Load 2008-21

I was going to hookup with the cub I fucked last week – he had contacted me and it was clear he was hungry for more cum. I asked him if he had gotten any other loads since I fucked him and he said he doesn’t usually get fucked bareback, but he thought it was really hot and wanted a repeat. I could tell where his mind was at. He’s the worried neg bottom who thinks barebacking is hot, but usually doesn’t act on his feelings. Anyway, I wanted to give him another load to get him a little more comfortable with the idea of letting guys breed him – so maybe he’d get hungry enough that he’d start having other guys give him loads…

But when I logged into Manhunt to see if he was online this really hot, hairy, muscular Latino e-mails me and says he wants my cum in his ass. I look at his profile – he lists himself as a versatile top and I can see why – his dick looks like it’s practically beer can thick… He didn’t have a face pic, but he e-mailed me his ass pic… It was pretty much perfect as well. He was way downtown, but I really wanted to fuck him. So I told him I needed to take care of few things and then I’d drive down.

I take care of what I need to do, hop in the car and head down. When I get there he hides behind the door as he opens it. He’s naked… He leads me into his apartment and I practically fall in love… I hadn’t realized he was a little guy – about 5’8″. His pictures were perfectly accurate, but what they didn’t show was his back… It had a huge, exquisite tattoo on it that went all the way down to the top of his ass. And his ass was incredible as well.

While he’s looking around for something, I start undressing. He asks if I want my dick sucked. I tell him I want to rim his ass first… He gets on all fours at the edge of the bed and I dive in and enjoy his ass. I knew he wanted to suck dick, so when I was rock hard, I offer him my dick. He has me lay down on the bed and he starts sucking my cock. It goes on, and on, and on… At one point he tells me to just relax and enjoy. He has his hand on my belly and I’m feeling his hairy forearm with my hand… At one point he has me reposition to the edge of the bed he can be kneeling on the floor. But he just keeps sucking and sucking. And it’s a decent blow job…

Finally I tell him I want his ass. I really wanted to rim him and then fuck him, but he gets on his back and immediately reaches for the hand lotion and puts a bunch all over his hole (so much for rimming)… I push back his legs and shove in… He feels good. It’s just really hot having this little, hairy Brazilian musle boy under me. His big dick just isn’t in the mood (he must have jacked off or something earlier), but I didn’t care. I just liked fucking a prime piece of meat…

I have to actually work not to cum. I had a five day load in me and he just gave me a really long blow job… I flip him over and fuck him on his belly. After a little while I can’t hold it any more. I tell him he’s a good pussy boy bottom and blow my 5 day load up his ass…

I wanna keep on fucking him, so I get him up into doggy position and continue to fuck him. He takes this as a queue and starts jacking off, and then blows his load pretty quickly. He must have been jacking off a lot ’cause there wasn’t much on the bed when he had me pull out and we laid down. Problem was there were brown spots on the bed – he was dirty… So I get up and go into the bathroom and wash off my dick. He turned on the TV, so I sit down and watch the local news on NY1, not sure what he wanted to do next.

When he comes back we play around a little more, but it was clear it was time to go… All in all a pretty good hookup. Definitely like some of the hot guys I’ve been fucking lately…

BTW, I’ve now cum in as many asses so far this year as I did in all of 2006. I’m definitely enjoying things this year!

Load 2008-20

Back in 2001 when my bf and I had been together for a little over 3 years, I wasn’t getting enough sex and I was fucking guys on the side (bareback of course). It was during this time that I fucked “Max” who went on to be the NY-based porn producer for Treasure Island, which is how 3 years later I wound up fucking Dawson in Dawson’s 20 Load weekend… But I digress…

My memory’s a little fuzzy, but if I remember correctly my bf found out I was fucking guys behind his back, there was a big argument, and the outcome was that we’d do 3-ways with bottoms. We thought this would be a great idea. We found a few guys and had a few good hookups (one of the guys we even later saw on Law & Order). But the problem was guys were usually either into one or the other of us, and we always used condoms, which I hated.

But we did find a few bottoms and the very first guy we did a 3-way with was this little, well-built, poz black guy. My bf was fine with him being poz because we were going to fuck him with rubbers… I remember a few things about him – like how his hole felt – it was like a wonderful muscular tube. The other thing was that he went shopping with us afterwards to Triple 5 Soul… (That was the first and last time we went shopping with someone after fucking them)…

Anyway, a few years later I see him online and we chat, he figures out I bareback, and he mentions that he wished he had taken my load. And then later he figured out I was the person behind this blog… For a number of reasons we never hooked up again – until last night…

I see him online yesterday on BarebackRT and tell him I want to fuck him. He had the day off, so he comes over after I was done with work. He looks great – hasn’t changed much in 7 years. He apologizes for having gained 10 lbs, but as I find later, the 10 lbs works well on him… Of course, I gained a lot more than 10 lbs over that time, but he’s fine with it…

He had said he was OK with pics or video provided people couldn’t figure out who he was, but the problem was I couldn’t find the tripod and my bf wasn’t around. I didn’t want the distraction of having to hold the video camera while I fucked, so video was out. After taking off the necessary clothes, I grab the camera and take pictures of his ass. The pictures aren’t as hot as the real thing… What you can’t see is how he’s like the perfect little beefy, muscular bottom. Nice ass, great chest and arms…

So then I put down the camera and eat out his ass, then I have him blow me, then eat out his ass some more, then he blows me again, etc… I then lube up his hole and my dick, pick up the camera again and go to fuck him. But the camera doesn’t take a picture when I press the button. I look and it turns out the memory is full on the camera. So sorry guys – ass shots are all you’re getting…

He’s a bit sensitive when I start fucking him, so I take it slow… His hole feels really good… He’s on his stomach, which is my favorite position with little guys. It would have been so easy to just blow my load after a few strokes, but I wanted it to last a while, so I fuck him with slow and deliberate strokes. Finally, I just can’t hold back any more and I unload in his ass. That’s what he came for – it’s the load he’s been wanting for years…

I keep my dick in his ass (I had taken a couple pills so I was able to stay fairly hard after cumming). I continue to slowly fuck him as we cuddle and talk a bit. His ass is all cummy and feels absolutely incredible… He tells me that was the first load he’d gotten in his ass in about two years. He has a boyfriend, doesn’t live in Manhattan where it’s easier to get laid, and since he’s versatile most guys seem to want him to top.

I remembered he was a sweet guy, but had forgotten what his personality was like. He’s sorta straight-laced in many ways – until he starts talking about sex. While he doesn’t get enough of it, he loves fucking raw – breeding and getting bred. And he’s really in love with Treasure Island videos…

I think I fucked him longer after I came than I did before. It was just nice and relaxed. Then I pulled out, he cleaned off my dick for me, and we cuddled and talked some more. Among other things we talked about him being poz… He’s been poz for something like 20 years – looks great, and has had very few health problems. (He previously he’d told me he’s been “undetectable” for years). He also mentioned he had jacked off 5 times that day thinking about taking my load. That was too bad ’cause I remember him having a really nice dick – but he wasn’t getting hard ’cause he had jacked off so much…

Then I wanted to fuck him more, so I went back and pounded his ass. This time I didn’t have to worry about cumming, so I was a bit more forceful than the first time. But at the same time, since I had cum earlier, I wasn’t completely hard. Eventually I went a bit too soft to fuck and we cuddled some more with my dick in his ass.

It felt really good to cuddle with him – his body was beefy and muscular – his chest and arms felt really good.

All in all it was a great hookup. I need to get him back here and videotape it (can’t believe I couldn’t find the damn tripod – but once he was here I wanted it to be about him, not about the video equipment…)

Actually it was pouring rain when I came home from hooking up with the guy this morning, but I’m talking about fucking guys… Yes, I managed to get my dick in a second guy today…

There’s a guy who lives pretty close to me (I can see his building from my window). We’d chatted back and forth on Manhunt in the past, but nothing ever came of it – to the point that I took him off my buddy list. I think when it came down to it he didn’t want to bareback or didn’t want to take a load – forget which.

Well, today he unlocks his pics for me and we start chatting again. This time he’s game for hooking up. I was a little worried ’cause I’d already cum this morning (up the young cub’s ass) but I was getting hard so figured it would work out. Given that he was so close there wasn’t time to take a pill, so I just hoped things would go well and he came over.

I should back up a bit and tell you he’s cute, thin, upper 20s… The pic of his ass is the reason why I wanted to hookup with him even though it wasn’t the best timing – it looked perfect… When he showed up his only fault was that he was a smoker. He was totally my type, and a nice guy too…

He asked for a glass of water and then we went into the bedroom. We kissed a bit. He had me take off his clothes (I left his jockstrap on). I put him on the bed and threw his legs in the air and ate out his ass. It was a great as I was hoping… Slightly hairy, clean, nice hole… I ate him out for a while (he liked it). Then I went to fuck him. He said it had been a while since he’d been fucked and asked if I had lube.

So I lubed up and went into him nice and slow (it took him a while to get used to it). I fucked him that way for a while, then flipped him over and we alternated a number of times between him on his belly and doggy-style. There was a point at which he went from being vocal to just being “in the zone” and quiet. But the best part was when I said “you like that boy” and he responded “yes sir”… He used “Sir” a few times, which is something I love.

Since I had cum earlier I just couldn’t cum. The fuck went on for a while, but eventually I rolled over with the two of us on our sides and he jacked off.

With the exception of not being able to cum, it was a great hookup with good chemistry. When I took off my shirt half way through he turned around, looked, and grunted an “oh yeah” in approval…

Hopefully he’ll come back for more…

Load 2008-19

Last night this guy was supposed to come over so my bf and I could tag his ass, but he didn’t confirm and I haven’t heard a peep from him since even though he had been hounding me for weeks to come over. Oh well. So I was looking for someone else.

A guy I’d fucked a couple years ago contacted me and asked if I wanted to come over – said a buddy was whoring him out. I asked if he had any loads in him already and he said “yeah, 4 in me already and 3 more on the way”. I was already a bit horned and when I read that it actually made me cum. Ooops – I’m supposed to be putting my cum where it belongs – not wasting it like that. Probably better I didn’t fuck him though. His BarebackRT profile says he’s an “easy hole” who will “usually take ANY cock”. While it was hot he had a bunch of loads in him, I really wasn’t in the mood for another STD…

BTW, it’s interesting to see how things have gone over the past two years with him. He freaked out when I fucked him rough and gave him two loads back then. When he told me he didn’t want to bareback any more I told him I thought he’d back and taking loads – that the feelings just don’t go away that easily. And sure enough I’ve seen him advertise on Craigslist for loads on and off ever since. Thing is he usually says he’s tweaked… Another guy spiraling – taking all loads… It’s hot in theory, but not sure I want to be part of it…

So this morning I wanted to fuck. There was a guy in the neighborhood, but by the time I could hookup, he wasn’t available. I wound up hooking up with a cute, young cub. He didn’t have body pics in his Manhunt profile and I knew he wasn’t quite my type, but I just wanted to fuck someone real – not some hot kid who’s all tweaked and messy.

I get over to his place and he’s got his shirt off. His belly wasn’t really to my liking, but he seemed like a nice guy, so I figured what the hell… He liked my dick and we started off with a blowjob. Then I had him sit on my dick. That felt surprisingly good… Then I put him on his back with his legs up. Thing was he wasn’t all that limber and it was hard to get his legs up high enough for his hole to be at the right height. So that position only lasted a little while and then I put him on his belly. If you read this blog you know I have a tough time finding the right position with big guys. With him on his belly it didn’t quite feel right, but at the same time it was working for me…

He asked if I was going to cum and I said I was close. He said he wanted me to cum with him on his back, but I said I just wanted to cum and a few seconds later I unloaded in his hole. We turned him over and I was going to keep fucking him until he came, but he came seconds after I put my dick back in him.

The curious part was how he was egging me on asking if I liked his bare hole… His profile said he was neg and only looking for “safe sex”, but he never did confirm that I was actually neg. Mind you, my profile does say I’m neg and mention a HIV test in the last week… If I had to guess I’d say he’s neg – just cool to see a non-tweaked neg bottom taking loads…

We laid around for a while afterwards and chatted… He really is a nice guy… Just what I was looking for…

Load 2008-18

Hooked up with a hot early 20s twink tonight. He had seen my video on XTube and from that read the blog and sent me an e-mail. The pic he sent was damn cute – so cute I wasn’t sure if it was for real. His e-mail address indicated that he was a model – at least an amateur one. I responded saying I liked his pic and he sent me another – of him in underwear and a cowboy hat. The pic was a bit femmy, but it was real, and the combination of a professional shot and a amateur one sorta proved he was who he said he was.

We went back and forth and for a while it seemed like it wasn’t going to happen. Then he wrote me saying “I need to really experiance my ass being used for cum.” That told me exactly where his head was at, and we arranged for me to go over to his place.

I get over there, when he answers the door he’s adorable – super thin, beautifully proportioned, great face – just over all adorable… I can see why he’s trying his hand at modeling… He was friendly, but didn’t interact much – I could tell he just wanted to get fucked. He laid on the bed, I put his legs up and I rimmed his hole. His hole had definitely seen some use. You can never tell if the hole looks that way ’cause the bottom likes to use dildos or if he’s just gotten fucked a lot. But one way or the other the kid was all about getting his ass plugged.

I hadn’t taken any pills and my dick wasn’t cooperating quite as much as I expected it to, but it got hard enough to fuck, so I eventually stopped rimming him and shoved my dick up his hole. He took it like a champ. The whole time I had been rimming him, and now fucking him, he was jacking his dick. I fucked him with his legs up, and leaning over him… Then I turned him over and kept fucking him. It felt really good and I could tell I was going to cum, but not right then.

I put him on all fours and kept fucking him. I was definitely going to be able to cum this way – it felt really good. Before long I started cumming. As I was unloading in his ass I pushed him forward and put him on his belly – and told him how he was a good boy for taking my load…

I laid there for a little while and then rolled him on his side side since I was pretty sure he wanted to jack off. So while my dick was still up his now cummy ass, I played with his nipples and felt up his perfectly lean body while he jacked off. In a few minutes he came.

I was being pretty tender with him, but he wasn’t really returning it. He was in a head space where he just wanted to get fucked – it was about sex to him, not tenderness or being connected to the other person. As soon as he had cum, he was done – we got up, got dressed. There was just a little bit of polite conversation while I was getting dressed, then I was out of there…

Load 2008-17

You know know how when you have a 3way sometimes one person feels left out, like the other two are more into each other than they are into the 3rd person? Well, I had one of those situations tonight and I was the odd man out. Thing is the bottom wasn’t into another guy, he was into his crappy video camera.

The bottom was someone who had first contacted me years ago. He moved back to the city a little while ago, but he was living in Queens so it wasn’t easy to hookup. I had been meaning to fuck him, so tonight I decided to drive out there ($3.50 toll each way).

I get there and he takes a while to answer the bell. Then when I get up to his apartment he tells me he fell asleep and he still needs to get ready for me. He seemed like a nice guy, he set me up with some porn on the TV, and went into his room for a bit and then into the bathroom to clean out.

In the middle of it he comes out, gives me a bit of a blow job, and asks if I mind if he shoots some video of it. Given the video I shot the other day, I was game. But his video camera wasn’t nearly as good as ours and had to be plugged in to both his laptop and power to work. Whatever… He goes away and finishes cleaning up.

Then he comes out and asks me if I mind if he does a booty bump. I have zero interest in drugs but for some reason I was like “whatever”. Then he had me actually give him the booty bump. That was a first for me (and a last).

So then he’s trying to set up the video camera and it’s not going well. I’ve been sitting there for like 30 minutes jacking off to porn and just want to fuck, but he’s obsessed about getting the video camera set up. It goes on and on… And video cameras do best when there’s plenty of light (and minimal shadows), but he wanted to turn most of the lights off. That meant the picture quality was really low.

After rimming a bit, we finally I start fucking him. Given that I’ve been jacking for so long I feel like I’m going to cum after like two strokes. I pull out and I actually cum a little on is hole, but it wasn’t a full load (I hadn’t cum in 4 days), so I’m hoping to myself that that won’t mess things up when I actually want to cum. The little bit I came did make for good lube.

We fuck a bit more – finding a position that works for both of us plus the video camera was pretty difficult. The whole time he’s completely obsessed with the video camera despite the fact that the video that’s being captured is clearly pretty aweful. I keep suggesting we just forget the video camera and just fuck, but he just keeps futzing with the camera…

Finally I put the camera down, get him on his belly and just fuck him. I really didn’t give a shit about the camera at this point and just wanted to unload. It didn’t take all that long before I felt it coming. I could tell I was shooting a nice big load up his butt.

We pull out and he futzes with the camera a little more. I see a big ‘ol dildo on the couch that he had brought out. Put a little elbow grease on it and start trying to shove it up his ass. He manages to take it (mentions it’s not his biggest one). While we’re playing with the dildo he mentioned that it cost him $150 – that going to The Leatherman while your high can be expensive, but it was his favorite dildo so it wasn’t a complete loss…

While we’re playing with the dildo he’s having a problem keeping my load in, so he wanted to videotape it pouring out. We set things up and he squats and starts pushing the load out. The video was crappy, but still hot because just when I thought it was over, he’d push more out – it went on and on… The cum was mixed in with a bit of lube, but still – it really was a huge load…

We play a little more, then I went to take a piss and afterwards say I need to leave (it had been an hour and a half since I had arrived, which is pretty long for me). I ask him to e-mail me a copy of the video of the cum coming out of his ass (he’s forgotten we actually captured it), he asks for my e-mail and I tell him. He recognizes the e-mail address and says – “You have that web site, right?” I say, “yeah, that’s me”… So there’s a good chance he’s going to read this. I doubt he’ll like what he reads, but all I can say is quit the drugs – you’ll be a much better fuck…