Fucked A Hot Furry Poz Guy
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24 November 2008 | 27 Comments
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There’s this guy who’s been corresponding with me for a while now about fucking him. For one reason or another we just never hooked up. In part I wasn’t sure he was really my type, but other times I just wasn’t in the mood to fuck, or there were scheduling problems.
Then last week I saw this ad on Craigslist saying a guy had recently turned poz and wanted to celebrate with a gangbang. I responded and the top who was organizing it sent back a pic of the guy I had been corresponding with. I didn’t go, but I did send the bottom an e-mail since I had just been chatting about hooking up with him like a week or so before. He got back saying it was him and that he had just found out he was poz and was trying to sort it all out.
Long story short, he wanted to take my load and I wanted it to give it to him, so we arranged for him to come over tonight after work. But then he sent a message this morning saying he was in sort of a funk about the whole poz thing and wasn’t feeling all that sexy. I suggested he rethink it ’cause back in the day (YEARS ago) when I used to get fucked I was most in a bottom mood when I was a bit down. He got my point and decided to come over after all and just lay there and be a hole for me.
He showed up and he was WAY hotter than his pic. When he took off his clothes he had this great body – not completely lean, but muscley in the right places and reasonably trim in others. And he had this really thick fur that knew where to stop, so to speak… He was definitely “good for his type”…
We talked a bit and he told me he’d been reading my blog for a couple years and it was one of the reasons why he felt more comfortable with raw sex and got more into barebacking. I didn’t say anything, but did the math on that and his present situation pretty quickly… 😉
Anyway, he was OK with me videotaping it (though not sure about it being pubic – so you guys may not see it). So I got out the video camera and set it up. Since it was probably going to be private, I didn’t bother putting on a hood or anything.
He gave me a blowjob while I was setting things up and then continued once I was ready to go. I had my PA in, so giving me a blowjob wasn’t an easy task. Then I had him get on the bed on all fours so I could rim him. He was a little “musky” so I didn’t exactly give it my all, but he had this nice hairy ass, and he had a piercing on the back of his balls – almost a guiche, but a further forward.
His hole seemed pretty loose, so I stood up and just shoved my dry dick up his butt. He had told me he sorta wanted the fuck to hurt, so I wasn’t too worried. There was some spit from my rimming, but still, taking a dry dick with a big PA isn’t all that easy. At least you’d think it wouldn’t be that easy, but he took it no problem.
He felt good to fuck. Nice hole. I was horny and somewhat unfortunately I came pretty quickly. But I guess that’s better than not giving him my load. I stayed pretty hard, so I kept fucking him slowly – almost pulling my dick out so it was just being held in by the PA, then pushing it back in.
Finally I pulled out, turned down the lights and we had a little quiet time when I felt his furry chest as he jacked his dick. After he came (in my mouth), we wrapped things up, got dressed and he left…
Hopefully I’ll get to fuck him again sometime soon… This time I really want to pound him and make him squirm ’cause I’m hurting him… Not often you find a bottom who wants it to hurt and I didn’t make good use of it this time – so I’ll have to do it next time. 😉
Let’s see here: 1) “newly poz” sometimes means guys have extremely high viral loads and may be more “toxic” than a long-time poz guy on meds. Right?
2) You are in the process of being treated for some sort of “condition” which may/ may not be an “std”. Right? So your immune system may not be at it’s strongest. Fair statement?
3) In response to these conditions, you rim him, fuck him and swallow his load.
Are you “chasing”? Are you a sex addict ?
If I were attempting to “flame” you, you would know it. On the contrary, I think my two questions are reasonable responses to what you’ve told us.
I get the sense that he is trying to be provacative.
Tom, he’s made no secret that he accepts the risk of being pozzed. if he was chasing he would have gotten rough fucked by the guy.
it’s a baresex blog…i think the risks are assumed.
Hot post! Try and convince the guy to let you post the video as well, I love to see the facial expressions of a bottom letting his top hurt his ass a bit.
Well thank you “c” for responding on behalf of Raw Top.
I can see you’re happy you got him into barebacking. But you seem to say something different here – that you’re happy he got pozzed. Rather than a chaser as Tom wonders, this sounds more like a ‘giver’.
Touché
Ya.. it’s sad to see.. there’s a difference between being a “rawtop” and a self destructive chaser. There’s a balance between taking a calculated risk, and just increasing your risks exponentially for no particular reason. Next thing we know he’ll be pozzing all the remaining bb bottoms in nyc. Great.
Why all the questions? The best part of this blog is the mystery and suspense. Would we really want a tell all “Meet the Author” session at Barnes and Noble? Of course not. Oprah confessionals are for straight people and out of the closet celebrities. If I ever saw him at the Eagle (or walking on the street up here in Northern Manhattan), I would not pester him with speculation and questions. I would just thank him for the enjoyable blog.
“Then last week I saw this ad on Craigslist saying a guy had recently turned poz and wanted to celebrate with a gangbang.”
That statement is so twisted it is beyond rational thought. Celebrating becoming poz. He needs psychological help.
Now this guy who is newly poz can look forward to a lifetime of taking pills that may or may not work, trips to the doctor for regular blood work and checkups, and the possibility of a slow decent from HIV positive to AIDS related complications and possibly a painful slow death. HIV and AIDS is not a manageable disease. People still get sick and die from it.
Now let’s hope he has health insurance so he can pay for this and not the tax payer(you and me). These days that is by no means a guarantee.
Peace out
I just like that you “smile” after doing the math on the guy. Definitely gives you a clue as to what’s really going on in your head.
David, I couldn’t disagree more that ‘mystery’ and ‘suspense’ are what’s good about this blog. Quite the opposite – this blog is good, and hot (when it’s hot) because it doesn’t shy away from the issues which are the elephant in the room of every other bare sex blog. The answers it comes up with are variously insightful, brave, not-so-convincing sometimes, but the author always tries to think rationally, and you’ve got to give him that. So I feel this is a very good place to ask questions, as long as they are not in fact hate attacks.
The author tries to think rationally? That’s not even a funny joke.
yeah well, if your idea of rational is a witch hunt, I can see you’re disappointed
These comments are all very interesting to me. I read this blog because it’s interesting and intelligently-written, though I do not agree with the author’s sex practices nor many of his insights. Another reason why I visit this blog as well as other BB message boards and personals sites because I am interested in protecting myself and knowing what’s out there. I find no thrill at all in the risk of BB sex–that’s not why I read this blog. This blog is educational; and I discovered it at a time when the idea of indifferent attitudes toward AIDS came as a valuable wake-up call to me. This site and others have shown me things to look for and avoid as well as peoples developing and changing attitudes. This sort of discussion is important. We can agree to disagree, but we should remain respectful of others’ decisions. i must admit to a dumbfoundedness similar to Tom’s first post when I read this entry, but its blunt honesty is useful in its description of attitudes and practices which I avoid.
The whole thing is, obviously most of you know that lube or no lube, if you fuck someone anally, small tears on the Ass and Penis can happen, and even the top can get AIDs. Fucking someone who is viral, new, and is positive that he is, well, positive, is not rational at all. It’s sick to want to take a risk like that.
Yes but guess what – huge numbers of men are doing that sort of thing. Now you can dismiss them all as being idiots, or lacking in moral values, but if you’re happy with that depth of explanation, you might as well think kids can ‘just say no’ to drugs.
Metalnoir has put it much better than I ever could – if you want to understand more about what’s happening around you, this blog is a much better resource than safe sex campaigns which still pretend condoms are fun and sexy (‘just say no’ to raw sex). In fact that stick-your-head-in-the-sand attitude is dangerous, because it paints a false picture of human psychology, which will break down when confronted with real life, and leave people with no guidance.
There’s a big difference between doing drugs and chasing after diseases. You just can’t compare the two.
As a guy who is positive for a few years, I would welcome any guy to have sex with me but after I reveal my status and they are ok with it. If someone knows your status and they are ok with it then do it…how many guys out there refused to get tested and barebacking left and right or just lie about there status…believe me there are MANY…in this case both people were honest period!
Tom – Get over yourself. Hiv isn’t fun – and it’s a pain, but painting a far darker picture of what it is, isn’t really the best way to discourage people. It is RARE for someone to have meds that don’t work – there are so many out there. It’s RARE for someone to progress to AIDS – unless they have substance or mental issues that make them not take the meds or stop altogether.
I’m not saying it’s great… I’m just saying that it IS NOT the end of the world – the way some people insist on making it out to be. Am I glad I’m poz? No. I was careful for FIFTEEN YEARS – only 3 people ever fucked me bare. Turns out the last one lied to me about his status. And here I am. I take responsibility for it, but I’m pissed off about you do-gooders who are trying to scare people out of taking risks – making my life more difficult because everyone still perceives it to be a death sentence because of the scary warnings you give. Just tell the truth, don’t over-state.
As for celebrating. When you find out you could go into a deep depression – which you do – then maybe to get yourself out of that funk, you decide to “celebrate” by doing something you’ve always wanted to do, but have always been afraid of. There is a certain fear that is gone – and that feels kind of nice, to be honest. It’s replaced with other emotions, but why not celebrate every circumstance in life – focus on what good can come of it.
So, just let people do their thing and stop preaching so much. Please.
I don’t think there is so big a difference in doing drugs and unsafe sex practices. I think the comparison is an understandable one. Drug users who seek dangerous drugs do so despite that they know the dangers inherent in them (addiction, health problems, etc.). People paricipating in unsafe sex do so, once again, in spite of what they’ve been taught about the dangers. The reasons are largely similar for both groups: fashion-model “heroin-chic” and the sexy, healthy-looking guys going bareback on so many porn outlets are two desirable images given to young people via the various media outlets. It’s easy to see what wouldbe attractive in both cases.
Also, it may be valuable to consider that someone who practices unsafe sex might not be actually chasing; though the result could be the same (just as a drug-user after that ultimate high is not the same as someone who dives head-first into addiction, though, once again, the end product could well be). From what I have seen, a “chaser” is someone who actively seeks the bug for whatever reason whereas the preacticioner of unsafe sex may be someone whose attitudes and opinions on HIV have become indifferent in spite of his education (and there are a number of factors here also).
I know a married guy who hooked up with a man he met online for a quickie. I was chatting with him online sometime after, and he told me that the man he hooked up with didn’t use a condom. I told him that was irresponsible behavior on his part, and that he could have opened himself up to infection. He was dumbfounded: “But it was only that one time!” he said. This ignorance on his part betrays a lack of adequate education.
I suppose thatlast story was meant to underscore that the experiences described in this blog are useful from a variety of viewpoints: some guys eroticise and get off on it; I find it educational. It serves a purpose in its unvarnished documentation and opinion–it’s up to others to take out of it what they find useful.
@ Dam: consider your statement:
“I’m pissed off about you do-gooders who are trying to scare people out of taking risks – making my life more difficult because everyone still perceives it to be a death sentence because of the scary warnings you give.”
This makes your life more dificult how exactly?
In my universe, 30 minutes of sex is not an adequate trade for completely overhauling my lifestyle.
“We talked a bit and he told me he’d been reading my blog for a couple years and it was one of the reasons why he felt more comfortable with raw sex and got more into barebacking. I didn’t say anything, but did the math on that and his present situation pretty quickly…”
So, one more gay man will die of AIDS and he credits his decision to self-destruct to this blog.
Wow, thanks for killing another one of our own.
If you have any questions about HIV, AIDS and living with the disease…go check out this website http://www.thebody.com, it is excellent. I live with HIV and there is a TON of misinformation still out there as well as indifference/apathy among gay men about this disease still. Bottom line, we all have the power of decision. Remember that in many states, if you know you are poz and do not disclose your status to someone and practice unsafe sex with that person, it becomes a crime period.
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