Load 2008-33

So yesterday I drove to Cleveland, today I drove to Chicago. The drive through Pennsylvania was really nice, Ohio was boring, and Indiana was pretty good. Getting into Chicago you have to go through Gary, Indiana which was a bit of an armpit… It’s like making people going to NYC go through Bayonne, NJ…

Anyway, I digress. I got to Flex Cleveland (2 hours before my nav system initially said I would – I drive “a little faster than average”) and the place is huge. Not quite a complete city block, but massive… I ask for a “quiet room” (so I can sleep) and then can’t find the damn room. Finally I ask someone to tells me how to get to it.

It was a Wednesday so I wasn’t expecting it to be crowded, plus the place is SO big even when there are people there they’re so spread out it feels even less full than it is. Still there were a fair number of people there – most of them overweight, older white guys. But mixed in there were some younger, trimmer guys…

Flex has wireless Internet, so some guys brought their laptops which created a weird dynamic – they were more interested in surfing Manhunt than having sex with the guys walking past in the hall. What’s with that?

Anyway, I cruise around a bit. Get blown by a balding bear in the TV room for a while. I wasn’t into him, but the blowjob felt good, so I let him do his thing – but I provided zero reciprocation. Didn’t even touch him…

Then later get blown in the TV room (again) by this other guy who just wasn’t my type at all (the first time I wrote that sentence I wasn’t so kind)… When he was sucking my dick it was fine, but when he wanted to kiss, I just couldn’t, so that didn’t last long either.

It was starting to be a really frustrating evening. No one was just laying on their stomach waiting to get fucked. Well, later on there was this one guy, but he was a really big guy – not someone I could get into. There was this one gaggle of pretty hot guys who were mostly on the first floor going from the hot tub to the sauna and back again. One of them was this really hot black kid – early 20s with a huge muscular bubble butt, but there were others that were hot too…

At one point I was in the TV room again (the area the quiet rooms were didn’t get much traffic, so hanging out in my room wasn’t too productive), and this older guy starts coming on to me… He had stopped me in the hall earlier ’cause they were about to announce the winner of American Idol and we chatted briefly. He wanted to go back to my room and suck my dick, so I figured what the hell. He was fully clothed and when we got back to my room and he undressed he turned out to be pretty fat. I know, I should have checked earlier, but whatever… So he gave me a brief blowjob and even though he turned out all the lights at one point, I just couldn’t get into him and never got hard. When he wanted me to play with his nipple (again and again), I finally just called it quits and told him I wanted to walk around some more…

So it was a dud of a night and I went to bed, but the bed wasn’t comfortable and I couldn’t sleep, so I got up again. It was about 1am, and when I got upstairs there’s this guy passed out – half his body was in a room (a bunk and sling room) and his torso and head were in the hallway. He was just laying there snoring away… People had tried to do stuff with him, but he wasn’t responding. The staff was in a flurry wondering what to do and about a half hour later a staff member came along, managed to wake him up and get him to his room. Hopefully he was OK when he woke up. I did notice the first few times I saw him there was a cell phone near his head, and later there wasn’t… So someone stole his cell phone while he was just laying there (unless the staff put it away, but I don’t think they did – they were afraid to do anything with him)…

So I went back to bed and managed to sleep – sorta… The staff didn’t seem to understand that “quiet rooms” meant people didn’t want noise… They kept talking loudly with each other in the hallway and waking me up…

Finally I got up at 7:30 and walked around. The upstairs area was completely deserted. When I went around where I was (the quiet area) there were a few people, and wouldn’t you know it one of them was laying on his belly waiting to get fucked! I went in, he was this little guy with a really trim body… He started sucking my dick, and I was fingering his ass… Let’s just say his ass had seen some use to the point where I didn’t want to rim it. But I needed to fuck, so I lubed up my dick and fucked him… Felt pretty good. It felt like I kept hitting bottom, which was cool – like that a lot. Finally I just blew my load up his hole, pulled out and that was that… Put on my towel and went… There was a little talk, but pretty much all about the sex…

IML seems over the top and I haven’t really gotten into it… More on that later…

Intolerance of intolerance is not the same as other forms of intolerance. It’s something we need to actively engage in. When someone’s a bigot it’s not OK. They’re not “entitled to their opinion” – their opinion breeds an environment where stuff like this is OK…

Gambian President Yahya Jammeh says he will ‘cut off the head’ of any homosexual caught in his country. Addressing supporters at the end of his meet the farmers tour Sunday, Jammeh also ordered any hotel or motel housing homosexuals to close down, adding that owners of such facilities would also be in trouble. He said the Gambia was a country of believers, indicating that no sinful and immoral act as homosexual would be tolerated in the country. He warned all homosexuals in the country to leave, noting that a legislation ‘stricter than those in Iran’ concerning the vice would be introduced soon. (from Towleroad)

And this tragic story…

Two Indian women whose families had tried to break up their relationship set themselves on fire in what police describe as an apparent suicide.

The charred bodies of Christy Jayanthi Malar, 38, and her partner identified only as Rukmani, 40, were discovered Saturday in the home of one of the women in the town of Sathangadu.

Police said it appeared the women died in an embrace.

Both women were in opposite-sex marriages in what some LGBT activists say is common among Indian gays who must fight laws against homosexuality and pressure from families. (from 365gay)

Thanks to Joe. My. God. for making me notice those stories.

Guys… Be proud of who you are, and make sure your elected leaders stand up against stuff like this.

Hint: Republicans don’t stand up for gay rights… If you’re a gay Republican you’ve got problems. Your argument that the Republicans are more fiscally responsible hasn’t been true for decades. Republicans are the party of hatred and most of it is aimed at gay people these days. So “Gay Republican” = “Self Hating Fag”…

Load 2008-32

Had to go downtown last night to do a final fitting for some leather chaps and a leather vest I had made for IML. Was looking forward to hooking up afterwards… Had a hookup planned, but it fell through, then had a hard time finding another.

Finally I had two options – a thin Latin guy who wasn’t quite my type (which is saying something), or a white guy who was taller than me with a beefy body. I opted for the thin Latino…

I get to his place, and he’s at least 10 years older than the age in his profile. But I was horny and needed to fuck. So I stay and we wind up going at it pretty fast. I had to take a leak so I did that first, and then he went down on me in the hallway outside the bathroom. At first I wasn’t all that hard, but I got hard pretty quickly. He gave a good blow job and didn’t gag when I’d push my dick down his throat… He seemed to like that and kept sucking and sucking.

After a while he started jacking his dick. I was a little afraid he was going to cum all over my boots and it would all be over. To me oral is nothing more then foreplay, but to this guy it seemed like that was all he was interested in. I’d reach for his butt and he didn’t really respond. Finally I wind up just saying it – “I want to fuck you”, but he just kept on sucking.

FINALLY, he gets the idea, stands up, pulls down his pants, but tells me to go slow ’cause I’ve got a big dick… I put some spit on his hole and on my dick and just shove in. When I first get inside him his reaction is to pull off me, but I just hold him on my dick and tell him to keep it in there… I’m not sure why he was being so hesitant – he wound up taking it just fine…

So there we are, standing in the hallway fucking. The angle is difficult and he’s not really being cooperative. He’s standing in a way that makes it really difficult to fuck. When he bent over to get the poppers out of his jeans I was able to get in nice and deep and it felt great, so I knew there was potential. I tried to get him to arch his back down, or bend over and basically grab his ankles, but he just wasn’t paying attention all that well to what I wanted…

Finally I ask if there’s a place we can lay down so I can fuck him that way. I get him on the bed and gradually we go from a doggy position to having him on his belly. It’s funny the little things you notice at times like that. I noticed the photographs on the wall were really nice for such a small apartment, and that I really should have taken off my glasses…

I continue fucking him and gradually get him into a position that feels really good, and I know I’m going to have no problem cumming. Right about that time he tells me he wants me to shoot in his mouth. I just say “I want to cum in your ass” and continue fucking. Then like 30 seconds later he says “Don’t cum in my ass” to which I say “But I want to…”

If there’s anything that’s clear about my Manhunt profile it’s that I’m looking to seed ass. This guy had been hounding me for a long time about hooking up – he knew what I was about and there was no way I was pulling out… I could tell I was going to cum soon, so when I finally came I didn’t make a big deal of it. My breathing changed a little, but I didn’t really say anything until I’d shot most of my wad up his ass. It felt good too – it was a nice, big, 5 day load…

I pumped in and out of his hole when I was done – always like the feeling of a cummy ass. When I pulled out he got up and went to the bathroom where he probably shit out my load. I used the opportunity to get dressed. When he came out of the bathroom we said our goodbyes and I was out of there…

Do I feel guilty about cumming in him when he said to pull out? Absolutely not. He knew what I was about before he hooked up with me. Just cause he was an oral bottom who wanted to taste the cum isn’t really something I care about. If he wants to taste it he can scoop it out of his ass and lick it off his fingers. And he seemed to have issues with having cum in his ass (running to the bathroom after sex). If that’s the case, then why was he pursuing a top that clearly was looking to breed?

Speaking of guys who don’t want cum in their ass… The thin bottom who lives near me told me yesterday he’s not sure about taking loads anymore. A friend of his who used to fuck him raw found out he’s poz – he feels like he dodged a bullet. I told him when he’s ready to take a load, let me know, but if we hookup again I definitely intend to cum in him… I didn’t get my load in him last time ’cause I had hooked up earlier that day. Next time I really want to complete what I started… I’m confident he’ll go back to taking loads – they always do…

UPDATE: The bottom contacted me – hoped I enjoyed myself and wants to hookup again… Goes to show he wasn’t upset about getting cum in his ass… Probably just wanted to taste it…

Load 2008-31

[Yes, I’ve skipped load #30… That was two nights ago. I’m going to wait to give the details until I’ve edited the video from the hookup… Good stuff too… And awesome blowjob footage that made my dick look really hot, plus some pissing, fucking, and the bottom squirting my cum out of his ass…]

Work’s been crazy and I just wanted an easy, no hassle fuck (with the emphasis on easy). So when the somewhat neurotic older guy contacted me this evening I figured he’d be just what I needed. Despite his “issues”, he’s always punctual and eager to please…

I was sorta in the mood for a pump-and-dump and thought about telling him no talking. He wouldn’t have really liked it, but he would have done it… But I didn’t… He came over, wanted to check to make sure he had douched properly so brought out a little portable douche ball thing and went into the bathroom to check…

We stripped down – he wanted me to take off my shirt, said he likes my body… He was looking particularly good himself… He got on his knees with his trusty bottle of poppers and gave me a blowjob. He’s given me better blowjobs before. His upper teeth seemed to keep scraping on my dick, but he was happy and it wasn’t painful or anything – just not the best blowjob… I let him continue for a while and finally told him I wanted to fuck him.

He got up on the bed and threw his legs in the air. Right as I was getting ready to fuck him my bf walks in the room and starts playing with the guy’s hairy chest (remember, he fucked him last time)… Finally I get in and start my fucking. The guy was actually looking really hot under me… He was like a little hairy muscle daddy. Not sure why, but he looked better than he had in the past. Muscular with hardly any fat on him… Guess he’s neurotic about the gym as well!

Anyway, I fucked him a while that way. At one point our faces were really close and he looked really intently in my eyes – like it was a staring contest or something, but it looked like he was trying to say “breed me”… But as in the past, his poppers were a bit of an issue and one thing I learned last time was to flip him over so I didn’t have to slow down or worry about him spilling his poppers every time he wanted to use them.

So I had him on his belly… If he body type is right (and his was), it’s always my favorite way to fuck – it rubs the bottom of my dick right at the end just perfectly… It wasn’t long before I shot a load in his ass, and then a few seconds later came in him again…

I was still hard, so I kept pumping his ass, and then rolled him on his side, and kept my dick in him while he jacked off.

We chatted a bit about religion and work, he got dressed, and left… It was just the easy fuck I was looking for tonight.

Load 2008-29

I know the Brazilian wanted my load tonight, but he didn’t get it. And I ran into the tattooed Latin guy who lives near me, and he was horny too, but he didn’t get my load either…

This morning I got a call. I could tell by caller ID that it was a guy who I had made plans to hook up with a couple weeks ago but things had fallen through. I HATE when tricks call out of the blue, so I didn’t answer and let it go to voice mail. His message was asking if I was available tonight. Since I hadn’t cum last night, I sorta needed a good fuck, so I texted him back saying I was available.

So after work was done, I wrapped things up, took a bath, and then headed over… I get to his place and he greets me in just a towel… He’s cute – cuter than his pics actually. Tattoos all over his body, he’s nice and short and has a hot body… When he dropped his towel and turned around he had an excellent ass… I was a happy man…

We got down to business pretty quickly – he sucked my dick, I went to rim him ass, but it was a bit musky down there so I ended that pretty quickly, put some spit on his hole and shoved in…

He feelt good to fuck – I was totally into him and could have cum really quick if I wanted to. I sorta wanted to turn him over, but I knew I’d cum instantly that way, so I kept him with his legs up. But that didn’t last long either… I needed to cum and he was a great hole… But my orgasm felt like it would never actually come. Finally I just stopped and then it came… Felt really good to unload in him. Been too long since I’d seeded a hole (over a week)…

Up to that point I don’t think we’d said much of anything to each other. I was thinking it was sorta a pump-and-dump, but I didn’t leave right away after cumming. I stayed in him while he jacked off. But he wanted to suck my dick while he was jacking off. So I got over him and fed him my dick until he came…

Afterwards we laid down together and talked. He said I looked a lot better and younger than my pics. I could tell I was his type, and he was mine as well. We talked a bit about life – we’re in very different places, but I really respect how he’s worked hard to get where he is…

The funniest part was that he told me he dumped his last boyfriend in part because the guy would fuck him raw, but never cum in his ass. He just couldn’t date someone who wouldn’t dump their load in his hole.

It finally wrapped up, and I was out of there… It had only been 20 or 25 minutes, but it seemed like longer.

The funny part is that both of the really heavily tattooed guys I fuck are completely sweet guys… Not exactly what you’d expect, but nice…

Been in a weird mood sexually lately – pressure with work has meant I’m not generally in the mood to hookup. I get horny sometimes but tend to just jack off so I can get back to being productive at work.

Yesterday I made the mistake of jacking off in the morning. When this hot kid on Manhunt was wanting to hookup with me in the afternoon I had to say ‘no’. But I still sorta wanted to hookup, so last night when this guy who’s not all that far from me contacted me, I decided to go for it…

I knew from his pics he wasn’t totally my type, but he had a really nice face which makes up for a lot in my book… So I head over to his place. When I get there he’s pretty much what I’d expected. Nice guy, attractive, but pushing “cub” when he takes off his clothes.

The other factor is that I hadn’t taken any pills before I went over. For starters there probably wasn’t enough time to let them kick in, and second, the last time I took them on a full stomach the results were pretty awful…

Anyway, he gives me a blowjob and my dick definitely responds. I get hard enough that he chokes himself on my dick. It’s sorta funny when he does it. When he chokes/gags he has an involuntary reaction and the result is like coughing spit all over the place.

After a little bit we move into the bedroom and continue. He sucks my dick for a while and then I fuck him. We try a few positions – doggy, him on his stomach, and then legs up (missionary)… None of the positions really makes me feel like I could cum though… While he’s not really heavy or anything, he’s borderline (body-wise) for me, and that was part of the issue…

Then he cleaned off my dick with a blowjob and sucked me some more, then I fucked him some more… I was starting to get really hot and sweaty and finally had to take a break. We laid there and talked – sorta swapped life histories… Then he went back to sucking my dick, then I fucked him some more…

The majority of the time we were having sex his dick was completely flacid. I had seen him hard once while we were playing – looked like maybe 5″ and thin… But most of the time it was really small… Like maybe an inch… Totally shriveled up. He was sorta self conscious about it – even went and got a cock ring at one point (though it didn’t help). Thing is, I sorta get off on small dicks. They’re emasculating – makes the bottom seem like more of a bottom… He didn’t get how much I liked his little shriveled up dick until one point when it was really really small and I had it in my hands and got completely rock hard. Probably harder than I had gotten all night. From that point on he figured it out – I like pussy boys / total bottoms – and his little dick turned me on…

Anyway, we kept alternating between him sucking me and me fucking him. Some of the fucking was even pretty good, but for one reason or another my orgasm just wasn’t coming, so finally I told him I needed to go…

On the way home I was waiting for the subway shuttle bus (the subway’s under construction on the weekends), and there’s this hot thin guy who’s checking me out – sorta has an Eastern European aesthetic to him… Hot as shit though… We get on the bus, and then both get off two stops later. I figure he’s going cruising in the park near me. Thing was his shoes were all wrong for cruising in a park. He keeps checking me out though… I’m horrible in situations like that – just not assertive enough. Curious thing was he walked away from the park… So maybe he just lives in the neighborhood. I’m hoping I’ll run into him again…

It’s weird – that was the second time I was cruised by a hot guy on the way home from hooking up. Last time when I was coming home from filming the hookup with the Asian bottom I got cruised on the subway by this super hot guy that looked just like one of those “bad boy” model types you see in magazines – teardrop ’70s sunglasses, tattoos, and an attitude to match. But when he saw me he got up from where he was sitting and came over and stood near me. He got off at 145. I wish something could have come of it, but I was tired from a long hookup, and I had just cum…

I guess I gotta do a better job of hooking up… I know the Brazilian wants to get my load tonight…