…too bad I’m busy with work…

hot asian looking for bareback action (Kew Gardens) 18yr
never done bareback before but have had an obsession with all the hot bareback raw porn out there and finally got the guts to post. looking for someone like minded and D&D free who doesn’t really bareback or hasn’t barebacked, like me, and wants to try for the first time.

That one has already been taken down – I just hope the kid didn’t get scared and got the load he was looking for…

FEM BOTTOM FOR HOT RAW ACTION – m4m (Midtown East) 24yr
hey guy
i am a fem bottom looking to get my hole full of hot cum… i want to take load after load today…i am mexican, 5’6, 130 good fit body… if you are up for some hot raw action send your pic and i will reply with mine

Mmmm… 5’6″, 130, latino? Couldn’t be more my type (OK, the fem thing isn’t quite what I look for, but I’m not looking for conversation – just a hole…)

24 hung aggr. bttm boi to get plowed by HUNG/THICK my hotel (Midtown) 24yr
5’10 160 blnd/blu 24 hung

staying at hilton 54th/6th looking for 18-35 aggr. HUNG/THICK masc total top(s) to pound me deeep and hard

take what u want guys

lookin to take loads all day

only email w/pics/stats get reply

The last guy had a great pic – the total hot jock type…

Then there’s this guy who I’ve always wanted to fuck…

Rican Bottom Needs Raw Top (Chelsea) 29yr
Vgl defined smooth rican guy here looking for a hot top to take me raw and fill me with his jizz. D&D free, u be 2.

MUST INCLUDE A PIC (prefer nudes). Hairy, Hung, Uncut +++++; Age doesn’t matter as long as you are 18+.

No lectures. This means if you are writing simply to tell me not to have bb sex, save it. I don’t read it. I don’t care. You should mind your business.

Looks like a nice guy…

1:30pm TAGTEAM (E26) 23yr
23 5’10 br br 165
smooth hole for some hot loads

starting a group this afternoon. Looking for hot tops who wanna dump in a hot hole.
Must arrive between 1:30-2pm. Trying to get at least 10 guys who wanna hang around and get into a hot hole and unload. MUST send face pic. body pic. IF not do not respond.
Lets play

That’s not the only potential group session today…

PARTY BOTTOM 4 GROUP TO BREED NOW! (Downtown) 28yr
SEXY COCK HUNGRY HOLE FOR YOU TO FEED! HOSTING KINKY HUNG TOPS NOW. ANNO OK. LOOKING FOR IN SHAPE AND UNDER 40 ONLY…BREEDERS OK TOO

Thug Black Bottom: What it do son?! (Harlem / Morningside) 26yr
Top spit at me i like the freaky uninhibited stuff.

Please send a picture of your face. No fem dudes.

Visiting Latino Bottom for Hot Tops (Midtown West) 29yr
29, 5’7″, 195 lbs, 33w, brn/brn, muscular, inked, latino mix, bubble butt total bottom

Visiting from Los Angeles and looking to get royally fucked while I’m here. Total cum pig, so fill me up. Looking for white, latino or middle eastern guys, 21-40, nice bodies (don’t have to be as muscular as me, but have to be in good shape), hung big, TOPs only.

Can host in my hotel in Hell’s Kitchen or travel. Will be here till Sunday…getting as much NYC cock as I can.

That’s a pretty incredible selection of bottoms for a Thursday afternoon – even for NY… I wish I weren’t stuck here supervising someone…

One of the guys I mentioned in my post the other day about young, adorable bug chasers just e-mailed me…

your blog entry makes me want to die. you will probably disregard this message, but i sincerely hope you take down my portion of your entry. that was me when i was a young kid and was thinking about my future. luckily and thankfully nothing came of my bug chasing. but your post makes it seem as though i still want it…which is not the case. i dont know how to say it any other way…please pleaseee take it down? yeah, thats my begging you–a 19 year old kid begging you to take it down because it will ruin him. i hope you understand. if not…cest la vie. i guess its just my fault in the end right? or perhaps its yours for attracting more men to message me? who knows…

I find the e-mail a bit funny. I mean “that was me when I was a young kid”. Dude… it’s less than a year later – you’re still a young kid…

Since I he’s probably reading this – let me be blunt. Kid – you’re need for seed won’t go away. And while you’re now scared of HIV, the fact that you were ever once in the headspace to write…

hey men, im at [state] university and looking for a man or a group of men to bring me out somewhere (i don’t care where you are)…and just endlessly rape my hole making sure that the last neg load to come outta my body was the one that lubed up my tight hole before u plowed in. im 18 years old, freshman, and lookin for it.

no regrets. give me your hot poz seed. whore me out, gangbang me, rape me…anything you want…

…means it was more than a casual desire to get pozzed. You may have toned it down a bit, but I’m guessing part of you still wants to get pozzed – you’re just scared of it. What that means is that when some guy shoves his raw dick in you when you haven’t discussed status, you’ll probably just take it, and sooner or later one of those guys will be poz and their bug will take.

I was chatting with someone a while back who said he had fucked the kid on a number of occasions a couple years ago and that he was a sweet kid. And yes, 18 minus 2 is 16, which is under the age of consent (17) here in NY (who knows how accurate the person was or if he actually ever had sex with the guy). My point is that virgins don’t start out wanting to get pozzed – it takes some experience getting fucked, taking loads, to know you like it and the likely result if you continue is that you’ll become poz.

There are a lot of reasons why guys would want to become poz. They may be majorly depressed, or they may just be incredibly submissive, or they may simply be sick of the worry and want to “get it over with” so they can be the slut they want to be without the guilt every time they fuck.

Depression they can get over, though they’ll still have to deal with the fact that sexual russian roulette was something that they found attractive. In other words, when they’re not depressed they may be able to control their urge to get pozzed.

Guys that are completely submissive are another thing completely. I remember reading a posting on bnskin where a slave didn’t know what to do because his owner (who was poz) wanted to fuck him raw and he was neg. His submissive side told him to submit and give his master what he wanted. His other side said to find a new master. In cases like these unless the slave finds a neg master and they’re pretty much monogamous, things don’t look so good…

If you layer promiscuity onto the whole submissive thing it gets very different. Here we’re talking about sluts who just love being sluts and getting cum in their ass. There’s really no way these guys are going to stay neg and personally I feel it’s one group where it actually makes sense for them to be bug chasers. I mean, there’s no way for them to stay neg, and since HIV will be with them for the rest of their lives, they should accept it, and if they want a ritualized conversion – fine…

Then there are the huge mass of guys who have a submissive or slutty side to them. It doesn’t rule their life, but from time to time they let some guy fuck them raw without asking the guy’s status… It’s hard to say what this group should do, but a lot become poz as a result…

So who knows which category the kid falls into, but personally I think he probably will become poz one day – those desires aren’t going to just go away. Being a bug chaser at 18 is pretty hard core…

There was a discussion on bnskin a while back on “do you forgive the guy who pozzed you?” and the overwhelming response was that no one pozzes you – you get yourself pozzed. Which means there’s a little bit of a bug chaser in all of us – even the guys who want to bury their head in the sand (or the pillow) and ignore the fact that it’s not safe to get fucked with a rubber by a poz guy…

So no judgements… Do what feels right, but please think about it first and make sure you really understand what you’re getting into and that you’re OK with it.

If you’ve been reading this blog for a while you might remember the top who I did a 3-way with who told me the bottom was HIV- when he was actually poz. Well, he now has a boyfriend (total bottom) and he (the top) wants to bottom for me and take my load…

Apparently his boyfriend isn’t up for a 3-way, which means the boyfriend probably thinks he’s in a monogamous relationship and has no idea his boyfriend is getting fucked raw on the side.

According to the top (who I barely believe), he’s gotten fucked a few times but hasn’t taken a load yet. And when I had the opportunity to swing by his place yesterday he didn’t get back to me and the plans fell through – so I’m guessing he’s in that phase where he wants it, but he’s scared of it…

Still, I do think it’s hot to seed tops with boyfriends… I know this top isn’t going to stop with just getting a load from me, and he’ll gradually take more and more loads. And from experience I know he isn’t all that careful about screening the guys he has sex with – he could get away with it as a top, but he won’t stay neg very long taking loads without being careful…

Load 2007-16

Wow… It’s been 77 days since I came in someone’s ass – that’s way too long… Finally, the wait is over – I fucked the black guy this morning.

I had been horny all weekend and hadn’t cum since sometime on Friday. Going out Saturday to the Eagle had gotten me all ‘charged’ up (bad terminology given the context, but you know what I mean), and since there hadn’t been any release I really needed to dump a load inside someone…

I love regulars… They’re always just there when you need them. So I arranged last night to hook up with the black guy. I think his daughter must be home from school or something ’cause he had me call when I was outside his place and then had me lock both the screen door and the main door when I came in. I’m guessing he sent her out on an early morning errand (sure she loved that…)

It all went pretty quick since I was running late and hadn’t cum in three days. He was on his bed, I pulled down his underwear, ate out his ass, and then fucked him. Didn’t use any lube and didn’t have it all that wet with spit, so it was pretty dry. I didn’t last long before I planted my three day load in his ass, said thanks and left.

So I went to the Eagle with my bf and the friend of a friend last night. I love leather bars. Everyone’s attractive to someone and there’s no telling who’s going to be into you.

I had heard online that there’s some sex going on there, and for a while I didn’t see much activity. Then I went to the bathroom and found it… The guys at the urinals weren’t really there to piss and this lean, light-skinned black guy had his pants down and a couple of us were feeling it up (quite nice – muscular, perky with a bit of fuzz on it).

Then the security guard came in and started telling everyone who wasn’t there to piss to leave. Since I was there to piss, I stayed and waited for a urinal.

This other guy seemed interested in playing, so I went over to one of the stalls (didn’t have a door), and was feeling up his ass and hole (pretty nice). When I started aiming my dick at his hole he didn’t really seem into it. He had a nice big dick and seemed to want someone to pay attention to it, not get fucked.

The lean light-skinned black guy came over pushed his pant down exposing his but and backed up to me. I felt his hole and it seemed like it was lubed, so I just pushed in. I had only fucked for a few strokes when the security guard came back. Not wanting to get kicked out of the bar (since my bf and friend were there), I complied and stuffed my hard dick into my pants, zipped up and left.

A while later, since I still hadn’t pissed, I went back to the bathroom and didn’t see much going on, though our friend said he saw people hooking up in the bathroom when he went.

Later we were on the roof deck and I noticed this latin guy who kept looking at me. He was definitely cute, and my bf thought so as well. He walked away and kept looking at me. When I saw him motion for me to follow him I mentioned it to my bf and he said I should go, so I did… We talked, went downstairs and made out a bit… He’s fucking adorable and totally my type. I just wanted to fuck him and seed him right there. He wanted me to leave with him (said he’d “give me everything”), and I wished I could, but it just wasn’t a good idea given my bf (who didn’t have any cash, keys or ID on him), and our friend (who was hoping for some action with me).

So I exchanged numbers with the guy… Hopefully I’ll get my cum in his hole soon. I’m wondering how raunchy he is. I was wearing something last night that was clearly visible and made me look slightly severe. So I’m guessing while he’s pretty assertive he actually likes being dominated and giving tops whatever they want.

One side of bareback sex are the kids who learn to love cum in their ass so much that they choose to become poz. As kids have gay sex earlier and earlier and as HIV is seen as less of a problem, this is the case with an increasing number of kids (who knows how many). I’d guess most young guys who become poz didn’t exactly look for it as much as they stop thinking about it and it “just happens”, but a select few actually seek it out.

It’s one thing for an older guy who knows what he’s doing to choose to become poz, but I wonder sometimes about kids – whether they really know what they’re doing… Nevertheless, it’s their life. I just hope they’re happy with their decision 10 or 20 years from now.

Still, some of the young bug chasers are incredibly hot. This post is a run down of a few I’ve come across online. In some cases the links have stopped working, and who knows whether it was fantasy or real for them, or if they’re still in the same headspace, but here they are…

There’s this 21 y.o. in the UK who posted a message saying he was looking for a conversion party (the link doesn’t work any more)…

‘Mo_Boy69‘ (19, 6’, 160, Missouri) posted a message on a Google Group saying he was looking for poz tops…

Then there’s ‘BreedMyHole18‘ on bareback.com (19 y.o., 5’6″, 130) who says

I’ve known for years the only way to have sex is to bareback. Taken a lot of loads and always craving more.

His profile says he’s neg but will play with poz or neg – doesn’t come right out and say he’s looking to get pozzed, but he knows what he’s doing, so pretty close to a bug chaser…

And lastly, he’s not quite as young as the other ones (21), but there’s ‘crfish20‘ on bareback.com who lists himself as negative, but says he’s looking for guys who “can be positive”.