Load 2008-60

Well, my fucks recently have been a bit like the United Nations… A black guy, a white guy, a Latino and now an Asian guy…

So the Asian guy was the guy who I’d been planning to fuck for a week now, and it’s a good thing I didn’t cum with the Mexican guy earlier tonight, ’cause this Asian guy was a much better bottom and I’m glad I gave him my load…

So he shows up (early, which was fine), and he’s pretty cute, but not stereotypically cute, if you know what I mean… Nice smile, nice body, fairly short, lean with some muscles in the right places – basically my type… He was a little paranoid about being dirty, so he went and checked himself and then we got started…

He gave me a good blowjob that went on a while and then I rimmed him. At first his hole looked a bit like a rosebud – it was sorta weird, but in a well-fucked sorta way. Then about half way through me rimming him he reached back and played with his hole, sticking his finger in it, etc. and when he was done his ass didn’t have a rosebud look to it – it seemed completely “normal”… Guess he’d just done something when he was checking it, though I’m surprised it stayed that way – or maybe it just got pushed out when he was squatting down sucking my dick.

After rimming him for a while I stood up spit on my dick and shoved in. Finally a bottom who could take a dick with minimal lube… He was just bent over the bed, and after a bit I pushed him forward and had him on his belly. Having fucked the guy earlier I didn’t really want to draw it out too much his hole felt good and after a little bit I felt my orgasm coming and just went with it and unloaded deep in his ass.

I was sorta hoping I could cum twice and give him two loads and that was sorta the excuse I gave him for cumming so quickly. The fact of the matter was I just felt like cumming. I know I should have been a better top and drawn it out a bit and given him a better fuck, but that’s just not what I felt like doing.

We layed around for a while talking and playing with each other’s bodies. He was a nice guy and a definitely a great bottom. We sorta clicked. I rimmed him for a while hoping to felch some cum out (which he wanted me to share with him), but I came too deep. And he sucked me for a while, but never got me quite hard enough to fuck again. If I had pushed it I probably could have kept fucking him a bit more, but he seemed fine with how things were.

He made it clear he wanted to cum while he was there (thought it was boring to cum by jacking off at home), so as it started getting late he jacked off and blew a big load between his pecs which I licked up and snowballed with him a little bit before I realized he might not like the taste of his own cum (I know I don’t). Turns out he doesn’t like his own cum, so we didn’t do much of that.

Then we talked a little more and he went on his way… But all in all – a really good hookup. I’m glad I double booked and didn’t cancel…

So I was determined to make the most of tonight since I had some time to myself. This guy had made plans to come over like a week ago or so, but when I logged onto BarebackRT he had just logged off. So I looked around to see who else was available. This other Mexican guy who I’d been talking to for a while was available, so he said he’d come over, but he wanted to stop off and find some poppers.

Then the first guy got back to me and wanted to come over, so I was upfront and told him I double booked – could he come a little later. He was fine with it, so I had two set up for tonight… There were other guys who were interested, some pretty cute (including a 19 y.o. and a early 20s guy who wanted me to practically rape him), but I just logged off…

The Mexican guy called a few times ’cause he had a little trouble finding the hotel, but a little over an hour later he was at my door. He really was pretty hot. Sorta a young version of a man – very masculine and pretty reserved, though he stripped down pretty quickly.

As we started playing he wasn’t too keen on sucking my dick, but he liked getting his sucked (it wasn’t very big which is probably why he’s a bottom). He didn’t like to kiss, but he liked looking at me and “making a connection”. He was sorta a mass of contradictions

His hole was really nice – I rimmed it for a while and I could tell it has been fucked a fair amount and could take dick pretty easy. After getting it nice and wet I stood up, spit on my dick a bit and shoved in. He really could take it pretty well, and we fucked like that for a bit, but when I flipped him over he had a problem with taking it and wanted lube (that’s twice in a row that’s happened – weird).

So, long story short, we kept changing positions. It felt best when he was on his belly, but he didn’t seem to like that. He didn’t arch his back, so when he was on all fours or bent over the bed I couldn’t get in as well as I wanted to. And so I fucked him on his back (missionary position), and fucked him like that for a while, and I got close, but it just wasn’t rubbing my dick quite right, so I got tired before I was able to cum. When I slowed down he took it as I wasn’t going to cum, and he came himself (he’d been jacking his dick).

Once he had cum, I scooped up his cum and put it on my dick for lube, but he didn’t want to get fucked any more, so I stopped. We laid there for a few minutes and then he wanted to go. Apparently he only had an hour of parking…

All in all the chemistry was a little weird. Not exactly sure why. From how things went I think he thought it was my fault, and I’d probably say it was a bit his fault… He didn’t quite seem like he was totally into it and he didn’t seem hungry for my cum. But he was still a pretty good fuck…

So now the next guy will be here in about a half hour. Not sure if I’m going to post that right away or wait… I’ll need to pay for another day of Internet access to post it tonight, we’ll see… But at least I have another guy to fuck since I didn’t cum with this one…

Load 2008-59

I’m in LA this week. God aweful place (IMHO), but there do seem to be a bunch of hot guys…

I got in Tuesday night and with the time difference I was sorta dragging, but I spent about an hour trying to find someone online, without any luck. So I went to bed at 10 (1am my time). I had taken part of a pill, so I was a little bummed my nice hard dick wasn’t finding it’s way up some guy’s ass…

Then I woke up at 3am and was wide awake. It was 6am Eastern and just a little before I’d normally wake up. I knew there was no going back to bed, so I figured I’d see who was online, though I figured at 3am I’d just be getting guys who were PNPing…

Long story short this guy with a SoCal look wanted to come over – white guy with “blonde” hair, and about 30 minutes or so later he was knocking on my door. He said he had been at a friend’s place, but the guy hadn’t fucked him. After he took a moment in the bathroom we got  down to business… He gave me a great blowjob and then I went to fuck him. I hadn’t rimmed him, just spit on my dick and shoved in pretty much dry. I was actually surprised he could take it dry, but he did.

He was legs up on the bed and I was just praying he was clean ’cause the sheets were totally white and I really didn’t want to create a mess for housekeeping. Luckily he was clean.

I had him legs up on the bed and it didn’t quite feel as good as I wanted (in hindsight the lack of lube was probably the major issue). When I flipped him onto his belly it started feeling a lot better, but the problem was it was hurting him and he needed it to change. I had some lube, so I put some on my dick and shoved back in. This time it was better for him and for me as well.

It didn’t take me all that long after that to cum. But it was one of those times when I knew I was going to cum but it didn’t happen when I wanted/expected it to. I sorta had to stop fucking him to actually cum. But the cool part was that he totally felt me unloading in my ass. He said it was the first time he felt it so clearly.

So then we laid there and talked for a bit. He said he was haning out with a fuck buddy of his (PNPing) and they were logged into BarebackRT under his profile name. His buddy noticed me, figured out I was from this blog, and send the first message to me. Then he had to fill his buddy in on who I was, which explains why there were these long delays after I sent message back to them. So the bottom line was the one guy told his buddy to come and get my load. The fact that I was the bottom’s type didn’t hurt… He said his buddy almost came with him to watch, but they thought it would have been weird for two of them to show up at my door…

We chatted about a bunch of stuff. I for a moment I fucked him a bit more, but then I had to get ready and start my day…

I had wanted to hookup last night as well, but it wound up being a long day. And then this morning I slept better and didn’t really have time then either. So hoping to hookup again tonight since I’ll have some free time.

10 years ago today Matthew Shepard was beaten and left to die tied to a fence. Some things have gotten better in that time, but sadly many, many things have not. An LGBT person is getting killed every eight days – even teens who innocently give valentines to straight guys.

Here’s a clip with Matthew Shepard’s mom. Please be as vocal as this wonderful straight woman in protecting our rights.

And if you still don’t understand why it’s important to vote for Democrats this year – issues like this are where you see the clearest difference between Democrats and Republicans. Republicans are the ones who consistently vote against hate crime legislation for the LGBT community despite the fact they themselves are protected by hate crime legislation (for religion-oriented hate crimes). On the other hand Democrats consistently vote for hate crime legislation. Yes, there are good Republicans, and I’ve voted for them, but don’t think that just because both haven’t quite figured out that “separate but equal” is a bad idea in terms of gay marriage and civil unions, doesn’t mean there isn’t a very real difference between the parties in matter that can affect you personally.

And just a reminder it’s still going on 10 years later even in urban areas…

Saw this on Craigslist and just had to point it out… A teen, just turned 19, neg, wants as many loads as possible as “a gift” to himself for his birthday…

I just turned 19 this past week and as a promised birthday gift to myself, I am going to be staying in a hotel room all tonight, through Monday, and all of Tuesday, lubed and ready to take as many BB, RAW loads from as many men as possible!

I want to learn what it means to be a cum dump bottom willing to get fucked long, hard, and often, by a record number of men!

I have only been fucked by 2 men in my life and after this is over, I want that number to be huge! The more men, the better! I am 19 and neg.

I am willing to take all loads and be the true cum dump that I am!! Email pics for my location!!

Who knows if it’s for real, if he’s only been fucked by two guys I’m sorta doubting it is… Or maybe he did post it ’cause it’s his fantasy, but not sure a guy like that would follow through and actually do it.

Any tops in SF want to check it out to see if he’s actually going through with it? Should be a hot fuck from the looks of it…

I was sorta horny, sorta not today, but when this black guy with a hot body contacted me and he wasn’t that far away, I figured what the hell… His profile said “Neg, Safe Sex Only” and then repeated something about “safe fun” in his profile. That’s usually a warning sign to me that something’s going to go wrong, but he was hot, close by and easy to hookup with, so I asked if he was OK with bareback and when he responded with his address and phone number, I just went with it…

I took part of a pill, cleaned up and got ready, and walked over. It was a long walk, but it was perfect weather, so it was nice… When I got there he really was pretty hot. A perfect body, really dark skin that was a complete contrast to my pale skin, and he had very masculine qualities combined with pretty bottomy/sub/fem qualities and I sorta liked the weird mixture of it all…

We got naked and I was damp with perspiration – not sure if it was from walking over, the temperature of the apartment, or the pill making me flush and warm. He gave me this incredible blowjob and spent a lot of time on his knees servicing my dick and balls. He was definitely pretty submissive. But one thing I’ve noticed is that guys who don’t want to take loads in their ass try to make up for it with oral sex. I was starting to wonder…

We took a quick break and he ran into the living room and rummaged around and came back with some stuff. He apologized and said he didn’t have lube – would Vasiline be OK? Needless to say, it was fine with me – in fact things were sorta looking up at that point. He blew me some more and then lubed up his ass with Vaseline, but before he sat on my dick he pulled out a condom and opened it up. I think he saw the look in my face and said “you don’t like condoms?” I said “no” (of course) and he just tossed it aside and resumed sitting on my dick.

We fucked with him riding me, then with him on his back (half off the mattress he had on the floor), but he kept checking my balls when I was fucking him. I knew exactly what he was doing – he was checking to see when my balls pulled up so he could get me out of him before I blew my load. Thing was it was sorta the wrong position for me, so I wasn’t close to cumming.

When I pulled out there was a little smell and some shit on my dick (what is it with bottoms not getting clean these days?) So we took a break and I went into the bathroom to clean off my dick. Thing was he didn’t seem to have any soap and if you’ve ever tried to clean a dick with Vaseline with no soap you’ll know it’s not easy, but I got it as clean as I could.

He asked me how he could get me to cum and I said I didn’t know. He gave me another blowjob while I was standing up, then had me lay down and continued on. The blowjob went on for a while and his oral skills were really pretty good. Thing was I wasn’t completely hard ’cause I was realizing there was a good chance I wasn’t going to get my load in his ass. But he seemed completely content to suck on my dick and balls even if I wasn’t totally hard. And he was really cute down there 😉

Then we laid down next to each other, and one thing led to another and soon I had him with his legs over his head and my raw dick back up his ass. At first he was jacking off furiously, then he relaxed and just let me fuck him.

I really wanted him on his belly, so I flipped him over and continued fucking him. This is when it felt the best and I really felt I could cum. But he kept acting like it was hurting him and wanted me to slow down. I could sorta tell he was just trying to avoid getting my cum in his ass. I tried my hardest to cum without going too fast, but the fact of the matter was I needed to just pound him for a little while to cum, but he wasn’t letting it get to that point.

Then he suggested we change positions and he rode my dick again (with his back toward me). He jacked off riding my dick until he came and then left my dick up his butt while he came down from his orgasm.

He seemed totally into me, and wants to hookup again. I’m up for it just ’cause he’s hot and I want to see if I can get my cum in that hot ass of his before he realizes I’m cumming and pulls off my dick. It feels like it’s a game – he’s playing me by seeing how much he can give me without actually getting my cum in his ass (and not actually telling me to not cum in him), and I’m playing him seeing if I can cum quickly and quietly before he realizes it…