Load 2009-16

Yesterday this sub bottom on Recon wanted to hookup. Said he was a fuck up and screwed up everything in his life and needed some discipline. He said he was up for being videotaped, so I went through the trouble of decluttering the bedroom, setting up the lights, making sure the cameras were charged and I had tapes for them, etc. Then he didn’t show. Didn’t answer calls or texts, etc… Yeah, he does screw up everything. He’ll get one more shot and he will be pretty brutally disciplined for fucking up this time (but he wants that)… [Actually, been in the mood a lot lately to really beat the shit out of someone (who’s into that)… Gotta get myself a sub who’s really into abuse…]

My bf had a hookup scheduled and we had to go downtown afterwards to pick up this little table he had bought the day before, so I figured I’d hookup with someone on my way down. There were a couple of options but the one that worked out quickest was the Latino on the Upper West Side that I’ve been fucking for over 5 years now. He’s been a dependable cumhole on MANY occasions…

So I show up and he’s like he always is, on all fours – ass up head down right inside the door. He really gets into just being an anonymous cumhole. He’s got a t-shirt on and a jockstrap. Like usual the one negative is that when I start rimming his hole I taste the lube he’s put there, but I still rim him for a while before I go to fuck him. It’s more comfortable to have him on his belly so I push him down and fuck him that way.

I had taken a part of a pill and was nice and hard. It felt great being in him and it wasn’t long before he was getting my nutt deep in him. Having fucked him so many times I know the thing he loves is feeling my weight on top of him after we fuck. We did that for a while then I rolled us onto our sides and we talked for a bit with my still hard dick up his ass.

The chat was interesting. I hadn’t realized that he had a boyfriend, who co-incidentally he met about the same time I started fucking him 5 years ago. And on top of that he mentioned the boyfriend was a big stocky white guy – sorta like me, which explains why the bottom has always seemed to have a thing for me. We chatted about a lot of things – he’s going to MAL in January… Stuff like that…

As we talked I was still pretty hard and the conversation would get interrupted every now and then for him sucking my dick, or riding me, or me fucking him… It was a nice relaxed hookup, but finally I needed to get downtown to meet my boyfriend, so I left and went on my way…

Load 2009-14

Thursdays are weird for me sexually. I work on porn that day pretty much exclusively and by the end of the day I’m completely boned. Problem is, I work so hard I’m usually completely wiped by the end of the day. There’s a small window in there where I could keep my energy going long enough to fuck, but then I crash and I’m useless. That was pretty much how it was yesterday so when a bottom suggested hooking up in the morning I thought it was a great idea, but Fridays are when we have our cleaning guy in, so the hookup had to be done by 9am. That was fine with this guy, so we said he’d come by at 8. I told him I’d login early, but if I wasn’t online to call or text me. He called that evening just to make sure I was serious – so I sorta knew he was serious too…

Anyway, I wound up going to bed late (1:30) and was woken up to the sound of a phone going off at 7am. I missed the call, but then he texted, and I responded to the text saying I was up for it and the next text from him was that he was getting on the train and would call or text me when he got to my station. He was pretty dedicated since he didn’t even have my address.

I didn’t know where he was coming from so didn’t know if I had time to take a pill, so I skipped it thinking I would be plenty hard given how horny I was the day before (and I hadn’t jacked off since then). In cases like today I’m fine without a pill – just not quite as rock hard or as thick.

He called when he got out of the subway, I told him how to get to my building and a few minutes later he was here. He hadn’t unlocked his pics the last time we had spoken and honestly I didn’t know what he would look like – he was dressed for work, so pretty professionally – all in all he was more than fine for a hookup without face pics. 😉 He asked to use the bathroom and took a while so I laid on the bed and started jacking my dick. By the time he came out I was hard and he was naked. But that sorta cut short any foreplay or tenderness. He just went right to sucking my dick.

He was a good cocksucker – no teeth and felt good, but I’m not big on blowjobs so pretty quickly I grabbed the Gun Oil and had my dick up his ass. His ass felt great. Not sure if it was the lube (hadn’t used Gun Oil in a while) or his hole, but it was nice and silky… But doggy position (like we were doing) it wasn’t tight enough or rubbing the right spots well enough for me to cum, so after a little fucking I had him get on his belly which is how I’ve been coming lately…

He was pretty verbal, but not too verbal, which was fine – I tend to be pretty quiet when I’m fucking. I did fuck him for a little while – it wasn’t quite a pump and dump, but honestly I did cum pretty quickly – so it was almost a pump and dump. The funny part was he asked me if I had fucked Dawson almost immediately after I came in his ass – told him yes, but it was years ago now… We laid there for a moment after I gave him my load, but then later he was up and getting dressed in the bathroom…

When the guy had gone my boyfriend asked if something had gone wrong since the hookup was so quick. He had been here maybe 20 minutes, if that – so it was a pretty quick hookup.

Load 2009-12

[I’m now three hookups behind in writing things up – I’m going to go in reverse order since the latest one is freshest in my mind and the first one has video that needs to be edited and will take time…]

There’s a guy I’ve seen online for a while now – wasn’t sure if he was really my type or not, but after having two guys bail on me when I tried to hookup yesterday, I figured what the hell when he send me a message on BarebackRT and was willing to travel. After the two guys yesterday I didn’t know if he’d show up or not, but he did.

When he showed up he was sorta cute in his clothes. He had a bit of a scruffy look to him and I’m guessing by his looks that he’s poz (can’t say for sure). I was very pleasantly surprised during the initial groping phase – tight, slightly muscular body – thin waist – just like I like them. He was light skinned Latino – also a plus for me – complete with a sexy accent. But with him coming in and stripping down almost immediately there was a definite sexual vibe to the encounter. I knew from his profile that he wasn’t just looking to be an anonymous cumhole – he wanted more – he wanted conversation, kissing – in other words – “meaningful sex”.

But the vibe was totally about him as a cumhole. I had my finger on his hole within like 2 minutes of him getting in the door, and a couple minutes after that (after a little cocksucking) he was bent over and I was rimming his hairy ass, and a minute or two after that my cock was up his hole. So much for his quest for meaninful sex.

Right after I started fucking him he asked if I had poppers, and then when I pulled out he asked if there was anything he could drink. So I ran and got some iced tea and the bottle of poppers. Then we were back at it… He seemed to want to be on his back (so he could look me in the eye – typical of “meaningful sex”). I wanted him face down. We tried it his way for a bit, but I knew from when I originally started fucking him that his hole felt really good when he was on his belly, so I had him change back to being on his belly.

As soon as he was on his belly I knew I was going to cum pretty quickly. I’ve been trying not to jack off, so I hadn’t cum since when I fucked a guy three days ago – as a result it’s wasn’t long before I blew my load in his hole. I know it was way earlier than he was hoping for, but it is what it is. I know from experience that if I hold back I often can’t cum at all – I’d rather cum too soon than not cum at all.

I stayed in him for a while while he tried to jack off, but he never managed to cum. The bottom line is that it was a pump-and-dump encounter that we were trying to pretend wasn’t a pump-and-dump. We talked for a little bit, then he cleaned up, dressed and left…

Load 2009-5

OK, I admit it, it’s fucking sad that this is only the 5th load I’ve given this year. But that is what it is. If you have a problem with it, get over it…

So this all sorta starts last week, actually earlier than that. When I did the post saying I was looking for someone to help out with the porn stuff I was contacted by Johnny Miles of Horndawgs.com saying he was interested in working for me. He’s an porn star/producer who’s just getting started in the business and his own stuff doesn’t quite pay the bills yet. He’s done a couple of DVDs which have been released on VOD and also has a piss DVD in the works which is supposed to come out on VOD any day now. But only one of the DVDs is bareback. Like a lot of newbie porn producers he’s put himself in front of the camera a few times and learned a bit by being in other people’s videos as well.

Long story short he was coming to New York and offered to sit down and work a day with me, which he did last Thursday (he did the blog posts for Bareback That Hole and Breed Me Raw, among other things). He had extended his trip so had more time in town so he’s coming in a few days this week and I’ll get him up to speed so he can work off-site in Florida, where he’s from…

OK, this is wandering… Long story short (x2), I was really horny today since I hadn’t cum since Friday. Here we were, two tops sitting looking at porn – the obvious thing was we needed a bottom to fuck. So I got online and one guy was interested, so I turned down another guy, but that was a mistake ’cause then it seemed like the first guy was going to flake. Then I noticed the cute little guy from the neighborhood who I’d fucked before come online. He was just what I needed. I needed someone short, and thin with a good hole that gets my dick off… He’d done it before and I think he’s hot, so I asked if he was interested and he was…

What I didn’t tell you before was he’s Dick Damonson from Treasure Island and has been in Brad McGuire’s 20 Hole Weekend and Fuck Holes 2. (Pic to the left is him getting fucked in Fuck Holes 2). Ironically, he was with Marcelo Masko (who I’ve fucked) in both of those videos and apparently they’re fuck buddies… (I always find it ironic to see how DNA gets passed around in the bareback community. Which reminds me, Johnny fucked Christian from Treasure Island Saturday night – he’s having a good week in New York!)

So moving on… Dick comes over like 45 minutes later. Johnny and I stop work a few minutes earlier and go into the bedroom and fool around to get out of work mode and into sex mode. He’s a cub, which I’m usually so-so with, but we had really good chemistry… It was just sucking dick, feeling each other up, and stuff like that, but it was fun. He’s got a hot dick on him – actually it’s pretty big for a little guy… But what’s really hot about it is that it’s wedge/torpedo shaped – small at the tip and tapered all the way down until it’s really pretty thick at the bottom. The other interesting thing about it (other than being uncut) is that the very tip is more flesh than muscle, which was curious…

Dick arrives and then spends a little time in the bathroom doing something (not sure what). He’s fucking hot – really short with this tight little body – TOTALLY my type (Johnny thought he was hot too)… We strip him down to his jockstrap and take off everything but our shirts. He gets down on his knees and starts sucking our cocks… That goes on for a while until I get behind him and start playing with his ass.

I get some lube out, put some on my cock and on his hole and start fucking him. I fuck him for a little bit, pull out and he asks me what sorta lube it was. I told him it was “hot lube” and he said it was hurting his hole, so I got a wet towel and cleaned up his ass and my dick, reapplied different lube and continued fucking him while Johnny had him sucking his cock…

Johnny and I changed positions and he fucked him for a while, then we changed things up again and got him on all fours on the bed and took turns on his ass. At one point Johnny had Dick on his belly and couldn’t hold back and blew his load up Dick’s hole.

When I stepped in to take my turn I was really looking forward to a slick cummy ass, but honestly it didn’t feel all that different. Still, I hadn’t cum in three days and really needed to unload. Plus, it had been forever since I’d seeded a hole, so whether it felt cummy or not I needed to blow my load up there.  Dick’s ass does feel really good. There’s something about fucking a little guy – I can pretty much bottom out in his ass… Needless to say it was working, though given my track record lately there were moments when I wondered if I was going to be able to cum. But finally I got a sensation and knew that if I just went with it (and wasn’t disrupted) I’d blow my load. It took a while but eventually I blew a nice big load up there…

When I pulled out Johnny put a finger up his now cummy ass and tasted the load. Then he offered a taste to Dick… It was hot knowing his hole was good and cummy… Then Dick wanted to jack off. Johnny and I felt him up, kissed him, played with his nipples – you name it, but he was having a really hard time cumming.

At one point Johnny got hard again, so he threw Dick’s legs in the air and went back to fucking him. When he had had his fill, we swapped, but by that time I was soft. I got hard enough to get in, but not hard enough to fuck. I stayed with my dick in for a bit while Dick jacked his dick, but then pulled out…

Things then sorta just wound down. I mentnioned it had been forever since I’d seeded ass. Later when I looked at my spreadsheet I realized it was 3 months to the day and Dick was the last guy who had gotten my load. Then Johnny asked Dick if he was up for getting filmed and the said he’d done it before. That’s when I realized that he had told me before about being in Treasure Island videos… Hopefully we’ll set something up in a few days to film a repeat of the two of us fucking him… We’ll see…

So all in all a great fuck… It was fun playing with both of them and I finally gave a guy a load after way too long…

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It’s sorta awful that it’s been a month and a half since I last fucked someone and over two months since I actually came in someone’s ass. But that’s just typical for how things have been lately. I’m actually surprised I didn’t have a dry spell last year – they’re actually normal for me, but hopefully the dry spell is ending…

Yesterday I finally had the time and energy to get out there and get my dick wet. I was meeting my bf downtown after work so I figured I’d do a pump-and-dump on the way down to meet him. The first bottom I thought I was going to hookup with was a guy I fucked once before (back in Jan ’04), but it turns out he was only hosting during the day. Then a guy I’ve fucked on an off for 5 years contacts me – good cumhole – loves anonymous fucks, so I arrange to go to his place.

I got to his place and the door was locked, but then I heard him unlock, so I waited a couple seconds and went in. He lives in an SRO – just a room and a bathroom, so as soon as you open his door he’s right there on all fours on his bed just inside the door. This time he was still pulling down his pants. Guess he’s gotten into not taking off his clothes to get fucked.

I had taken part of a pill before going down and getting hard wasn’t a problem. I rimmed his ass for a while and then went to fuck him. Long story short I never really found my groove with him. It’s happened before with him where I can fuck him pretty hard but just can’t cum. That’s what happened yesterday as well. I just never really found a position that could get me to cum. I mostly fucked him on his belly, a little on all fours and a little with his legs in the air, but nothing was really doing it for me.

I had to run and couldn’t stay around long enough to try to make it work, so I left. Before I left he hugged me really tight for a pretty long time. In the past he’s asked me to lay on top of him after I cum in him. I think he really likes the connection with the top after the fuck, even though he likes it to start completely anonymous…

This afternoon I’ve got plans to hook up with the masculine piss pig I fucked last year. Like last year I’ll be videotaping it, so it may take a few days to get the post up…

Not all my hookups are hot – some are actually pretty bad. There was one like that this past Monday night. It was with the bottom who I fucked in December who didn’t seem to want my cum in his ass (but I gave it to him there anyway). I should say from the outset the fact that it was a bad hookup wasn’t his fault…

A huge part of the day my bf was being really pissy with me. Put me in a really really bad mood. When he left late afternoon I was able to get pretty hard ’cause I’d taken a part of a pill Sunday morning ’cause I thought I was going to hookup with this guy from Brooklyn (but it didn’t happen). But needless to say the spat with my bf put me in a weird mood and I didn’t know how it would go if I hooked up with someone.

He got here and my dick never really got above half mast. I just wasn’t in the mood. I was hoping I’d be up for taking my frustrations out on him, but it just didn’t work that way – and he would have been a perfect bottom for it. Turns out he likes it rough – he likes being degraded – treated like a pig. I told him he was a worthless piece of shit – that all he was to me a was a piece of meat and that totally turned him on. This time instead of resisting taking my load he really wanted it. He just wanted to be my cumdump.

I had some fun with him – pushing his face into the pillow until he couldn’t breathe, choking him a bit, and I did get hard enough to fuck him a couple times briefly… But it just wasn’t going to happen so after a while he went his way…

He lives just a few blocks from me so I gotta hookup with him again. I do really like how he likes to be degraded…