Load 2008-26

This past week (or two) has felt pretty sparse sexually. Too often I just haven’t felt in the mood to fuck – mostly ’cause I’ve been busy with work. I even worked all weekend on a project I’ll tell you about in a couple days…

Saturday morning the guy who has the nice townhouse contacted me on BarebackRT and asked if I wanted to come over. I sorta felt like it, but Saturdays are weird for me. I tend to wake up with a hardon, but then lose my sex drive a few hours later. So I put him off… But Sunday evening (yesterday), I really just needed to at least try to cum. He was online, so I contacted him again. He said he had a bottom coming over and asked if I wanted to fuck the bottom with him. I said sure so he told me to head over. The weird part was I didn’t know who the bottom was when I actually left the apartment. I was just trusting that he’d have a decent bottom.

I was running a little late and then had trouble finding parking so I got there about 20 min late. As I walk up to the building I see a guy waiting outside. I figured he was the bottom. He said “hi” and I returned the hello, but I was generally busy texting the host to tell him I was there. The door swung open and the bottom went in and the host indicated I should wait outside. OK… Chances are he hadn’t told the bottom about me…

I wait for about 10 minutes and then figure things weren’t going to work out, so I try out Manhunt on my cell phone, but every time I try to send an e-mail to someone I get a timeout. I give up and wait a little longer. Finally at the 20 minute mark I’m a bit cold, but need to kill some time, so I give up, and walk into Central Park which is a couple blocks away. When I’m in the park for just a couple minutes I get a text asking if I left. Followed by another one that’s really apologetic for how long he had me waiting… I text back that I’m still close by and head back in that direction.

When I get back to the townhouse he’s left the door ajar and I walk in. When I get to the bedroom he’s got the bottom positioned on the bed ass just waiting to get fucked. He’s kissing the bottom and it’s clear the bottom isn’t going to be looking back to see who I am (even though he saw me outside, I’m not sure what he’s been told or whether he knew it was me at that point). I’m sorta hard, but kneel down to rim the bottom’s ass. I should mention the bottom was looking really good – great ass, lean, sorta lightly muscular body… His ass was a bit hairy, but he had a nice hole…

There wasn’t any lube lying around so when I was done rimming him I just spit on my dick and shoved in. He took it like a champ and within seconds I realized lube wasn’t necessary – he had the host’s load in him – and it must have been a fairly big load too. The hole felt all silky and wonderful – the way the Brazilian’s ass should have felt if he really had had 6 loads in him the other day. (Why can’t all bottoms have asses filled with cum?)

Even though his hole was all silky and wonderful I didn’t cum right away. The host had started off kissing the bottom – keeping him looking forward, not back at me, but then he switched and had the bottom suck his dick. After a while I was finally about to cum, and the host went back to kissing the bottom while I unloaded in the bottom’s ass.

I could tell from the scene that I was just there to breed the bottom and leave, so I just shoved my dick back in my pants (never did take off any clothes), and then I left… The bottom never did look back to see who I was.

After I got home I got messages from both the host and the bottom. The bottom was actually someone I had fucked before – a quickie pump-and-dump last fall. Since I had spent less than 8 minutes with him back then – most of it looking at his back while I fucked him, I guess I can be excused for not recognizing him when I saw him on the street. Given how emotionless and matter-of-fact the last hookup had been with him, this hookup was pretty much just par for the course – probably perfect in his eyes – though he did seem to have a connection with the host.

It had been a while since I’d done a real pump-and-dump. While I wish I hadn’t had to wait, it was still a really good hookup. Though it is a bit weird that the bottom was someone I’d fucked before…

One of my goals this year was to seed a couple asses half my age (meaning up to 20 y.o.) Well, I didn’t exactly seed the guy’s ass, but I did get my raw dick in a 20 y.o. the other night… The guy was a sweet kid – got a lot going for him… It wasn’t a regular hookup, he had stopped by for something else, but I knew he was interested in getting fucked. Since it wasn’t a real hookup, I was letting him take it at his pace.

We sitting around talking about stuff (like he time he was fucked by “the other blogger” who lives around here), and the conversation changed to Dawson’s 20 Load Weekend. He mentioned he hadn’t seen it, so I asked if if he wanted to watch it and he said ‘sure’. So I put it in the DVD player, and we’re both tugging at our dicks through our jeans. Since he’s looking at my dick on screen, I just pull it out – he might as well see the real thing, right? He leans over and starts sucking. We change so we’re in a 69 position with me eating out his ass and him sucking my dick. Then he changes position again and when I ask if he wants to get fucked he says ‘yeah’.

So I run and get a towel and lube. I lube up my dick and push in… I’m only in him for like 30 seconds or a minute when he cums (how typical for a 20 y.o.), and then he asks me to pull out. Again, it’s at his speed, so I’m fine with it, though it was a huge disappointment not to seed him… I was really hoping to send him home with an ass full of cum.

If there are any young guys (legal through 20) who want my load – contact me…

Load 2008-25

Well, with this load I’ve given more loads so far this year than I did all of last year. My spreadsheet of fucks says if I keep it up I’ll get to 92 loads this year…

I saw the Brazilian guy online yesterday and asked him whether he was up for hooking up after work. He was, and he said he was going to try to get some loads in him before we hooked up. I suggested a few tops and versatile guys I saw online in the neighborhood including the (versatile) top I tagged a bottom with who’d told me the bottom was neg when he was actually poz. That top flaked out on him, the cute thin versatile guy I’d fucked a while back only likes white guys, but the Brazilian guy said he’d gotten one guy to dump in his ass, had another consistent fuck buddy on the way over, and would try for more – that his goal was to get fucked by 5 guys..

So he arrives that evening, I ask him how he’s done – he says he’s got 6 loads in him, from 4 guys… So I was going to be top #5 and load #7… I’m not quite sure what to think… If what he’s saying is true, he’s come a long way… This is someone who’s pretty cautious about who fucks him and says he usually uses condoms when he fucks. Now it looks like he’s just hungry for loads. On the other hand it’s almost like he’s reading the blog and trying to beat out the 5 loads the bottom got from 5 tops in the gangbang I organized a little over a week ago. But to my knowledge he doesn’t read the blog… Still, it was really hot for him to offer me sloppy seconds…

While I’m waiting for him to get undressed I lay back on the bed and stroke my cock. When he finally gets naked he sucks my cock a bit, but then he made it clear he was here to get fucked, not suck dick… He gets on all fours, I lube up and push in. Now here’s the weird thing… For someone who’d been fucked at least 6 times that day, his hole was tight. And if he had any loads in him, I couldn’t tell. I told him to keep the loads in him, but they didn’t seem to be there…

Anyway, he was there to get fucked and fuck him I did. Pretty hard too… But my hard fuck seemed to match where he was at as well. Usually he likes me to fuck him with his legs up so we can kiss and stuff. But there wasn’t any of that this time… I probably only fucked him for 5 minutes, maybe a little longer, and then I felt my orgasm building and I dumped in his ass. Finally he hole felt cummy…

After I came I kept my dick in his ass, and we spooned while I kept slowly fucking him. His hole was nice and silky and wet by this point… As soon as we laid down he just started chatting about life – catching up on things… After about 10 minutes my dick went soft, he pulled off, turned over and we started kissing… We just laid there talking and kissing for a while until he realized he was late for dinner with his boyfriend and had to run…

I’m not sure what to think. I don’t get why he was so tight and dry… Part of me thinks he was just telling me what I wanted to hear. But I do believe he was a man on a mission that day and wanted to get fucked as much as possible. Who knows… Either way it was a good fuck, though there’s something to be said for a gangbang where you can felch loads out of the bottom… 5 loads at a gangbang beats 7 loads one at a time…

Load 2008-24

A week or two ago an Asian guy contacted me who I’d fucked end of January 2006. Back then I was pretty taken with him – genuinely sweet guy, hot little body, and on top of everything else he said I was the first guy to cum in his ass… I saw him online late last night and contacted him this morning when I saw him again. Since the subways were fucked up by me I told him I’d drive down to his place…

When I got there he answered the door naked… His body was still really great, and he was cute as ever… He had been partying the night before (more on that in a bit) and his dick was really little – which was fine with me (I get off on it actually)… As soon as I get my pants off, he goes down on my dick… It gets hard quickly and he lays back on the bed and lubes up his hole, then he sees the expression on my face and says “oops, did you want to rim me?” So, I just went with the flow and started fucking him… He was tight and had a hard time taking me but eventually things were good provided I didn’t go too deep (let’s just say my dick was longer than his ass was deep)…

We had a good fuck. Went on for a while and was pretty passionate. As you can tell from what I’ve said so far I’m totally into this guy, so I just took my time and enjoyed fucking him… His nipples were really sensitive and whenever I played with them his hole would spasm around my dick, which was cool…

Before we had hooked up I asked him if he’d be into taking pics or a video and he said ‘no’ – that he didn’t want them appearing on my blog. I suggested that he take pics with his camera and that’s what he did – 1/2 way through fucking we paused and he pulled out a camera and we took some close ups of my dick in his ass…

Even though I was taking my time, eventually I could feel my orgasm building. He wanted me to pull out, cum on his hole and shove it back in (probably so he could get a pic of it), but I wanted to cum nice and deep since he had mentioned that he hadn’t taken any other loads since I’d fucked him last time (over two years ago)… So that’s exactly what I did – shot nice and deep in his ass. He then handed me the camera and told me to take pics of my cummy dick in his ass…

I was still hard, so I kept slowly fucking him, playing with his nipples, kissing him… And that went on for a while until I finally got soft and pulled out. Of course, he wanted another load, but that almost never happens. We laid there, talked and played around some more.

Then I went to rim him hoping to felch a little cum out of his ass. I tasted a little cum, but not much, but it was nice eating his well-fucked hole… That got me hard, I fucked him some more and then fed him my cum covered dick which he licked clean.

Then we noticed things had gotten a little “messy”, and when I went to fuck him again it just got worse. I think my load got into him pretty deep and essentially douched him up higher than he had cleaned out… It wasn’t a big deal, but it sorta ended the fucking…

As I was putting on my clothes we talked a little more. He said he had told a friend that he’d gotten fucked by one of the tops from Dawson’s 20 Load Weekend and his friend hadn’t believed him. I thought to myself that it was curious that someone who “didn’t bareback” would tell a friend he got fucked by a bareback top. He asked if I were in other videos and I said no other DVDs, but I had done the two amateur things recently that I’d put on XTube. He wanted to see them, so I showed them to him. It was weird watching someone watch me fuck. Since he doesn’t like twinks, he wasn’t into the twink one, but he seemed to like the gangbang bottom one…

We also talked about his partying… A friend had come over the night before and they’d done some tina. They had looked for a neg top all night (which is why I saw him on at 1:30 in the morning), but couldn’t find one so he didn’t actually get fucked. I asked him whether he was the type who could control drugs, or whether he had an addictive personality… He said he definitely could not control it, but he never actually bought it himself. I worry about him… He’s so fucking cute, and he’s a good guy – I’d probably date him if I were single, but he’s playing with something really dangerous. I just hope he manages to keep it in check…

One way or the other I loved fucking him, and hope I can make it a regular thing…

Load 2008-23

Since I posted something on the blog the other day saying I was looking for tops for a gangbang, you sorta know what this post is going to be about…

A bottom contacted me a couple of weeks ago, he was cute in a submissive cumhole sorta way… We said we should fuck, etc… Then he told me more about himself – that he just started taking loads – got his first load on New Year’s Day. He suggested I set up a gangbang so he could get even more… He said he’d host it if I organized it. I’d never even met the guy and was taking a pretty big risk (he could have been a flake), but I gave it a shot… Put ads on BarebackRT, Adam4Adam and Craigslist. The Craigslist ad really got a lot of responses and we were off…

His one demand was that the tops be hung 8″ or more (I barely qualified). Even with that limitation I found about 12 tops that qualified and gave them details on where to go… He said he gave out info to a couple of guys as well… I was hoping out of that we’d get maybe 7 loads since I’d heard that only about half of “confirmed” guys ever show up to gangbangs.

We shortened the time down to a two hour period to make things more manageable, and I showed up about 15 minutes before that to get a feel for things, set up the video camera and put the restraints on the bottom… When I get there he’d arranged a friend to “work the door”, which was really smart and useful, though it was a bit weird how unemotional the friend was about seeing his buddy get gangbanged… The apartment seems like a dedicated sex den… Dark walls, rubber sheets on the bed and a sling (on a portable stand) all in a studio apartment. This guy has seemed like he had been around the block a few times and I wondered whether he really had just started taking loads. I’d expect someone like him to take loads a lot sooner. But that didn’t really matter…

We play around a little bit, I had taken 3 pills (rather than my usual 2), but for some reason my dick wasn’t all that cooperative. He started blowing me and I just wasn’t responding. So I do what I normally do in those situations and start rimming him. I see his hole and my thinking is even more confirmed… His hole was a wonderfully loose “pussy” (for lack of a better term). Yes, he could have been a safe sex pig previously, but he’d definitely had plenty of experience…

So I’m rimming him (he was on his back, legs in the air, on the bed) but I’m just not getting all that hard. I don’t know what the reason was. Maybe part of it was that it was pretty warm in the apartment (I didn’t realize how hot I was until I looked at the video and saw my t-shirt is drenched in sweat), maybe it was ’cause I hadn’t slept all that well the previous two nights, maybe it was because I took the pills after a big meal, maybe it was just ’cause pulling off a my first gangbang was a bit nerve racking… I’m not sure, but the sum total was a flacid dick.

I did get somewhat hard so I shoved my dick up his ass hoping I’d get harder when I was in him. But I was thinking about the fact that I wanted to video tape it and the camera was on a tripod over by the sling, and he was a good bottom who was worried he wasn’t 100% clean and wanted to do another check. So we took a break.

When he came out we did the final prep – I put restraints on him, collared him, hooded him, figured out how to get the camera to record, put him in the sling, etc… I tried to put on my hood, but the zipper which was a problem in the video of me fucking the twink completely broke on me. So using the hood was out. That meant I’d have to edit out all the parts where I was rimming and felching from the video…

Since I wasn’t hard enough to fuck, I rimmed him, and rimmed him, and moved him over to the bed, and rimmed him some more… What I should have done is take basic video footage of him at this point, but I was trying to be a good top and give him the attention he deserved. I did take some video of his hole, but should have gotten more… And then I rimmed him some more. In fact, I rimmed him so much I think I gave him a rash on his butt (from my beard).

We finally laid down a little bit to cuddle, and about that time the doorbell rang. So I got him up, and put him in the sling and got ready.

The first guy to arrive I’ll call “married guy” ’cause (like me) he had a wedding band on. He was 40ish, attractive, conservatively dressed, and masculine. He pulled out his dick and he had a big spongey dick – sorta like my dick is when the pills work, only his was at least a 1/2 inch bigger, maybe more…

He has the bottom give him a bit of a blow job (difficult with the bottom blindfolded and bound in the sling). When he goes to fuck the bottom I ask him if he wanted to get videotaped – said it could just be a closeup, but he didn’t want it, so I move the video camera out of the way.

Then the doorbell rings again. This time it’s a guy I’ll call “Nike” ’cause he had a Nike cap on. Nike pulled out his dick and it was a whopper. Easily 9 1/2 inches and pretty thick (though he’d been modest and said it was a tad under 9 when he first contacted me). The bottom was going to love him… Nike was a bit of an average geeky guy. Really early on he was smirking – something he did all night long. You could tell he loved the scene and was completely into it… He asked if it was being videotaped I said ‘no’, and asked if he wanted to be – once again, the answer was ‘no’…

They play with the bottom a little bit and then fairly quickly, the bell rings again and this time it’s a guy I’ll call the “former athlete”. Big beefy guy – I’d bet 10 years ago he had an absolutely incredible body, but I’d guess his life doesn’t revolve around a gym so much anymore (you know the type)…

The three of them take turns fucking the bottom, and everyone’s being courteous, they don’t hog the bottom, and let the other tops cut in. Almost too courteous actually – there were a fair amount of time when the bottom didn’t have dick in his ass and the guys just stood there looking at him and jacking. But who am I to criticize? My dick wasn’t even hard…

Finally former athlete went for the load and came deep in the guy’s ass, zipped up and left. The really beautiful sight was whenever Nike would fuck him after that… First his dick would get all glistening with cum, and then when he’d pull out there would be cum all over his dick – especially in the ridge at the end of the head of his dick. Former athlete must have cum a lot…

About the time former athlete left, the bell rang again. This was the first younger guy – probably mid to upper 20s (the other guys were all older), he looked southern European – like he was possibly Greek. He joined in and things continued on…

I was playing hostess a bit – would get poppers and juice for the bottom when he asked, and at one point he needed to pee and I led him to the bathroom and back. That was pretty funny ’cause I didn’t do a very good job and he kept bumping into things… Oh well…

Since two of the three guys who were there didn’t want to be video taped (didn’t ask the other), I didn’t videotape any of the action with the other tops. Which is too bad, but it would have made things more awkward since so many didn’t want to be videotaped…

Things continued on with a lot of jacking and looking at the guy’s hole, and the guys taking turns on his ass. Finally the younger guy seemed to want to cum, but he says something asking where he should cum. The other tops tell him the bottom wants to take the load… So the younger guy steps up, fucks him a bit and cums in him… Then married guy steps forward and cums in the bottom. I wasn’t sure married guy had cum, but he said he did when I asked him.

Those two leave after cumming and it’s just me and Nike left. The cum is literally leaking out of the bottom’s ass and down onto the sling. I scoop up some of it and taste it. Then I get down and eat out his ass. It was WONDERFUL… Sweet and tangy… Seeing me felch the loads, gets Nike going and he steps forward, and fills the bottom with his load. As he gets dressed I reposition the camera and film me felching cum out of the bottom’s ass. It was hot and got me going, I stand up, and fuck the bottom for a while and dump my load in him and then go back to felching loads out of his ass as Nike is leaving…

The bottom didn’t realize everyone except for me was gone. When I tell him, he gets up has a cigarette and we talk a bit… It’s obvious he liked it, but he’s hungry for more. 5 loads just isn’t enough cum for him…

From my perspective it was a bit of a pain to set up, but I gotta say eating the cum out of his ass when it was all done was pretty wonderful… I gotta find ways to get more of that…

BTW, I’m not sure who it was who actually attended. I know who Nike was, but that’s it… If you were there, let me know which one you were and something about the scene I didn’t mention in the post… rawtop@yahoo.com

[And yeah, I know I look fat in the video… Whatever. Some guys like that and plenty of others don’t seem to mind…]

If you don’t mind… Log in to the video sites and give me good ratings on the video… It’s on JizzFlixxx and XTube… Thanks!

Load 2008-22

My apologies it’s been 10 days since I last fucked someone… Life’s been pretty busy…

A guy was supposed to come over after work last night to do a 3-way with my bf and me, but he didn’t show up. It’s not the first time plans with him have fallen through, so it didn’t surprise me when he didn’t show up. The guy I’ve fucked a couple times before – the one who’s a bit nervous and neurotic – had been e-mailing me pretty consistently since the last time we hooked up. He’d even e-mailed that morning. So when the other plans fell through I e-mailed him and then when I didn’t hear anything, I texted him. Immediately I get a call and he said he’d be over in a half hour. He could tell my bf was around and asked how many guys he’d be servicing. I said it would just be me since my bf had already jacked off after the first guy didn’t show up. For getting a text out of the blue he was immediately ready. Sorta felt like I was ordering pizza or something (“be there in under 30 minutes or your pizza’s free”)…

True to his word he was over here really quickly. In the meantime my bf had seen his pics and was interested in fucking him. When he got here I asked him if he was up for playing with my bf as well, and his response was like a little kid (even though he’s in his upper 40s) “OK, sure…” He then followed it up by “Is he neg?”

He stripped off his clothes, asked if he should keep his jockstrap on (I said yes), and he got on his knees and started sucking my dick. You could tell he was hungry for dick, but it wasn’t the best blowjob. After a while I turned him over to my bf and he sucked my bf’s dick while I played with his hole. His hole was all puffy – so I’m guessing he was playing with dildos when I called…

We then switch places and he’s sucking my dick again and this time my bf gets on his knees behind him and starts fucking him. Even though my bf had cum earlier, he was rock hard (which is typical for him)… We do that for a while and when my bf pulls out we reposition and this time I fuck him… We get him on the bed legs up, I spit on my dick and shove in. As usual, he’s a good bottom – takes my dick easily…

I gotta back up a little bit and say he’s been doing poppers almost constantly since he started sucking our dicks. So he asks my bf to administer the poppers. The problem was it wasn’t an easy task since he didn’t have his head turned to the side. My bf tried, but at one point he managed to spill a little bit of poppers on him and it ran into his eye. You can imagine how that would have felt. Everything stopped. We ran to the bathroom I got a handful of water, rand back to the bed and basically poured the water into the guy’s eyes. Then my bf followed up with a wet towel. The good news was that pretty quickly the crisis was over and I had my dick back up his ass…

I then flipped him over onto his belly (he could control the poppers himself in that position), and continued to fuck him until I came. It had been a few days since I had cum (yes, I jacked off – I know I shouldn’t waste my cum, but…) so I gave him a nice big load. When I was done my bf went back to fucking him, the guy was literally begging for another load, but since my bf had jacked off earlier, he couldn’t cum.

The weird part about this guy is that he’s really nervous and scattered. I tried to be affectionate with him as he dressed, but he didn’t respond. He was still really sweet and eager to please, but there’s a chemistry that’s lacking with him… In a way it would be really convenient to have him over on a regular basis since he’s up for serving me and my bf, but I think my bf wants more of a “connection” with the guys he fucks – he wants kissing, and eye contact, cuddling, stuff like that… So we’ll see if we do a repeat…