Load 2008-28

This happened this past Saturday. orry I didn’t get this posted sooner, but as you’ll see, there was a lot of work putting up this particular post…

The Asian guy who I fucked last year who tasted like grapefruit when I licked his body, was back in town on business. Apparently he’s in town a lot, but he googled my profile name, realized I had a blog, found his story on the blog, saw some of the videos on my blog, got turned on, and wanted a repeat with him getting videotaped…

We agreed to meet at his hotel early afternoon. Some things came up for him and early afternoon slipped into mid-afternoon, but I finally got over there (only to find a movie was being shot outside the hotel and I had to find another way in)… Somewhat ironic, but since I was carrying a tripod no one asked too many questions when I walked where I probably shouldn’t have walked – too close to the movie set…

I knew he was staying in a suite, but wasn’t prepared for the size of the suite… The hotel is one of the old grand dames of New York, room sizes are larger than normal to start with, but the suite was huge – Probably 800-900 square feet of space! That, the Mercedes keys on the side board, and the high-end leather luggage made me realize the guy was doing much better than my average trick…

In street clothes the guy looks like a typical, pseudo-conservative Asian guy. You know – they dress well, try to be casual, but there’s an underlying traditionalism and formality about them that makes the aesthetic they’re trying to pull off a little “plastic”.

He may have been that way on the outside (just first impressions – haven’t spent that much time around him in clothes), but I knew from the last time this guy was a pig in bed. After he finished showering and I set up the camera, I hooded him in the leather hood I brought along, and put leather wrist restraints on him and locked them together with a big heavy lock.

The funny part was when I did all that he completely lost his erection… Didn’t get it back until later in the session. When it was about him getting rimmed or fucked he was pretty much soft the entire time (which is fine with me)…

I got a lot of video footage (like 45 minutes), so I’ll let the videos tell the story to a point from here on out…

Anyway, we started out with him giving me a blowjob. Thing is, it’s not easy to get my dick through the leather mouth hole, but we tried… (The last cut with him on his stomach was later in the session)…

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I then repositioned him and alternated between rimming him and fucking him… This went on for a while – a long while actually…

That went on and on and on… I cut out a lot of the rimming from the scenes above… I was getting tired, hot, and sweaty. Despite the fact that there’s always someone who leaves a comment on my XTube videos saying “take your shirt off” I really prefer to keep it on – think I look better that way. But I knew things weren’t going to end well if I didn’t cool down, so I took off my clothes and continued on…

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At this point the session had been going on a lot longer than I had expected and I was getting seriously tired (being a top for a hooded bottom is real work)… So I figured I’d have some downtime and be a little less anally oriented… We laid next to each other, I played with his body, he got hard, so I sucked his dick…

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I then worked his ass with a dildo and butt plug I brought along. The butt plug was pretty huge, but he took it fairly easily… I remembered him telling me last year that he was starting to get into fisting with someone back home…

When I started playing with dildos I realized I was getting close to running out of tape. Since the camera was a bit of a distraction and I was tired, I just wanted to have a relaxed fuck. I turned off the camera, finished playing with the dildo and butt plug, and then fucked him the way I wanted to (not worrying about camera angles). Not thinking about everything else I was able to dump my load up his ass. It was sorta a weird orgasm… I knew it was coming, could feel it, but then it didn’t come and didn’t come… I wondered whether it was going to be a dry orgasm, but in the end I came and came and came – dumping a nice big load in his ass. He really got me going by saying “breed me”, “breed my ass”… Who knows what he’s going home to – wife, girlfriend, boyfriend… but right then and there he just wanted my cum in his hole.

We laid next to each other after I came in him and he told me how next time he wants me to organize a gangbang. His profile on Manhunt says he’s negative. While it’s a hot idea, I don’t like the idea of organizing other tops to breed a neg bottom unless the bottom says he’s OK with taking poz loads… So we’ll see what happens next time…

Since I still had a little tape left, I turned it back on, and had him shoot my cum out of his ass… Unfortunately with this shot I was shooting into the sun coming through the open window and there’s some lens flair, but it’s still hot…

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So there you have it… The hookup told through video… Anyone else want me to videotape me fucking them? I’ll be at IML for any of you guys who are going to that… Just had a fitting for leather chaps and a vest… So soon I can do scenes like this in full leather… (I’ll overheat even more quickly that way!)

In about a month I’ll be in Chicago for IML (the International Mr. Leather contest) – and I might even attend the contest… 😉

Seriously, it’s a big, huge 5 day orgy with lots of leathermen at a major hotel. It’s my first time going so I’m not completely sure how it will go… My concern is that there will be more ass to fuck than I could possibly ever get around to. I mean I only cum once or twice a day… Still, it will be fun.

Part of me would love to host a bottom boy and watch him take loads all weekend, but that’s not exactly easy to arrange. I mean lots of guys will say they want to do it, but how many will actually follow through? And it’s a big commitment. What if we don’t really get along all that well?

So I think it’s more realistic to just hookup with bottoms that I find there and see how things go. Still, I’d love to whore out a bottom boy and watch him take dicks and loads… Maybe I could do that with a few guys… Like a different slut each night? So if any of you guys are interested, contact me… Just to be clear I’m partial to younger, shorter, thinner guys…

The other thing that’s going on is that the guys from Bareback That Hole (and soon Felch That Hole) will be filming that weekend. If you’re a top and interested in fucking either Fred Mayer or Jack Manhole, get in contact with Ricky Raunch (rickyraunch@hotmail.com) and tell him you heard about it from rawTOP. I intend to give Fred Mayer a load (on film) – should be fun…

I’ll be bringing my video camera and shooting some amateur stuff for here. If you’ll be there and want my load, one of the best ways to make sure it happens is to tell me you’ll let me videotape it when you contact me. Same thing goes if you want me to whore you out… Let me videotape it and I’ll be a lot more interested…

Now I just have to figure out whether I’ll drive out or fly. I like road trips and if I drive it would be two days each way with a stop in Cleveland at Flex (a huge complex with a bathhouse and a hotel, among other things). But that’s 1600 miles of driving and $250 in gas… I would get someone to drive with me, but what if I don’t like them? I’ve had mixed experiences with ride sharing…

The other issue is what to wear… I went to David Menkes Monday to figure out what what my options were (I’ve gotten too big for a lot of my leather gear). [Hint, there’s an old pic of me on that site…] I tried on some used chaps and vests he had lying around, but nothing really fit properly… I’m going back for a fitting next week – going to have him make me a pair of chaps and a vest… BTW, if you’re considering leather clothing – always have it custom made by someone like David. It’s better quality and about the same price as you’d pay for “decent” stuff at a leather store.

IML should be a lot of fun… I’m looking forward to how much ass I’ll get to fuck…

Gay Demon is one of those big gay porn portals – and one of the better ones with an excellent reputation…

So I’m happy to report that this blog was declared a Gay Demon “Editor’s Pick”. But best of all the editor said some really good stuff about me…

Wow. As far as personal sex experience blogs go, RawTop could possibly take the cake from what I see. Your host is a seriously well hung stud who lives to empty his thick wads of cum into willing participants. … if you like your anal fun raw and sticky, heaven is only a click away.

While this site might do better if I were more controversial and people hated my guts enough to mention me on mainstream sites, I’m happy to take the slow and steady route and shoot for a friendlier audience…

Load 2008-27

After having plans fall through on Monday and Tuesday I finally got my dick in a hole last night… Been too long – like 10 days since my last fuck… Of course, having clap didn’t help any in that regard (speaking of which the bottom I’m pretty sure was responsible got back to me with a message saying “Sorry to hear that. But I’m clean. I don’t have it. Must have been someone after me.” How can he be certain he doesn’t have it? And there wasn’t anyone after him.)

Anyway, there was a guy I had noticed on Craigslist on Tuesday who I then noticed on BarebackRT. His profile was pretty new – so new in fact that I noticed his profile had only had like 23 views and some of those were me… Anyway, he lived near me, so we set up a time to hookup after work.

When I got there he seemed horny, so we got right down to business. He sucked my dick, which doesn’t always do it for me, but he was pretty good at it and I got rock hard. He liked seeing how far he could get it down his throat…

Then he turned around and went to lube his hole with Vaseline and I told him to hang on and started eating out his ass. Don’t think he was expecting that, but he liked it… He was pretty limber so after a bit he bent over far enough that he started lubing up my dick…

After a while eating his hole I stood up, since my dick was lubed and he had spit on his hole, I went to just shove in. He needed more lube than that, so I pulled out and he added some to his ass. Now envision that all of this is happening in the middle of his living room with him bent over. He had some difficulty keeping his balance, so we moved a few feet so he could be near a wall to support himself.

His hole felt good, but he kept positioning himself so I wasn’t going in all that deep which reduced the sensation. Then I’d get him to change positions and I’d get in nice and deep and it would feel awesome… We kept going back and forth like that for a while…

It was sorta cool having him bent over with zero face contact. I had expected him to be the type to want to make more of a “connection” with me, but he was like a piece of meat just bent over taking my dick. Which was fine with me…

Eventually (though not that long after we started fucking), my orgasm came and I shot my wad in his ass. I stayed in him while he jacked himself off and came, which was pretty quickly.

I washed up, we chatted for a couple minutes. Turns out he’s part of a group a friend is in – even gave me the magazine for the group… As I’m leaving he asks what my name is… Don’t you just love it when the guy’s got your load in his ass and then he asks you your name?

Since he’s close and a good fuck, I’m hoping we’ll hookup on a regular basis… We’ll see… From his perspective, he signed up for BarebackRT and got a fuck like 20 profile views later… Can’t beat that…

Another thing I picked up from Joe. My. God. – Manhattan Mini Storage has always known for their “out there” ads, so it’s not surprising their latest campaign lets their customers choose from a bunch of charities and part of what they pay Manhattan Mini Storage will go to that charity… These aren’t just “safe” charities like the Red Cross. On their short list of 5 NYC charities is The NYC Gay and Lesbian Anti-Violence Project…

The other charities range from a NYC animal shelter, to meals on wheels to Planned Parenthood, to one to stop the use of carriage horses in Central Park (I’m not so sure about that one – I grew up with horses and think any problems can be handled through regulation, but it just reinforces that they charities aren’t just major, “safe” charities…)

Thank god we’ve got businesses like Manhattan Mini Storage here in NYC. Even with all the gentrification and whatnot happening here, New York still stands for something. It’s a bastion of liberalism and diversity. Which is the reason why fags an dykes feel comfortable here…

If you like to PNP and bareback, and you’re in NY City, and you’re ambivalent about what you’re doing, then I’ve got a research study for you…

The other day a researcher from CHEST contacted me and told me about a study he’s working on that’s looking at the relationship between “club drugs” and sexual risk taking. They’re testing two different approaches to counseling people – seeing which approach is more effective. The study just involves some computerized surveys and some one-on-one counseling. I was in something not too dissimilar a few years back that was a really good experience for me…

Here’s a blurb from them about their study…

We are interested in talking to men about their sex lives and drug use. No judgments. Earn up to $340 for your time.

If you are eligible for the study, you will be asked to visit our office, located in Chelsea, for an initial appointment. There are separate phases of the study that you might be eligible to participate in. If you are eligible and do all study visits you can earn up to $340 for your time.

For more information, please call (212) 206-7919 x302.

ABOUT US: We are a group of researchers from CHEST, the Center for HIV/AIDS Education Studies and Training. We’re affiliated with Hunter College of the City University of New York. Our research team includes gay, bisexual, and straight men and women and community representatives who play lead roles in this study. We have been doing research with the GLBT community for more than a decade.

NOTE: Any information about you is kept strictly confidential. We are not affiliated with the New York City Dept. of Health, Gay Men’s Health Crisis (GMHC), or the Police Department. This is strictly a research study being conducted out of Hunter College. For more information about us, please visit www.chestnyc.org

The good part about research studies is their opinions are pretty honest and factual. They’re not getting paid to change you, but to watch and study you. They do have an ethical obligation to encourage you to engage in risk reduction, but no one’s going to lose their job if you don’t take their advice… Nor is anyone going to lose their job for telling you something other than “use a condom every time or else”. They’re not about dogma – they’re about research… That makes all the difference and it’s the reason why their statement says who they’re not affiliated with.

The study I went though a few years ago was really pretty good. It was nice to have someone to talk to about my fears and concerns. The fact that CHEST would even ask me (of all people) to promote their study says a lot about them. They’re not hostile towards the bareback community – they won’t frown or scowl at you if you’re honest with them and tell them you just spent the weekend being a cum dump with the help of your friend Tina.

At the same time I do get the sense that they’re hesitant to be promoted here ’cause they have people watching them who might find the association a bit odd or inappropriate. But it’s not odd at all – sites like this are where they’ll find some of their best research participants. If they filled their study who guys didn’t take any risks, they’d have a hard time drawing conclusions – they need you guys for their study to succeed.

When I was talking to the researcher on the phone the other day one of the interesting things he said was how people’s attitudes have changed about studies. My generation and above volunteered for studies because we saw people dying and we wanted to make a difference. These days people don’t see their friends and lovers dying so they don’t really feel the need to be in studies.

But there really is a need for studies like this – drug use (especially meth) is a real problem in our community and it’s fucking up people’s lives. I know, I know some of you can control it, but a lot of you can’t. Or you think you can, but you’re no fun to fuck ’cause you’re so tweaked that you’re messy and distracted. A lot of you need someone to talk to about it – someone who’s not going to freak out on you – someone who will just accept you and help you think through the choices you’re making, and what you’re options are.

Now, I really want the research community to realize that they should be working with people like me. So if you call them, when they ask how you heard about the study, say you heard about it from rawTOP. If you’re too embarrassed to say that you can also say you heard about it from “Richard”. (Get it – the nickname for Richard is Dick – I’m a top… Seemed appropriate.)

The other day PigMaster told me I was responsible for about 4% of the traffic on BarebackRT and I’ve sent him hundreds of new registered users (the actual percentage is higher since people clear the cookies in their browser). I’d like the researchers to have a similar realization – that it makes sense to work with the bareback community. That we can be their allies, not their enemies…

So, if you have issues with sex and drugs, and you’re in NYC, give CHEST a call…