other top had put down. I went into the bathroom to clean off my dick and went back into the bedroom.

Then the bottom went to clean up and I got to talk a bit with the other top. He mentioned that it was the bottom’s master who had set things up – I was surprised he had talked to the master since I never had. He was amazed the control the master had over him. From what he could tell the master whored him out every weekend – setting it up so he’d go around and get (ab)used by different tops. He thought the bottom was barebacking without his master’s permission ’cause the master had told him to use a condom if he fucked the bottom. I told him we had always talked about barebacking and I’d been talking to him for years now. He asked if I had found him through bear411.com and I say ‘no’ – that today we were chatting on Manhunt, but he had profiles on a bunch of other sites – he asked which ones – I said Adam4Adam, BarebackRT and he had posted something on Craigslist. The top was surprised about the bareback profile, but figured that sorta closed the issue of whether he played raw or not. I told him he’d always been really careful about only barebacking with neg guys and preferred total tops who got tested regularly.

The the top had to piss and since the bottom was in the bathroom already he went in and took a piss on the bottom. They came back and once again the bottom was covered in rank piss… I started playing with his hole again and then went back to fucking him. My knees were sore from being on the floor so much, but we got into a good groove (the bottom was still orally servicing the other top). After a while I could feel my orgasm building and then just came in his hole. Like usual these days it went on and on… It felt good. I told him “Good boy… Take my load…”

The room grew quiet and I caressed his back and kept repeating “Good boy, Good boy…” I’m not quite sure the other top expected me to give him a load. I just stayed in him while he kept sucking on the other top’s dick.

It was a few minutes before my dick got soft and I pulled out. Again, my dick had shit on it and there was “gunk” on the towel (more than last time). I went and cleaned up, came back and watched him serve the other top. Then the other top wanted to fuck him, he told the bottom to suck my dick, and went and got a rubber, took it out but didn’t put it on. He just rubbed his dick on the bottom’s ass and jacked off a bit. Then he went and got a dildo and started fucking the bottom with the dildo. I expected the dildo to come out covered in shit and cum, but it came out pretty clean.

After that they started kissing. It had been pretty clear the bottom was more into the other top than me the whole time – perhaps because they had made a connection the night before… I think they enjoyed having me there, but it was time for me to go. I put on my clothes and excused myself…

After I left I realized I hadn’t made a mark on his ass with a marker… I’d also meant for him to spend some time smelling my pits and hadn’t done that either (they had a really good, pungent smell that morning)…