I’d like to compliment John McCain on his choice of running mate. He went with 44 y.o. Sarah Palin – the Governor of Alaska. I think it was a brilliant choice and will get insure him the election.

Things are close now and from what I can tell there are plenty of white people in the US who just won’t vote for a black guy as President. Hell, if we have gay guys who can’t understand why Obama is a better choice than McCain, Obama is shit out of luck.

Palin compensates for a lot of McCain’s shortcomings – she’s young, female, and vibrant. All those feminists that wanted a woman in the White House just might vote Republican. Who knew feminists would vote Republican?

To me this is just all really sad. I don’t get why people don’t understand that McCain is just 8 more years like Bush…

Oh well, at least I live in a wonderful liberal bubble called NYC, where even many of the Republicans are liberal (if you can find them).

UPDATE: So after a few days now it looks like Palin would be even less qualified than G.W. Bush to run the country should something happen to McCain (which is completely possible given his age). Apparently she left the little town she was mayor of in financial ruin and her being on the PTA is still consisdered relevant experience by the Republicans.The question will be who is more qualified – Palin or Quale?

So, any thinking person would never elect her to the #2 spot in the free world, but then again after the last two elections where Bush’s incompetance was so obvious, I don’t see the US electorate made up of thinking people anymore… So, all I can say is, if McCain/Palin win, the US derves every minute of misery they’re sure to heap on them – lost jobs, soliders dying in pointless wars, human rights restrictions, etc.

Been in a weird mood sexually the past few days. Sorta horny – and when I jack off to porn I can sometimes get rock hard and it would be so easy to cum. But then other times nothing gets me hard.

My theory is that the pills I was taking had something in them that’s lacking in my body. When I get a regular dose of whatever the magic ingredient is I have no problem getting hard, staying hard, and giving bottoms loads. I can even perform well when I’ve taken the pills days before. The fact that I stopped taking them and had no problems for a couple weeks tells me, whatever the magic ingredient is – that it stays in your system. I’m just not getting whatever that is in my regular diet.

But today, for the second time in a row, I had problems getting hard with a bottom. It was the Brazilian guy from the neighborhood who’s a regular fuck buddy. While I did get hard enough to fuck him for a bit, there’s really no point in going into the details ’cause not much of anything happened.

Before he actually even came over I had ordered more pills. The ones I was taking are no longer being sold, so I had to try the new type of pill by the same manufacturer. Hopefully it will work as well as the old one.

Yesterday morning I was horny, my bf was out, and there was this Dominican guy, mid-20s, who wanted to come over and get fucked hard, so I had him over… I knew from his pics he was cute but a little “soft”, which was fine with me… His age, cuteness, submissiveness and the fact that he was Latino more than made up for the fact that he wasn’t skinny…

When he showed up he was pretty much just like his pics, I showed him into the bedroom, we stripped and got right down to business without anything meaningful being said. He started by giving me a blowjob, but I wasn’t really responding all that well to that – I had him turn around and started eating out his ass.

As usual that got me hard enough to fuck, so after I got his hole pretty wet with spit, I spit a little on the head of my dick, stood up and shoved in. He had told me that he hadn’t gotten fucked in like a month and he had a problem taking it with no real lube. I told him to just take it – that he had told me not to be gentle…

Eventually he got used to my dick, but by that time I was starting to lose it a little. I fucked him a little bit, but just couldn’t stay all that hard. I pulled out and he whipped around and cleaned off my dick with a blowjob. That part turned me on, but didn’t help me get hard again, so I went back to rimming. Suprisingly rimming wasn’t working for me either, so started fingering his ass…

Long story short (since there’s not much to tell). I got hard a few more times and fucked him as hard as I could. One time I got hard for a pretty long time, gave him a good fuck (finally), but just couldn’t cum. With that fuck he jacked off a little and came on the towel I had under him.

So he got what he wanted (though not quite as intense as he probably wanted), but I didn’t cum.

[BTW, he was the first guy in a long time to ask me if I was actually neg. Lots of guys say they’re neg in their profiles, and just take what I say in my profile as truth (or don’t care).]

The weird part was I was plenty hard before he came, and afterwards I nearly came watching a video of a twink get double fucked, and then just couldn’t hold back when I watched a video of this Latino twink orgy with cum literally pouring out of the bottom’s ass – so I came all over myself with that one. It was sorta disappointing – I wanted the load up his ass, not on my chest.

Now I’m just not really in the mood to fuck for some reason – and there’s another top in town visiting that I’d like to tag a bottom with – been blowing him off, ’cause I’m just not in the mood. Hopefully that will change today…

I’ve taken off the “cumholes” tab and replaced it with a Video On Demand (VOD) tab. Just thought I’d quickly explain what’s going on…

For starters the cumholes section is going away – it will be integrated into a new forum section I’ll be putting up over the next few weeks.

The BB Porn tab is stuff from “pay sites” that have monthly memberships. VOD is different in that it’s pay-as-you go, which means you’ll never look at your credit card statement 3 months later and realize that you forgot to cancel a membership you weren’t using. With VOD you pay for what you view and nothing more.

If you watch a lot of online porn the membership sites are better since you can watch over and over again for the same price. But if you watch just a little bit and/or like a lot of variety, VOD is better.

The VOD theater also has options that let you download scenes from DVDs so you have permanent rights to watch them – sorta like buying a song on iTunes – burn it to DVD – whatever you want (other than give it to other people).

As far as the look of the VOD theater – I’m working on it. It’s powered by AEBN, which you may have heard of and their layout capabilities are somewhat limited. It’s “OK” now, but I’ll try to improve it…

And lastly – as far as the titles shown in the VOD theater – it defaults to all new releases for “bareback”, “anal creampie” and “pre-condom”. If there are any studios or directors you think are horrible that I should exclude, let me know…

The most powerful part of it is that you can search for most DVDs out there and watch them without having to buy them – sort of like the porn version of NetFlix.

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Well, after finishing the migration of the porn blog yesterday morning (took about a week’s worth of work ’cause I had to go through all 300+ posts one by one and recategorize them), I felt like celebrating and wanted to fuck someone. I’m avoiding Manhunt these days but there seemed to be plenty of of options on BarebackRT and Adam4Adam so it was all good (I’ll use Manhunt, but only as a last resort)… There was one 21 y.o. kid I wanted to hookup with who told me this blog gave him “the courage to become a cum slut bottom”, but he said he was getting in town in the afternoon but I didn’t see him online, so I hooked up with this other guy…

The guy I hooked up with had pretty good pics – upper 30s, boy-next-door, baby faced sorta guy… Very cute. At first he said he didn’t want to travel that far, though I knew we were only 40 blocks from each other (2 miles), but then he changed his mind and said he was jumping in a cab. That meant he was going to be here really quickly so I hurried and got myself presentable.

BTW, not having my “pills” I’ve realized I don’t need them… I’ve never really had a problem getting hard, my problem is not being able to cum. A comment by a porn producer on a gay webmasters forum tipped me off to my problem which turns out to be dehydration. If I drink fluids before a hookup I can now always cum – so no need for pills. I may get some pills just for recreational purposes since they tend to get me bigger, harder and thicker than I usually am, but (thankfully) I no longer feel like I need them…

The guy shows up and is pretty much like his pics – definitely cute, but taller than I was expecting. We go into the bedroom and get down to business pretty quickly. He strips down to a jockstrap, sits on the bed and starts sucking my dick. I reach for his ass (which he’s sitting on) and he gets the hint and moves a bit so I can feel up his hole. Then he moves completely and gets on all fours.

I let him suck me for a bit, and then move around and start rimming him. The position I was in was a little awkward, so I didn’t last for all that long before I got his ass wet with spit, and shoved my dick in. I fucked a little and then he said he needed lube. We grabbed some and continued on with him on all fours.

After a bit I pushed him down on his belly and fucked him that way. It was sorta warm and he has this sheen of persperation all over his back. It looked just like you’d want for a sexy photoshoot, only it was natural (not from a water bottle). I should mention that his body was really smooth (for a white guy) and he had a bit of a swimmer’s build so even though he was taller than me (which I usually don’t like) he was a really hot fuck…

I mentioned that it would be really easy to cum and he said “do it – cum in me”. We hadn’t been fucking for that long – I figured he’d want me to drag it out a bit and I was enjoying his ass and didn’t really want it to end so soon, but since he wanted it right then I stopped trying to drag it out and just fucked him and came in his ass about a minute later.

Since I didn’t really want it to end and couldn’t really believe he did, I kept pumping in an out of his cummy ass for a few minutes, then I pulled out, he rolled over and jacked off and came, and then he was done – got up and started getting dressed.

As we were getting dressed he mentioned his boyfriend was at home. I’m wondering whether he knew his boyfriend was out getting someone’s load? Would explain taking a cab and wanting a quick hookup…

I should have written this up last night, but started a new porn blog for amateur gay teen videos instead… The porn stuff is sorta fun…  😉

Just saw this on Joe. My. God.

Ten New York Republican Senators have introduced legislation to the State Senate that will ban homophobic bullying in schools. The ‘Safe Schools for All Children Bill’ calls for training to help teachers identify and respond to bullying and places the responsibility of keeping tack on bullying cases with schools. The bill also includes protection for transgender students and teachers and a cyber-bullying stipulation.

In other words, even Republicans in New York understand that you need to protect gay kids. That’s so far ahead of so many places in the US – usually you just find that stuff in New York City, not new York State as a whole. Kudos to the NYS Senate!

I didn’t grow up here, but I’m still proud to call myself a New Yorker – it truly is a great state!