Last Tuesday I was feeling a bit weird (I could have done one of those Pepto-Bismol commercials – the only symptom I was missing was heartburn). Wednesday I was feeling a little better but not 100%. Thing is, I get horny when I’m not feeling well, so I was crusing a bit and noticed that the Brazilian was on-line. I had a meeting I had to go to mid-day, so we set a time so I could fuck him on my way to my meeting.

On my way there I was looking forward to it since I’ve always cum the other 4 times I’ve fucked him. I figured after two recent hookups where I couldn’t cum, he’d get me back on track…

I get there early and we start messing around. When I go to fuck him his hole feels so good… It’s like a wonderful, fleshy tube… I flip him over (we always start with his legs in the air and then wind up with him on his belly). At this point I remembered that while I’ve always cum with him, I usually have to start fantasizing about other shit and just treat him like a piece of meat. I may always cum with him, but it’s not particularly easy to cum. Given that I didn’t have 100% to put into it, it just wasn’t happening… I gave him a decent fuck and then rolled over, pulled out, and we cuddled a bit. I tried to get him to sit on my dick, but he seemed to know I couldn’t cum.

He had a business phone call come in (good thing I didn’t show up on time), so I got dressed, said good bye and left…

I gotta get out of this rut of bad sex… Have a guy coming over at noon for a 3-way, let’s hope that goes better…

After not cumming with the buppie, I was still pretty horny, so I put a ad on Craigslist looking for more ass. Got some responses – two from guys in the neighborhood who were pretty cute but only wanted to do oral, one from the latin guy I came twice with, and one from an Eastern European guy in the village.

Since the time I fucked the latin guy I’ve see him sporatically advertising on Craigslist for similar anonymous pump-and-dumps, but he didn’t get back to me quickly, so I went with the Eastern European guy. I figured I’d try a new hole… Thing is, even before I left I knew it wasn’t going to work out. I hadn’t eaten and when my blood sugar is low I don’t do so well, and I was a bit tired, etc… But I thought, what the hell…

I show up at his place and he’s naked on the bed, face down… Good enough body, but not great… Unlike the buppie, there’s easy acess to his hole (doesn’t have a big butt). So I start rimming him and he’s loving it and he’s pretty verbal. Thing is, I wasn’t getting hard. I almost always get hard when I’m rimming a bottom in a anonymous pump-and-dump, but this just wasn’t working for me, for whatever reason.

I try fucking him, but his hole’s a bit tight and dry and I’m not hard enough. I get it in, but keep slippig out ’cause he’s fairly tight… After a few different attempts I give up, he rolls over and jacks off pretty quickly.

Oh well… Guess I should have gone with the latin guy…

It’s been 85 days since I fucked someone who wasn’t a repeat and I miss the variety. Regulars are great, but I need a new hole every now and then. (Yes, even if my bf were a bottom, I’d be fucking other guys).

The Brazilian was all hot for me on Friday and I should have just fucked him Friday morning, ’cause I wasted more time thinking about sex than it would have taken me to just go and fuck him. He said we could hookup this weekend, but I haven’t seen him online.

So I looked for someone else to fuck… Most didn’t work out for one reason or another, but then this black guy said hi this morning on Adam4Adam. His profile said he was into ‘safe sex’. I’m getting a lot of safe sex guys contacting me despite the fact that my profile is pretty clear about what I’m looking for without actually saying it flat out. So I did my now standard response for safe sex guys saying in case it wasn’t clear, I’m looking to fuck bareback, and the guy gets back to me really quickly with “LOVE BAREBACK!!!!!”

Now that that was out of the way, we went back and forth with e-mails and then arranged a hookup. As luck would have it my cable (and Internet connection) went out just as I was confirming, but luckily he gave me a number to call, so I called to confirm, showered and headed over.

He lived near Sugar Hill which got it’s name from all the sugar daddies who lived there when Harlem was in its peak. Damn the neighborhood had changed. Sugar Hill and some of the blocks near it were always pretty decent, but then there were other blocks at the bottom of the hill that were completely run down… The guy I was there to see lived in one of the brand spanking new buildings that replaced the blight that had been there previously.

When by the time I got to his door, I could tell he was doing pretty well, when I saw his apartment it was clear he was 120% Buppie. The apartment looked like it was out of the set of Noah’s Ark.

He asks if I want something to drink, and I figure I’d play along, and have him give me a drink. While we were standing there chatting and drinking our juice (it was morning), I start playing with his body and found his nipples were really sensitive. We kiss a bit, and I feel his dick through the underwear he had on (feels big). He turns around and pushes his butt into my crotch, so I put my drink down, and seriously start playing with his ass. I pull down his underwear, get on my knees and rim him. Thing is, he’s put colone on – and apparently he put it on his ass. It was a little unwelcome, but not too bad, and he absolutely loved getting rimmed.

When I stood up my dick was nice and hard and I rubbed it against his ass and he just pushed back and we fucked a bit standing up in the kitchen…

We then proceeded into the bedroom where he stripped off his t-shirt and laid face down on the bed (perfect). I took off most of my clothes (left my t-shirt on), crawled between his legs and started fucking him. It went on for a while… I fucked him a lot on his belly and also doggy. At one point I had him in doggy position and was absolutely wailing away at this ass. While I tried to cum (I really wanted to breed his buppy ass), but sorta knew it wasn’t going to happen. He was a bit on the bigger side and had a pretty deep ass crack which meant I couldn’t get in as deep as I wanted to. Still, it was a good fuck and sorta wore us both out.

When I just couldn’t fuck any more I laid next to him and he turned over and jacked off while I played with his nipples and ass… As he came I went down and lapped some of it up (while I’m a top, I do like the taste of cum). Then he started convulsing a bit – guess it was a good orgasm for him… 😉

Afterwards we laid there for a bit, and then I got dressed and went home.

All in all, a good fuck… Too bad I couldn’t cum.

Well, “the friend of a friend” figured out this is my blog. It’s a little weird being “friends with benefits”, but even more so now that he can read all the details about my sex life… Oh well, I knew it could happen, and it really doesn’t bother me that much since I always figured someone who’d be looking for blogs like this wouldn’t be one to “throw stones” and that’s generally the case with him. Now I just gotta get my dick in his hole again and finally get some cum up there. (I would link to the hookups with him, but they all got lost when fucked up and manage to delete my blog.)

So, the guy I fucked back in January and February who likes to get gangbanged had another gangbang Tuesday, which isn’t such big news – he has one about every two weeks. What is news is that he’s set up a Yahoo! Group to facilitate him getting cum in his ass, and it already has 77 ‘members’. Good for him – but one of the comments on the group was from a guy who showed up at 8:30 (gangbang was supposed to run from 6-9) and he had stopped getting fucked. Wonder what was up with that? BTW, his profile on Adam4Adam still says he’s neg…

Otherwise, I’ve been working like a dog, but really need to find a good hole this weekend…

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Well FINALLY I broke my streak of not having sex and finally got my cum up someone’s ass… There were a couple guys who were interested who lived downtown, but I didn’t feel like going that far to have sex, then I got a note from the Brazilian guy I’ve fucked twice before.

You might be wondering what happened to “round 3″… Well, a 2 or 3 months ago I was supposed to hookup with him, I had just had foot surgery and wasn’t able to walk to his place (he didn’t want to come to my place), so I took the bus (it’s not that far). I get there, ring the bell, ring it again, and ring it again and no one answers. I then follow someone into the building, and knock on his door a few times and still no answer. I hang out in the hallway for a while thinking he must have run out for something and he’d be right back… Still no answer. UGH! I get home and there he is on-line. I ask what happened and he said he fell asleep. OK, whatever…

So I was a little leery going over there today. He had seemed to freak out a little when I told him a few weeks ago that I might have had chlamydia when I fucked him last, but he’s the one who got back to me telling me he had gotten tested and everything was negative.

But he was horny today, so things worked out…

I got to his place and like before, he’s just wearing underwear. I take off my clothes, we kiss a little and then get down to business. This guy LOVES to get fucked and he’s always the same – lubes up his hole, throws his legs in the air and gets right into fucking pretty quick. And like usual, I can’t seem to cum with him unless he’s on his belly, so after we kiss and fuck for a while I flipped him over and just pounded his ass until I came.

And like usual that wasn’t the end of it – he really wants the fucking to go on and on, but it never does with me. So we just laid around cuddled and talked a little until I could get hard again and keep fucking him. In the middle of it he checks messages on his phone and takes no fewer than 3 incoming calls. It doesn’t really bother me, ’cause he’s pretty clear about still being into playing with me – even while he’s on his phone.

I think the first call was a friend, the next was a friend who was a DJ who he had been out with the previous night since the guy DJ’d at some club. And the last call was his boyfriend. During most of the calls he’d snuggle with me, kiss me or lick my balls, and he was doing the same while his boyfriend was on the phone. It was sorta funny. The guy definitely likes the idea of cheating on his boyfriend.

After a while I finally got hard enough to fuck him a bit more, but it was a pretty lame fuck (I have to admit), then I dressed and left. While I was getting up I mentioned that I need to lose some weight ’cause with all the work and no exercise I’ve packed on a few more pounds. But he was nice and said he liked me this way…

I’ve gotten a few e-mails wondering what’s up with me since I haven’t posted anything in a really long time. Well, I’m still here, but believe it or not I haven’t fucked anyone in a month and a half (44 days to be exact).

There are a couple of reasons for the inactivity. Without going into too much detail (“nothing personal…”) I’m self employed and while that means I can hookup in the middle of the day when I’m not busy, it also means that when I am busy I can be completely swamped – and I’ve definitely been swamped. The nervous energy of being worried about being behind with work has sorta killed my drive to seed holes (believe it or not).

The other reason is because I had a call from the doctor saying that when I was tested for STDs in January that I tested positive for chlamydia, which is one of those things you can have and not know it, but even when the call came I hadn’t fucked anyone in over a week so that only really slowed me down for a week or so (I took my pills and had to wait a week).

The weird part was that they didn’t call me for 4 weeks (the results are supposed to come back in two weeks). To me that’s just lame. Who knows how long I had it, but I told some of the guys I fucked and the Brazilian told me he came back completely neg, so apparently I didn’t have it back then. Between him and the test there were 6 hookups (1 2 3 4 5 6) with 5 guys. I’m guessing it was the guy who likes anonymous, blindfolded gangbangs, just ’cause that’s the easiest way to get it, but who knows…

But that’s life… Coulda gotten chlamydia from a blowjob too, so it’s not like I’m going to feel bad about it or anything…

Nevertheless, it’s been a month or so since I got past the week when I wasn’t supposed to have sex, and I still haven’t had sex – so work really has a lot to do with it.

I’ve also had some occasional light pain in my left testicle since some time around the beginning of the year. I thought it might be epididymitis caused by the chlamydia, but that’s supposed to be really painful and what I have isn’t painful much at all. And if the Brazilian didn’t get anything from me then it’s probably unrelated and couldn’t be something that’s caused by something I didn’t have at the start of the year. I’ve seen the doctor about it once when it got a little worse a couple weeks ago. Since then it seems to be calming down a bit, so I’m not going to worry about it…

Things are starting to calm down work-wise, so I promise to start up my sex life again… Trust me, I miss seeding ass…