Load 2012-14

Well, it seems I’m on a bit of a roll. This fuck makes 7 fucks and 6 loads in 14 days – I’m averaging one every two days…

So this sub boy contacted me on Adam4Adam, his profile said “safe sex only” but I asked if he was OK with getting fucked raw. He said he’d done it before and was OK with it. But (long story short), he stood me up. He said he was leaving his place – it should have been a half hour for him to get here and an hour later he wasn’t here.

While I was waiting for a message or something from him I got on A4A Radar (their iPhone app) and this other guy contacted me asking for my load. He was a young Latin cub – not exactly my type, but when he said he was 2 blocks and an avenue away and was cleaned out and ready to go, I sent a message to the first guy and said yes to the 2nd guy.

10 min or so later he was at my place. We stripped down and he sucked my dick for a while. He was a good cocksucker, but if you’ve been reading this for a while you’ll know oral doesn’t quite do it for me. It wasn’t until I started feeling his hole that I got completely hard. He sucked my dick some more and then we got to fucking.

He asked for poppers. I had no clue where mine were so I couldn’t give him any. He seemed unusually sensitive and inhibited as I was pushing in. He kept pulling away and pretending like he couldn’t take it. I’ve fucked enough bottoms to know once my dick is in a certain amount, I can go the rest of the way without any trouble – I don’t have a tapered dick or anything. But he kept pulling off.

FINALLY I got him on his belly and got all the way into him. I’m really hit or miss with cubs and I tried a few positions and just couldn’t find one that worked right. The whole time he was being verbal and telling me how he wanted my load. Finally I was overheated and could feel my dick deflating, so I pulled out and laid beside him. He was wondering if anything was wrong, but accepted it when I said I just needed a breather. He said he really hoped he could get my load.

As I was laying there I thought there was a pretty slim chance of cumming with him, but after about 5 minutes I got a 2nd wind and when my dick was semi-hard and hard enough to fuck I pushed back in. This time I had him on his belly, legs spread and finally got that feeling on the head of my dick that meant there was a good chance I’d cum.

Given that I was already overheated, I came as quickly as I could. Since I had cum the night before it wasn’t the biggest load, but he still got it nice and deep.

We laid there for a couple minutes and then got up and he went to the bathroom where he stayed FOREVER. I made the bed, folded some towels that had come out of the laundry, got mostly dressed and finally had to ask if everything was OK, at which point he came out of the bathroom. I’m thinking he was trying to shit the cum out of his ass. Later I looked at his profile on the web version of A4A and it said “neg, safe sex only”… I’m guessing he got freaked out being a cumdump for a complete stranger.

Load 2011-10

So after two days of fucking but not cumming a week ago Monday I was horny and needed to fuck. I was taking a class downtown and there was a bottom in a hotel a few blocks from where I was taking the class. When I got done with class I texted him and he said to come over. He was on Adam4Adam which usually isn’t all that raunchy, but he asked “do you want it to be anonymous?” – of course I said “yes”…

When I got there I had to get past the hotel security, but just acting like I belonged there seemed to do the trick. The guard said “welcome back”… I went up to the room found the door ajar and the lights off and the bottom on all fours on the bed. He was a cub – which I can be a little unpredictable with, but dark room pump-n-dumps are probably my favorite scene.

I didn’t bother to take off my clothes (takes too much time). I just squatted down, rimmed him, fucked him and blew a big load up his ass. After two days of fucking and not cumming I had a fair amount built up.

I was tempted to see if he wanted to go for a drink, but felt it would ruin the vibe, so I went off to Rawhide and had a couple beers before heading home…

Load 2011-9

I’m way behind on my posts. This is one of five fucks I haven’t written up. I’m going to do them out of order just to get them done…

This past Sunday morning I had some time to kill in midtown. I tried out the BBRT mobile app (needs work) and there were a few guys who were interested and close. One was in a hotel nearby but wouldn’t give me his address. Finally a guy a few blocks away contacted me and said…

“into anonymous, no talking just walk in and fuck?”

I said yes, I could be there in 10 or 15 minutes and asked for his address. Next email was his address and his first name and I was off, but I had to piss so I stopped at a Starbucks that was a couple blocks from his place.

He lived in a BEAUTIFUL building… There was one guy who just turned the revolving door for you, and another who took your name. I told them the apartment number and the name I had been given and after they called up to the guy they directed me to the elevator.

When I got to his floor the door to his apartment was ajar. I went in – it was a nice studio apartment – and there he was with his (very) hairy ass up on the bed and his face sorta buried in the pillow. He was sorta like a centaur – smooth from the waist up, really hairy from the waist down.

I hadn’t really expected to be fucking that morning, so I hadn’t taken a pill or anything, and I didn’t have a cock ring on me, but I also hadn’t cum in a few days. Nevertheless I didn’t have any problem getting hard. I took a couple minutes and ate out his ass (he seemed to like it). His hole was slightly lubed, but the lube wasn’t a problem (sometimes I hate the taste of lube).

When my dick was hard and his hole wet with spit, I put some lube on my dick and shoved in. He felt good. I love anonymous cumholes. There’s just something about them… They’re pretty much just a piece of meat – a hole. He had his face sideways so he could sorta see my face out of the corner of his eye, but he never did get a good look at me.

I didn’t last long – after a minute or two of fucking I dumped my load in him. It was such a short hookup that I wasn’t really tired, so I went to felch him, but I noticed a small puddle of lightly-brownish cum on the bed and realized with only 15 minutes to prep he wasn’t completely clean, so I passed on the felching. And since he wasn’t completely clean I figured it would be good to wash off my dick. So I went into his bathroom and used some soap to clean up. Even so, the lube he used was pretty resistent to soap, so whenever I pissed later that day my dick felt a bit slick with lube.

It was quick, but we both got what we wanted…

Load 2010-17

Well, wearing a PA to avoid cumming worked – possibly too well. About 3 days after the hookup with the black fuck bud I tried to hookup, but had “some problems” making it happen, then life got busy, and then at about day 6 or 7 I sorta felt run down and not up for fucking (which is weird ’cause I had similar symptoms about 2 weeks after fucking the black guy last time). I wasn’t totally run down – just sorta.

I felt good enough to give it a shot and on day 7 had my Brazilian fuck bud over. He sucked my cock with my PA in, which was probably a mistake since it was sorta distracting when I wasn’t feeling 100%. I tried to make fucking happen, but it just wasn’t happening, so we both gave up.

Two days later I had a huge 9 day load in me and needed to unload. This “Asian / Pacific Islander” hit me up on Adam4Adam. He didn’t have a face pic, had a fuzzy torso shot, but had a nice butt pic (but even it was a little on the beefy side). I just had to cum so I said yes even though I really didn’t know who was going to show up at my door.

Before he got here he said he was looking for an anonymous hookup. I told him there’d be no taking then and I asked him if he’d be up for a hood or blindfold, he said yes, so I got my leather blindfold ready. His profile said he was neg, but didn’t say anything one way or the other about safe sex, and he asked no questions. I didn’t really know what to make of that – sorta guessed he was poz, but not public about it…

When he was a block away he texted saying he wanted a hood, so I scrambled and pulled out a hood for him, though I really wanted him blindfolded. He showed up and 1) he was a lot cuter than I thought he’d be, and 2) he was a lot heavier than I thought he’d be. I wanted to put the hood on him at the door and lead him back to the bedroom, but he made it clear he wanted to see his surroundings first.

When we got to the bedroom he got naked and honestly I wasn’t sure how the hookup would go. He was ADORABLE, but his body was really beefy. Imagine a stereotypical Samoan warrior (he’s not Samoan, but he looks like he could be), take away 99% of the tattoos, take 10 years off what you’re thinking, and you’ve pretty much got him. So he looks like a cute Pacific Islander muscle cub – which is not typically a type I do well with, but he was there and I had a 9 day load in my balls that needed release.

I went to put on the hood and realized I picked one with eye holes which was sorta dumb if it was supposed to be anonymous (but it was a last minute choice). I didn’t want to mess up the vibe by looking for another one, so I just went with it. It took a little work to get it over his head, but I finally managed.

I then told him to get on all fours on the bed. If it was going to be anonymous, I didn’t need a blowjob – we’d go right to anal. I pulled his ass cheeks apart and started rimming him. As soon as my mouth touched his ass I knew I was in luck. His whole body was silky smooth and his hole was just as smooth. I took my time eating his ass, though I don’t think he enjoyed it as much as I did – he just sorta laid there and didn’t react one way or the other.

I was jacking my dick the whole time I was rimming him. I had taken my PA out before he got there ’cause I didn’t want it to interfere this time. His hole was so good I had no problem getting rock hard.

Then I stood up and shoved in. Oh. My. God… His hole was incredible – it was silky and literally gripped my dick. I was either the best hole I’d ever been in or the 2nd best (the other being the Peruvian guy I fucked last year – who I still need to fuck again soon)… Usually doggy position isn’t a great position for me, but I knew I shouldn’t mess with perfection in this case – there was just something about his ass in this particular position. It also had the advantage of being a position that didn’t require a lot of physical exertion on my part. Part of my problems with other hookups is that my favorite position is with the bottom flat on his belly. In that position I have to repeatedly lift my entire body up and down (all 240 pounds of it) – that gets tiring pretty quickly, but in doggy there’s almost no physical exertion – which was good ’cause it was a border-line hot day and the fan in the window was barely cutting it – it would have been really easy to overheat.

As you can imagine – 9 day load + an incredible hole meant it wasn’t long before I was cumming in his ass. The orgasm was incredible. First I could feel the cum start leaking out pretty rapidly. It was like a bucket that was too full and sloshing it’s contents all over the place. That lasted so long I started wondering if I was going to cum for real, but I realized even if it stopped there I would have given him a nice size load. Then the full orgasm came and I started really blowing cum in his ass. That went on and on… It felt like I was giving him a gallon of cum up there – spurt after spurt after spurt. Finally it subsided.

I hadn’t said a word the entire time I was cumming. I was a little embarrassed how quickly I had cum and didn’t want it to end… The pace changed after that – I fucked him a bit more slowly, but I just kept fucking him and fucking him. His hole felt wonderfully wet. At one point I stopped and went to felch him, but while he was clean, he wasn’t squeaky clean, so I gave that up immediately and went back to fucking his cummy hole.

After a while he went from being on all fours (with his head down) to dropping upper torso down onto the bed. When he did that his hole changed completely and it felt just like a loose cavity – the incredible feeling pretty much stopped. So I figured it was time to change position, so I pushed him on his belly, but like so many cubs/bears that position just didn’t work at all, so I start winding up the fucking by whispering in his ear how big of a load he had taken and how wet his hole felt.

I pulled out and went around to the other side of the bed and had him clean off my dick with a little ATM. As he was sucking me I started feeling up his smooth body and sorta petting his head. When he stopped sucking me (since I was getting soft), he just buried his head in my crotch and never looked up at me. It reminded me a lot of playing with the puppy at MAL – I liked it a lot – it showed that anonymous sex can actually be very tender and intimate.

I pet him for quite a while and then laid down next to him at which point he started caressing me as I was caressing him. I’m not sure what he was going through in his head, but it seemed he needed both to be fucked like a cumdump and held tenderly – all without even talking to me. It was a really wonderful mix I don’t get very often – complete submission but tenderness too. I liked that.

Eventually we started talking a little bit. I asked if he liked puppy play and wound up having to explain it to him, and we talked about where he was from, his job, stuff like that…

Then, after a while I got hard again. This time he climbed on top of me and rode my cock. Once again, it felt incredible. It was like he was using my dick to give himself a prostate massage and was loving every minute of it. Besides rubbing my dick perfectly his hole just felt wet with all the cum.

When that was over we talked and caressed a bit more. If I didn’t have a boyfriend in the next room I would have kept him there longer and I know he wouldn’t have left. But I was hungry and needed to pay some attention to my bf, so I gradually wrapped things up and he left…

This is one of the few cases his having crappy profile pics was a good thing. If I had seen an accurate pic of his body I probably would have passed and missed a really good fuck.

Load 2009-5

OK, I admit it, it’s fucking sad that this is only the 5th load I’ve given this year. But that is what it is. If you have a problem with it, get over it…

So this all sorta starts last week, actually earlier than that. When I did the post saying I was looking for someone to help out with the porn stuff I was contacted by Johnny Miles of Horndawgs.com saying he was interested in working for me. He’s an porn star/producer who’s just getting started in the business and his own stuff doesn’t quite pay the bills yet. He’s done a couple of DVDs which have been released on VOD and also has a piss DVD in the works which is supposed to come out on VOD any day now. But only one of the DVDs is bareback. Like a lot of newbie porn producers he’s put himself in front of the camera a few times and learned a bit by being in other people’s videos as well.

Long story short he was coming to New York and offered to sit down and work a day with me, which he did last Thursday (he did the blog posts for Bareback That Hole and Breed Me Raw, among other things). He had extended his trip so had more time in town so he’s coming in a few days this week and I’ll get him up to speed so he can work off-site in Florida, where he’s from…

OK, this is wandering… Long story short (x2), I was really horny today since I hadn’t cum since Friday. Here we were, two tops sitting looking at porn – the obvious thing was we needed a bottom to fuck. So I got online and one guy was interested, so I turned down another guy, but that was a mistake ’cause then it seemed like the first guy was going to flake. Then I noticed the cute little guy from the neighborhood who I’d fucked before come online. He was just what I needed. I needed someone short, and thin with a good hole that gets my dick off… He’d done it before and I think he’s hot, so I asked if he was interested and he was…

What I didn’t tell you before was he’s Dick Damonson from Treasure Island and has been in Brad McGuire’s 20 Hole Weekend and Fuck Holes 2. (Pic to the left is him getting fucked in Fuck Holes 2). Ironically, he was with Marcelo Masko (who I’ve fucked) in both of those videos and apparently they’re fuck buddies… (I always find it ironic to see how DNA gets passed around in the bareback community. Which reminds me, Johnny fucked Christian from Treasure Island Saturday night – he’s having a good week in New York!)

So moving on… Dick comes over like 45 minutes later. Johnny and I stop work a few minutes earlier and go into the bedroom and fool around to get out of work mode and into sex mode. He’s a cub, which I’m usually so-so with, but we had really good chemistry… It was just sucking dick, feeling each other up, and stuff like that, but it was fun. He’s got a hot dick on him – actually it’s pretty big for a little guy… But what’s really hot about it is that it’s wedge/torpedo shaped – small at the tip and tapered all the way down until it’s really pretty thick at the bottom. The other interesting thing about it (other than being uncut) is that the very tip is more flesh than muscle, which was curious…

Dick arrives and then spends a little time in the bathroom doing something (not sure what). He’s fucking hot – really short with this tight little body – TOTALLY my type (Johnny thought he was hot too)… We strip him down to his jockstrap and take off everything but our shirts. He gets down on his knees and starts sucking our cocks… That goes on for a while until I get behind him and start playing with his ass.

I get some lube out, put some on my cock and on his hole and start fucking him. I fuck him for a little bit, pull out and he asks me what sorta lube it was. I told him it was “hot lube” and he said it was hurting his hole, so I got a wet towel and cleaned up his ass and my dick, reapplied different lube and continued fucking him while Johnny had him sucking his cock…

Johnny and I changed positions and he fucked him for a while, then we changed things up again and got him on all fours on the bed and took turns on his ass. At one point Johnny had Dick on his belly and couldn’t hold back and blew his load up Dick’s hole.

When I stepped in to take my turn I was really looking forward to a slick cummy ass, but honestly it didn’t feel all that different. Still, I hadn’t cum in three days and really needed to unload. Plus, it had been forever since I’d seeded a hole, so whether it felt cummy or not I needed to blow my load up there.  Dick’s ass does feel really good. There’s something about fucking a little guy – I can pretty much bottom out in his ass… Needless to say it was working, though given my track record lately there were moments when I wondered if I was going to be able to cum. But finally I got a sensation and knew that if I just went with it (and wasn’t disrupted) I’d blow my load. It took a while but eventually I blew a nice big load up there…

When I pulled out Johnny put a finger up his now cummy ass and tasted the load. Then he offered a taste to Dick… It was hot knowing his hole was good and cummy… Then Dick wanted to jack off. Johnny and I felt him up, kissed him, played with his nipples – you name it, but he was having a really hard time cumming.

At one point Johnny got hard again, so he threw Dick’s legs in the air and went back to fucking him. When he had had his fill, we swapped, but by that time I was soft. I got hard enough to get in, but not hard enough to fuck. I stayed with my dick in for a bit while Dick jacked his dick, but then pulled out…

Things then sorta just wound down. I mentnioned it had been forever since I’d seeded ass. Later when I looked at my spreadsheet I realized it was 3 months to the day and Dick was the last guy who had gotten my load. Then Johnny asked Dick if he was up for getting filmed and the said he’d done it before. That’s when I realized that he had told me before about being in Treasure Island videos… Hopefully we’ll set something up in a few days to film a repeat of the two of us fucking him… We’ll see…

So all in all a great fuck… It was fun playing with both of them and I finally gave a guy a load after way too long…

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Load 2008-19

Last night this guy was supposed to come over so my bf and I could tag his ass, but he didn’t confirm and I haven’t heard a peep from him since even though he had been hounding me for weeks to come over. Oh well. So I was looking for someone else.

A guy I’d fucked a couple years ago contacted me and asked if I wanted to come over – said a buddy was whoring him out. I asked if he had any loads in him already and he said “yeah, 4 in me already and 3 more on the way”. I was already a bit horned and when I read that it actually made me cum. Ooops – I’m supposed to be putting my cum where it belongs – not wasting it like that. Probably better I didn’t fuck him though. His BarebackRT profile says he’s an “easy hole” who will “usually take ANY cock”. While it was hot he had a bunch of loads in him, I really wasn’t in the mood for another STD…

BTW, it’s interesting to see how things have gone over the past two years with him. He freaked out when I fucked him rough and gave him two loads back then. When he told me he didn’t want to bareback any more I told him I thought he’d back and taking loads – that the feelings just don’t go away that easily. And sure enough I’ve seen him advertise on Craigslist for loads on and off ever since. Thing is he usually says he’s tweaked… Another guy spiraling – taking all loads… It’s hot in theory, but not sure I want to be part of it…

So this morning I wanted to fuck. There was a guy in the neighborhood, but by the time I could hookup, he wasn’t available. I wound up hooking up with a cute, young cub. He didn’t have body pics in his Manhunt profile and I knew he wasn’t quite my type, but I just wanted to fuck someone real – not some hot kid who’s all tweaked and messy.

I get over to his place and he’s got his shirt off. His belly wasn’t really to my liking, but he seemed like a nice guy, so I figured what the hell… He liked my dick and we started off with a blowjob. Then I had him sit on my dick. That felt surprisingly good… Then I put him on his back with his legs up. Thing was he wasn’t all that limber and it was hard to get his legs up high enough for his hole to be at the right height. So that position only lasted a little while and then I put him on his belly. If you read this blog you know I have a tough time finding the right position with big guys. With him on his belly it didn’t quite feel right, but at the same time it was working for me…

He asked if I was going to cum and I said I was close. He said he wanted me to cum with him on his back, but I said I just wanted to cum and a few seconds later I unloaded in his hole. We turned him over and I was going to keep fucking him until he came, but he came seconds after I put my dick back in him.

The curious part was how he was egging me on asking if I liked his bare hole… His profile said he was neg and only looking for “safe sex”, but he never did confirm that I was actually neg. Mind you, my profile does say I’m neg and mention a HIV test in the last week… If I had to guess I’d say he’s neg – just cool to see a non-tweaked neg bottom taking loads…

We laid around for a while afterwards and chatted… He really is a nice guy… Just what I was looking for…