Load 2009-27

Well, just got done with a bit of an embarrassing hookup. A really hot bottom came over and before we started he said I’d fucked him before and for the life of me I couldn’t remember him. I did finally remember his story when we got to talking after sex, but it’s taken me a little while to figure out who he was and he was the guy I whipped really hard early this year. I mean I whipped him pretty hard and then forgot who he was. That is pretty awful, but in my defense he was hooded when I hooked up with him last time so I didn’t really have that much “face time” so to speak.

OK, so this time he hits me up on Adam4Adam and his profile says he’s “neg” and into “safe sex only”. That might have also thrown me off – his profile name last time contained “BBBottom”, had pictures of his gaping hole and him in a jockstrap with “SLUT” written on his lower back and other ones of him blindfolded and in a sling – so a VERY different profile than last time. I ask if he’s up for getting fucked raw and he said ‘no problem’. He wasn’t going to be available for a little over an hour so we set up a time for him to come and I hope that he doesn’t flake out on me.

The time sorta came and went and I was wondering if he was actually going to show up. There were other guys online who wanted to come over, but then he called and said he was a few blocks away. He shows up and we head to the bedroom. He mentions at that point that we hooked up before and indicates it was at my old place. As I mentioned for the life of me I didn’t remember him. He takes off his clothes and then he asks what I want him to do. Of course I didn’t put two and two together and had no clue he’d be up for BDSM, and I don’t go in that direction unless I know a bottom wants it. I went to kiss him and he seemed really reluctant. He wasn’t jumping to his knees so I didn’t tell him to suck my dick. Instead I turn him around and he takes the hint and bends over and I start rimming him.

While I’m rimming him I start playing with his dick – which was HUGE. I lightly jack it and it gets pretty hard and it was an easy 11 inches, if not bigger and pretty big at the base with a nice foreskin. If I had been a bottom I would have been in heaven right then… His hole tasted nice and clean. It was a little hairy and his butt was pretty muscular. His body was generally pretty lean. As I was eating out his hole I was wondering how in the hell I had forgotten him – I mean he’s totally my type.

But with a hot ass in front of me that was now well-lubed with spit I wasn’t going to let my embarrassment stop me from fucking him, so I stood up, put a little spit on the head of my dick and shoved in. His hole was wet. He either had other loads in there or he had lubed or it was just naturally that way. One way or the other it felt really wonderful. The sensations like wetness are what the guys with condoms never get to feel… This is a good case of why barebacking is just better sex.

I pushed him face down on the bed and I knew with how great his hole felt that it wouldn’t take me long to cum, but at the same time I wanted it to last, so I took it easy trying to delay my orgasm. It goes without saying I came in his hole not long later.

I wanted to keep fucking him, but my dick was pretty sensitive, so I pulled out and went down and started rimming/felching his cummy ass. Tasted VERY good! He didn’t push any out or anything like that but there was plenty of cum on his ass. Then when that was cleaned up I pushed back in and kept fucking him. That’s one of the things I like about taking pills – I can keep fucking after I cum. I took it pretty easy, but at least he got a longer fuck. Then I rolled over and kept my dick in him and slowly fucked him while we spooned.

He was a little awkward. I think it was a bit vanilla for him and he’s a bit timid when it comes to sex – liking the top to take charge. But we talked a little. He just moved pretty close to me – so hopefully we’ll hookup more in the future. When I asked what he did is when I remembered fucking him – or at least fucking a guy with a similar story.

We wrapped things up after a bit and he was on his way. I sorta wish I had remembered his details – would have been a very different fuck. But at least this time I saw more of his face – it’ll be better next time…

The other issue in all of this is his “neg, safe sex only” billing on Adam4Adam. There’s a reason why I stopped believing what people put for their HIV status. I’m not saying he’s poz, but he’s a clear case of being into a lot more than his profile would suggest – so who knows what’s true and what’s not about him?

Load 2008-24

[For those of you who care. With this load I’ve given as many loads as I did in 2007 and more than I did in 2006. And with getting my dick in 32 new holes this year, I’m way over where I was in ’06/07 (26/23, respectively). Things seem slow this year ’cause I did so well seeding so much hole last year… But there’s still 3 months in the year and so I should give about 32 holes this year if things stay the same. Yeah, that’s half of what I did last year, but it’s still not that bad…]

So I was supposed to hookup with Jayson Park this afternoon, but that didn’t work out ’cause early in the afternoon turned out to be busy for me and he couldn’t do later. So later in the afternoon I was horny and when my bf went off to work I got online to see if there was any hole to fuck. There were a few prospects, but the Brazilian guy I’ve fucked a bunch of times was on and since he was pretty close it was easiest to hookup with him. It had been almost 10 months since I’d fucked him…

So he comes over, we get naked, he sucks my dick, and then lays on the bed to get fucked. When he was sucking my dick I was sorta having the opposite reaction you’d hope – my dick was sensitive and the blowjob was a bit awkward. But that wasn’t a problem when I went to fuck him. He had prelubed his hole and I put a little extra lube on my dick and slid right in. He’s such a regular guy, you’d never guess he likes going around getting guys to cum in his ass. It’s sorta hot… It all felt quite good, and it didn’t take me long to drop my load in his hole.

I hadn’t taken a pill, so when I came that was pretty much the end of it. We laid there and talked for a bit. A lot has changed for both of us in 10 months… Then he was off to meet someone (with my load dripping out of his ass). Wonder if the guy he’s meeting will fuck him and use my cum for lube?

Load 2009-19

So last Sunday (just over a week ago). I wanted to fuck and I had found this one guy who seemed interested and we sorta made plans, then the guy with the incredible smooth hole contacted me and wanted me to come by. The choice between one of the best holes I’ve ever fucked and a guy I’ve never fucked was an easy one – I canceled on the new guy and went over to the guy with the incredible hole.

I drove over and it was one of those horribly humid days we’ve had the past couple weeks. I felt like I was drenched with sweat just walking the one block from where I parked to his apartment. When I got into his apartment there wasn’t any air conditioning on but luckily when I got back to his room he had the air conditioning on. He’s a sweet guy, but lives a humble life. His room was tiny – just slightly larger than the queen sized bed he had in it. Amazingly the air conditioner wasn’t getting the tiny space all that cool…

We made out, got naked, he blew me, I rimmed him, and fucked him… It was a pretty standard fuck. Other than the fact that his hole was indeed incredible there’s not a lot to talk about. But while I was fucking him I was getting really sweaty. When we stopped and laid down I managed to leave a huge sweat spot on his sheets. It was a little embarrassing, but he seemed OK with it.

I know he likes getting fucked for a longer period of time so I was hoping I would get hard and be able to continue fucking him, but long story short I hung around a while but never really got hard enough to fuck again. I’m not the type who just “hangs out”, so after a while I left.

The bottom’s got a bunch of free time the next few weeks – need to get a few more loads in there!

Load 2009-20

So the Latino I’ve been fucking on and off for 5 years wanted to hookup last Thursday. I’ve fucked him a fair amount over the years, but it’s always been at his place and it’s always the same routine – he’s ass up on all fours on his bed just inside the door and doesn’t look at me until I’ve blown my load in his ass. This time he was game for coming to my place which was perfect ’cause I was horny ’cause I’d been working on porn all day, but was tired and didn’t have the energy to travel.

He had problems with the subway and a trip which should have taken 45 minutes took an hour and a half, but he finally got here. It was funny seeing him in clothes. He’s always been in just a jockstrap when I’ve fucked him before. He came in, had a big grin/smile on his face, got naked and got on my bed on all fours, face down, ass up – just like always. It was funny seeing his balls – they hung down really low.

I ate out his ass, but didn’t taste the other two loads he had up there. Then I fucked him. I was horny so it didn’t last long but he got a nice big load…

We laid around and chatted for a bit. Knowing he likes anonymous sex I suggested he try going to the park next to where I live. It’s really cruisey. The surrounding neighborhoods are largely Dominican and Dominican guys don’t have a problem fucking other guys and still considering themselves straight – so the park is pretty good for bottoms who want to get fucked (or give a blowjob). I don’t go there much at all ’cause I don’t want neighbors seeing me go into the park and plus it’s not as good for tops as it is for bottoms.

I was surprised when he said he wasn’t really into parks and didn’t really know how to hookup in them. I told him to think of them as a raunchy cruise bar. Just be assertive and you’ll get what you want. He said he’d try it out. The next day he texted me saying he didn’t stay long, but he got fucked by three guys and got their loads. Not bad for not staying long. I wonder if that will turn him on to taking loads in parks. He doesn’t live that far from the Rambles… He could get a lot of loads that way if he wanted to.

Next time I think I’ll have him come up, hang out for an hour or more in the park and then bring me his cummy hole to fuck – then he can go back to the park. Or maybe I’ll find him in the park and fuck him there…

Load 2009-18

There’s a Latino who’s been hitting me up for a while. He doesn’t have any pics on BBRT so I sorta told him I wasn’t interested unless I could see pics. So apparently he searched for me on Adam4Adam until he found me. He’s got pics there and so I liked what I saw and was interested in hooking up… Once again he was really persistent in sending me messages, but he finally got what he was looking for 😉 and we hooked up last night.

I didn’t realize where he was located. I asked him if he could get here by 7 or so ’cause I really didn’t want to hookup much later. He made it sound like he’d leave soon, so I waited. He got here closer to 8 and had to take a car service to get here. On the good side, when he did show up he was pretty much exactly like his pics.

Anyway, we kissed a bit and then he went down on me and sucked my dick. I hadn’t taken a pill that day – the partial pill I took the day before was still having an effect – though the effects were waning… He got me pretty hard and like the guy the night before liked forcing my dick down his throat.

Before he did much more he asked if I was neg. I said ‘yes’, and he asked “are you sure?”, and I said ‘yeah’ (my last test was late may – so I’m about as certain as anyone will be answering that question). It’s been a long time since a bottom asked me if I was neg. Most “neg” bareback bottoms don’t really care or don’t want to think about it… I wonder what the guy would have done if I had said “probably” or “I think so” or “not sure”… Would he have left? I’m guessing he would have asked for a rubber. Then what would he have done when I had refused?

When I was nice and hard he jumped up, pulled out his camera and asked me to take pics of my dick in his ass. He wanted to have pics he could put on BBRT. Taking pics was fine with me – especially if it will help a neg bottom get more cum in his ass! Long story short at first I thought I was taking pics, but wasn’t actually taking any. Then he wanted me to take them differently. I’m not sure if his objective was to get fucked or have pics taken…

Either way I did finally get my dick inside him… He had a nice hole with one exception – he had recently shaved ass and there was stubble. Now mind you, his “smooth” ass looked great in pics, but personally I would have preferred a hairy ass that was less like sandpaper – but it was a small distraction. Honestly I’ve fucked asses that were a lot more stubbly – it wasn’t really that bad.

I fucked him bent over the bed for a bit, then pushed him onto the bed and fucked him doggy style and finally more on his belly with me at a bit of an angle and then with me lined up with him.

Of course, he had to interrupt things for more pics, but then we got back into it. At one point he asked if I’d pull out and cum on his hole. I get SO tired hearing neg bottoms ask for that… I know they’re trying to avoid getting cum in their ass. So I just kept fucking him knowing I’d probably have to cum quietly so he wouldn’t squirm away from my dick as I’m about to cum.

As I got really close I had a bit of a dilemma… Usually I have to stop (or slow down drastically) and then I cum, but if I stopped he’ll pull off my dick. Just as I’m about to cum he detects things are different for me. He tries to turn around and I’m thinking to myself – fucker! he’s going to screw up my orgasm, but actually it worked really well… He turned around a bit and asked me if I just came. As he’s asking the question I hadn’t, so I say ‘no’, but right at that moment I feel myself unloading in him. So I correct my answer and say he just got my load. He didn’t seem all that bothered by having just taken my load. He might have just wanted a pic of s cummy hole – don’t really know. But if he wanted a pic of a cummy hole he should have said so – that I would have been up for 😉

The bottom line is that he was a bit of a controlling bottom and likes things his way. That doesn’t always work for the top. In this case it lead to a hookup that was OK, but not as good as it could have been. I did cum, but it was sorta anti-climatic. Afterwards, we rolled over and he had me shove a few fingers in his now cummy ass as he jacked off. When he came I licked some of it up – it was nice and tangy… 😉

He took a shower and then left. He seemed like he was in a bit of a hurry, or he was nervous or something. Not sure what was going on… He asked me to call a car service. They quoted $15 to get to his place, but then he texted me and said the driver charged him $20. Oh, and on the way down he lost the stylus for his phone in the taxi on the way here. So he spent close to $40 and lost a stylus, all for a so-so hookup. But he got his pics and wants to hookup again. Maybe next time he’ll be less nervous.

Load 2009-17

I’ve fucked some great holes this year despite not fucking all that much. Jayson Park and Christian from Treasure Island spring to mind… But I think the guy last night beat even those guys… It was like his entire body was an extension of his hole. He was smooth all over (except a little below the knee), which meant his hole was hairless. But his ass was perfectly built for fucking – I could tell even before I fucked him…

Let me back up and start over… I’ve been on Recon.com lately. Tried it out for IML and it was a bit of a bust then (not sure why since there should have been thousands of Recon guys just in the hotel I was in), but when I got back to NY things started picking up – which wasn’t what I was expecting at all. A lot of the guys on the site want safe sex. When you search for barebackers you don’t get many profiles returned, but what I’ve figured out is a lot of guys just leave the field blank and you can’t search for blank values…

The thing I like about Recon is that it’s got the more extreme crowd. Guys you can literally beat up and get a “thank you SIR” in return. One guy who lives not far from my sees himself as a dog in a human body and has had some pretty extreme puppy training – to the point that he now craves dog shit (which goes beyond my level of comfort and then some)… Anyway, I digress..

So this Latino hits me up. He’s got himself listed in the “leather” section so I suspected he wasn’t all that hardcore, but his pics looked good enough and he seemed like he’d be a good fuck. When he said “Wednesday evening” days in advance he seemed serious enough, so I put him on my calendar. Wednesday morning he confirmed so it looked like one of the few hookups that are scheduled in advance that actually happen.

7pm comes and the buzzer rings, but it’s the wife of the straight guy who’s in having drinks with my boyfriend – she forgot her keys and wanted to be let into the building. All I can think is “Great – I want to be in leather gear when I answer the door for my trick, but I’ll open the door and see my straight neighbors…”

I should mention that about that time I was starting to think if he didn’t show up it would be fine with me. I had jacked off twice the day before and wasn’t completely in the mood to fuck and even though I had taken part of a pill, I didn’t know how I’d perform. But just as I was composing a tweet to say that, the bell rang. He was 15 minutes late, but that turned out to be a good thing since it the neighbors were out of sight by then.

He comes in and looks pretty much like his pics. He had more South American Indian in him than most Latinos. When he told me he was from Peru that sorta made sense. But it was a good mix – he lacked the unattractive body that most South American Indians have… He took off his clothes and had a great little body. Imagine a slightly muscled body covered with just a little fat making him soft and solid at the same time. All in a hot little Latino package that was smooth pretty much all over. I could just tell he was going to be a good fuck. Given my mood I didn’t know if I could cum, but I knew I’d have fun fucking him…

While he stripped naked I kept my clothes on. I was wearing a leather bar vest, jeans, and my Wesco boots. He liked how I looked and I figured it would be more interesting for him to keep my clothes on… I asked him what he was into (since we did meet on Recon), and the bottom line was not much – pretty much vanilla sex, but he liked the men he found on Recon – big masculine guys – especially guys in leather…

He sucked my dick for a while. At first I thought I thought he wasn’t a very good cocksucker ’cause I kept feeling his teeth, but then I realized he liked deep throating. He’d get down deep on my dick and just stay there… That sorta gave me license to back him up against the footboard of the bed and force my dick down his throat. That was a little much for him, so I backed off…

I didn’t have him over for a blowjob so soon had him legs up on the bed and I ate out his hole. It smelled freshly washed. It was perfectly smooth and his ass just curved into his hole perfectly like a soft man cunt. I could tell he was perfectly clean and sucked away at his ass… It was truly sweet…

That progressed to me spitting on his hole and shoving in. He felt as good as I thought he would. He was warm, silky and soft – with just a touch of tightness. In other words an absolutely perfect hole. When I said earlier that his whole body accentuated his hole what I meant was that his body had the same characteristics as his hole… Smooth body, smooth hole. Lightly muscled body with a small layer of fat, and his hole was soft yet had muscular control… In other words what my dick was feeling matched the sensations from the rest of my body…

I was still fully clothed which the bottom seem to really like. He liked the sensation of my jeans on his bare skin. After a bit I flipped him over sort half on his belly and fucked him from the side a bit. Felt really good – incredible actually. He was a bit of a moaner, but not too loud… And he was using poppers almost constantly…

Then finally I put him completely on his belly and really pounded the shit out of his hole. There was a point when, if I hadn’t cum twice the day before, I would have blasted my load up his hole. It was like a dry orgasm. I’m guessing he got a little bit of cum right then, but not the full deal… I mentioned that I didn’t cum and he said “Good – don’t want you to cum too soon”. For probably the next 30 minutes I’d pound him hard, then go slow while I caught my breath, then pound him hard again, then catch my breath…

That kept going on but I was totally overheating and when I’m overheated I definitely can’t cum. So we rolled over on our sides with my dick still in his ass and took more of a rest, but then took off my vest to cool down a bit and pushed him on his belly and fucked him some more… Then we rolled on our side again… And so on… Finally I was just too exhausted and as we laid there talking my dick got soft and fell out of his ass.

I figured that was pretty much it, but then he went back to sucking my dick – trying to get it hard again. After a bit of that I had him  lay on top of me so I could eat out his hole while he sucked me. After a while that got me hard again and I went back to fucking him.

As I expected I got overheated and slowed down after a bit. I mentioned that I probably wouldn’t be able to cum, and then went back to fucking him. As I started back I was thinking of how excellent he’d be at a sex club – the tops would love the feel of his ass. I asked him what the most loads were that he’d gotten in a night – he said 10 loads – years ago at the East Side Club (a bathhouse here in NY that caters to older, stocky guys, sorta like me). I could just see him in action. He was really digging my big bearish body – I could just see him totally getting into all the guys at East Side Club… Somehow that thought got me to cum and I blasted a nice big load up his hole… 😉

We chatted a little more. I learned where he grew up, how long he’d been in NY and that he works at one of the top restaurants in the City. Good guy. Hope he becomes a regular!