Sorry for getting this out so late – I’ve been pretty sick the past few days. (No, not what you’re thinking… Just a wiked sinus cold.) And before that I was swamped with work.

So the  “Canadian Sub” (the “winner” of the 32 load gangbang) spent the night Saturday night after the gangbang. I had to talk him into it. He seems to have “boundary” issues and was falling for me just hours after meeting me (lol). I just wanted someone to sleep with so when I woke up in the middle of the night I’d have a good cummy hole to fuck. (And I liked him). He was pretty wired and I was pretty tired. We stayed up talking, but about 3am or so I drifted off to sleep. Not sure how much sleep he got. It was nice having him around though. He was nice to cuddle up with and fuck. I think I woke up at one point and we fucked then drifted off to sleep again. Finally we got up around 8. He said good bye and went back to his room.

I don’t do particularly well on 5 hours of sleep. PortaUrinal and I went to breakfast at Union Station, but it was clear it was going to be a slow relaxed day – I just wasn’t up for much of anything else. And taking it easy was one of my goals for the weekend anyway.

Organizing for the gangbang was a bit of an issue… I had moved one of the bottoms to the Saturday gangbang, so I asked Canadian Sub whether he would be the other bottom for the Sunday gangbang – he said ‘sure’. Then the main bottom dropped out saying he wasn’t feeling well, so I needed to come up with another bottom. I knew it wasn’t going to be as big of a gangbang, but I preferred having two bottoms.

Then this 22 year old hit me up on BBRT. I asked if he wanted to bottom for the gangbang and he said he’d be into it. He was the wild card – I was just hoping he’d show up. His status said “Don’t Care” – I was sorta wondering what his story was…

That afternoon I flogged this guy (interesting story – he used to be involved with IML before they went anti-bareback). After flogging him we were laying in bed cuddling and talking and the 22 y.o. texted me and said he wanted to come over. It was more than an hour before the gangbang, but I figured it was better to get him in the room early than not have him show up.

He arrived and the flogging bottom left. He was this sweet, slightly awkward kid. He liked to talk and told me all sorts of stuff. Turns out he was sharing a room with two guys – one poz and the other a pretty serious bug chaser. He hadn’t been tested since the previous summer and didn’t really know his status. After talking to him I wondered how much he really got fucked. He said he had gotten fucked earlier that day, but before that the last time was a month ago. He was clearly was not the typical cumdump who you find bottoming at a bareback gang bang.

I had him check that he was cleaned out properly and we talked some more… He talked about how his parents had opted him out of sex ed in school and I wondered if that was one of the reasons why he had no fear about being a gangbang bottom… He lived in a relatively small town and I think mostly he just got fucked by straight and bisexual guys who needed a hole to cream. He seemed to see sex as a purely physical act (not emotional). Still, he was more than old enough to know what he was doing…

Canadian Sub and PortaUrinal showed up just before the start time. It was a different mix of guys and the vibe was different. Being Sunday it was also just a slower, more relaxed day in general. The blindfolds had worked really well the day before and both the bottoms wanted to be blindfolded, so that was good thing… It helps them concentrate on the dick.

The first top came in and started with Canadian Sub. I figured I would give the kid some dick so he didn’t feel left out. It was good I did – he was TIGHT. I started thinking he may not have gotten fucked earlier in the day – it may have just been a story (you never really know). It took me a while to get in and he was in a bit of pain, but I just held my dick in there till he got adjusted. He needed to be able to take my dick or else he wouldn’t be able to take all the other cock he was going to get. I’d be (sorta) gentle with him. Other tops not so much…

I swapped places with the other top and kept going back and forth between the bottoms for a good 30 or 40 minutes, maybe more… It was sorta fun, but I never did cum.

Then SFVersCumBoy and his boyfriend showed up. SFVersCumBoy is usually a bottom, but as his name implies, there are times he tops. He fucked the kid and his boyfriend fucked Canadian Sub. He gave the kid the BIGGEST load – he hadn’t cum in a week! That was a very good way to get the kid started – his hole was now completely filled with poz (undetectable) cum.

In general the tops were a lot more attractive than they were for the Saturday gangbang – especially early on. Attractiveness of tops is something I struggle with when I organize gangbangs. Sometimes not-so-hot guys can be great tops, and sometimes the bottoms don’t care – they just want the load, but where do you draw the line? At Saturday’s gangbang I wasn’t really comfortable with some of the guys and I didn’t know what the point was that I should ask them to leave. That wasn’t really much of an issue until the end of the Sunday gang bang.

After the kid had 5 or 6 loads in him, my buddy Brad Ramsey showed up. He’s got a THICK cock. After fucking Canadian Sub for a bit he tried fucking the kid. But the kid just couldn’t take Brad’s dick. Brad was patient and kept trying, but the kid was just in excruciating pain, so Brad finally gave up and went back to Canadian Sub and gave him the load.

A fuck or two later I was sitting across the room in a chair watching this hot guy pound away at the kid’s ass. He had the kid flat on his belly and it was a very hot scene. But after he got done the kid sorta curled up in a ball. I’m not sure what happened, but it was over for the kid after that. He said his hole really hurt and he couldn’t take any more. He was literally trembling. I just held him and didn’t push it. I was hoping it was temporary and that he’d get over it, but I realized after a few minutes for whatever reason that was it for him. So I showed him to the bathroom and gave him his clothes.

All in all the kid got 7 loads from 6 guys plus one oral load. Of course the one from SFVersCumBoy was huge and probably counted for several loads. He was counting dicks and thought he had taken 14 or 15 loads. Thing was people like me fucked him multiple times and others were going between the bottoms and then only one would get the load.

The gangbang continued with just Canadian Sub. In the end he racked up 11 loads. So he got 29 between the two gangbangs. Plus he had 8 other loads (4 Friday, 2 Saturday, 2 Sunday), so that means he had a 37 load weekend with 20 on Saturday alone – not bad.

PortaUrinal did pretty well – 10 loads of piss… He totalled 41 loads of piss for the weekend (24 of which were at my gangbangs). He wrote up a post on Breeding Zone raving about the weekend. Glad I could help him have fun – he’s a good guy.

Afterwards the Canadian Sub and I went down to the lobby to have dinner and a beer at the bar. I introduced him to some of the guys who fucked him. “This is Brad, he’s the one with the really thick dick…” It was sorta funny – people knew who he was, but he didn’t know who they were even though their loads were in his ass.  lol

We called it an early night and went back up to my room and he slept over again. I got more sleep this time, but I was still almost dangerously tired driving back to New York the next day (just the last half hour or so of the drive). Canadian Sub is a “grower”, not a “shower” and he had been soft (and really small) the entire time he was with me. I like a bottom with a little dick, but at one point Monday morning I collared him told him I wanted to own him and have him be my boy. He instantly popped a pretty respectable boner. After two gangbangs and 37 loads – that’s what he really wanted – a master to own him… Unfortunately, I can only fulfill that role one or two weekends a year. But it doesn’t mean I wouldn’t want more from him if the circumstances were different.

I texted with the kid a few days later – he was apologetic for not lasting longer. Said his hole was sore the next day but he wants to do another gangbang. I think he’s caught the bareback gangbang bug, so to speak.

Load 2011-1

Well, after drinking WAY WAY too much the night before (thanks to @PortaUrinal, lol) much of Saturday was wasted recovering from the night before. This really hot guy wanted to come over, fuck and get videotaped and I kept stringing him along thinking I’d feel better but it was late afternoon before my dick started coming to life again (after taking both a Cialis and some herbal pills).

I went to breakfast with Jayson Park. I hadn’t eaten properly the day before and the rush of calories wasn’t necessarily a good idea. I have a 20+ year history of blacking out when my blood sugar is low and Jayson was sitting there going on and on about some porn thing or another and I was just saying “yeah, yeah” while my mind was consumed with which way I’d fall if I blacked out at the table – lol. Combine low blood sugar with pain or thoughts of pain and I would have blacked out (it happened over 4th of July weekend this past year – at a restaurant nonetheless). Luckily nothing Jayson talked about involved pain, so I got through the breakfast – but I felt like shit and just wanted to go back to the hotel room and digest and get back to normal.

I hadn’t gotten that much sleep and tried to get back to sleep, but it just wasn’t happening. So I stayed awake and tried to figure out the logistics of the gangbang that night. 125 had signed up on BBRT and I had another 10 or 15 off Craigslist (despite some Nazi flagging my posts over and over again). I thought I need 3 bottoms. I had one solid bottom planned. Then I moved a dependable bottom from Sunday to Saturday, but I still needed a third. I was being a bit picky about the 3rd slot. When the puppy I played with last year said he’d be up for it, I was really happy. Last year when we played he was neg, but he had told me he converted since then…

I also spent some time down in the leather mart with Jayson Park. We spent a while talking to the guys from Dick Wadd Fetish which was interesting. Treasure Island apparently had been complaining ’cause they tried for 6 years to get in, but MAL never accepts their application. But in MAL’s defense, vendor space is limited and Treasure Island isn’t fetish. On the other hand Dick Wadd is all about fetish – piss and fisting are a big part of what they do – which is why they were there and Treasure Island wasn’t there. The day before PortaUrinal hadn’t met Jayson and as we were walking past the Dick Wadd booth I pointed to the TV and said “that’s Jayson” – and there he was big as life on the TV screen in a sling getting pounded while guys were pissing in his mouth…

Since I wasn’t really up for fucking I did flog two guys that afternoon, but I’ll give more details about them in another post…

Problem was as we approached the gangbang time the puppy wasn’t responding to text messages. I got a cumhole who had been taking loads all weekend to say he’d come over if the crowd got too much for the two bottoms, but as it turned out that wasn’t necessary.

An hour before the gangbang the first bottom arrived (TallDCPig on BBRT). He lived in the area and needed to check his douche before getting started. He was a nice guy. Sorta a “man’s man” – pretty butch both in appearance and personality. There was a glimmer in his eye – he was excited to see how many loads he could take. Technically he’s still neg… It’s been a year since his last test and he doesn’t really know what his status is. He was a total top up until 2 years ago, then tried bottoming and found he loved it, and the rest is history… They say you should know your status and getting gangbanged and getting a bunch of anonymous loads is definitely one way to be pretty sure about your status 😉

[Though seriously guys – get tested at least every year and never let more than two years go by without getting tested. Guys who wait longer than that are the ones that have bad things happen and die earlier than they should as a result.]

About 15 minutes before the gangbang bottom number two showed up. He was VERY hot… Sorta this beefy muscle guy. Not a total muscle boy – still had a man’s body. In fact he had the body I should have (if I hadn’t stopped working out). I’m going to call him “Canadian Sub” and not give his profile name. There’s a lot more to his story and I want to give him a little distance from what I’ll say about him later…

PortaUrinal showed up about the same time and set up his the portable urinal he made himself using a MORMON training urinal and a bunch of other parts. He’s more than happy to drink from the tap, but some guys get hard and can’t piss which is where the Porta Urinal is helpful…

The first few minutes of a gangbang are sorta funny. The bottoms have been ready for 5 or 10 minutes, but nothing is happening. You look at the time and think “it’s 9:01 already – where are the tops?” but then they start showing up… Oddly they seemed to show up in pairs which was pretty much perfect ’cause it meant both bottoms were getting fucked. 45 minutes in each had taken about 4 loads and the night was off to a nice even start.

At about 9:30 this one guy showed up in a blue oxford shirt and kakkies – totally out of dress code for a leather event. Turned out he was a BIG fan – he was sorta gushing and saying stuff like “I’m so honored to meet you”, which I always find a bit awkward to hear, though I know the person genuinely means it… I just don’t see myself that way… Anyway he was one of the first ones there and didn’t leave until 1am. There was about 10 minutes when he left to talk to Jayson Park (who he’s also a big fan of). He stayed hard the entire time and just kept fucking and fucking and fucking. We dubbed him the Energizer Bunny. At first I sorta just wished he’d cum already, but by the end I was really glad he was there (I was just glad he was one-of-a-kind). It meant that from about 9:30 to about 12:30 the guys were getting fucked constantly – so it was a very good gangbang for them…

[PortaUrinal sorta fell in love with the Energizer Bunny. His stamina was incredible and he was hot as well…]

Managing a gangbang is always a little tricky. There were guys there who I didn’t really like the looks of, but they were respectful of the bottoms and not really causing problems – so the question is do you kick them out or let them stay? After all if I had kicked them out the bottoms would have gotten fewer loads – and the bottoms wanted loads.

However, some guys didn’t understand the difference between a gangbang and an orgy and they started sucking each other’s dicks and wanting to get fucked. Things get out of hand, things get stolen, etc. when it comes to orgies, so I had no problem stopping the guys who were trying to turn the gangbang into an orgy.

The gangbang was supposed to go from 9 to 11 or 11:30, but 11:30 came and it slowed down, but guys kept coming, so the bottoms kept taking dick.

At one point this hot silver haired (poz?) daddy came in. He fucked one of the bottoms but then seemed to want to get fucked. While I wasn’t letting the party turn into an orgy, it was my party and I can make the rules and fuck who I want, so I did fuck him briefly.

I kept alternating between the bottoms fucking one and then the other as the mood hit me, though I have to say I preferred the Canadian Sub. There was one point where I fucked him pretty hard and wasn’t quite sure if I came or not towards the end. His hole was totally sloppy with cum when I was done. He had like 14 loads in him at that point and I literally fucked the cum out.

Then this other guy came in… Hot little guy, probably tweaking a little… He fucked the bottoms a little and then wanted to get fucked. It was pushing midnight and there weren’t many people there. I slid into his ass and it was silky smooth – felt INCREDIBLE…. I hadn’t cum in 6 days and soon I felt my load building up and I blew an enormous load up his ass. When I pulled out he asked if he had gotten my load and I said yes. THEN he asked me my status. It’s been over a year since my last test. I can’t say with any confidence what my status is, so I told him what he wanted to hear – that my last test was neg. He was happy with the answer and didn’t ask when the test had been… [NOT a good way to stay neg.] I should have gotten his e-mail – he’ll be poz this time next year and would make a great gangbang bottom…

Curiously, PortaUrinal (a dedicated bottom) tried his hand at being a bareback top. He fucked the bottoms right at the end of the night. If you’re going to experiment with being a bareback top, fucking cummy holes is definitely the best time to start…

After 18 loads (from 17 guys) the Canadian Sub called it quits. The only people left were the two bottoms, PortaUrinal, the Energizer Bunny, and the “are you neg?” vers guy… The blindfolds had come off, I was in a chair in the corner and the Canadian Sub came over, and sorta curled up between my legs and pretty much melted as I caressed his head, neck and shoulders…

1:30 came and things were finally done. The Canadian Sub had gotten 18 loads from 17 guys. TallDCPig got 14 loads from 12 guys. PortaUrinal got 14 loads of piss. The Energizer Bunny had fucked 3 guys and given one bottom 2 loads and the other 1 load. I had fucked 4 guys and gave the neg visitor a 6 day load. It was a good gangbang…

By the time it ended Canadian Sub and I had been curled up together for close to a half hour. I persuaded him to stay and we had a great night together talking and fucking. Not sure exactly when it happened, but he had fallen for me sometime during the gangbang and was like putty in my hands. But more on that later…

Last year was my first year going to MAL (Mid-Atlantic Leather). It was a lot of fun – sorta smaller version of IML, still plenty of sex to be had though… Well, this year they’ve made some changes. In previous years it was at a fairly small hotel (340 rooms) and you had to pay $185 to the club running the event just to be eligible to book a room at the host hotel. This year they’ve moved to a much bigger hotel (more then double the size – 836 rooms) and they dropped the requirement to pay them to attend the event. Well, the change of venue and policy turned out to be a great idea and a month before the event the host hotel was completely booked and they had to get a block of rooms across the street at another hotel.

IML is in a 2,000 room hotel – and doesn’t always fill the hotel – so this means MAL is now probably at least half the size of IML – IML is huge, so that makes MAL BIG – in the middle of a down economy too… That means MAL will probably have about 1500 horny gay men wanting to fuck… It looks like it’s going to be a lot of fun!

Continuing the tradition of gangbangs that I’ve hosted at IML and MAL – I’m doing two this year… One on Saturday the 15th and one on Sunday the 16th. Both will have 2 bottoms (possibly 3 if it looks like enough tops are signed up). And curiously it’s not just poz bottoms who want to be the ones getting gangbanged. Each of the gangbangs will have one poz bottom and one “neg” bottom…

The Saturday gangbang will have blindfolded bottoms. The blindfolds should be an interesting twist. Bottoms at gangbangs are pretty much just fuck holes to start with. The blindfolds will make it even more so. In the past the most assertive bottoms have gotten the most loads. It will be interesting to see if the bottoms can still be assertive when they’re blindfolded. Anyway, here are the bottoms…

First up is a hot beefy muscled poz Canadian guy – my height, my age and the body I should have… He’s fucking hot!

I’m thinking he’s going to be really popular… 🙂

The other bottom is TallDCPig on BBRT – and he’s definitely tall – 6’4″. Originally he was going to bottom for the Sunday gangbang, but when one of the original bottoms dropped out and the replacement wanted Sunday, I move TallDCPig to Saturday. There’s just something about him that you can tell he’s a die hard slutty pig boy… His last test was a year ago and was neg, but he’s taken a lot of loads since then… Haven’t asked him how long he’s been taking loads… Might be one of those guys who’s resistant/immune…

So far I’m having really good response for the Saturday gangbang – 35 tops have signed up on BBRT and we’ve still got weeks to go…

I’ll be adding a 3rd bottom, but haven’t picked one yet. There are a few bottoms who I can contact at the last minute if I need a bottom. I’m hoping for a particular bottom, but it’s far from finalized yet…

The Sunday gangbang is sorta a study in contrasts – we’ve got the hot poz muscled 20-something jock paired with one of those “average” guys who’s just a really good slutty bottom…

The hot poz jock is btmpaul on BBRT – he’s totally my type… Short, young, and a hot body…

The second bottom is a very hot 21 y.o. black guy who hit me up on Adam4Adam. His profile says “neg / safe sex only”, but as I was talking to him I realized he’d be up for a lot more. Normally I’d think someone like that was just a flake, but I could tell by the way he answered the questions that he was pretty serious about it. Somehow I think the “neg / safe sex only” is just a cover. I’ll ask him his status at the end of the gangbang – that’s probably the time I’ll get the most honest answer. I don’t have a pic I can share. His good pics on A4A are face pics and a dick pic. His ass pic was sorta small and low-quality (but he’s got an incredible ass).

There’s even some other neg guys who’ve been wanting to bottom. It’s like we’ve turned a corner and more and more bottoms are giving in and getting pozzed…

So those are the plans for now. If you want to be one of the tops, sign up on BarebackRT and I’ll send details out that way. Closer to the event I’ll start collecting e-mail addresses when I advertise on Craigslist, but for now I’m just coordinating things on BBRT.

So my bottom was doing pretty well by the time the gangbang came along. He had gotten 3 loads pretty quickly the night before and 4 that morning (including mine). Just before the gangbang he realized that having breakfast may have been a mistake so he went to douche. The other bottom (an older black guy) showed up a few minutes early and when he heard my bottom had had a full breakfast just before a gangbang he rolled his eyes. The more experienced bottom hadn’t eaten anything but a danish in two days and wasn’t planning on eating much of anything for the rest of the weekend. That’s actually pretty typical of cum dumps at events like that – they just stop eating a day or so before the event so they don’t have to worry about being dirty. I know Jayson Park had told me as much – he wasn’t eating anything either.

2pm came and it was officially the start of the gangbang and my bottom boy was still getting brown water when he douched, so the older more experienced bottom told him to use cold water when he douched and that seemed to do the trick.

The first top arrived while my bottom was still cleaning out, but the black bottom sucked his dick and things were off and starting… Then my bottom was finally done douching and more tops started arriving. I can’t really give a blow-by-blow since it’s all a bit of a blur, but I’ll give some highlights…

When I did the gang bang at IML I noticed that the white bottom was getting a lot more loads than the mixed race bottom. And the same thing happened at this gang bang – my bottom had something like 6 loads in him before the black bottom got his first load. Usually guys of color will at least fuck the bottom who’s of color, but in one case this huge black guy came in and completely ignored the black bottom and just went for the white boy. I know my bottom probably wishes the guy hadn’t been so into him ’cause the top managed to hurt one of the bottom’s ribs when he had him on his belly and was pounding him.

Sexual preference is what it is. I’m not faulting guys for liking who they like as much as observing that it’s not all that easy to be a gay man of color – white boys often get a lot more sex. When it was all said and done my bottom got 8 loads and the black guy got 4 loads. Some of the 4 loads came because my bottom needed to take a break (after the huge black top hurt him)…

About 16 or 17 tops had showed up and obviously a few didn’t give a load. One was this older guy who just didn’t fit in very well. I could tell he was harmless so didn’t force the point and ask him to leave. The bottoms were ignoring him and that was doing the trick. However, right in the middle of the gangbang there was a knock on the door and he went to answer it. I stopped him and answered the door myself and I was really glad I did – it was the maid asking if we wanted the room cleaned! What horrible timing. I said I just needed some clean towels and she went and got some for me. Afterwards I realized my fly was down the whole time I was interacting with her – but that was a lot better than the old naked guy answering the door…

That means my bottom was now up to 15 loads. 12 since he woke up that day, and the 15 came in about a 26 hour period. His record before was 9 loads in a day. I was hoping to get at least 25 loads up him over the weekend, so he was doing well so far in that regard.

In hindsight the loads at the gangbang were the last loads my bottom took – something changed in him and he stopped being a cum hungry slut – but more about that in later posts…

Things have been busy/crazy and I need to write up what’s been going on before I forget…

Friday I was planning on leaving NYC at 9am so I’d get into DC around 1pm, but that didn’t happen. I had worked until 9:45pm the night before getting stuff ready for one of my sponsors. I manage their hosted blogs and they wanted to announce a new tube-style porn blog I’d been working on for them (MilkYourBone.com). Unfortunately they had all this content I had to go through and they got it to me at the last minute so I couldn’t have one of the guys who does work for me take care of it.

Long story short that put me way behind. I should have spent the afternoon getting ready – our cleaning guy moved out of town a few weeks ago, so I had to do laundry on top of everything else… All of it got pushed to the next day – the day I was supposed to leave at 9am. Bottom line I left NYC 5 1/2 hours after I intended to leave. And because I didn’t leave when I  planned traffic wasn’t as good as I had hoped and the trip took a bit longer than expected.

So I got in at 7pm instead of 1pm which sorta fucked things up. I really wanted to videotape me fucking someone that afternoon, but that wasn’t going to happen. I had just enough time to deal with all the e-mails and try to relax a bit before the bottom arrived.

Actually Jayson Park came over for a bit in the middle of all that. We hung out and talked. He was doing a porn shoot for Dick Wadd later that night, so I knew he wasn’t up for really getting fucked – his hole had to stay in good shape so the shoot went well for him. He was looking really hot. It’s like he doesn’t have an ounce of fat on him – and his butt – my god, his butt was so little, perky and fuckable… Anyway, at one point I touched him (’cause I couldn’t keep my hands off him), then we were kissing, then I wanted to rim him, so I pulled down his pants and started eating out his primo hole. Well, hard dick, great ass… Next thing you knew my dick was up his hole. It wasn’t a real fuck though. For starters I knew he had the shoot later and didn’t want to do anything that would mess that up (though I should have used something other than spit). And second, I had this crazy idea that the only loads I’d give this weekend would be ones I videotaped… So I just sorta play fucked him and then pulled out and we went back to hanging out.

He had to run, then there was a bottom from NYC who I’ve been meaning to fuck who was having a gangbang. I went over to his room about an hour after the gangbang was supposed to have started and when I went in he was the only one there. He was head down (blindfolded?) with his ass in the air. There was a sign near the door where tops were supposed to make a mark when they gave him a load. Only one top had made a mark. However, when I went to rim him his hole was totally cummy. In fact it tasted pretty incredible. I didn’t suck his hole ’cause it’s a little rude to take loads out of a cum dump that’s getting gangbanged, but there was plenty of cum on the outside of his ass… I fucked him for a bit and kept pulling out and cleaning off the cum I’d worked out of his ass. Thing was, I just wasn’t ready to cum right then.

At that point I was hard and wondering if there were other holes to fuck, so I walked all the floors in the hotel, but it just wasn’t happening yet. Then I went downstairs and had a beer, but when not much was happening there either I came back up to finish unpacking.

The boy arrived before I was done unpacking. I had just gone out for drinks with him a couple days before – didn’t really know him, though I knew he was a decent guy and got into taking lots of loads. I also sorta suspected that he wasn’t as submissive as I was really looking for and honestly that’s been a bit of an issue this weekend, but more on that later (nothing major – just little things).

Of course bottom boy comes into the room for a weekend of fucking – he wanted my dick and I wanted his hole so we fucked a bit, but like with Jayson, it was just play fucking. I wanted him to get my load when I was videotaping it… After he settled in a bit we went downstairs for a beer. This was actually his first leather event (hadn’t even been to a real leather bar) so he was a bit nervous.

After the beer we decided to go over to a bear event at a bar near by that someone told me had a darkroom. I’m not all that into bears, but I figured I might be able to get my dick in some holes and get a few loads for my boy. We walked over only to find the place was dead, so we left and came back to the hotel. We could have gone to a sex party we knew about but both of us were too tired to bother with a sex party that had a $15 cover and required driving.

By that time the hotel was a bit like a bathhouse. I put a blue hanky on the door knob and left it ajar and guys started looking in and then a few came in. The first two seemed like a couple. They were pretty hot, and the top was pretty aggressive. He wanted to fuck with a condom but I said I didn’t have any (there were actually the two from the registration bag – but they were in the trash by that point). The aggressive top kept trying to force my head down to suck his dick, but I don’t suck dick by force, so that wasn’t happening. However, I fucked the bottom raw with the two of them watching and they were into it, but didn’t want to do it themselves.

They left and then this top came in. Older guy with a nice dick. He wanted to fuck with a condom too, but had brought his own. My bottom indicated it was OK (he just wanted to get fucked), so I let the top fuck him. The fucking brought other guys into the room who wanted to watch, etc. Eventually the safe sex top wasn’t cumming and the condom was hurting the bottom so we had him stop. He left pretty quickly then I figured I’d show the others what the bottom really wanted and started fucking him raw. When I pulled out one of them took my place.

At that point things started getting hot and heavy. Guys would come in and out of the room, tops were fucking the bottom. At one point there was a 10 or 15 minute stretch where three guys blew their loads in the bottom in rapid succession. It was like a breeding frenzy – very hot…

Then this hot tattooed bottom I’d been chatting up online comes into the room and this whole group of guys sorta followed him in. He was the hot piece of meat that everyone wanted to fuck (including me). I felt up his ass and it was cummy, so I shoved my dick in, but I just fucked him for a bit and then passed him off to another top. The problem was the energy in the room changed and it was sorta out of control (in a bad way), so I closed the door so other guys couldn’t get in, and then was sorta happy when the hot piece of meat decided to leave and everyone followed him out.

UPDATE: The “hot piece of meat” mentioned the encounter on his blog:

I found out that a couple of rooms further down the hallway from my room there was a bb gangbang going on (open door, blue hanky on the door knot), organized by rawTOP (u know who I am talking about). We have been chatting online and exchanged phone numbers because I am just SO turned on by his blog, his videos and his stories. But for some reason he does not seem too much into me or not very eager to fuck my cunt and breed me because it takes him FOREVER to get back to me via text or mail (if he gets back to me at all). But I decided to check that little party out. There was one bottom being fucked by rawTOP and some tops around him waiting for their turn. As I entered the room I realised there were some guys following me – NICE! I bend over the bed and rawTOP was the first one who fucked my ass for some minutes (FINALLY!!) before he handed me over to some other fucker (at this time I did not really care who fucked my so I can’t tell what the guys looked like). After sometime I felt a little akward because I had the feeling I was crashing a party I was not really meant to be at: All the fuckers turned towards my ass and I felt uncomfortable. I LOVE cum up my ass but it did not feel right to steal all the fuckers from that other bottom and fuck up rawTOPs gangbang. So I decided to leave.

[For the record: I’m totally into the guy and would love to give him a proper fuck some time! (And videotape it too!)]

At that point we were both pretty tired and decided to go to bed. The bottom had gotten 3 loads in him pretty quickly, and I had gotten my dick in 4 holes, so it was a decent start to the weekend.

As we went to bed I cuddled with the bottom a bit, but he seemed really distant. I was having a really hard time reading him and days later as I write this I still don’t think I really understand him – just understand bits and pieces of him poorly… Looking back I’d say there are times when he seems to build a bit of an emotional protective wall between him and the other person. He doesn’t seem to mind it when the person uses him sexually, but he doesn’t give much of anything other than his body to the person. So as I was cuddling him, he didn’t respond, but didn’t complain either. It’s been a long time since I’ve cuddled with a bottom and gotten zero response. It was a bit odd…

Well, I had the gangbang I was planning… I didn’t really know how many guys would show up. All in all I’d estimate about 180 guys said they were interested in coming, but some of them signed up a month before, others flights got in late, or they got stuck in traffic or whatever – and on top of everything else IML is a busy and competitive place sexually. The fact that 30 came isn’t – that’s 1 in 6. On regular gangbangs I think 1 in 3 is sorta the norm…

There was one top who came really really early – over his lunch hour, he was hot as shit but no bottoms were available. But that made me think turnout was going to be really good.

I’m not going to go into all the details, but the first detail is Tonynside didn’t show up after promising me he was totally into it, etc. For a bottom not to show up to a gangbang is sorta inexcusable. So, since I thought I could have easily had 60 guys here I went scrambling for another bottom and found Keiffer1 who said he was cleaned out and ready.

A 20 y.o. journalism student contacted me a couple months ago – said he was working on a story about barebacking so since he was in Chicago I suggested he watch the gangbang. He arrives early and it’s almost comical how he’s dressed. He looks like he thought he was going to a party at a yacht club or something… He’s got a buttoned down shirt, jeans that have the bottoms rolled up a bit showing his ankles, and trendyish white shoes… It was ALL wrong for an IML gangbang. But he was a sweet guy and the contrast was almost funny.

The first guy to arrive was about 20 minutes early and seemed high as a kite. He pulled out his dick and it was huge and thick. He started fucking the one bottom that was there – the guy in the adjoining room to mine – HotBttmTO. Then it started getting busy. The other bottoms showed up and quite a few tops.

The first guy who showed up (the guy who was high) seemed to want to bottom and since there were more tops than bottoms I let him get fucked for a while – until we realized that he wasn’t completely clean at which point I had to tell him to stick to topping or leave at which point he left.

Keiffer1 left early. He had come with a top and they said they wanted to take a break. Later he said he went to his room and fell asleep. I tend to think he got a bit overwhelmed by being the focus of a gangbang. But it was a last minute thing on his part and he was there during a critical moment when I needed bottoms, so no big deal.

When Keiffer1 left I was a bit panicked ’cause I was down to two tops and had lots of tops in the room, so I went online to find another bottom in the hotel. Didn’t find one but that was OK ’cause things sorta went down to a more manageable level shortly thereafter. There was even a couple of lulls where it was just the four of us – me, the two bottoms, and the student.

As far as loads, I think Blt2BFckd got the first load, but then it was neck and neck for a while there with Blt2BFckd and HotBttmTO. I think Keiffer1 got three loads before he left. But then HotBttmTO was the first to get a truly cummy ass and at that point more and more tops started cumming in him and Blt2BFckd started getting sorta jealous. I also sorta wonder if part of it was racial. Blt2BFckd is mixed race, HotBttmTO is white. I see a subtle form of racism all the time in how easy it is for me to hookup and how difficult it is for my boyfriend…

There was one top who came in at a point where HotBttmTO was way ahead. The top was mostly interested in Blt2BFckd, but HotBttmTO was REALLY interested in him to the point where he was trying to get the attention of the top as he was fucking Blt2BFckd. But the thing is, HotBttmTO had another top fucking him and a completely cummy ass. I was thinking “dude – don’t be so greedy – let the other guy get a load for a change…” It was sorta funny to watch. I ran into the top down in the leather mart today – he was working at the Dick Wadd Fetish booth. I asked and he was just volunteering – doesn’t work for them and hasn’t been in any of their videos. He seemed really into me, and also came across as really submissive. And he was Latino, which I hadn’t realized. If I see him again maybe I’ll take it a step further and see if I can’t play with him. But his being Latino strengthens my contention that there was something racial going on – with the white tops preferring the white bottom, where the mixed race bottom was doing best with guys of color.

As far as me – early on I was just about to cum in Blt2BFckd, but I held back. I’ve told myself 1000 times to never hold back, but it was early in the gangbang and I hadn’t even fucked Keiffer1 yet, so I did hold back. That was a mistake. I had only slept for 4 1/2 hours the night before and as the temperature went up in the room and I got more tired, my ability to cum decreased. I actually sorta wonder if I didn’t cum a little in Blt2BFckd. That does happen with me when I try to hold back. But I made up for it later that night, but that’s another blog post…

All said and done about 30 tops showed up. I had the journalism student work the door and take a load count as people left. The funny part was some guys couldn’t remember forgot who they had given their load to, so tracking the load count was a little imperfect and the numbers I’m about to give are a bit conservative – some of the guys may have gotten slightly more… HotBttmTO got about 13 loads (the cum was literally pouring out of his ass – tasted really good too!), Blt2BFckd got about 9 loads, and Keiffer1 got about 3 loads. So all in all, a pretty good gangbang…