Load 2013-26

I know some of you may be sensitive to me using the word nigger. Get over it. To me it’s just race play – and a form of domination and submission. Or to put it more simply – it’s role play. And the bottom in this case really gets into it.

One of my more regular guys from the neighborhood I’ve talked about a lot on here. He’s close enough with a flexible schedule so he’s often my fall-back when other guys flake. But he’s actually a good fuck – he pretty much always gets me to cum. Usually I ignore his dick since he’s just a cumhole bottom, but he’s got an enormous dick…

He does top on occasion – though not with me, but he’s mostly a bottom. And his fantasy is to get raped by a bunch of white tops. So as you read this – if you’re a white top and wanna join me in fucking him, just let me know – especially if you’re up for videotaping it.

He wanted to bring another top over  – a young Latino with a thick 9.5″ dick, but wasn’t sure if the top would be up for video, and I wasn’t really in the mood to explain the scene to my boyfriend or deal with the complications of making someone else happy – so I told him to keep it 1-on-1.

We started off with him sucking me, which soon turned to a 69 position with me sucking on his hole while he sucked on my dick.

But given the size of my PA, that’s never fun for the bottom since it hits their dental work. After a while he just started sucking my balls and jacking my dick. I was happy sucking on his hole, so it was all good with me.

Since I was hard I wanted to fuck, so soon he was legs up on the edge of the bed…

Usually I try to guide my PA in first and then push in with my dick. For some reason that wasn’t working with him so I just let my PA flop to one side and pushed in. I know that’s harder for the bottom since the PA adds to the thickness of my dick, but he put up with it.

I fucked a bit like that, but my feet were slipping on the floor and my body was blocking the light from the windows, so we repositioned. When I pulled out he was a little dirty, but didn’t seem to be too bad, so I just ignored it and carried on.

I got him on his belly and pushed in. Again I let the ring go to the side which hurt him a bit as I went in.

When I had him pinned down under me is when I started pulling out the stops with all the race play stuff. I was calling him a nigger cumdump. Asking him if he liked taking loads from white men. Telling him that niggers are meant to be cumdumps for white men and that he would have made a good slave and made his master very happy.… etc. I like degrading bottoms when I’m fucking them – it’s part of chemistry of the scene. Often if I’m not sure they’d be into it I do it quietly in my mind – it’s just what turns me on.

I wasn’t particularly gentle with my fuck. My PA was hurting just a little so I wasn’t overly rough either. But I think he got roughed up pretty good. It wasn’t long before I blew a load up his hole. At that point I just sort of collapsed on top of him. It’s sort of a cuddle, sort of almost smothering him, surrounding him…

We laid like that for a little bit, when I rolled the two of us over and started caressing him and paying attention to his body. These after sex sessions are where I bond with the bottom – most of them seem to like it. They just went through being violated, now they get the tender side. With him I played with his big black cock and sucked on his nipples a bit…

I didn’t actually go so far that he came – I’m actually fine with bottoms going away not having cum. Hookups are about me cumming – not them cumming. Maybe it’ll keep them horny and they’ll go looking to get fucked some more 😉

After a bit of that we just laid there having some some sensual quiet time…

That was about it. Since he’s a regular I think I’ll try to film most of our hookups going forward. He’ll help keep me in the practice of videotaping my fucks.

And again, if you’re a white top in NYC and want to fuck him, let me know – especially if you’re up for being videotaped.

Load 2012-30

I’ve been meaning to get back into making videos of my fucks, but just been too busy to do it. A little over a week ago a guy who had flaked on me a month or so before finally came through. He said the reason why he had flaked was ’cause he heard I said some not-so-nice things about guys I fuck. If you think about it, that’s only a problem if you tell your friends I fucked you. If you don’t tell them, then how will they know the guy I’m talking about is you?

Doing this post with pics – I’ll give my standard disclaimer… Yeah, I’m a bear. Do I like my body? No. If you don’t like it, join the club. But there are plenty of guys who like it and even more who put up with it… So it is what it is…

Anyway… the guy shows up and he says he needs poppers. I know I have 3 or 4 bottles of them around here somewhere – but apparently they’re all in the same place and that wasn’t any of the places I looked. He apparently needed them so bad he had to run home to get a bottle. He did leave a bag, so I knew he was coming back. Not too long later he was back. We get everything ready, strip down, and he starts sucking my cock…

And yeah, as I mentioned, I know I’m heavy… Believe it or not that’s about 15 pounds off my peak – I was heavier. Actually, I’m losing weight pretty steadily these days. Hopefully I won’t be such a bear by the end of the year or this time next year.

Anyway, I digress… He did a good job with the PA – I don’t think I felt it hit teeth once. After sucking on my dick we moved onto the bed where he sucked my dick some more and licked my pits… Since I was filming it I let it go on for a while, but eventually I wanted to fuck. I rimmed him for a bit and then got him on all fours and shoved in.

As usual for me I pretty quickly pushed him down onto his belly…

He had one of the loosest holes I’ve fucked in a long time. In hindsight I have no clue why he needed poppers. Usually guys use poppers to loosen up, but he was SO loose it wasn’t funny. Not that I’ve ever fucked a woman, but I’m guessing fucking women feels something like his hole felt… And it did feel good… It wasn’t long before I was blowing a load in his ass…

We kept playing at that point. I wanted to flog him, and I did for a little while, but he was in pain (and not enjoying it with even my lightest strokes), so I ended that. Then he jerked off for a while. I let him lick my pits and I played with him a bit…

After he blew his load we chatted for a bit. He was a bit chatty and I learned a little more about him than I needed too…

So all in all a good fuck. Glad I could videotape it. Hopefully I can do another video with him soon… I’ve got some ideas for S/M sorta stuff that’s not as painful…

When I edit the video I’ll put it up…

Load 2010-4

OK, I’m at a measly 4 loads this year. It’s sorta pathetic, but I’ve got a life and it interferes with seeding hole… On completely the opposite side of that spectrum is “bbcunt” who is the bottom I kept referring to in my MAL write ups as “the hot piece of meat everyone wanted to fuck”. Well, on January 30th I gave him his 90th load of the year. That’s right – he’s averaging 3 loads a day and if he can keep it up he’ll get over 1,000 loads of cum in his ass this year. He’s being a good cumdump and telling the world about his exploits. You can find him on Twitter and he’s got a blog as well. (And if you want to fuck him email him – bbcunt@gmx.com).

We’d been going back and forth about hooking up – almost did it at MAL, but it didn’t happen. So when we got back to NY we decided to fuck and film it. The first weekend he couldn’t do it, so we did it the second weekend.

When he got here he was hot as ever. But it his interaction with me was a little curious – when I went to kiss him he didn’t seem to want to kiss so I gave up on that really quickly. It’s not like I was trying to make out with him – just break the ice a little. That’s fine – he was there just to get fucked… But it was sort of a continuation of something I’d felt at MAL – there’s a side of him in e-mails and texts that’s really warm to me, but in person he’s sorta detached. I really don’t know what’s behind it, but the worst case scenario is that I’m just a notch on his bedpost and I’m absolutely fine being a notch on his bedpost if it gets my cum in his hole 😉

He stripped down to a t-shirt, jockstrap and white socks and put on a hood he brought with him (identical to one I already had). Then he got on the bed with his ass in the air waiting for me and my bf to finish getting ready to film him. Needless to say seeing this just laying there wanting my dick and cum was pretty sweet…

I finish up what I’m doing and then pull out my dick and he gets off the bed to suck my dick….

That went on for literally a minute and it just wasn’t doing it for me. To really get me in the mood I need hole, so I had him get on the bed on all fours and I ate him out. It’s curious ’cause in his write up of our hookup on his blog he said…

Two minutes later he started to lick my asshole. Usually I am not really into having me cunt eaten out, it actually pretty much bores me. But he had the most amazing technique ever – felt so fucking good….

I guess I should thank that guy on 15th Street so many years ago (’97?) who gave me a new perspective on rimming by chewing and sucking on my hole… 😉

The funny part was I could sorta tell that he wasn’t totally into it. Bottoms almost never just silently lay there. I usually get some sort of feedback out of them and with him it was like he was indifferent to it. But honestly, I didn’t really care. He had an awesome hole and I liked rimming it (as much as I like rimming there are holes I don’t really get into).

Rimming gets me hard faster than anything else but with him it wasn’t like I even needed to jack my dick – it was just bouncing up and down and rock hard. In fact I didn’t want to jack too much ’cause I was afraid I’d get too close to cumming.

I took my time ’cause I wanted to get good footage of eating his ass, but eventually I had had my fill. I got up, lubed my dick and started fucking him.

He (obviously) has a good hole (you don’t get fucked that much if you don’t), but while I was fucking him I was thinking too much about the camera and the shot and not enough about actually cumming in his ass, so I fucked him for a while but it got to the point where I started overheating (with the lights, etc.) and I had to take a break. [He was kind in his write up and didn’t mention me needing a break.]

Taking a break is usually pretty deadly for me. Once I lose it I lose it, but this was my lucky day and it helped that I had a truly hot bottom laying there waiting for my dick. What was sorta sweet was at one point I wasn’t hard and he started sucking on my cock and I got the sense that he was perfectly OK with sucking a soft cock. Most bottoms get turned off when the top isn’t hard.

Eventually I took off my shirt to cool down, got a hardon again, and went back to fucking. This time I really didn’t give a shit about the camera and just concentrated on fucking him and cumming his hole. I was pounding away at his hole. At first he was tightening up his ass to make it feel good for me, then I think it was too much for him to keep it up so I felt him go loose. It was a completely different sensation for me as a top, but it still felt good.

It took a little while for me to get my load and then when I felt it coming it took a while for me to actually unload in him, but he did get it – and a pretty big load too… When I pulled out I told him to see if he could push a little out. Next thing I knew there was like this huge load coming out. I didn’t want him to lose the load, so I pushed as much back in with my fingers as I could, but there was cum all over his ass. I love to felch a load, so I dove in and cleaned all of my cum off his ass. I still wanted him to keep the load, so I didn’t suck any cum out, but I was tempted to… My fingers were still coated with a lot of thick jizz, so I had him lick it off. At first I don’t think he knew what I was doing, but as soon as he figured out there was cum on my fingers he lapped it up like it was his last supper.

We then handled the paperwork for the video and he got dressed and left. As he was leaving it was like he was studying the apartment. We’re in a small(ish) rental while we try to buy a new place and on top of that our cleaning guy left town about a month ago so the place is messy (anyone want a cleaning job?) I’ve had bottoms get a little offended when I commented on the state of their apartments. I never care whether a guy has a messy apartment, but being observed like that I saw a bit of what they must feel when I write stuff here…

All in all a really good fuck. I’ll work on the video and get it up later – though with everything I’ve got on my plate, it may take a while…

Load 2008-63

UPDATE: The video is now embedded (see below)

Finally got my load up a bottom’s ass yesterday – the first time in 29 days! And it was a really great session too…

One of the readers of the blog contacted me a while back and wanted to hookup. But scheduling didn’t work out until yesterday. He was really determined to have me fuck him – actually volunteered to come up here on a weekend when the trains were running local and the last bit via shuttle buses. That makes for a pretty long and arduous trip. Having been stood up enough times I wasn’t quite sure he was going to actually make it, then I got a text saying he was on the 1 train at 125 (he opted for the long walk from the 1 train rather than deal with the A and shuttle buses).

He had said he wanted to film it and he was interested in leather and bondage. So I got things ready, but hadn’t quite gotten into my leather by the time rang the bell. I picked up the phone for the intercom and said “Hello” and my jaw sorta dropped when he said “Village Cumhole here” (his profile name). All I could think was I hoped there weren’t any of my neighbors within earshot. I asked him later if anyone heard him and he said there was a gay guy who was just opening the door who might have heard him. Oh well – probably put a smile on my neighbor’s face…

So he arrives at the apartment and he’s really cute – looks at least 5 years younger than the age in his profile. We didn’t get started right away ’cause I still had to get into my chaps, and he wanted me to take pics in addition to video, so I had to run and find the camera. But eventually we got started.

I’m always a little disappointed when I hood cute guys. While it’s hot to fuck a hooded guy, when they’re cute I sorta want to see their face. But we put the hood on so no one would recognize him in the video. And being hooded was a first time experience for him. And it is pretty intense to be hooded… After taking a few pics we got started…

He had told me he was going to get fucked earlier, but I didn’t know if he’d gotten any other loads as well. So I asked how many loads he had up there… He said the guy that morning had given him two loads, but he’d also gotten a load from a guy last night at the Eagle – so he had 3 load up there. I asked if the loads were poz or neg and he said he had no clue. He didn’t ask and really didn’t care. 😉

I tried to get him to suck my dick, but it was difficult with the hood on, so I went to rimming his ass. His butt was perfectly smooth and his hole looked like it was well fucked and just the right balance of loose, but not too loose. Even though he had three loads up there I couldn’t really taste them.

After rimming him I shoved my dick up his butt with just a little bit of spit. He winced a bit when I was shoving in, but as soon as I was in there I could feel the loads and they provided plenty of lube. I LOVE a cummy ass and this was the second one in a row I was fucking. It felt really great.

I fucked him for a while with his legs up (missionary position), then rolled him over and fucked him on his belly. I was determined to be able to cum this time and hadn’t jacked off in two days, so I had no problem cumming in his ass…

After I came I was still sorta hard so I kept fucking him slowly. Then I rimmed him a bit. Then I played a bit with paddling him. He had told me he wasn’t into pain, so I didn’t take it very far – just baby steps. Then I stopped and we cuddled for a while. He wanted me on top of him, so we had some quiet time that way too.

After I turned off the camera and turned down the lights we had some more quiet time. Eventually I took off his hood. He’s so damn cute! (I’ve sorta got a crush on him.) We laid there and talked. When he started telling me about his hunting for loads, that got me hard and I started fucking him again. Then his leg was cramping, so we stopped and we just laid there with his head on my chest. It almost seemed like he was falling asleep on my chest. It was really nice, intimate moment.

Eventually we wrapped things up. Hopefully I’ll see him again soon!

If you’re interested in fucking the bottom – you can e-mail him at villagecumhole@gmx.com – he’s always looking for loads, and he’s definitely a grea bottom!

A week ago I hooked up with Marcelo Masko. You may know him from some of the Treasure Island videos he’s done – Fearless, Breeding Ian Jay, Loaded, Brad McGuire’s 20 Hole Weekend, and Sperm Bank. He’s also been in some Dick Wadd videos – Deep in the Hole and Soaked, Armed and Hammered (in both he’s a piss bottom). I think he told me he’s been in a total of 17 videos…

Anyway, I’ve fucked him on two occasions before. Once last May that went really well, and then at the end of August when my pills were working a bit too well. Thing was, I didn’t know he had done porn back then. Somehow I missed the videos he has been in, but then I saw one and asked him about it.

I’d been wanting to hookup with him again and we made plans for last Sunday. He was also game for getting it on videotape, so I brought my camera and tripod along. To me it was cool that I could finally videotape someone who didn’t mind their face showing. Not to mention that I think he’s a hot little pig…  😉

I get there and we set things up. It’s sorta weird, but to get light in from outside the blinds on the windows are open and people walking past on the street can see right in. But I put that out of my mind and just enjoyed myself… He had these plastic/rubber sheets he put on the bed, ’cause he likes his sex a bit messy. He had texted me right before I went over and told me to have lots of water ’cause he wanted to drink my piss. If you read this blog much you know I like piss bottoms…

The rest is pretty much shown in the video (it’s a pretty long video – 20 minutes and there’s another supplemental video coming, plus some other clips I may show later). It started off with him sucking my cock. At one point in there I’m fucking his mouth really slowly ’cause I’m actually pissing in his mouth.

Then we move to the bed and I rim him and fuck him. He had mentioned that he got fucked earlier in the day and took a load, but it turned out it was a massive load – my dick is just swimming in cum as I fuck him. It feels great. In fact he’s got so much in there it actually overflows while I’m fucking him and there’s a small puddle of it on the bed (which I lick up 😉 ).

[UPDATE: Marcelo has asked that I take down the video since he’s in talks with a studio about going exclusive with them and doesn’t want home made movies floating around out there…]

Here’s some supplemental footage of sucking and rimming that didn’t make it into the video above…

[Ditto]

All in all it was a good fuck. We fucked for a while and I fucked him pretty hard. [For those of you who keep asking for me to take my clothes off – you’ll like the last bit of the video.] But the thing was I just couldn’t cum. There are a number of reasons but it boils down to me working too much. First, I’m jacking off these days just so I can concentrate and get work done. But jacking off frequently makes it more difficult to cum when I’m fucking. Plus there’s the stress and always feeling tired…

There’s more to this story, but I’m going to wait on telling that part… But I will say Marcelo and I ‘clicked’ (he’s a sweet guy) and I plan on hooking up with him in the near future. 😉

And just as a shameless plug… If you want to hookup with Marcelo, you can hire him as an escort (see his ad on RentBoy.com). [UPDATE: He’s not doing escort work any more either… Sorry.] As you may know from the videos – he’s a great top as well as a good raunchy bottom…

Load 2008-45

UPDATE: Video now included below…
UPDATE #2: The neg bottom took a poz load at the gangbang…
UPDATE #3: The bottom tested neg about a month later…

Well the piss bottom had his gangbang… When I arrived he had the biggest grin on his face. He just couldn’t stop smiling… I’m assuming it was because of the 5 loads in his ass (from 4 different tops) – don’t think he was just happy to see me…

Anway, I got the video camera ready, explained it to the hosting top, we turned on a few lights so the video would come out better and we got started.

I should mention that I had put my PA in that morning after not wearing it for a few months… It’s a pretty big PA – 2 gauge, 1″ diameter. The bottom started by sucking my dick. He did a pretty good job of keeping the metal away from his teeth. But the problem was I couldn’t really face fuck him without my ring hitting his teeth and hurting him… So that didn’t last too long…

I rimmed him briefly (the organizing top didn’t really want me rimming at all – wanted the loads to stay in his ass)… Then I went to fuck him.

Getting the ring in was really difficult. At one point I thought I was in only to realize I wasn’t. I asked for lube, but believe it or not they didn’t have any (go figure – a gangbang with no lube!) Finally I just pushed the thing in with my fingers. [The moral of the story here is to only fuck with a big PA when the bottom is really loose.]

The bottom was in a lot of pain. I was a little worried about tearing him up inside – so on one side I didn’t want to stop and wanted him to get used to it, and on the other I was watching him closely to see if he went from extreme discomfort to any sort of sharp pain. It took a while, but we eventually got him accustomed to it and he was OK. I think part of it was me needing to get hard enough to get the ring in deep enough so it got past the muscular part of his sphincter…

Even when he got used to the PA, it wasn’t a garden variety fuck – it was more like he was enduring it than taking it easily… But as long as I didn’t think I was damaging him I was OK with that… And I gotta admit – the idea of a little bit of minor damage was a bit of a turn on (though not enough that he’d have to stop getting fucked for the evening – he didn’t have enough loads in him and the night was still young)…

So as you might expect, it didn’t take all that long to cum – which was probably a good thing given the punishment his ass was getting…

When I pulled out his hole was just gaping open and all cummy. I put some of the cum on my finger and tasted it. Then got a little more and fed it to him…

Update: Here’s the video of it… I wish you could see his face. You can tell by his grunts and groans he was in pain, but the look on his face was that of endurance more than pleasure…

Things then wound down, I packed up and left. I didn’t really like how it ended with him… The entire scene didn’t have the intensity that I like to have with a sub bottom. The PA and the videotaping were distractions… Oh well… I’ll fuck him again sometime soon…

One other update: I noticed the other day that his Manhunt profile now says “HIV Status: Don’t Know”. I asked and he said he found out one of the tops lied and said he was neg when he was actually poz, so he figured “Don’t Know” is more accurate. Turns out the poz guy was this young guy (who I know ’cause he’s been wanting me to fuck him), probably not on meds (though they’re not sure), and he told them he wasn’t sure of his HIV status, but he inferred that he was probably neg. To me “don’t know” is more dangerous than “poz” since the viral loads can be higher. They let the guy fuck him and then later it comes out he’s actually poz. You gotta remember the top before me fucked him really rough, and then I roughed up his hole with my PA… Hmmm…. It’s two weeks later and he hasn’t gotten the fuck flu… Who knows… It’s sorta par for the course though…

UPDATE (3): It’s now a month or so after the gangbang. The bottom got an HIV test and he’s negative. That means chances are he really is negative and what happened at the gangbang was of no consequence. Just reminder – this is all hearsay – it could be the guy who said he was poz wasn’t poz at all, but just playing some sort of weird game. Or it could be the bottom was lucky that night… Who knows.

So there had been another gangbang that I had said I would go to before I knew about this one – and it was just a few blocks from the first gangbang. So after hesitating a bit I decided to go. I figured if nothing else two gang bangs in one night would be good practice for IML next year…

When I got to that one there were three guys in the room… The bottom was a “beefy” 40 y.o. – you’re typical cumhole bottom. Not nearly as much my type as the first bottom, but an easy fuck.

As I came in he was getting fucked by this really thin black guy… I put down my things pulled out my dick and watched a bit… Then I looked more closely and realized the black guy had a HUGE dick – one of the biggest I’ve seen in a very long time. Possibly the biggest I’ve ever seen. When he pulled out and his dick was just hanging there I kid you not when I say it hung down almost half the way to his knees – at least that’s how it seemed. And on a guy as super skinny as he was the enormity of his dick was just accentuated…

I was getting used to the dynamics of the group when the bottom walked over to me felt up my dick (which seemed tiny by comparison to what he just had in his ass), then he got on all fours on the bed with his ass facing me. I got the hint and started fucking him. But all he seemed to want was a taste and then he changed around and continued getting fucked by the black guy.

I had taken my PA out because I didn’t want complications. I had just cum and wasn’t sure how I’d perform anyway, so wanted to keep things simple. But his ass had been really loose and really well lubed (didn’t know if it was with cum or actual lube). But long story short I knew the PA wouldn’t be a problem, so I put it back in. Figured I needed something to try to compete with the big-dicked black guy.

When the black guy got tired, the bottom presented his ass to me again. By now I was realizing that the bottom wasn’t interested in the third top at all… His choice, so I rimmed him quickly and then stuck my pierced dick in his ass. Unlike the other bottom there was absolutely no problem with it going in…

The bottom was kissing the black guy and sucking his dick while I fucked him. Since I had cum already, it went on and on. At one point things felt good and I wondered if I could cum again, but the orgasm never came.

The bottom was so loose that I was doing stuff to try to keep it interesting – pulling out and shoving back in (with the ring I figured he had to feel that…) But my cock just wasn’t a match for the black guy’s dick (and the dildo I saw on the night stand), so the black guy went back to fucking him…

The black guy just went on and on… Finally I had to piss and when I got done with that I figured it was time to go, so I left… As long as the black guy was in the room he was going to be the one getting all the attention.

So all in all an interesting night…

And last I heard the piss bottom (gangbang #1) got a total of 7 loads. Too bad he didn’t get more, but it seemed everyone wanted to get gangbanged that night. There were lots of Craigslist ads for guys taking loads… I was even contacted by a guy who knew of a hot 28 y.o. who was getting gangbanged. Told him I already had two gangbangs lined up. He actually wound up being load 5 for the the piss bottom. Apparently he had a big dick and fucked the bottom really rough (maybe that’s why the bottom had a huge grin on his face when I walked in – he had just gotten fucked by the rough top). They were surprised when I told them the guy was versatile…

But too many gangbangs in a night is a great problem for us tops…