Chem Fueled “Afternoon Delight”
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5 August 2010 | 14 Comments
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Yesterday I had a hardon that just wouldn’t quit and I needed to fuck. I hadn’t cum in a full week, I wasn’t stressed about anything, had a little free time and I’d taken 1/2 a capsule of the herbal stuff – it all added up to being totally horny. My dick was so hard it had no problem lifting my PA and given the size of the PA (0 gauge, 1″ diameter) it’s a bit like lifting weights with my dick. lol Here’s a pic…
It was sorta cool being able to pop a boner so easily. It was fun playing with my cock. The PA flops all sorts of weird directions when it’s not hanging straight down (see pic to the right). Sometimes it hurts a bit when the ring gets dried precum on it, but generally it doesn’t hurt all that much.
So obviously, being so horny I hunted for hole to seed. I didn’t have so much time that I could travel – at least not enough time to travel downtown where most of the willing cumholes are, and it’s not easy to get guys to come uptown. This one guy who I fucked a long time ago said he’d come over. But he’d flaked on me recently, so I didn’t hold out a lot of hope, and surprise, surprise, he flaked again.
There’s this one cumhole who’s walking distance from me. A long time ago (2007 I think), I fucked him. I still remember the hookup clearly. A top had me come over and tag the bottom’s ass with him. This was back in the day when I was trying to serosort. I asked the top if the bottom was neg, he said yes. After we fucked him I was walking back to the subway with him and the subject of HIV status came up and he said he was poz. Turns out the top hadn’t even asked – he just told me what I wanted to hear.
Anyway, I’m long past trying to serosort and have been intending to hookup with the bottom again, but it just never happened. Yesterday he said he was available, but I had plans with the guy who stood me up. I told him my plans might not work out and he said to hit him up if the other guy flaked. A couple hours pass and I hit him up after the other guy didn’t show up. He said he had some other guys over. I told him to give me the address, and I’d come over. Other than him, I had no clue who would be there.
So, he gives me the address and it turns out to be the same building as the submissive piss bottom who stood me up recently. I checked the apartment number wondering if they were roommates or something. They’re not – just the same building, but this means I’ve fucked more than one person from the same building – not sure I’ve done that before.
I show up and someone else answers the door, which doesn’t surprise me. I head in and when I get to the bedroom I’m the 6th guy there. There are two bears (one quite chubby). An older skinny guy who’s all over the chub (they left right after I got there and went into the living room). Then there’s this cute little guy, plus the guy I was there to fuck. The guy I was there to fuck was sucking the bear’s cock when I walked in and the cute guy was just watching. I was pleasantly surprised with how nice of a body the guy had who I was there to see (the host). It had been a long time since I’d seen him.
I strip down and as I start taking out my PA, then someone sees it and starts complimenting it. I ask if I should leave it in or take it out and everyone says leave it in.
Once I’m naked and start to play and then I realize that I’m on cam. UGH… I hadn’t really paid too much attention to all the video screens. One was playing porn and another had up all these guys who were doing cam sessions. I hadn’t really thought about what that meant. As soon as I realized it I just kept it in mind and kept my face offscreen – wasn’t that big of a deal.
The host switched positions and the bear went to fucking him while the host sucked my cock. Sucking a dick with a huge PA isn’t easy (or probably very nice) since the metal keeps knocking against your teeth. He tried it for a while and then stopped and wanted to get fucked. About this time someone offered me some GHB, and then followed it up by “or Tina – we have both”. I had figured they were all PNPing, but didn’t really want to think about that part too much. Needless to say, I declined.
I start pushing my ring into the host’s hole. Getting my dick in is never easy when I’ve got the PA in. I sorta push the ring in first with my fingers, and then use my dick to get it the rest of the way in. The pic to the right sorta shows how it tends to flop to the side. That’s pretty much the position it’s in when it’s going in the bottom’s ass. Needless to say, you can’t really get it in a tight hole. But a tight hole wasn’t a problem in this case – he was flying high and feeling no pain…
I shoved in and fucked him. Every time I’d hit the bottom of his hole it was a bit painful for me so I didn’t fuck him all that hard. Plus, I hadn’t cum in a week and didn’t want to cum too quickly – I knew it would come fairly fast even if I held back.
When I started feeling like I was about to cum I tried to hold back. I commented that I was about to cum, but I don’t think he heard me ’cause at that moment he decided he needed to go piss – that he just couldn’t hold it. If I had to guess I’d say I was hitting his bladder on every stroke. In cases like that you just gotta piss so you don’t literally piss all over the bed.
As soon as he was gone, I wanted to get inside the cute little guy. He had been fucking the bear, but had crystal dick and wasn’t all that hard. But before I could say or do anything the bear turns around, presents his ass and basically says “fuck me”. Bear butt isn’t really my favorite thing, but I figured, what the hell and push in. I really wanted to give my load to host or to the cute little guy, so I was trying hard not to cum in the bear, but his hole was like a muscular shoot and was grabbing my dick in ways that made it so there was no way I could hold back. Finally, I just couldn’t help it. I said “I’m cumming” and dumped a really big, thick 7 day load up his ass.
Right after that the host came back. I pulled out of the bear, told the host I’d just cum. He was a little disappointed, but since I was still quite hard I told him I could still fuck, so he got back on all fours and I went back to fucking him. I fucked him for a while. He wanted me to fuck him on his belly but the bear and the cute little guy were in the way and I didn’t really want my face on cam, so I just kept fucking him doggy style. Thing was, with the PA it was a little painful, so not all that much fun. I fucked him for a while and finally just pulled out and stopped. Had the circumstances been different I might have continued.
I went to the bathroom to take a piss and wash off my PA, then got dressed, said my goodbyes and started to go. As I’m leaving the chub and the older skinny guy ask me if something is wrong (since I’m leaving so quickly). They were so high they didn’t really have a good sense for how long I’d been there. And I don’t think they understood that I was sober and just there for a pump-and-dump. I smiled, told them everything was fine, and left.
I’m not exactly sure what to think of the whole PNP crowd. On one hand they’re consenting adults who have the right to do what they want. On the other hand it just seems a bit sad to me. I wonder if most or all of their friendships are tied to drug use? I wonder what their ‘real lives’ are like – do they have their shit together and are they productive when they’re not partying? Or are they using drugs as an escape from a miserable life? I don’t really know. Everyone there was happy and smiling and friendly, but I knew it was drug induced – it didn’t feel like genuine, sincere happiness. There was more, but I don’t really want to go into it. Needless to say their “scene” held no attraction to me other than the fact that it’s a good place to dump a load in a hole and be on my way. They got what they wanted. I got what I wanted… Would I do it again? Absolutely – I like easy cumholes and there was a room full of them.
I agree that it is sad. I believe that their “friendship” is tied to meth. Have this hot bottom I fuck occasionaly who does crank. He has the limp dick that’s common among them. He’s great fuck, but it’s a bitch if I want to flip fuck and he can’t get hard.
Not really into the PNP. And I cannot understand it.
I prefer to get ‘high’ by orgasm.
I love cumming it is the best whether being sucked, fucking, or being fucked.
Never have been a drug user, and being a chronic masterbator since childhood, I would rather make love to another man then use some substance to make me feel different.
I think it is safer to shoot a load up a guys ass then to inject some poison into your veins.
Why would anyone even wanna fuck such a small shriveled weenie?
I think you’ve just asked the “meaning of life question” as it relates to the pnp crowd. If you’re asking, you will likely never understand. But you’re in good company. Semper fidelis…
RawTOP: I can’t stand what’s happening on your Breeding Zone blog site, and I get angry [irresponsible HIV- bottoms]; but you yourself are a decent man. This story was fairly pedestrian until you got to your turning point: considering the druggy atmosphere.
This has to figure in the discussion, eventually, and soon. BB-style is fast becoming aligned with PNP. I’ve done it lots of times; and I, too wonder why. For me, it is a shield. Rejection is less common in drugged states.
And a near-complete loss of meaning is common, too. Having been BB’d since 1981, most of my experience before 1999 was 100% sober. I know the joy of male bonding.
Getting older, and more AIDSY, drugs seem to show up behind any invite I receive. I’m afraid of rejection: it hurts more and more. The hosts are afraid, too. The drugs obscure fear & permit disinhibited crap, like risking a broken tooth on a PA. I love a PA for show; but take it off before – those fools don’t know better.
You are not a stud, but you seem like a really hot man who is into the real scene. Your virility is enhanced by your being HIV negative. And it is enhanced by your sobriety. Don’t be afraid to show your face. peace
Having been a bb’er on both sides of the pnp world, I can confirm — at least for me — that what you mention about drugs and friendships (and sex) is generally driven by that pnp “world”.
now several years clean, i do find the pnp situation in a hookup/party more annoying than anything — you can’t go on the emotional ‘journey’ of great sex with someone who isn’t present at all. to me there’s a difference between someone who’s a sub bottom really wanting to get fucked, who gets off on me roughing them up — and someone totally out of their mind who just seems to need to feel more of ANYTHING: even when i’m roughing them up, makes me feel like a mindless slave to their drug use.
“There was more, but I don’t really want to go into it.”
Ha! Ha! Ha! Classic RT brooding 🙂 My guess is:
a) Pics of the host’s wife/kids in the house
b) Hygiene issues
c) Host/guests lying to each other about their status
d) All of the above
This is one of the interesting quirks of your blog… You don’t present a porn-like artificial rosy view of the bb scene… in fact many times it seems like you’re leading to the After-School Special conclusion that the bb scene isn’t worth it– all the flaky guys, time wasters, picture liers, SRO living situations, “don’t come in my ass” types, etc. Sometimes I wait for the punch line where you decide to become monogamous with your boyfriend.
I actually would prefer that your blog be the opposite, more porn-like fantasy with a steady stream of fuck stories with no STD scares, unclean guys, weeks on end of no sex etc.
You mentioned using half a capsule of herbal, but the link didn’t work. What was it?
Go to a meeting at crystal meth anonymous and you will find out! People use drugs to educate themselves and not deal with the real issues they have. Being gay ad good looking n NYC is the perfect platform to explore that, until one day it stops working …
I am a very horny Bottom that loves to get fucked and sometimes, if everything is right, could top out. My age is over 50 and I used to be more Vers when I was younger and I have been doing poppers for years, so the Blue pill is not really an option. I’m also a Vers Fister, toyplayer, etc.
I think that this blog is kewl.
Over the years, I have tried to play with some of the people who PnP, often times with them only wanting me to party with them (and getting it for them). When I tell them that I just only want to play and/or they can do it without me doing it, they then don’t want to play, due to wanting the party part more than the play part. At least, that has been from the Majority of them that I have had contact with.
And I have done some experimentation into that and do like it for allowing me to be a bit more piggish than usual AND to allow me to have more extended playtime, to get more loads. But I don’t need it to play and sometimes, prefer that the Tops don’t, as too many get that limp cock and want it sucked for ever…. Too much of a bother in a LOT of respects.
I have been to a few parties where guys were so messed up that they either passed out or sat there in a daze. Most men can function with no problem slightly drunk or high. I have never had a problem with social drinking or drug users. Plus for many it helps break the ice.
I have almost always been able to tell within the first minute whether I was going to fuck around with someone I just met. From there all it takes is casually reaching between his legs one time & its on! If I’m going to fuck around I want reciprocation & I definitely want to hear a man make some noise if I suck his cock or I’m planning on fucking his ass. I mean come on now, thats the whole pupose of getting naked. I’ve slept with women but its been years now. If you’re a whiner & complain all the fucking time chances are we won’t get along. Pussie boys need not apply. I controlled my desire for men until i was in my early 30’s but not any longer & now I’m enjoying the Hell out of it.
I was fascinated by Prince Alberts for years. I got online, met a guy who had one & the rest is history. Went to get mine & I gauged up to a 4 ga within 4 months. I’m amazed at the sensation it added to my cockhead. I feel like a teenager again. I can only imagine what it must feel like when it’s rubbing back & forth against a prostate while I’m stroking that ass! I find that many guys are either turned off, afraid, or intimidated by my pierced cock. I can understand this & am sympathetic to their cause. But I am also quite manipulative when it comes to the wonderful sensation that my PA brings me. I start off the first time or two topping their ass without my ring. Then when they least expect it, I slip in my ring, slide my cock right in that ass & the party begins! No condom Of Course so your able to FEEL Absolute Utopia! Then after we fuck & its over. I always hear that WOW that was AMAZING or INCREDIBLE! What did you do different? That’s when I jump up, straddle their chest & face them. Grabbing my cock, wiggling the cock head right in front of their face so that they can clearly see the thick stainless steel 4 gauge circular ring. Occasionally I get a strange looks & even a few are fascinated with it. I have ALWAYS won them over! Funny thing now they demand the ring & NO condom every time!
I’ve always know my attraction for men since I was in my early teenage years. I had a few encounters but it they were simply oral & one time occurrences. I missed out on a good decade of my life that I will never get back. Now I’m like a kid in a candy store making up for lost time. I have been searching for HOT bottoms & having pretty good luck. I guess thats the great thing about the internet, it’s easier than ever to connect. I have a few fuck buddies & there is no shortage of horny men. Thankfully most of us just want to get off. Life is good. Well, as long as I can avoid the clingers.
Great article. Previtus Media is the pioneer studio to illustrate PNP or chem sex porn. I’m surprised there isn’t more about them. Love PNP porn. Wish there were more of it.