Load 2013-21

This weekend a friend asked my boyfriend to spend the day with him which left me to my own devices. I knew there was a sex party in the afternoon and it seemed like good timing. So I check with my bf to make sure he was OK with me going and then cleaned up and headed over to the sex party. They had a deal where you got reduced admission if you showed up early. I got there right after they opened since I didn’t have anything better to do.

Because they had the special a few guys did show up right when it started. So it wasn’t like I was the only one there. A couple of them were pretty hot, but they were being body snobs and completely ignoring anyone who wasn’t as hot as they were. The other guys were OK, but at that point didn’t really inspire me to want to fuck. So things got off to a slow start – but that’s sort of expected when you go so early.

Eventually things did pick up. One of the bottoms was this short hairy guy with a big dick. I had sucked his dick a little earlier when he was standing against a wall. I hadn’t really pursued fucking him at that point, but later he climbed into the sling and I got down on my knees and ate out his hole. There are some asses that when you suck on them they get all puckered and the ass lips start protruding out – like a small prolapse. At that point you can actually start sucking on the prolapsed bit – it’s rather hard and feels a bit like a small dick – it’s sort of cool. Anyway he had one of those asses, so I played around with it a bit but didn’t take it too far. Then I got up and shoved into him slowly. He started complaining saying take it easy – which is rather funny ’cause I saw him nearly split a bottom in two with his dick earlier by not being gentle with his first few strokes.

Right about at that time they announced that someone had left their black t-shirt in the dressing area and they needed to claim it immediately. I had been wearing a black t-shirt, and was pretty sure it wasn’t mind, but I pulled out and went to check. That was a bit of a mistake, ’cause he wasn’t in the sling when I went back. Later on I did fuck him a little more, but never did get a good fuck with him.

The biggest problem with the party was that the really hot bottoms weren’t very friendly with “average” guys like me. There were some older bottoms who were willing to let me fuck them raw and I did fuck a couple of them, but they didn’t inspire me enough to want to cum with them.

There was a reasonably hot guy who was totally into me, but he stopped me after a few strokes, so that didn’t go anywhere.

Finally one of the hot young guys was standing around and I started playing with him. He didn’t seem to mind. He was playing with this other guy when I walked up, but when the other guy left to get a condom I moved in and before the other guy got back I had the young Latino bent over with my raw dick up his ass. He was pretty hot – nice body, fairly short, completely smooth all over (very much my type). His ass felt good on my cock. We fucked with him bent over and me standing for a while, but I really wanted to cum with him and I wasn’t able to do it standing up. So I took him over to a small cushioned thing (wasn’t really a bed) and got him flat on his stomach and started fucking him. That felt a lot better and there were a couple times when I felt so close. In fact I’d think I was cumming, but then couldn’t feel anything come out.

Finally after trying and trying my dick started going down, so I stopped and apologized for not giving him a load. Thing is, in hindsight I’m pretty confident I did give him a load. There are times when I don’t feel it, but based on how my dick reacts after I’m pretty sure I did actually cum.

After that my dick was pretty useless – which is how I figured out I came. I took off my cockring and put it around my wrist and walked around for a while. I continued to amuse myself here and there by sucking some dick (as I’d been doing the entire time), but when guys would grab my head and start really face fucking me that was too much and I’d stop it.

Finally with my dick not cooperating and no more willing bottoms who really inspired me, I left. I may not have fucked a lot of guys but I still had fun. I’m liking going out to highly sexual environments where I can fool around. Wish there were more of them in NYC.

Load 2013-18

I wasn’t so sure whether I was up for fucking today, but god knows I need to do a little catch up – 18 loads so far this year is not good 🙁  I woke up at 5am and couldn’t get back to sleep. So when it came time to actually get my day started I was already sorta tired. Unlike the other day I didn’t have morning wood – which is always a bad sign. But later in the morning the hardon came…

And yeah, that’s a curved barbell with a big ball on the end in my PA…

I wouldn’t say that I was sporting wood all day, but I knew if I took a little bit of an herbal pill I’d be fine. So when my muscular Latino fuckbuddy hit me up on A4A I initially hesitated, and then came back a minute later with a firm yes and a time.

He got here on time, we stripped down, and he stared sucking on my nipple, and kissing me, etc. He’s possibly my hottest regular – I really like fucking him. So after a couple minutes I get him on all fours on the bed and rim him. He seems to like it – he reaches back and pulls his ass cheeks apart so I can get in deeper.

As usual, that gets me completely boned, so I stand up, lube my dick (the lube was cold), and I shove in. I do a few strokes with him on all fours on the edge of the bed and then a push him forward onto his belly.

I could feel my dick going deep – maybe going into his “2nd sphincter” (though such a thing doesn’t actually exist). It felt a bit different – but generally it was good. I wondered for a bit whether I was going to be able to cum. After all, it was the 3rd day in a row and I had had problems cumming yesterday. But eventually I got the feeling an orgasm was building and when it came it was pretty big. I pushed in as far as I could and let loose.

We then rolled on our sides and I sorta caressed him while I continued to pump his ass while spooning him. Eventually he pulled off my semi-hard cock. We just laid there for a minute more and then he got up. As he was getting up he noticed I had shit on my dick. That’s never a good thing to see. I went into the bathroom and cleaned up and then he went in and did some cleaning. Unfortunately I think he shit out my load in the process. I guess he’s had enough of my loads up there isn’t not a big deal…

I’m actually amazed he’s got as good a track record of being clean as he does. The few times I’ve tried to clean out it’s a long an laborious process. This guy just “cleans out a little at work” and comes over, and with this one exception, has always been clean. I’m not sure how you can be so clean with so little effort. He’s one lucky bottom.

Anyway, shit happens… It’s not like it’s a regular thing with him.

Oh yeah, and I think the entire hookup (including cleaning up) only took like 10 min… Gotta love that he likes pump-n-dumps as much as I do 😉

I just got back from a hookup with this Dominican guy up in Washington Heights. I should have been working, but I was horny and figured if I blew my load I’d be able to get back to work and really focus on work. Typically I only host during the day ’cause I don’t want to take the time off of working, but this time I decided I’d travel.

I’ve fucked the guy 2 other times and both of those times I’ve been able to cum, but this time I wasn’t so lucky. I get there and we take off our clothes and I’m loving his body… It’s naturally smooth with just a little hair in places like around his hole. He’s got a little muscle on him – but it’s more of a “lean muscle” sorta look – the type of muscle you see on guys who are just naturally muscular.

Apparently he’s not into much other than getting fucked. He pulled out his dick (a nice big uncut dick) and jacked it a bit, but he didn’t suck my dick, or even suck on my nipples… I felt up his body a bit (liked that), and then he got into position with his ass up on the edge of the bed. I spread his feet apart and started rimming him. That got me pretty much rock hard, so I grabbed the lube, but it was nearly empty and sorta bad/thin/watery lube (Gun Oil H2O).  I pushed in and pushed him onto his belly.

Initially it felt really good. When I was rock hard and thick everything was fine. But since I had given a load the night before I didn’t stay that way and when I went down even just a little bit his hole didn’t rub my cock quite right. I gave him a pretty long fuck – and a decent fuck, even if I do say so myself. But I never could get the position quite right or something.

And despite the fact that it was a nice day out and sorta the perfect temperature, he had his windows closed and it was warm in his apartment. I started sweating. Whenever that happens I know I’m probably never going to be able to cum. I kept fucking but I was getting hotter and hotter and sweating more and more.

I rolled him on his side and fucked him a bit that way, and then finally pulled out as I started going soft. I mentioned to him that I had overheated and he went and opened a window in another room, but it didn’t really help. Be brought me paper towels to wipe up but I used them to mop the sweat off me instead of cleaning my dick.

We laid there for a little bit and I was feeling up his body… It felt really good. I love his ass and couldn’t stay away from it so I went back to rimming him. That got me hard again and I fucked him a little more. But didn’t last long. So laid down a little more. But again I couldn’t stay away from his ass. I put him on his side curled up in a bit of a ball and then put a pillow by his ass and just laid there eating him out. I really do like his body and his hole…

I tried fucking again, but never really got completely hard. So finally I just told him I was going to go…

Other than not being able to cum, it was a decent fuck. I guess next time I’ll have to have him come to my place where I can control the temperature so I don’t overheat.

Load 2013-13

Sorry for not posting, but I had a head cold for 2+ weeks. It really wasn’t that bad of a cold, the problem was that it zapped my energy big time. I just didn’t have the energy to fuck. Even jacking off was difficult. I was horny and came just about every day (often more than once a day), but it wasn’t easy to cum. I really had to work to get the load and half the time I wasn’t even all that hard while I was jacking off.

I still have a few small symptoms, but I’m feeling good enough to fuck – provided the bottom is “my type”. And my little muscular Latino fuck buddy is definitely my type. I love his ass. So I saw him online and hit him up and asked if he wanted to come over.

I had actually tried to hookup yesterday, but I didn’t have much time and the guy who said he’d come over was a no-show. In contrast my fuckbuddy is incredibly reliable. But today he was a bit late – when he got here he said there were problems with the subway.

It’s funny with him – we clearly really like each other, but the chemistry is always a bit distant. We stripped down as soon as we got into the bedroom – it was almost perfunctory. I went over to him and paid him a little attention and he nuzzled up to me and sucked on my nipple, etc. Usually he’s really submissive with me, but today he wasn’t quite so submissive. I even sucked his dick a little. His dick is beautiful but not very big. He’s a short guy and it’s proportional to the rest of him. His dick would actually be good to top a guy like me who’s got a really tight ass and can’t take big dicks… But I digress… I knew he cums really easily, so I didn’t suck him for too long ’cause I didn’t want him cumming.

I then got him over to the bed on all fours and rimmed him. I was already hard, so it didn’t need to go on for long. I then got up, grabbed the lube, got my dick ready and then pushed into his hole. He’s always nice and tight, but I take it slow at first. Then when he’s stretched a little I can fuck him properly. I fucked him a little in doggy position, but didn’t like that he was jacking his dick. And his hole feels so good when he’s on his belly – so I pushed him forward on the bed and then down flat. He never seems to want to get fucked that way, but he always complies.

It took a little while to cum (I’m still not at 100%), but not long later I was blowing up his ass. There were multiple volleys of cum. I could feel shoot after shoot after shoot… Seems I gave him a pretty big load 😉

We played around for a few minutes more and then he got up and got dressed. He’s like that – likes to keep it pretty anonymous and quick. In this case I think he was on his lunch hour and with the train problems he had to get back to work. Which raises another question – he always comes over at lunch or after work, but he’s always perfectly clean even though I’m hitting pretty deep inside him. It was like he’s built to bottom… Lucky guy that he’s naturally clean or can get clean so easily (at work)…

So this weekend I’m going to try out some of the sex parties since it’s Black Party weekend and my bf is out of town. Should be fun 😉  We’ll see what sort of trouble I can get into…

And if you’re wondering… I’ve sorta given up on giving 100 loads this year. My spreadsheet says if I keep things up at the same rate I’ll only give 60 loads this year. I think I can do better than that, but 100 isn’t realistic with this slow of a start. Still, I think it’s possible to beat my all time high of 67 loads given – maybe I should shoot for 75 loads for the year.

Where I’m doing well is in number of guys I’ve fucked since I’ve been to a number of sex parties this year where I fuck a bunch of guys, but only give one or two loads. My spreadsheet says I’ll fuck 129 guys this year. That’s probably going to go way up this weekend if I go to as many sex parties as I think I will.

Load 2013-11

Looking at my spreadsheet it’s been 22 days since I gave a load. There were two other fucks in there – one the day after, and another a week ago, but I didn’t manage to cum either time.

The first one was with a guy I’ve been wanting to fuck for a while – very submissive. But it was sorta disappointing – first, I wasn’t able to cum. But then I tried flogging him, and he could take some pain, but he had a potential boyfriend coming into town a few days later and didn’t want obvious marks on his body – so I couldn’t really do all that much (’cause he said he bruises easily). And then third he was capable of getting fisted, but I hadn’t trimmed my fingernails, so that was a bad idea. I tried out my cocksheath on him – he could take that no problem, and then I tried out my Pig Hole on him – also no problem. BUT neither could get me to cum and the problem was that while he was clean enough to fuck, with the Pig Hole in he basically had a huge gaping hole into his ass and it didn’t smell so good. It was frustrating – ’cause he has potential, but things just didn’t work out.

And then a week ago I hooked up with a cumhole in the neighborhood. He hadn’t gotten back to me very quickly so I was really rushed on time. And he didn’t have a proper bed, so I couldn’t really get in a comfortable groove with him – so that didn’t work so well either.

Things have been slow for a number of reasons but one of the major ones was that I just wasn’t in the mood. It wasn’t winter blues or anything – I just was in a different mood. I’ve been programming a new site and when I program I sometimes get blinders on. I get really mellow and just focus on the task at hand. Bottom line I didn’t feel like interacting with people all that much – jacking off seemed more my mood than fucking.

It is interesting that full moons seem to get me in a sexual mood. I broke a 9 day dry spell a day before the last full moon and then proceeded to fuck 8 guys in 13 days. Now I’m breaking a dry spell the day after the full moon.

Anyway – the hookup… After so much of nothing, I wanted a good hookup to get back in the swing of things, so when my little muscular Latino fuckbuddy said yesterday that he was available tonight, I got online and pretty much ignored everyone waiting for him. His hole always feels incredible and I love his body.

His profile says he’s versatile and honestly, in my weird sexual mood, I contemplated having him fuck me. I even spent all sorts of time cleaning out. I mean he gets incredibly hard when he’s with me and he’s not huge (so I should be able to take him), and he’s really hot… He should be a good fuck, but when he actually got here I got my regular groove back and didn’t want anything other than to fuck him. The thought of him fucking me just seemed completely wrong.

It was a pretty standard fuck only he sucked my dick for a while before getting on all fours and presenting his ass to me. The blowjob went better than most. I was a little worried ’cause as he was undressing I was naked and wasn’t getting very hard very fast. But I was a bit more than half hard when he started sucking and the blowjob did its trick and I got completely hard as he was blowing me. It was actually sorta fun fucking his face.

The he got on the bed and I rimmed him for a little bit before lubing up my dick and fucking him. He seemed to want to jack his dick as I was fucking him, but I pushed him down on his belly and stopped that. His hole always feels incredible and it didn’t take long for me to cum. The funny part was my cum took a while to cum out. My orgasm started and nothing was coming out, then it sorta trickled out for a while.

I then laid on top of him and slow fucked him. Then turned him on his side and spoon fucked him while he jacked off. He came in like 30 seconds.

Some of the hookups with him are pretty quick. This one was only about 20 minutes, but it was more relaxed… I liked it 😉

After he left I realized I’ve fucked him a lot of times, but I have no clue what his name is or anything about him. It’s sorta funny – but I also sorta like it that way.

This weekend should be fun – I’ve got the place to myself so I’ll be exploring sex parties, bathhouses, etc. I’ve even got a slave coming in for the day on Sunday. Should be fun 😉

Load 2013-10

So after giving two loads to the bottom yesterday, I was pretty spent. There was an 18 y.o. who had said he wanted to hookup today, but didn’t hear from him (I’d given him my cell and told him to text me, and I saw him on A4A but he didn’t reply when I messaged him). So I moved on, but I wasn’t completely sure I was up to it. After some encouragement on Twitter to go for it, I took part of an herbal pill and when it started kicking in I looked for a bottom to fuck.

This one guy said he was up in Washington Heights. When I replied that I wasn’t really looking to travel he said he’d come down. Sounded good to me and his pics looked good. Soon he was on his way over.

When he got here he looked really familiar. By the time we were in the bedroom and taking off my clothes I remembered fucking him (it was almost a year ago now, but I didn’t write it up ’cause I was pretty busy back then). He had told me his location before coming over and I was like “oh, I remember walking over to his place when I used to live in Washington Heights.”

He was really submissive and not particularly assertive. I had a hardon ’cause I had been working on porn when he arrived and I was sort of hoping he’d get down and give me a blowjob. But he didn’t figure that out. I probably should have told him to suck me, but if he wasn’t into it then I didn’t really want to go there (he was there to get fucked, not give me a blowjob).

He was responding to my feeling up his hole, so I told him to get on the bed so I could rim him. He had a really nice muscular ass with a slightly hairy hole. He seemed pretty clean, so I gave him a pretty good rimming. But it didn’t last long ’cause I was already hard and figured I’d just move it along to fucking.

I lubed up my dick and stood up. His hole was like 3 or 4 inches above my cock ’cause I have pretty short legs and he had long legs. I push him down and stood on my tippy toes and shoved in. He seemed pretty tight, but also had no problem taking my dick – I love holes like that.

Given the contortions I had to do, that position wasn’t going to last long, so I pushed him forward onto his belly. Then he started bucking up and down a bit. Not too much, but enough to be a bit irritating. I didn’t really want to verbally tell him to stop, and I wondered whether he was doing it because he wanted to be more in contact with me, so I got down lower and put more weight on him. That slowed down the bucking of his torso, but he continued to push up his ass. Ugh. At one point I actually slipped out ’cause he was moving down when I was moving up. After that he seemed to get the idea that moving around so much might be a bad idea and things got much better.

His hole felt pretty good. There was this weird sensation though – it’s hard to describe but it sort of felt like the head of my cock had slipped into a fabric pocket that moved with my dick. Like a little fabric condom was covering just the tip of my dick. I didn’t pay too much attention to it ’cause I didn’t want it to distract me. By that time I could feel the beginning of my orgasm, so I focused on that.

I finally came – I seemed to give him a decent sized load, but since I’d cum twice the day before it wasn’t the biggest load. I then rolled us over and continued to slow fuck his ass. He seemed to really like that – like he didn’t want the fucking to end. After maybe 5 minutes of that my dick finally slipped out of his ass. Actually it was so sudden that it seemed to startle him and possibly hurt him just a little.

He then got up, and I started playing with my dick a little. I looked down and couldn’t see it completely clearly (since I didn’t have glasses or contacts on) but my dick looked a bit brown. Shit… So I got up and followed him to the bathroom and washed off my dick in the sink. I hate shit on my dick, but as they say, “shit happens”…

So a decent fuck except the ending…