My boyfriend has been really horny lately and wanted to go out to a sex party. He picked the party – it was one he’s known about for years. I think he hooked up with one of the organizers years ago, but never actually went to a party.

The party is advertised as “RAW” on multiple hookup sites, but when I told that to my bf (who usually rubbers up for tricks), he said that wasn’t what the promoter told him.

So we show up and I’m not really into the crowd. A lot of guys would have hated the crowd, but I gave it a shot. I think my bf had beer goggles or something, ’cause he didn’t seem to mind the crowd and usually he’s pickier than I am.

Like most sex parties there’s a relaxation room and a sex room. We go into the sex room and not much is going on. One or two guys are sucking dick and there are a few other guys standing around jacking their dicks. A few guys come up to me and play with my dick. One black guy in particular was pretty aggressive about it and got on his knees and started sucking my cock.

Long story short, there was a lot of cocksucking, but very little fucking at the party. What fucking there was all seemed to be safe sex with condoms – which was disappointing to say the least.

There was only one guy there I really wanted to fuck – nice body and an incredible ass (found out later he was visiting from Barcelona). When I first saw him he didn’t even notice me. He got fucked by a hot hairy daddy and had a bunch of other guys fawning over him. Later in the evening I saw him again and this time he was wanting me to fuck him. So after rimming him a bit (which guys seemed to think was a bit edgy), I shoved in. It took me a little while to get completely hard. The position was a little off ’cause he was standing up, so I couldn’t quite get to the point of cumming before he had some other guy fuck him. Then when he switched back to me he wanted me to rubber up. I said ‘no’ and that was the end of that.

There was one other guy there getting fucked by whoever. I think he was taking loads ’cause I heard him tell a top to cum and that he’d like it if the guy didn’t pull out. But the bottom wasn’t really my type. By the that time I was sorta over it.

In the end I was there for my bf’s benefit and he managed to fuck the hairy daddy who fucked the hot Spanish guy – so my bf had a good night, so all’s well that ends well… 🙂

Load 2012-11

Well, I’m cranking out my backlog of blog posts… After this, just one more to go 🙂

Two nights ago I was up for fucking but wanted something simple. Simple comes in a lot of different forms, but it’s one of the primary reasons why I turn down guys when I’m looking. Simple often means quick, and I don’t want someone traveling 45+ min from Brooklyn for a 10 or 15 minute fuck. And if someone says they want an extended session, that sorta kills it too. You get the idea.

Well, this particular bottom I’ve been fucking since I think it was 2004. Usually it’s just an anonymous pump-n-dump at his place, but the last few fucks he’s opened up to me and been more interactive. Even so, he always likes to get directly to the fucking – which I like a lot. So when he hit me up and volunteered to come to my place (we almost always meet at his), I said yes.

It wasn’t quite dark when he got here and we don’t have shades on the windows. I could tell he was a little freaked out about fucking with big, uncovered windows like 8 feet away. But I assured him that from the outside the windows looked dark and uninteresting and also I’ve noticed folks in Harlem keep their blinds closed. It’s weird – ’cause it means they live in dark apartments, but it’s how it is. So as you looked out all the windows with lights on had their curtains drawn.

He got right on the bed and got in a doggy position – no sucking dick first… I got behind him and ate out his ass. As usual, he had lubed up with some oily lube. Not my favorite taste, but it didn’t distract me from the task at hand. I got hard pretty quickly, got on the bed and pushed him onto his belly as I went in.

I don’t always cum with him – sometimes the feel of his hole is a little off for me, but that wasn’t the case that night. It felt good, and it didn’t hurt that I hadn’t cum in 4 days. (I’m still keeping to my ‘no wasted cum’ pledge and I’m not jacking off between fucks). End result was it wasn’t long before I was pumping a load in his hole. I asked him if I was his first for the night. He said “No, there’s already one in there… You know me.” And indeed I do know him – he loves taking multiple loads. I’d love for him to keep count – he must take well over 1000 loads each year.

We chatted a little bit afterwards – it’s not totally anonymous with him anymore… Then he left. All in all a good, easy fuck – just like I like them.

Load 2012-9

A week after fucking the beefy muscular black guy, I got hit up by a guy on BBRT who wanted to fuck. It was unusually simple to set up – it was about the 2nd email where he agreed to come over and then I just had to give him directions.

I’ll sorta jump to stuff I learned later in the hookup ’cause it makes what I’m about to say more interesting. Turns out the guy just got married a month ago and he promised his husband he’d be monogamous. But a month later he was traveling and horny and decided to take a load from a complete stranger. There was something that was semi-important that he was supposed to be doing that evening, but instead he was off taking a load. On top of everything else, his BarebackRT profile said HIV Status: Not Sure – I wonder if his new husband knows that detail as well? I would say he proved the addage “men are pigs”, but the guy wasn’t like that at all. He was this sweet, unassuming, well-mannered guy… Who just happens to be a slut. 😉

Having been married now for 7 years, and domestic partners for 6+ more years I do worry about the whole gay marriage thing. Mind you, we need gay marriage rather desperately, but gay marriage isn’t a political statement and it’s not something you do ’cause you think it will be cool or fun. People forget that it’s easy to get married, but much often harder to get divorced. Straight folk often have the prospect of kids – which in an of itself is a long-term commitment. Sometimes I feel like that long-term commitment is missing in some of the gay marriages – not all, just some. I didn’t delve into all that with this trick, so I can’t say how much of what I’ve just said applies to him. It’s more like he made me think about it and wonder.

Getting back to the story it turns out he’s a reader of my blog and has a profile on my forum site – Breeding Zone, but didn’t realize until after he said he’d come over that I was who I was (he was on the mobile app where it’s harder to see stuff like profile names). So he tells me he’s a reader of my blog upfront when he finally figured it out.

Since he was supposed to be off doing other things and the hookup was spur of the moment, he asked where he could find a pharmacy. I knew that meant he wasn’t cleaned out and he was buying an enema. So when he got here first thing he did was go to the bathroom and clean out a bit.  I always worry about situations like that – my dick is long enough that bottoms typically have to clean out properly or else I’ll dig up shit. But luckily that wasn’t the case with him, but it did mean I didn’t rim him… Instead he just sucked my dick. He got flat on the bed face down and I fed him my cock. Then I lubed up and we fucked.

While he was cute, he was a bit stockier than I usually go for. Hookups with guys like that can be unpredictable, but it went well with him. In fact since I had a 7 day load (since I’m avoiding jacking off), I came really quickly. I was a little apologetic when I came ’cause it’s not like I gave him a very good fuck. But at the same time I knew I gave him a big thick load which ultimately is more important than the fuck.

After the fuck we cuddled and talked a little. He’s a genuinely nice guy…

As he went out my bf was in the kitchen. They exchanged hellos and afterwards my bf said he thought the guy was cute. I just wonder how things will go when his husband finds out he’s been taking loads from strangers and doesn’t know his HIV status…

There were three fucks since my last post that I didn’t have time to write up (Loads 2012-4, 5 & 6). Very briefly one guy seemed to want more from me – longer hookup, more of a connection. One was one of my regular fucks – always goes well with him. And one was a new fuck who was pretty good.

BTW, I just looked at the blog – seems like things are “disappointing” a lot these days… That’s not really the case – it’s just I didn’t have time to write up the good stuff…

So yesterday I arrived in Phoenix for a porn conference. I figured I’d host a few gangbangs, but I’m finding it a bit difficult to organize them. The Phoenix metro area is made up of a bunch of little towns. So if I list things in Tempe (where I am) the guys in Phoenix don’t see the listing despite the fact that I’m like 5 or 10 miles from Phoenix (at most). And despite multiple attempts I just couldn’t get anything to post in Craigslist M4M section…

Yesterday’s gangbang was supposed to have these two hot young poz bottoms. Then (if pictures are to be believed) the one with the absolutely stunning ass backed out. I always prefer having two bottoms in case one is late, or dirty, etc. (It’s not like I’m going to fill in for the bottom if things don’t work out). So this other guy hit me up. He was also young and his profile said he was neg… In his pics he was cute, and his pics weren’t inaccurate, they just didn’t tell the whole story – when he showed he was heavier than I expected. But I’m getting ahead of myself.

So the first bottom shows up. I’m guessing he’s Asian – something like Cambodian – but I’m not exactly sure. He was cute, not a flawless body, but nice… Then the second bottom showed up – he was Latino – given that this is Arizona and his looks, I’d guess he was of Mexican heritage.

The Latino bottom was cute, but the issue was that he was heavy and competing against against the Asian bottom who was thinner and more confident/energetic…

We had some time before the other tops got there so the two bottoms started sucking my dick. Then I fucked the Asian guy, then the Latino guy fucked the Asian guy. As the start time got closer I had to put on some clothes so I could answer the door. The two of them alternated between sucking each other’s dicks and just chilling.

Right at 5:30 (the start time) two tops showed up at the same time. Then a 3rd top showed up maybe 15 minutes later. Top 1 knew the Asian bottom and the two of them started the action. Top 1 had a pretty nice body. Top 2 started playing with the Latino bottom, but stopped. So I started fucking the Latino bottom – and liked watching Top 1 fuck the Asian bottom.

Top 1 managed to give both bottoms loads. Top 2 & 3 each gave the Asian bottom loads. Unfortunately I didn’t cum. I could have cum early on with the Asian bottom, but if I had cum at that point, then I wouldn’t have had it in me to fuck the Latino bottom – as the host, that didn’t seem fair. Then things sorta died down and it was me, the two bottoms and Top 3 and we were talking about completely non-sexual stuff. I hadn’t gotten enough sleep the night before, and it all just accumulated to me just not being in the mood to fuck by the end of the gangbang.

So all in all a bit of a disappointment – I didn’t get the critical mass of tops to keep things going… I’m pretty sure the one on Friday will be better…

One other disappointment was that this morning a guy came over, but then didn’t want to get fucked. He said he was worried he wasn’t clean, but I think it might have been more than that…

So I need to fuck, but once again I woke up too early (my body woke up on Eastern Time), so I’m tired and don’t feel much like fucking… UGH… Maybe better luck later today or tomorrow…

Load 2012-1

I wasn’t going to write up this hookup, but I’ve got a little time to kill, so why not…

14+ years ago, a few weeks after I met my current boyfriend, I wasn’t exclusive with my bf yet and I had gone out to the bars. It was early December and cold and I was walking home from a bar in full leather. Leather is cold in the winter and hot in the summer and I was freezing my ass off. I had leather pants on, motorcycle boots, and a my favorite motorcycle jacket on. I sorta remember not having much of anything on under that – maybe the leather bodice thing that covered just the upper part of my torso.

Anyway, I was walking up 7th Avenue south of 14th Street when this hot little Latino came up to me. He was SO cute. He was wearing this little red Santa hat. He tried really hard to get me to let him go home with me, but I wasn’t in the mood (forget why). We exchanged phone numbers and then fucked a week or so later.

At one point he mentioned he had done some porn and for a while I was a bit obsessed with him – buying every video and magazine that I could find with him in it. The picture to the right his him from back then. Obviously he was really hot! He’s got a big dick too – which you can sorta see hanging down between his legs.

So a year or so later my bf and I move uptown and who do I run into – the little Latino who’d picked me up that night. Over the years we’ve fucked on and off. I’ve fucked him in the bathroom at his school. I’ve fucked him in the park near us. I’ve fucked bottoms with him, etc. It’s been pretty hot.

At some point he became poz and age and possibly the meds seem to have had an impact on his body. Believe it or not he’s considerably thinner than he was back then – he’s almost frail looking now, but I find that pretty hot. I like really little guys.

Just after New Years I’m online and see him online so I send him a message. An hour or so after that I’m at his place (I needed to eat something first). He loves sex. He put me on my back and sucked my dick, got me hard, and then sat on my dick and rode me. Like he’s done with me before, he came on my belly without touching himself.

Getting ridden doesn’t make me cum, so I put him on his belly and started fucking him. For whatever reason I couldn’t cum, so I kept fucking him and fucking him. It just went on and on… At some point I must have cum ’cause my dick started going down – like it does when I cum.

When it was all over I was sorta disappointed I hadn’t felt myself cum, and while he didn’t say it, I got the impression the fuck was a bit too long hard and rough for him. Plus my dinner had included a dish with onions – which was a mistake – I think I had onion breath even though I had brushed my teeth before going over (oops).

We laid there sorta spooning and I was feeling his body. He was SO thin and so little. I asked how much he weighed. He said 120. My bf is the same height and he’s usually 127 to 130ish. There was no way this guy was just 5 or 10 pounds lighter – every part of him was noticeably thinner than my bf. He had to be more like 110. He did say he was self-conscious about his size and weight. I told him I loved it – but I don’t think he quite believed me. But he was so tiny – it really was pretty hot.

All in all it seemed like a bit of a disappointing fuck for both of us. I’m moving out of his neighborhood in a couple of months – it sorta felt like a final fuck with him… Which is sorta too bad. Maybe we can do one more and have it go better so we end on a better note – who knows?

Load 2011-19

There’s something really hot about a super hot masculine, muscular little Latino going around and taking loads (especially when their profile says “Neg / Safe Sex Only”). This guy hit me up on Adam4Adam and he looked hot, so I was game for fucking him, but the timing didn’t work out the first couple times we tried to make it happen. Well, the planets were aligned this morning and he hit me up right when I was looking.

The apartment was a mess so I vacuumed a little to try to get some of the major dust bunnies taken care of, but it was still pretty much a mess when he showed up. (If anyone in NYC wants a cleaning job – let me know). Anyway, as soon as he came through the door I recognized him – we’d fucked before. He’s one of those guys who I’d fuck every day of the week if I could…

We went to the bedroom and started stripping down. Then he wanted to kiss and make out. He’s little – maybe 5’4″ (though his profile says taller), so there’s a pretty big height difference. I like little bottoms, so that was sorta hot… He was really passionate – loved kissing and then he wanted to suck my dick. Usually my dick doesn’t really respond to blowjobs but it responded pretty well with him (sort 90% of full hardness). He really got into sucking my cock – he was a very enthusiastic cock sucker.

What I really wanted was his hole, so I got him on the bed on all fours and got down and started eating him out. He was a bit musky, but he was so hot I didn’t really care… He started reaching back trying to tweak my nipples… Definitely an eager, active bottom – but sub at the same time…

I then ran around the bed to grab the lube, and came back and rimmed him some more while I lubed up my cock. Needless to say I was 110% hard by now – I mean I was about to fuck my all time favorite type of bottom – a little muscular Latino. Then I stood up and eased my dick into his ass… Felt good…

After a few strokes I pushed him forward onto his belly. He’s got this muscular bubble butt which generally I’m hit or miss with (I do better with flat-assed bottoms), but with him the head of my cock was right in the beginning of his ass as I’d withdraw and then it would go deeper as I pushed in. It felt really good. Tight, but not too tight – like a snug fleshy ring on my cock.

He liked that position – he’d turn his head and we’d make out while I fucked him. I didn’t last long though… A few minutes later I blew my load in him. It had been a few days since I’d cum but the load didn’t feel all that big…

I then rolled him on his side and pumped his ass a little more while we continued to make out – he’s definitely a passionate little fucker. He had a long thin uncut dick and was totally hard, but had no interest in even jacking it. He did clean off my dick and then we went back to snuggling… After a bit he was done and he got up dressed and left (after a little more kissing). BTW, he was wearing sweat pants and no underwear… So his dick was sorta tenting the pants and when my load starts leaking out he’ll have a wet spot…

All in all a great fuck.

I’ve got 3 other hookups to write up – one of them was particularly interesting – will try to get to those soon…