So the guy who got gangbanged last month, had another gangbang tonight so I decided to go. It was in a hotel this time. Me and this other guy arrived at the same time. The room was really small and he was sideways on the bed getting fucked by a not-so-attractive guy – sorta like last time, only not so hot. Let’s just say last time I only saw him from behind. This time I saw him from the side and he wasn’t as hot.

Like last time he had a blindfold on… I saw a total of 4 other guys fucking him… He was a busy boy… The guys were average to not-so-attractive (good thing he had the blindfold on)…

I’ll just cut to the chase and say that it didn’t go all that well. We were taking turns on his ass and after taking 3 turns I still couldn’t cum. I was late for something, so just left without cumming.

I think there were a number of reasons why I couldn’t cum:

1. There was an ‘audience’ and I don’t do well with an audience.
2. He didn’t look as attractive as last time
3. The bed was really soft and I couldn’t get him in a position that felt ‘right’

Oh well… I got my dick wet… Wish it could have gone better though…

Load 2007-11

Well, despite the fact that the last time I hooked up with him was a little weird, I hooked up with the guy who lives near where I worked again today after work. It had been a while since I’d cum in anyone’s hole, and a few days since I’d even jacked off – so I really needed to fuck someone. I know it’s sorta boring for me to be hooking up with the same guys over and over, but I’m in this mood where I want things to be simple. So today right before I was leaving work, I see he’s on line. I send him an IM and he says hes up for getting fucked, so I swing by.

On my way there I’m debating whether to fuck him with my PA – given how quickly we set things up, I’m not sure he’ll be clean…

I arrive and the front door is locked and the dog is loose in the house. He comes to the door, but he’s on the phone and signals to give him a minute. I know the business he’s in he deals with a lot of high net worth people, so I’m not put off by his response – business comes first…

It only takes a minute and he lets me in. He apologizes and says he’s starting a new job next week and the call was about that, and comments that it’s weird to see my face before I fuck him, and I’m thinking he’s really short (but I like that)… We go into one of the bedrooms, he covers the bed with a blanket and strips to his underwear and I pull down my pants and he sees my PA. It’s the first time I’ve had it in when I hooked up with him. He wants to suck my dick, but I tell him the ring will hurt, but he tries anyway. There’s another quick phone call, then he mentions that my PA is bigger than the others he’s played with and it does hurt… So he lays on the bed and I start eating him out…

I’m pleasantly surprised that he seems to be squeaky clean despite not having much time to clean up. He loves how I’m rimming and says he could cum with me just doing that… I lube him and my dick and ring up with spit as much as possible and start pushing in. While it would be nice to have better lube, he’s lose enough that I get in without much trouble.

I fuck him for a while and it feels good. It’s a little uncomfortable at first with the ring, but then it just feels good. I go a little easy on him with the ring, and like usual – I cum after just a few minutes of fucking him. It’s why I love his hole – it always makes me cum…

When I pull out I’m worried about shit, but the only thing on my PA is cum. Then I look at his hole and it’s a perfect picture – there’s cum all over his hole and leaking down onto his balls. I hadn’t cum in days, and the PA managed to pull out some of the cum. As you might expect, I dove in, licked up the cum (it tasted good), then I pull his face up and snowball the cum and share it with him. A big grin comes over his face and he just groans.

I go into the bathroom and clean up (just in case, but no need), and then leave…

Not sure when I’ll get to fuck him again. He mentioned that he won’t be as available after he takes his new job…

I’m not having the best luck with hooking up these days – I’m way behind on my target of 100 loads for the year – should be up to 13 and I’ve only gotten 10. Oh well it’s early in the year – maybe I’ll catch up… I’m also sorta not totally in the mood to hookup these days – at least not in the mood to work for it.

Tonight a 22 y.o. latin guy contacted me on Adam4Adam and said he was in the neighborhood and looking to hookup. His pics were hot enough, though he didnt have a body pic – just face pics. His profile mentioned “safe” twice so I told him I don’t use condoms ’cause they make me go soft. He didn’t really respond to that part, but we exchanged details and he came over. He asked if I had poppers and I said yes…

When he got here he was cute enough, though a bit hyper and wearing these baggy clothes that make it so you couldn’t see what his body was like. We got down to business pretty quickly. He turned out to have a bit of a belly, but I just wanted to fuck, so after we exchanged short blow jobs I moved on to his hole. I could tell he really liked getting rimmed. Then when I got up, I was totally hard (rimming does that for me), and he blew me some more.

Then I started lubing up my dick and he asked if I had a condom. I said ‘no’ (a lie – my bf has some), so he goes over to his pants and fishes around for one. Takes him a while but he finally finds one. I remind him that I go soft with condoms and he’s like “won’t you at least try?” “Ah… No…” I should have just thrown him out at that point, but I didn’t. I thought I’d be nice, so I went back to eating out his hole while he jacked off. Then he blew me some more and I fingered his hole until he blew his load.

After he was gone I was cleaning up and realized that there was only one bottle of poppers. I had just opened the other bottle that night and they were good ones – Jungle Juice Platinum – big bottle too… I looked all around and they were nowhere to be found. The little fuck had stolen them. UGH! I guess it could have been worse – he could have stolen my bf’s iPod or something…

Today this really hot black guy came by… I was in a really mellow mood and not sure I was completely into hooking up, but I had had luck before with a mellow fuck, so I figured there wouldn’t be a problem…

He was short, muscular – like a little fireplug. Nice ass.. But for some reason after initially being getting rock hard while I rimmed him and fucking him a little, my dick decided to go soft. I just don’t get my dick sometimes… I mean the guy was hot…

However, when I did fuck him he had a hard time taking me (said he usually tops) and then when I was in him I didn’t feel much of anything… Somehow his hole, while being tight enough that he had a hard time taking me, didn’t really feel much like anything. Strangely enough, looser guys feel better to me recently – not sure why – it didn’t use to be that way…

When it was clear my dick wasn’t going to cooperate, I just ate out his hole for a long time hoping I’d get hard again. Then I flipped him over and continued eating his ass while he jacked off. When he came I licked his cum off his chest and face and shared his cum with him…

Oh well, guess that’s just how things go sometimes…

Load 2007-10

Last week the guy who lives near where I work said his boyfriend was going out of town and he wanted to hookup and get as many loads from me as possible. I told him I’d probably only be out his way on Monday and so we say we’ll do three fucks that day so he can get as many loads as I can give – one before work, one at lunch (he’s that close), and another one after lunch.

Then, over the weekend, I notice an ad on Craigslist saying he’s looking for someone to host a gangbang. I ask him about it and he says a top wanted to organize a gangbang for him, but needed someone to host it… OK, no problem there… Then the ad disappeared…

Monday comes and I phone him when I’m 20 minutes away and wake him up, and he’s not up for hooking up – and he doesn’t come online that day, so all three fucks fall through. I was bummed – I was hoping for a “trifuckta” that day..

Then it turned out that I did go out his way a second time this week, and he was on-line so we set something up for this evening. We chatted a bit too… The prior week we had chatted and he mentioned that a lot of the guys who live near him do crystal ’cause their sex lives are so boring (he’s about an hour out of NYC in good traffic, and near a smaller city). I said that was sad ’cause crystal tends to control you, not the other way around…

This morning I saw an ad he posted that said in part “please be on point re: BB / PNP”. To me that suggested that he was into slamming, which worried me… So while we were chatting today I asked him whether he partied and he said he did. I then asked him whether he was into slamming and he said he’d done it in the past, had a bad experience, but was interested in trying it again. Hmmm…

It was at this point I asked said to him “when we first met you said you were neg, is that still true or are you poz now?” to which he responded “That’s a scary question”. I asked him when his last test was and he said October. I asked him whether he asked guys their status before they fucked him and he said yes…

Bottom line, I thought he’s probably “the worried well”. He lives sorta in the middle of nowhere sexually. It’s not like he’s slamming and going to sex clubs – there aren’t any around. It’s probably a lot tamer than that. Plus he’s got a boyfriend who restricts his ability to hookup (this I know from experience).

At the same time, even though he said he wanted to hookup, I didn’t take down the ad I had on Craigslist. I was sorta in the mood for something different, but I either wasn’t into the guys who responded or they weren’t serious enough to actually give me an address or phone number, so I figured ‘what the hell’ and went for the dependable hole that always makes me cum…

I get to his place and he has me go to a different bedroom. Like usual, he’s face down on the bed, naked. I eat out his hole. It’s a great hole – almost pussy like (not that I’ve ever eaten ‘real’ pussy). He’s loving it. Then I fuck him and he wants to make out while I’m fucking him. Let’s just say he looks like he had serious acne when he was younger and there are certain angles where he doesn’t look so good. But he’s a fuck buddy with a wonderful hole, so who cares, right?

Like usual, I cum in his ass pretty quickly, I pull out and start rimming his hole again. He musta said “Oh my God” 30 times… He was absolutely loving it. Then he asked me if my dick was still hard and I said sorta. I stick it back in him, but I’m not really in the mood to fuck. He wanted to suck my dick, so I pulled out and let him suck. He was loving my hands over his body, then I realized – he was tweaking…

We played a little more – I sucked his nipples, played with his dick (wonderful uncut dick), kissed him, stuff like that, but he was in a different headspace than me… He was needy and high. I needed to leave… I wondered what it was going to be like for him – he got all high and I was only there for maybe 15 or 20 minutes and his high was going to go on for a while – espeically if it was crystal…

It’s too bad… He’s got so much going for him – gorgeous home, good job, great body… He’s got a lot of what it takes to be a really excellent, ‘quality’ bottom. But the more I get to know him, the messier he seems. This week he seems especially messy ’cause he doesn’t have to be ‘clean’ when his bf comes home from work.

While he’s an awesome cumhole, part of me wonders whether I should keep playing with him… Then again, an awesome hole that always gets me to cum is hard to pass up…

Load 2007-9

There’s this other top that lives not far from me who I’ve been chatting with who wanted to do do a group or tag team a bottom. There have been a couple possibilities, but they’ve all fallen through. So today he e-mails me asking if I’m around and looking to hookup. I had a hookup scheduled for later in the afternoon, but my attitude lately is to double book, ’cause something always falls through. I ask whether the bottom is neg and looking for raw and he said yeah that he had actually fucked him the night before. He sent me pics and they were good enough, so I was off…

I get there and the bottom had just arrived before me. He’s naked and the host has clothes on. The host is packing a few extra pounds, but cute. The bottom had a decent body, and looked fuckable enough. He starts sucking the other top then I strip and take out my PA and he starts sucking me. I’m more interested in his ass than a blow job, so I turn him around and start eating his ass while he sucks the other top.

After eating his ass for a little bit, I get up and while I wanted to fuck him, I didn’t want to seem greedy, so I indicated that if the other top wanted to fuck, he was welcome, but make it clear that I should go for it. The guy’s hole was pretty nice. And I fucked for a while before blowing my load. Then I sat on the couch while the other top took his turn and it didn’t take him long to blow a load. I then went down hoping to felch out some cum but it seemed musty down there. Then I realized it was ’cause the guy was a smoker. It’s weird, but smoker’s asses just taste and smell different. So anyway, I rimmed him a little, but didn’t really get into it ’cause of the smell.

Even though I usually go soft after cumming, today my dick was cooperating and was staying sorta chubby, so I put my dick in and kept fucking him. I didn’t feel like I could cum or anything, but it felt good fucking a hole that was nice and wet with cum. I went on long enough that the other top got a second wind and took a turn. He was able to cum a second time. Then I went back down to try felching again, but even though he had these ‘picturesque’ dollops of cum on his ass cheeks, it was muskier than the last time, so I really didn’t do much. Just put my dick in for a little more fucking, but by this time I was getting pretty soft and then we called it quits.

As we were winding things up the bottom kept saying how much fun he had had. Then he made a strange comment to the other top – “it’s good you identified yourself, so I knew who you were”. I looked at them quizzically and they explained that he had been blindfolded by a buddy the night before. OK… So the bottom is basically a gangbang bottom…

We then wiped ourselves up, I went to the bathroom and pissed, we dressed, the bottom wanted to exchange numbers so I gave him my e-mail address, and we left.

A few minutes after I got home the bottom writes me a thank you note. I write back saying I enjoyed myself and since there was the prospect of hooking up again, I figured I’d ask him for myself whether he was neg or poz. He writes back saying he’s poz… That was a bit of a shocker, ’cause the top had told me he was neg.

Long story short, as I found out, the bottom is completely upfront about being poz when asked. Some how the “buddy” who had blindfolded him the night before was under the impression that he was neg and had told this to the other top, who then told me. That’s if you believe that everyone is basically telling the truth. The bottom actually said that the top who told me the bottom was neg had initially responded to a Craigslist ad where the bottom said he was poz. The top denies he’s ever responded to any ad that where the guy said he was poz. I’ll just give people the benefit of the doubt and say who knows. But all either of the other tops had to do was ask the bottom – the bottom clearly would admit to being poz when asked.

Now, before I start getting a bunch of “I hope you’re OK” responses to this post. I asked and the bottom has had an undetectable viral load for 2 years now, and has a healthy T-cell count. On average I think it takes something like 1,500 exposures for a top to get pozzed, and with an undetectable viral load that number goes up. That and the fact that I pissed afterwards (every little bit helps), means I’m really not worried about this.

I followed my rules of asking, and I’ll continue to follow them by not hooking up with him again since I now know he’s poz. And lesson learned – I’ll always ask the bottom from here on out.

Frankly I’m really pissed with the top. We were comparing notes on bottoms before this happened and he told me about a bottom who lives about 1/2 between the two of us who likes anonymous pump-and-dumps. I told him I’d fucked him in the past (even videotaped it), but I also knew the guy was poz now. His comment then was the same as it was this time – “if I had known he was poz I wouldn’t have fucked him”. Frankly, I’m not waiting for strike three – I don’t trust him anymore… All he had to do was ask…