Got home yesterday and wanted to hookup since I hadn’t cum in a few days. Didn’t manage to hookup with anyone, so this morning I get online. When nothing happens on Adam4Adam I pull out my credit card and cough up the money for Manhunt. Since bareback.com sucks now, and I’m stopping my paid membership there, I figure I’ll spend the money on Manhunt instead…

There were a couple of options, but one guy had contacted me before – looked like a small muscular latino and said he liked stocky guys. (Sounded like a pefect match). [I now know he’s light skinned black or mixed race, but whatever…]

So I go over to his place – full floor in a renovated brownstone in one of the best parts of Harlem. The name on his buzzer was Dr. John Doe (named changed of course) – a little pretentious, but maybe it meant he wasn’t a skanky cum dump…

He comes down to meet me – just like his pics – cute, lean, muscular… He was wearing a tank top and jeans that were riding low and showing his ass… Things were looking good.

We get into the apartment and start to kiss and feel each other up. Long story short, I get his pants off, and start eating his ass. Now the problems start. He just stands there. He obviously likes me eating his ass, but he doesn’t bend over or make it easy for me in any way… As a result, I have to keep ‘coming up for air’ since the way he’s standing I can’t breathe at the same time I’m rimming him.

He asks me if I like his ass and I say it’s pretty incredible. I play at poking my dick at his hole and then suggest we find somewhere more comfortable (since we were still standing next to the door). We go over to the bed and he sits on the bed, I raise up his legs and go to eat him out again. When I stop for a moment he tells me to keep rimming him. Demanding, but whatever… The whole time he’s jacking his dick.

I then go to fuck him. I don’t usually like missionary position when I’m fucking someone I just met, but whatever… The problem is, he won’t let his legs go back towards his chest – he keeps them straight up. I push, and he pushes back. This makes fucking him difficult. And he keeps repeatedly asking me to tell him how much I like his ass.

I try to flip him over and fuck him on all fours (since he never stopped stroking his dick) – but he’s still a bit rigid.

I’m losing it pretty quickly. He then says he wants to suck my dick, but won’t get up from laying flat on his back to do it – he makes me get in this weird position.

I try a little more to get hard, but it’s just not going to happen. I figure I’d suck his dick, but when I go down to do it, he doesn’t move his hand.

He starts asking what’s wrong. He obviously thinks I’m not into him, which is true, but it’s not a physical thing – it’s a chemistry thing. When you start talking about what’s going wrong in a hookup – it’s time to leave. So I say as much. On top of everything else I hadn’t gotten enough sleep, didn’t feel 100%, and the apartment was pretty warm (which always puts me off my game).

He keeps asking what’s wrong – if it was him… I keep deflecting the question… Oh well. I really wanted him to be a good cumhole, but that about sums it up – he doesn’t see himself as a cumhole. If I had to guess – he wants stocky guys who go gaga over him and keep telling him how wonderful he and his body is. He did have a great body – but to me it was just the perfect piece of meat…

Oh yeah, as I was leaving I noticed he had a painting of himself in the living room… It was one of the only pieces of art…

I googled his name when I got home. Let’s just say he’s doing well… Head of something at a pretty important institution…

So now I’ve got a 3+ day load in my balls and need to cum, but don’t want to waste it by jacking off. I’ll rest a little and look for a good bottom in a few hours…

Last night I was down in Chelsea with some time to kill. So I got on the web (via my cell phone) and saw a listing on Craigslist by a guy who had literally begged me to fuck him previously…

Me: “Where are you located?” (since his ad just said “downtown”)

Him: “im in chelsea teens/7th ave you and your stats”

Me: “39, 6′, 230, 8″, white. we’ve corresponded before-check past emails for my pics. I’m close and can stop by in a little bit if you want…””

Him: “hey dont see an old email from you but im HOT and HORNY you wanna CUM over or send me a DICK pic… do you know what I look like?”

Me: “What’s you address – I’ll be there in a few minutes… and yeah, I know what you look like you sent me a lot of emails trying to get me to fuck you… ;)”

Him (again): “hey im ready where r u CUM and Get it”

Me: “16 & 7 what’s your address?“

Him: “Kewl its 6pm now what time,I will send you my addy”

Me: “Not asking a third time… I WAS looking for NOW. the games are really tiring…”

I give up, sign out of mail and send a text message to a guy who gave me his cell number and told me to call him whenever I was looking to fuck, but he texts back that he’s off to a Project Runway party (which I didn’t really understand until I got home and my boyfriend was watching the first show of the new season – great crop of designers BTW).

So I check my e-mail one more time and he had finally sent me his address… I send a message back saying I’ll be there in a bit.

I arrive and it’s a ‘modest’ apartment (nothing particularly wrong with that- some cumholes live in real dives) . In the pic he had sent me he had really short hair, but now it was really long. We played around a bit, he sucked my cock. I wanted to rim him and he cleaned off the lube he had put on his hole. The whole time he’s trying to talk dirty and a lot of what he’s saying is focused on the fact that he’s black and I’m white. I can definitely get into the whole racial thing, but the way he was going about it wasn’t really doing it for me.

Then I went to fuck him… We’re both standing – he’s bent over a desk. Thing is his legs are longer than mine and my dick comes to a point about 2 inches below his hole. I can get in his hole, but not comfortably and I’m not in the mood to stand on my tip toes to fuck him (been there, done that – no fun…) I ask him to lower his ass, he doesn’t get it. I then push down (pretty hard) on his lower back and he stays right where he is. I move him around to the couch thinking that might be better. No luck. I have him lay on his stomach and he manages to lay in a way that’s awkward for me.

I’m so over the hookup and my dick is almost too soft to fuck. Then he says (still talking dirty) “You like your hard dick in a black hole, don’t you?” I’m thinking – Guy, can’t you notice I’m soft? What’s the talk about my hard dick? It’s not hard!

At that point I give up. I say “it’s not working for me”, pull up my pants, put on my jacket, grab my bag and leave…

For someone who I think (based on his Craigslist postings) gets fucked a lot – he’s a really bad bottom…

Load 2007-19

I’m out-of-town for a few days in a small city in the south… God I love NY… There’s just a weird karma down here… Mind you parts of it are so charmingly stereotypical – like the woman on the plane saying “Thank you so much…” just like Kyra Sedgwick – and then the waitress last night would could have been Kyra Sedgwick’s younger sister…

I’m finding it funny reading profiles that say “I’m just a country guy who’s recently moved to the city”. Guys – this place barely passes for a City. I know – I spent two hours walking “downtown” when I got a bit lost today (until I realized I had Google Maps on my cell phone). The place is a wasteland. I finally found the “good” part of downtown only to see boarded up buildings there too… Yes, there’s a nice part of the city and it’s quaint and charming, but lets just say you need to stay in the numbered streets and they seem to stop at 4th Street.

And the choice of men isn’t much better… It’s been a long time since my bf and I spent days apart and I was hoping for a little action. The thing is, the guys just aren’t all that hot (IMO). My bf might think so – he likes beefy/stocky/chubby white guys, but that’s not my type. And the black guys down here are different too – there’s more shades of brown in NY, and a different attitude (which is true for white guys as well)…

Whatever. Anyway, I tried one… It was an OK experience, he looked mostly black, was a little chubby but not too bad… Unfortunately he took off his shirt… I needed to fuck and I did, and I came in his ass. But then he wanted to keep going and I just wanted it to be over. I tried to play along, and finally he jacked off onto my chest – a lot of cum – my belly was covered in cum and it was dripping all over the place… But I was just glad when he left.

So that’s about it. Wish it were better, but whatever…

Last night I got to bed at 2:30 after drinking too much Wild Turkey over at a friend’s place. When I woke up I was still a bit “foggy”, but got hard pretty quick when I thought about fucking someone. The buppie I fucked a couple of times before was on Adam4Adam, so I asked if we wanted me to come over.

I had just gotten out of bed and thought about the fact that I should eat something before going over so I’d have some energy, but I figured this time would be like the other times and he’d offer me some juice and that would be sufficient.

When I got there the door was ajar which was different. I went in and didn’t see him. I was wondering if he was going to be ass up on the bed, which would be a big change for him. As I got near the bedroom he called out and said “hi”. When I got into the bedroom he was laying there watching TV (which he turned off).

I took off my clothes and climbed in bed with him. We played around a little and I went down and ate out his ass which seemed to really like… When I was done he reached over, got some lube and lubed up his hole and I slid in with him on his stomach.

I’ve always been amazed that I got off with this guy. He’s a great guy, but not really my type physically. Today it caught up to me since I was operating on an empty stomach. We switched positions a couple times, but I just couldn’t stay hard. Between not having enough energy and not being completely into him physically, it just wasn’t happening. After a while I just sorta kept my dick in him while he jacked off his super thick dick. As my dick slipped out of him, he came complete with the little ‘convulsions’ that seemed so weird the first time.

Since I wasn’t in a rush to get anywhere, we layed around a little while and cuddled. It almost looked like he fell asleep at one point. Then I got up, took a piss, put my clothes on and went home…

I could still use a good fuck today. The Brazilian sent me a message saying he’s interested in getting loads from me and my bf. I had notice that he posted an ad on Craigslist – looks like he’s seriously on the hunt today… Maybe later I’ll get my dick in him. Told him it would be nice if he had another load in his hole when we hookup… We’ll see…

Load 2007-17

Believe it or not, it’s been 95 days since I’ve cum in a new ass. Well, that ended today – and a fine ass it was too…

Last night two different three-ways with my bf fell through. My bf wound up hooking up with this guy and an Asian guy was supposed to come over for me, but never called back…

So I was horny this morning. Got online just after 7am and there was a guy on Adam4Adam I had talked to in the past that was about 25 blocks away. So I went over to his place. He was latin, fairly muscular, not much fat on him, and he had a killer ass. He had to come down to the lobby to get me ’cause his buzzer was broken and by the time I was up at his place I had a serious chubby just thinking about getting in such a great ass.

He was a little distracted. He said his room was a mess, so he had put a blanket out in the living room. He fumbled around with putting on porn (something by S/X video where a guy was trying to take as many loads as possible). As he was setting up the DVD I started eating his ass. Great ass – hole didn’t look all that used, he had a muscular bubble butt (“perky” would be a good description), and his skin color was just about perfect as well… His dick wasn’t hard ’cause he had been ‘partying’ with his friends the night before, but I like it when a bottom has a small soft dick, so that just went in his favor.

He looked back, saw my hard dick and commented on how big it was. My dick’s above average, but not huge… Whatever.

I stood up and he sucked my dick for a while, but I wasn’t there to have oral, so I got down and blew him briefly (he got a little hard). Then I went to fuck him…

He lubed his ass while he was blowing me, so I spit on my dick a bit and he guided it in. We fucked doggy style briefly. I love having my hands around a small muscular waist with my dick in a hot ass… When I pulled out I looked at my dick, he asked if it was OK and I said ‘yeah’, but I smelled something so I put on my glasses and looked a little more closely and saw a small amount of shit on my dick. I usually hate getting shit on my dick, but it happens when you fuck raw. I got up, went to the bathroom and washed off my dick in the sink. He went in and cleaned up a little (nothing major).

I wasn’t going to let a little shit get in the way of fucking a hot ass (it’s not like my dick came out covered in shit). So when he came back he acted like it was over – he sat down on the floor and watched the porn on the TV. I told him I still wanted to fuck him and got him on his belly. I figured this way I wouldn’t go in so deep and shit would be less of a problem.

I don’t think he really likes getting fucked on his belly, but I wasn’t really asking him how he wanted it. I needed to blow my load and it was going up his ass… He seemed like he was really feeling it as I fucked him, and it didn’t take long at all – just a minute or two – before I blew a really huge load in his ass – it just kept cumming and cumming and from the feel of it, it was pretty thick too…

I stayed in him for a minute, pulled out and went to the bathroom to clean off my dick. He commented again on how big my dick was and I said, “it’s not that big”, and he said “no, it’s big…” (glad he liked it). He asked if I wanted a shower, but I didn’t feel like I needed it. I dressed, and left pretty quickly afterwards. I’m not sure if he wanted me to stick around, but I wanted to get my day started…

All that before 8am… Not bad. I’m horniest in the morning anyway – just wish there were more bottoms around here looking for morning loads.

As I walked home I could smell his ass on my beard… I like that – it’s like this pleasant musky reminder of what you just did…

?

The other day I mentioned that I almost went home with a guy when I was at the Eagle on Saturday. We e-mailed back and forth since then, but I don’t think it’s going to happen…

We chatted back and forth, and then I asked…

A couple of questions…

Are you poz, neg, or not sure?
Do you fuck raw, wrapped, or whatever?

To which he replied…

i am negative..what about you?

At this point I was thinking things looked pretty good. He definitely made it clear he’d give me whatever I wanted when we were at the bar, and now he’s saying he’s neg and not answering the question about raw/wrapped. I figured he was the type who just let the tops call the shots. As long as he was into the top, they could have what they wanted…

I then asked him what he got into, since we did meet in a leather bar (of sorts – there aren’t any good leather bars in NY anymore), and he said…

I don’t know what your concept about that particular leather bar is…but there’s a lot of people normal, crazy and too crazy sometimes…I can define myself like a normal personal…I like sex but I am not into any pain…toys..etc…sorry if i disappoint you…just sex…and I always use condom…even though I don’t like it…I basicaly like normal guys and you looked like that to me…what about you, what are you into?

At this point he said he used condoms, but didn’t like them. I’m thinking that’s straddling the fence – leaving it open to go raw… So I responded…

Condoms make me go soft, so I don’t use them. Sounds like that’s a problem… Otherwise, I go from vanilla fucking to light bondage, hoods, etc. But frankly, the bondage stuff doesn’t happen very often…

And I haven’t heard from him for the past two days – so I think I’ve lost him. Not sure if it was the fact that I got into bondage, or the fact that I wanted to go raw (or a combination)…

Too bad. He was really cute and incredibly fuckable. I really wanted him to take my load…